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EdibleStereos
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18899017 - 09/27/13 02:44 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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i now call semi-troll/attention whore on this. I've tried PMing this user and have watched his threads.
I believe he is disturbed. But at this point wants the attention his problems bring, not the help.
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18899021 - 09/27/13 02:47 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Grigore said: When I kill an animal,I feel like I help him get rid of all the problems and worries that he has,I feel like I help him release himself from this agonizing world.After that I rape him because I enjoy fucking dead things.
Ah, so we are dealing with an internet troll.
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rulesq
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: EdibleStereos]
#18899025 - 09/27/13 02:48 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I smell a wannabe Jeffrey Dahmer
Or a lameass troll..
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Grigore
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: EdibleStereos]
#18899028 - 09/27/13 02:48 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've answered your PM that I haven't read because I forgot about it until you reminded me of it in this post. I don't want the attention,as I said,I want the help to become worse and I'm feeling worried that I'm actually getting better,maybe,because of risperdal.
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rulesq
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Uzziel]
#18899040 - 09/27/13 02:51 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Where's when you need him
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Grigore
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: rulesq]
#18899047 - 09/27/13 02:52 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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are you talking about mellowparty or..what do you mean?
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EdibleStereos
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18899058 - 09/27/13 02:54 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore said: I've answered your PM that I haven't read because I forgot about it until you reminded me of it in this post. I don't want the attention,as I said,I want the help to become worse and I'm feeling worried that I'm actually getting better,maybe,because of risperdal.
But if you don't want the attention, why make so many threads?
If you aren't trolling, then I think you need to consider the attention seeking aspect of your disorder and see how that plays into your actions.
But as it stands, if you arent a troll, then you seem unaware of how your behaviours appear and you need to spend more time actually thinking of the root of these feelings.
I'd be willing to say there is a 95% chance that you have been severely emotionally or physically abused, or you have been sexually abused.
However, everyone I've met that has even approached the feelings you have described has been sexually abused as a child.
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18899059 - 09/27/13 02:54 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: EdibleStereos]
#18899092 - 09/27/13 03:02 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You are right...I've been severely psychically and emotionally abused by my father,lucky me I wasn't sexually abused. I know that something inside me craves for attention,I want to feel loved,I'm scared of losing my close friends,the problem is that I don't even have them,I talk with myself,I imagine myself being a specific person and talking with who I think I am while being that person.I am in a desperate situation,but,the single thing that I want to know is why I want to suffer even more,why I want to be in an even worse situation,what makes me want that?
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18899123 - 09/27/13 03:10 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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GO ASK A FUCKING DOCTOR 
You really think you're going to find an answer here?
I'd blow the whistle on you but I'm too lazy to do it..anyone?
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: rulesq]
#18899133 - 09/27/13 03:13 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I don't have money to go to a doctor and...by the way,I like talking with you (with all of you )
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18899144 - 09/27/13 03:15 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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It's normal not to want to get better when you're living with your delusions
but suddenly those delusions take over your life and your mind and you might start to get voices in your head too that never silence
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Grigore said: You are right...I've been severely psychically and emotionally abused by my father,lucky me I wasn't sexually abused. I know that something inside me craves for attention,I want to feel loved,I'm scared of losing my close friends,the problem is that I don't even have them,I talk with myself,I imagine myself being a specific person and talking with who I think I am while being that person.I am in a desperate situation,but,the single thing that I want to know is why I want to suffer even more,why I want to be in an even worse situation,what makes me want that?
Simple
Not being yourself, but thinking you are yourself
If you are possessed, or living as your thoughts and thinking they are you, you will do anything they say to you
No matter what they say
If you are delusional it is normal to like your delusions, until they suddenly become too scary, might not happen right away, but suddenly you might get voices in your head too that can be scary etc. Schizophrenics usually don't enjoy it, I wouldn't recommend it to you, you have to live with it for your whole life.
It's better to be yourself, and that is only possible without drugs/pills/stress you have to turn off all those thoughts to be yourself
Drugs give you more thoughts usually
Weed everyday gave me many of those thoughts you mention, but at the time I knew they weren't me luckily I quit, haven't been depressed since I smoked everyday and the thoughts disappeared... don't miss them
Life is easier/more enjoyable with a quiet mind than one with 100 thoughts a second and paranoia..
Edited by lessismore (09/27/13 03:32 PM)
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EdibleStereos
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18899159 - 09/27/13 03:18 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore said: You are right...I've been severely psychically and emotionally abused by my father,lucky me I wasn't sexually abused. I know that something inside me craves for attention,I want to feel loved,I'm scared of losing my close friends,the problem is that I don't even have them,I talk with myself,I imagine myself being a specific person and talking with who I think I am while being that person.I am in a desperate situation,but,the single thing that I want to know is why I want to suffer even more,why I want to be in an even worse situation,what makes me want that?
I cant speak for anyone else.
But for me, I felt like I deserved bad things because it was all I knew. I felt comfortable in it. And when I would feel bad, I'd do things to hurt myself because I just thought that was how things went.
If pain and suffering is what you grew up with, then that will be what you know. And leaves people feeling unworthy of love.
For me the first step in dealing with shit, was realizing the people who did evil things to me instilled their evil in me as well. And if I didnt recognize that trait in myself and avoid letting it get control, then I was bound to continue the cycle by hurting others and putting my evil in them.
You sound real lost though. What non destructive things make you happy?
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Grigore
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: lessismore]
#18899168 - 09/27/13 03:20 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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How close am I to hearing voices in my head?
I must mention that tonight I took a dump in the central park,behind a tree and a group of people were walking in the park and they were talking and I was hearing that they were saying something like:''He is still there'' and ''You can see him'' but they weren't even walking towards me,they were walking in the opposite direction,it was really confusing,how could they see me or..how could have I hallucinate that they saw me there and talked about me,I also became paranoid.What do you think about this?
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Grigore
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: EdibleStereos]
#18899180 - 09/27/13 03:23 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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When I'm sad in the ''good way'' I like helping others,but when I'm sad in the ''bad way'' I want to hurt others. I'm either depressed,have no emotion or burst into laughter with no reason,being relaxed and things like that until I get depressed again and then the cycle repeats. No non-destructive thing makes me happy. Things that consist in risking my life,health make me feel good,activities that cause adrenaline also make me feel good.
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GreySatyr
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: lessismore]
#18899197 - 09/27/13 03:26 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Meanwhile in southern Louisiana...
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EdibleStereos
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: EdibleStereos]
#18899221 - 09/27/13 03:31 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Check your PM grigore.
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18899266 - 09/27/13 03:41 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore said: I'm forced by ''society'' to see a psychiatrist actually. (and I do so)
Society can't make you do shit, and when someone is judging you and you get angry is kinda dumb especially since you said you wanted to be crazy in the first place and pass on judgment to yourself.
People say I have no emotional reaction in my eyes buI don't put a second of thought into it like you are.
Human nature seems to judge others.
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: dark3st]
#18899280 - 09/27/13 03:44 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I was embarrassed by the fact that I'm still financially dependent to my parents,being financially dependent to them obliges me to do what they tell me to do... I almost never get mad.
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18899285 - 09/27/13 03:46 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You have contradicted almost everything you have said
You almost never get angry yet you still want to kill people and set things on fire?
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