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Cpt.Crunch
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Registered: 08/09/13
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Anger consuming my mind and my heart.
#18905946 - 09/29/13 06:35 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I need help guys, for the past year, I have had a very hard time falling asleep, every time I go lay down in bed I start thinking about the past, people who betray me and constantly pissed me off, people who I seek revenge against, people who made me feel completely weak and unable to fight back because they'd retaliate against my family if I did anything.
I want revenge so badly, even if I am extremely tired I cannot sleep, it takes at least an hour if i'm lucky..
I need help, its killing me. It just eats away at me more and more every night..
i have a very fucked up thought process, and i have put up with more shit than your average joe would be able to in my opinion
Edited by Cpt.Crunch (09/29/13 06:45 AM)
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nooneman


Registered: 04/24/09
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Loc: Utah
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Re: Anger consuming my mind and my heart. [Re: Cpt.Crunch]
#18905962 - 09/29/13 06:45 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Benzos would probably work wonders. Or some kind of sleeping med, ambien or whatever.
If you want to kill an ant with a sledgehammer, you could use mood stabilizers or antipsychotics both of which would kill your anger dead. Seroquel in particular would knock you the fuck out, and also make you not give a fuck. But again, that's complete overkill.
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Spacerific
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Re: Anger consuming my mind and my heart. [Re: nooneman]
#18906557 - 09/29/13 10:48 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yes OP, go the American way and start taking benzos and sleeping meds. They have a track record of working out so well 
Anyway I was considering posting a similar thread, kind of like yours, but it was just about this one guy that lied to my face and stiffed me on a trade, concerning my last dose of acid. I hope he falls down stairs, gets aids and/or never sees another sunrise, etc. Seeing your stuff here put things in perspective and I think there are more important things in life to concern oneself with.
Food for thought: get some pussy. It really improves your outlook. Join a club of some sort. Dancing, martial arts, running in the park, camping or hiking on the hills, doesn't matter. Join anything, spend some time outside, it's gonna really help. The only reason I have shit thoughts sometimes is because I don't spend enough time outside, with other people, playing with enough fresh
-------------------- Blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear.
For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it, and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it. - Matthew 13:16
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