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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: Learyfan]
#18903695 - 09/28/13 05:36 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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not rationalizing my behavior here, but being nauseus in a semi conscious state isnt exactly my definition of living. the day heroin dies to me is the day it loses its novelty. i went to talk to a few people today on heroin and it felt pretty relaxed but chasing this reality is a drug fueled delusion.
i see heroin just like a different perspective to life similar to tripping. my hedonist days are over.
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: twighead]
#18903703 - 09/28/13 05:38 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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twighead said: Too bad anyone who gets seriously into it will be none of these things anymore. 
What about the Red Hot Chili Peppers? I have an autobiography of Anthony Kiedis (the singer) and he did a lot of speedballs, yet his band is one of the most famous in the world. It's rare, but possible.
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: mr sniffles]
#18903705 - 09/28/13 05:39 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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k3nnyw said: my hedonist days are over.
lol I've heard that a million times from people that are currently high on heroin. I hope you're actual serious.
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: Learyfan] 1
#18903707 - 09/28/13 05:39 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: Asante]
#18903722 - 09/28/13 05:42 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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yea, all im looking for is novelty now. different combinations with heroin, etc. call me a poly drug abuser but i see it as novelty.
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: mr sniffles]
#18903729 - 09/28/13 05:43 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: mr sniffles]
#18903735 - 09/28/13 05:45 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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As long as that doesn't just turn into an excuse to do more heroin.
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: mr sniffles]
#18903741 - 09/28/13 05:46 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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k3nnyw said: yea, all im looking for is novelty now. different combinations with heroin, etc. call me a poly drug abuser but i see it as novelty.
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k3nnyw said: yea, all im looking for is novelty now. different combinations with heroin, etc. call me a poly drug abuser but i see it as novelty.
I think it is funny how you think your views are different from lots of other people who get on dope.
I don't think you understand the physiological addiction potential all opiates carry.
Youve already done it back to back days.
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: EdibleStereos]
#18903748 - 09/28/13 05:48 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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EdibleStereos said:
I think it is funny how you think your views are different from lots of other people who get on dope.
I don't think you understand the physiological addiction potential all opiates carry.
Youve already done it back to back days.
Some people love to play with fire and there's nothing we can do to stop them. They're going to get burned eventually. They like the pain, I think. It's ironic, because heroin is supposed to get rid of pain.
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: akira_akuma]
#18903762 - 09/28/13 05:51 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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i always thought of heroin users as short term pleasure seekers. correct me if i am wrong on otger heroin users intentions. i have control of my emotions, not just how i act out my emotions but it is from the heart. i may be arrogant but i think not everyone who trys heroin for novelty will end up getting hooked.
i slightly understand the physiological addiction dope carries. i took 100 mg by accident yesterday and was fucking sick and shit the next. i gave today a smaller dose after my sckness was over because i knew if i used when i was sick it is a terrible psychological reaction to drug related emotional sickness.
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: Asante]
#18903763 - 09/28/13 05:51 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: mr sniffles] 1
#18903773 - 09/28/13 05:53 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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k3nnyw said: i always thought of heroin users as short term pleasure seekers. correct me if i am wrong on otger heroin users intentions. i have control of my emotions, not just how i act out my emotions but it is from the heart. i may be arrogant but i think not everyone who trys heroin for novelty will end up getting hooked.
i slightly understand the physiological addiction dope carries. i took 100 mg by accident yesterday and was fucking sick and shit the next. i gave today a smaller dose after my sckness was over because i knew if i used when i was sick it is a terrible psychological reaction to drug related emotional sickness.
i'll just say that no one here is questioning you, in your ability to be rational. we're just simply warning you, and this warning is about not just Heroin but the whole "novelty" of doing drugs that can "catch up with you".
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: akira_akuma]
#18903777 - 09/28/13 05:55 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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thanks i will reinforce that every now and then until i stop using
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: mr sniffles]
#18903783 - 09/28/13 05:58 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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yaah, that's all. that way, we'll all feel like we did something in trying to warn you about things you already know. Go us!
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: mr sniffles]
#18903785 - 09/28/13 05:58 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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there are only 2 things I look forward to in heroin.
the rush and the nod.
I love the weird heroin dreams where you continue your daily routine. only to wake up 2 hours later drooling on the keyboard, realizing none of that shit you just dreamed about happened.
Its weird to explain but its great.
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: collie man]
#18903790 - 09/28/13 06:00 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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collie man said: there are only 2 things I look forward to in heroin.
the rush and the nod.
I love the weird heroin dreams where you continue your daily routine. only to wake up 2 hours later drooling on the keyboard, realizing none of that shit you just dreamed about happened.
Its weird to explain but its great.

happens to me too the first time on oxycodone
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: mr sniffles]
#18903816 - 09/28/13 06:11 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Stare at the back of your eyelids.
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: collie man]
#18903824 - 09/28/13 06:12 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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k3nnyw said: i always thought of heroin users as short term pleasure seekers. correct me if i am wrong on otger heroin users intentions. i have control of my emotions, not just how i act out my emotions but it is from the heart. i may be arrogant but i think not everyone who trys heroin for novelty will end up getting hooked.
i slightly understand the physiological addiction dope carries. i took 100 mg by accident yesterday and was fucking sick and shit the next. i gave today a smaller dose after my sckness was over because i knew if i used when i was sick it is a terrible psychological reaction to drug related emotional sickness.
Translation, as soon as I quit feeling sick from heroin..... I took more heroin.Quote:
collie man said: there are only 2 things I look forward to in heroin.
the rush and the nod.
I love the weird heroin dreams where you continue your daily routine. only to wake up 2 hours later drooling on the keyboard, realizing none of that shit you just dreamed about happened.
Its weird to explain but its great.
Ever get the audio hallucinations? I'd hearing people talking and shit even though I was alone.
The worst is being in a semi dream state, and you think you have more dope, only to wake up and have none.
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: EdibleStereos]
#18903849 - 09/28/13 06:17 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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k3nnyw said: i always thought of heroin users as short term pleasure seekers. correct me if i am wrong on otger heroin users intentions. i have control of my emotions, not just how i act out my emotions but it is from the heart. i may be arrogant but i think not everyone who trys heroin for novelty will end up getting hooked.
i slightly understand the physiological addiction dope carries. i took 100 mg by accident yesterday and was fucking sick and shit the next. i gave today a smaller dose after my sckness was over because i knew if i used when i was sick it is a terrible psychological reaction to drug related emotional sickness.
Translation, as soon as I quit feeling sick from heroin..... I took more heroin.Quote:
collie man said: there are only 2 things I look forward to in heroin.
the rush and the nod.
I love the weird heroin dreams where you continue your daily routine. only to wake up 2 hours later drooling on the keyboard, realizing none of that shit you just dreamed about happened.
Its weird to explain but its great.
Ever get the audio hallucinations? I'd hearing people talking and shit even though I was alone.
The worst is being in a semi dream state, and you think you have more dope, only to wake up and have none.
lol man, i will prove to you that i will not get addicted. i have been psychologically addicted to some drugs before but after long introspection and tripping i realized the train of thoughts, the following feelings, and how to live life on after. i love playing with fire. anyways, thanks for all the support in not trying to get me addicted to opiates though. the next time i will do it is probably in a month or so in combination with a speedball for novelty purposes, then maybe nothing more after that. i don't really enjoy nodding.
EDIT: i come off as an archetype of an addict who quit and starts again i know, but i feel like i know enough psychology in both a rational way and using it to improve my life enough to achieve my long term goals
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Re: first time nodding on heroin, what good ideas shuold i do with my time? [Re: mr sniffles]
#18903893 - 09/28/13 06:24 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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k3nnyw said: i always thought of heroin users as short term pleasure seekers. correct me if i am wrong on otger heroin users intentions. i have control of my emotions, not just how i act out my emotions but it is from the heart. i may be arrogant but i think not everyone who trys heroin for novelty will end up getting hooked.
i slightly understand the physiological addiction dope carries. i took 100 mg by accident yesterday and was fucking sick and shit the next. i gave today a smaller dose after my sckness was over because i knew if i used when i was sick it is a terrible psychological reaction to drug related emotional sickness.
Translation, as soon as I quit feeling sick from heroin..... I took more heroin.Quote:
k3nnyw said:
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EdibleStereos said:
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k3nnyw said: i always thought of heroin users as short term pleasure seekers. correct me if i am wrong on otger heroin users intentions. i have control of my emotions, not just how i act out my emotions but it is from the heart. i may be arrogant but i think not everyone who trys heroin for novelty will end up getting hooked.
i slightly understand the physiological addiction dope carries. i took 100 mg by accident yesterday and was fucking sick and shit the next. i gave today a smaller dose after my sckness was over because i knew if i used when i was sick it is a terrible psychological reaction to drug related emotional sickness.
Translation, as soon as I quit feeling sick from heroin..... I took more heroin.Quote:
collie man said: there are only 2 things I look forward to in heroin.
the rush and the nod.
I love the weird heroin dreams where you continue your daily routine. only to wake up 2 hours later drooling on the keyboard, realizing none of that shit you just dreamed about happened.
Its weird to explain but its great.
Ever get the audio hallucinations? I'd hearing people talking and shit even though I was alone.
The worst is being in a semi dream state, and you think you have more dope, only to wake up and have none.
lol man, i will prove to you that i will not get addicted. i have been psychologically addicted to some drugs before but after long introspection and tripping i realized the train of thoughts, the following feelings, and how to live life on after. i love playing with fire. anyways, thanks for all the support in not trying to get me addicted to opiates though. the next time i will do it is probably in a month or so in combination with a speedball for novelty purposes, then maybe nothing more after that. i don't really enjoy nodding.
EDIT: i come off as an archetype of an addict who quit and starts again i know, but i feel like i know enough psychology in both a rational way and using it to improve my life enough to achieve my long term goals 
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k3nnyw said:
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EdibleStereos said:
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k3nnyw said: i always thought of heroin users as short term pleasure seekers. correct me if i am wrong on otger heroin users intentions. i have control of my emotions, not just how i act out my emotions but it is from the heart. i may be arrogant but i think not everyone who trys heroin for novelty will end up getting hooked.
i slightly understand the physiological addiction dope carries. i took 100 mg by accident yesterday and was fucking sick and shit the next. i gave today a smaller dose after my sckness was over because i knew if i used when i was sick it is a terrible psychological reaction to drug related emotional sickness.
Translation, as soon as I quit feeling sick from heroin..... I took more heroin.Quote:
collie man said: there are only 2 things I look forward to in heroin.
the rush and the nod.
I love the weird heroin dreams where you continue your daily routine. only to wake up 2 hours later drooling on the keyboard, realizing none of that shit you just dreamed about happened.
Its weird to explain but its great.
Ever get the audio hallucinations? I'd hearing people talking and shit even though I was alone.
The worst is being in a semi dream state, and you think you have more dope, only to wake up and have none.
lol man, i will prove to you that i will not get addicted. i have been psychologically addicted to some drugs before but after long introspection and tripping i realized the train of thoughts, the following feelings, and how to live life on after. i love playing with fire. anyways, thanks for all the support in not trying to get me addicted to opiates though. the next time i will do it is probably in a month or so in combination with a speedball for novelty purposes, then maybe nothing more after that. i don't really enjoy nodding.
EDIT: i come off as an archetype of an addict who quit and starts again i know, but i feel like i know enough psychology in both a rational way and using it to improve my life enough to achieve my long term goals 
With dope though it is largely the physical addiction that keeps people hooked.
Trying to come off them is a tsunami in your toilet. No sleep, shakes, sniffles, like the worst flu ever. You can't do anything except be in pain and cringe.
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