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Grigore
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My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you?
#18898571 - 09/27/13 12:51 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I am who I want to be.I am not crazy,I am just myself and everyone that I want to be. I am rarely feeling any emotion,when I do so,I'm either depressed or laughing with no reason. I feel followed,I feel like people know where I am,I feel like people can read my mind when I look into their eyes. I want to mutilate myself and,actually,I do so periodically by cutting my veins or other forms of self-mutilation. I feel the uncontrollable urge of killing and raping people,I feel the urge of stealing and burning things. I have near 0 confidence in myself and I trust no one,not even myself,sometimes. What is wrong with me? hm,nothing is wrong with me,but most people think that I have a problem,everybody has problems,what do you think about me? Am I crazy?
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EdibleStereos
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18898592 - 09/27/13 12:56 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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at least I can understand this post. So you are improving.
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JamesSpawned
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18898597 - 09/27/13 12:57 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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IMO you have too strong a desire for sympathy and attention, I believe that's your only problem. You seem intelligent enough to overcome this. Are you by any chance a millennium or 90's kid?
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Grigore
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: EdibleStereos]
#18898611 - 09/27/13 01:01 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I am starting to understand what is happening with me,maybe,the drug that my psychiatrist prescribed to me might improve my state of mind.(risperidone)
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Grigore
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: JamesSpawned]
#18898619 - 09/27/13 01:03 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I don't have the desire to overcome this,I want to be insane but I'm not sure if I can intentionally become a crazy person,I'm not sure if I am a crazy person yet,the single thing that I know is that risperidone changed my way of thinking.
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18898628 - 09/27/13 01:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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These are not healthy thoughts or feelings. You should see a psychologist, for the sake of not only yourself but those around you
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18898631 - 09/27/13 01:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You're not crazy, just stupid.
Also you love begging this forum for any attention and you don't know how to properly use commas.
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Grigore
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Sheekle]
#18898635 - 09/27/13 01:07 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm forced by ''society'' to see a psychiatrist actually. (and I do so)
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Grigore
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Snotfish]
#18898645 - 09/27/13 01:10 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You seem to be that kind of person that enjoys making miserable people feel even more miserable,also,you enjoy judging me and you've never complimented me because you consider that there are no positive aspects about me. What I want to say is...I can and will love you even if you hate me
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18898661 - 09/27/13 01:13 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I don't even know what to say in this kind of situations.
I mean you have to realize these thoughts are just plain strange. You want to hurt people and rape them and shit?
What the fuck?
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Grigore said: You seem to be that kind of person that enjoys making miserable people feel even more miserable,also,you enjoy judging me and you've never complimented me because you consider that there are no positive aspects about me. What I want to say is...I can and will love you even if you hate me 
What you said in the main post is about the opposite of what you are saying now.
So what is it, you want to love people or kill and rape them?
I just don't get it.
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18898665 - 09/27/13 01:14 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore said: I'm forced by ''society'' to see a psychiatrist actually. (and I do so)
Does society mean your parents, or does it mean court ordered?
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18898667 - 09/27/13 01:14 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yes I think you have issues, and I hope the Risperidone will help you get an edge in becoming more in charge of your impulses and your life.
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Am I crazy?
Crazy is such an emotional word. Do you have significant problems? Well, if you a lot of the time dont feel much of anything and feel urges towards others and yourself, the latter resulting in you cutting yourself, then yes you have problems.
I think this is relevant for you to listen to, because here "being crazy" is being examined from a nonmedical point of view.
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18898673 - 09/27/13 01:15 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore said: I am starting to understand what is happening with me,maybe,the drug that my psychiatrist prescribed to me might improve my state of mind.(risperidone)
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Grigore said: I am starting to understand what is happening with me,maybe,the drug that my psychiatrist prescribed to me might improve my state of mind.(risperidone)
I think its doing that. I'm noticing, and dont take this as rude, that you're more lucid and coherent than before.
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Grigore
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Uzziel]
#18898675 - 09/27/13 01:15 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I feel like 2 opposite types of persons,sometimes,there's the good guy telling me what to do and say,sometimes,there's the bad guy that makes me want to kill,torture and rape people/animals.
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EdibleStereos
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18898693 - 09/27/13 01:19 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore said: I feel like 2 opposite types of persons,sometimes,there's the good guy telling me what to do and say,sometimes,there's the bad guy that makes me want to kill,torture and rape people/animals.
I thought this was semi-normal though?
I've always lived this way, I secretly sometimes want to kill people, and have made plans when I was a teen.
Doesnt everyone have these feelings and they just learn to control them?
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18898761 - 09/27/13 01:37 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore said: I am who I want to be.I am not crazy,I am just myself and everyone that I want to be. I am rarely feeling any emotion,when I do so,I'm either depressed or laughing with no reason. I feel followed,I feel like people know where I am,I feel like people can read my mind when I look into their eyes. I want to mutilate myself and,actually,I do so periodically by cutting my veins or other forms of self-mutilation. I feel the uncontrollable urge of killing and raping people,I feel the urge of stealing and burning things. I have near 0 confidence in myself and I trust no one,not even myself,sometimes. What is wrong with me? hm,nothing is wrong with me,but most people think that I have a problem,everybody has problems,what do you think about me? Am I crazy?
I'd say you're either slightly disturbed in some way (not meant offensively at all ) or more likely are just a little disjointed from humanity.
Next time you feel like raping a girl, why don't you just talk to her and find out about what's special to her, what she wants for her future, etc.
Start doing something you can see measurable progress at. Confidence will come.
I was bulemic, suicidal, and a cutter for part of high school. I got back in touch with humanity as I won friends from Cross Country, etc. and was a hit/was very sought-after in college too (hopefully this holes true wehn I go back).
What was everyone's favorite part about me? That I'm one of the most normal SEEMING people they've ever met but that I'm definitely THE CRAAAZIEST person they've ever met.
Don't mistake the symptoms and downfalls being crazy exposes you to with actually being crazy. Crazy as a personality type can definitely be in a good way.
I'm NOT a fan of pharms but I've met people on Risperdol who've been on it for 30+ years who are fine, so you're at least not at any risk. And wouldn't it be great to get to be wonky but still have full control of your life and the influence and respect of and from other people that comes with it?
Would you guess it's more secondary to mood or psychiatric/psychotic?
It worries me your idea of torturing animals, but I've been vegetarian for 5 years and I want to go boar hunting. Many men when at their most candid will admit it's fun to kill shit. Look at human history... we at least have some tendency toward that. At LEAST.
That said, I think it'd be fun to kill a boar. I wouldn't want it to suffer though. Why do you think you want to torture people/animals?
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: EdibleStereos]
#18898780 - 09/27/13 01:42 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I would say that it sounds like you have some psychotic form of obsessive-compulsive personality disorder, but I'm no shrink.
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: Grigore]
#18898788 - 09/27/13 01:43 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: rulesq]
#18898815 - 09/27/13 01:49 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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rulesq said:

Don't worry... Everyone says that about people who open up their personal lives and problems on here.
Secondary to that is being called egotistical. Don't worry about that; worry about wanting to torture animals.
Risperidone was regarded as the most gentle antipsychotic that still had high efficacy until Invega, one of it's metabolites (paliperidone IIRC) came to market.
How are your side effects?
If Wiccan noticed you being more coherent thanks to some medicine, don't take that lightly. It may really help empower you.
I've self-mutilated (bit of a strong word tho) in the past, but not extensively. Twice at 16 and once at 23, more to try it and see if I'd feel better than anything else, although I tend to feel really bad about myself and feel like I deserve that kind of thing.
Is that why you do it? Why do you think you're doing it recurrently?
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Re: My friends say that I might have a mental problem,what about you? [Re: st1llnox]
#18898844 - 09/27/13 01:57 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah I'm just busting OP's balls a bit..
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