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    #18898408 - 09/27/13 12:07 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: xfsketch]
    #18898463 - 09/27/13 12:21 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)



sorry if the gif is messed up I'm workin on them still.


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: xfsketch]
    #18898670 - 09/27/13 01:15 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

did you take drugs?


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: eve69]
    #18898679 - 09/27/13 01:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

only my medication 150 mg Zoloft and 50mg of Lamictal and ambien to help me go to sleep.


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: xfsketch]
    #18898691 - 09/27/13 01:19 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

ambien

only all that?

I suggest it was a bit much

but of course you'll want a more airy fairy explanation about how great you are and you visions meaning oh so much and your knuckles aren't bleeding they're seeing jesus....


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: eve69]
    #18898710 - 09/27/13 01:25 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I had a dream. :imspecial:  I dreamt I was Martin Luther King. :haha:


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: Icelander]
    #18898808 - 09/27/13 01:47 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I had the best dream once (other than my favorite types of dreams which are about hiking and biking into the wilderness) during which I was speeding in a car and then crashed into a wall and died and it was all white. Yeah fo sho.

I woke up feeling pretty good about dying. And that's just the way I want to go.  How perfect!


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: eve69]
    #18899605 - 09/27/13 05:09 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I wasnt expecting anything I used this thread as a dream journal so I could remember it later. I figured people might get a kick out of how my brain works. I expected more from a forum called  Spirituality & Mysticism. More like Actuality & Criticism! pft!

TY for replying at least.


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: eve69]
    #18899610 - 09/27/13 05:11 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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ambien

only all that?

I suggest it was a bit much

but of course you'll want a more airy fairy explanation about how great you are and you visions meaning oh so much and your knuckles aren't bleeding they're seeing jesus....



I dunno if your being serious or picking on me honestly. Also Ive been on the same dose of meds for 6mos and years on the zoloft and lamictal.


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: xfsketch]
    #18899859 - 09/27/13 06:07 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

ambien
sucks
sorry
try benedryl


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: xfsketch]
    #18899871 - 09/27/13 06:09 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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I wasnt expecting anything I used this thread as a dream journal so I could remember it later. I figured people might get a kick out of how my brain works. I expected more from a forum called  Spirituality & Mysticism. More like Actuality & Criticism! pft!

TY for replying at least.




I found your dreams entertaining and your dream recall very good  but nothing that unusual.  :shrug:


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: Icelander]
    #18899946 - 09/27/13 06:29 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Ok yall ty for your time I appreciate it :wink::mushroom2:


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: Icelander]
    #18901631 - 09/28/13 05:57 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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I wasnt expecting anything I used this thread as a dream journal so I could remember it later. I figured people might get a kick out of how my brain works. I expected more from a forum called  Spirituality & Mysticism. More like Actuality & Criticism! pft!

TY for replying at least.




I found your dreams entertaining and your dream recall very good  but nothing that unusual.  :shrug:




Sorry. We suck here. We're like normal humans with some spiritual or mystical bent. I am still looking for someone superluminous and free, wild in every way (and able to keep strict working hours). 

But truth to tell, after you hang around with the 'woo-woo' bunch for a number of years (in my case 35 years) you have pretty much heard everything. I admit I have lost the pleasure I used to find in a lot of 'spiritual' stuff.  (I use quotes because spiritual takes on a more discrete meaning after years of study). 

In fact, it is largely a way to remain sane and to uphold the truth of the true mystical, to debunk that which isn't truly mystical.  In spite of the content of your dream I merely see the psychological, and self harm in the fucked up knuckles.  It's the self harm I worry about.  And which I tried to point out. 

I mean, I once took lots of xanax and took a nap and woke up to pee on the TV because I thought it was a toilet. That was bad enough. My wife still remembers. Xanax is on my -don't do- list (not just because of that one experience). 

It might seem like I was beating up on you. That wasn't the truth.  I have been a bit off-put for a few weeks listening to drooling idiot fundamentalist jesus freeks.  I feel like the vampire who cringes upon hearing anything orthodox from any religion. I had it shouted at me until I turned bleu, went to catholic school and now it sounds like nails down a blackboard to me - like the carpenters on endless rewind.  Christianity makes me want to off myself. You Christists will never understand how you have overstayed all bounds of reason and good taste.

But that's an entirely different story.

Sorry Chappie, continue on.  And nevermind the trash here.


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: eve69]
    #18901827 - 09/28/13 07:58 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

There is nothing new under the sun  and once you've lived long under the sun you grok that truth finally.  I hear nothing new and I expect nothing new.


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: Icelander]
    #18901960 - 09/28/13 08:53 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

seeking truth is a prerogative of youth
when young there's really only hormones
when middle aged theres only none
and then you're old, yet young all over

the idea of truth is only fun
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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: xfsketch]
    #18902037 - 09/28/13 09:13 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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only my medication 150 mg Zoloft and 50mg of Lamictal and ambien to help me go to sleep.




Zoloft Increases Risk of Suicidal Thoughts

The FDA recently completed a bulk evaluation of 372 studies involving approximately 100,000 patients and 11 antidepressants, including Lexapro, Zoloft, Prozac and Paxil. When the results are analyzed by age, it becomes clear there is an elevated risk for suicidal thoughts and behavior among adults 18 to 25 that approaches that seen in children, the FDA said in documents released before their scheduled December 13, 2006 meeting of its psychopharmacologic drugs advisory committee.

In May 2006, GlaxoSmithKline and the FDA cautioned Paxil may also raise the risk of suicidal behavior in young adults and changed the drug’s label to reflect that risk. The FDA has recently urged the makers of Zoloft and other SSRI antidepressants to add a warning about suicidal behavior. The FDA stated that patients using Zoloft and other antidepressants should be watched closely for suicidal tendencies. The FDA advisory panel suggested the new warnings after an emotional hearing with testimony from the parents of children and teenagers who attempted suicide or took their own lives after starting antidepressants. The expanded warnings on antidepressant labels advise health-care providers to "carefully monitor patients receiving antidepressants for possible worsening of depression or suicide ideation, especially at the beginning of therapy or when the dose either decreases or increases.
SSRI Antidepressant linked to Suicide Risk

Zoloft belongs to a newer class of antidepressants called SSRIs, or selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors. A British study found an increase in suicide attempts among children taking antidepressants versus those taking sugar pills. The U.S. surgeon general estimates there are 30,000 suicides every year in the United States. According to researchers with Columbia University, 10 percent of all youth suffer from depression, and 1,883 children ages 10 to 19 years old killed themselves in 2001.

Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors (SSRI) Antidepressant Risk in Heart Disease Patients

A study has linked SSRI Antidepressants to an increased risk of death amongst patients with coronary artery disease. This study, conducted at Duke University, analyzed the survival rate of heart disease patients using antidepressants compared with those not using these drugs.  During an average of three years of follow-up, 21.4% of the patients taking antidepressants died compared with 12.5% of those not on antidepressants. After adjusting for demographic factors, cardiac risk factors, scores on the Beck Depression Inventory test, and the presence of other illness, antidepressant use was an independent risk factor for mortality, increasing the risk by 62%. Researchers do not fully understand why antidepressants increase the risk of mortality in these patients. However, their findings are statistically significant and show that these drugs do increase the risk of death in heart disease patients. Current and former heart disease patients should weigh the risks and benefits of antidepressants before using these medications.

(http://www.yourlawyer.com/topics/overview/zoloft)


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: xfsketch]
    #18902059 - 09/28/13 09:25 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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I dunno if your being serious or picking on me honestly. Also Ive been on the same dose of meds for 6mos and years on the zoloft and lamictal.




Lamotrigine (Lamictal) prescribing information has a black box warning about life-threatening skin reactions, including Stevens–Johnson syndrome, DRESS syndrome and toxic epidermal necrolysis.[25] The manufacturer states that nearly all cases appear in the first 2 to 8 weeks of therapy and if medication is suddenly stopped then resumed at the normal dosage. Patients should seek medical attention for any unexpected skin rash, as its presence is an indication of a possible serious or even deadly side-effect of the drug. Not all rashes that occur while taking lamotrigine progress to SJS or TEN. Between 5 to 10% of patients will develop a rash, but only one in a thousand patients will develop a serious rash. It is thought that one in 50,000 exposed patients may die from the rash. Rash and other skin reactions are more common in children, so this medication is often reserved for adults.

There is also an increased incidence of these eruptions in patients who are currently on, or recently discontinued a valproate-type anticonvulsant drug, as these medications interact in such a way that the clearance of both is decreased and the effective dose of lamotrigine is increased.

As of December 2010, lamotrigine carries an FDA black box warning for aseptic meningitis.[26]

Side-effects such as rash, fever, and fatigue are very serious, as they may indicate incipient Stevens–Johnson syndrome, toxic epidermal necrolysis, DRESS syndrome or aseptic meningitis.[26]

Other side-effects include loss of balance or coordination, double vision, crossed eyes, pupil constriction, blurred vision, dizziness and lack of coordination, drowsiness, insomnia, anxiety, vivid dreams or nightmares, dry mouth, mouth ulcers,[citation needed] memory and cognitive problems, mood changes, runny nose, cough, nausea, indigestion, abdominal pain, weight loss, missed or painful menstrual periods, and vaginitis. The side-effect profile is different for different patient populations.[26]

Lamotrigine has been associated with a decrease in white blood cell count (leukopenia).[27] Lamotrigine does not prolong QT/QTc in TQT studies in healthy subjects [28]

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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: eve69]
    #18902122 - 09/28/13 09:50 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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I wasnt expecting anything I used this thread as a dream journal so I could remember it later. I figured people might get a kick out of how my brain works. I expected more from a forum called  Spirituality & Mysticism. More like Actuality & Criticism! pft!

TY for replying at least.




I found your dreams entertaining and your dream recall very good  but nothing that unusual.  :shrug:




Sorry. We suck here. We're like normal humans with some spiritual or mystical bent. I am still looking for someone superluminous and free, wild in every way (and able to keep strict working hours). 

But truth to tell, after you hang around with the 'woo-woo' bunch for a number of years (in my case 35 years) you have pretty much heard everything. I admit I have lost the pleasure I used to find in a lot of 'spiritual' stuff.  (I use quotes because spiritual takes on a more discrete meaning after years of study). 

In fact, it is largely a way to remain sane and to uphold the truth of the true mystical, to debunk that which isn't truly mystical.  In spite of the content of your dream I merely see the psychological, and self harm in the fucked up knuckles.  It's the self harm I worry about.  And which I tried to point out. 

I mean, I once took lots of xanax and took a nap and woke up to pee on the TV because I thought it was a toilet. That was bad enough. My wife still remembers. Xanax is on my -don't do- list (not just because of that one experience). 

It might seem like I was beating up on you. That wasn't the truth.  I have been a bit off-put for a few weeks listening to drooling idiot fundamentalist jesus freeks.  I feel like the vampire who cringes upon hearing anything orthodox from any religion. I had it shouted at me until I turned bleu, went to catholic school and now it sounds like nails down a blackboard to me - like the carpenters on endless rewind.  Christianity makes me want to off myself. You Christists will never understand how you have overstayed all bounds of reason and good taste.

But that's an entirely different story.

Sorry Chappie, continue on.  And nevermind the trash here.



TY for the detailed response. Im not offended. Thats funny and sorry to hear about you trying to pee on the tv! I am catholic as well. I claim being agnostic though. I know EXACTLY how you feel when people preach to you. They are so blind! I look at them like they are the crazy ones not me lol.


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: endogenous]
    #18902188 - 09/28/13 10:20 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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only my medication 150 mg Zoloft and 50mg of Lamictal and ambien to help me go to sleep.




Zoloft Increases Risk of Suicidal Thoughts

The FDA recently completed a bulk evaluation of 372 studies involving approximately 100,000 patients and 11 antidepressants, including Lexapro, Zoloft, Prozac and Paxil. When the results are analyzed by age, it becomes clear there is an elevated risk for suicidal thoughts and behavior among adults 18 to 25 that approaches that seen in children, the FDA said in documents released before their scheduled December 13, 2006 meeting of its psychopharmacologic drugs advisory committee.

In May 2006, GlaxoSmithKline and the FDA cautioned Paxil may also raise the risk of suicidal behavior in young adults and changed the drug’s label to reflect that risk. The FDA has recently urged the makers of Zoloft and other SSRI antidepressants to add a warning about suicidal behavior. The FDA stated that patients using Zoloft and other antidepressants should be watched closely for suicidal tendencies. The FDA advisory panel suggested the new warnings after an emotional hearing with testimony from the parents of children and teenagers who attempted suicide or took their own lives after starting antidepressants. The expanded warnings on antidepressant labels advise health-care providers to "carefully monitor patients receiving antidepressants for possible worsening of depression or suicide ideation, especially at the beginning of therapy or when the dose either decreases or increases.
SSRI Antidepressant linked to Suicide Risk

Zoloft belongs to a newer class of antidepressants called SSRIs, or selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors. A British study found an increase in suicide attempts among children taking antidepressants versus those taking sugar pills. The U.S. surgeon general estimates there are 30,000 suicides every year in the United States. According to researchers with Columbia University, 10 percent of all youth suffer from depression, and 1,883 children ages 10 to 19 years old killed themselves in 2001.

Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors (SSRI) Antidepressant Risk in Heart Disease Patients

A study has linked SSRI Antidepressants to an increased risk of death amongst patients with coronary artery disease. This study, conducted at Duke University, analyzed the survival rate of heart disease patients using antidepressants compared with those not using these drugs.  During an average of three years of follow-up, 21.4% of the patients taking antidepressants died compared with 12.5% of those not on antidepressants. After adjusting for demographic factors, cardiac risk factors, scores on the Beck Depression Inventory test, and the presence of other illness, antidepressant use was an independent risk factor for mortality, increasing the risk by 62%. Researchers do not fully understand why antidepressants increase the risk of mortality in these patients. However, their findings are statistically significant and show that these drugs do increase the risk of death in heart disease patients. Current and former heart disease patients should weigh the risks and benefits of antidepressants before using these medications.

(http://www.yourlawyer.com/topics/overview/zoloft)



Ive been having suicidal thoughts even before taking zoloft for 6 years so it doesnt bother me as much. I actually have less depressive episodes while on it :wink: I have lost family and friends galore due to my episodes. All of them that came back (not all did) say they like me better medicated. I would go on for weeks about one or a few things that bother me to anyone who would listen. People would give advice and I would continue on with the Woe is Me. My bipolar symptoms started at an early age but werent documented until my late 20s. The psychologists say its onset was in my 20s. I say it was due to having two crack and heroine addicted parents who put me in adult situations and left me places when I was a kid. It gets deeper but I shouldnt go further.
  To be totally honest here I dont think i will be around much longer. Im about fed up with feeling like a lab rat on meds that no one knows the long term effects of. My kidneys are going to be shot soon. Ive lost most of my family to deadly illnesses and freak accidents. I have no gf nor am I looking anymore. No sex drive whatsoever unless Im manic. I often think to myself how is it right a doctor can hand you a "Drug" and say its ok to take, but tell you street drugs and alcohol are bad!!! Ever since Ive been diagnosed 8 years ago Ive faced the stigma surrounding mental illness. Im tired as tired can be but cant find a way to go to sleep so to speak. I feel like an alien sometimes because no one I meet seems to understand me. My first impression is excellent with people. Even if in a bad mood I can put on a smile to fool onlookers. I cant own a gun. I collect ways to off myself in my brain. I often speak of ending it all. The only reason I dont is because REALLY I love life. I just HATE mine! The only reason if any I would kill myself is to evade the misery. Anyone who has suicidal tendencies or thoughts can tell you about this. I still have manic and derpessive times on meds they just happen less is all. I find dangerous things to do when Im depressed and pray for death. No shit Ive literally prayed for what ever created us to just end it please. I lack consistency in almost everything. Like I am so fucking talented it oozes out of me. Good luck getting me to stay on one subject for more then a year though. I go through everything I can find on a certain thing I obsess about until theres no more left that surprises me. I just move on to the next thing. When in a depressive mode I can tear down bridges that took years to build within minutes tho! I guess what Im trying to say is that its bullshit when people say you cant know youre crazy. I am well aware of it. I tell people so much about it because I want it to be common knowledge and hopefully break some of the stigma.


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: xfsketch]
    #18902288 - 09/28/13 10:55 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I hear you brother.  I hope you can find some peace before the end.  Same thing I wish for me. :mushroom2:


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: xfsketch]
    #18902393 - 09/28/13 11:20 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I was saying about the lab-rat thing.

  I dont understand the whole concept of treating a mental disorder entirely. I dont drink at all hardly and when i got evaluated I used to smoke weed to calm the hypomania A.K.A. Self medicating with street drugs. Im more anti drug now then I was before due to the many different medicines Ive been on. The place I went for help only would let me in if I told them I was addicted to a substance. I think they tricked me. Either way i had no income so I told them what they needed to hear. I said I self medicated with mary and rarely drank. My psychologist later wouldnt believe me when I said I quit after I had started taking my meds. I would tell them constantly how much bullshit it is that mary was illegal for medicinal use here when it is legal in colorado (and other places) for even personal use and said to help with the symptoms of many illnesses yet its illegal here and I would go to jail id they catch a fair amount of it on me or buying it! The psych. Said then move to Colorado!
  Its been said that mary helps with bipolar disorder but may increase anxiety and depression which is why I stopped smoking it. However I still believe most docs are full of shit! I mean isnt it in common knowledge that the first doctors were indian medicine men and shamans? Its said that the Amanita Muscaria is actually the reason we have an easter bunny, popes dress like a mushroom, flying reindeer and santa claus. I believe a doctor is just a person who studies and tells. They dont know from experience that often. They just google that shit or look it up in their college books/notebooks and then tell you about it. Its said that psychedelic mushrooms may help people with mental illness yet I would go to jail if I got caught trying to do this! Everything has gone backwards in the medical profession as far as a shaman, medicine man or Wiccan is concerned.:mushroom2:


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: xfsketch]
    #18902415 - 09/28/13 11:25 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

TY thats very kind of you to say. I hope as well you find some happiness before the end!


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: xfsketch]
    #18902664 - 09/28/13 12:36 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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I was saying about the lab-rat thing.

  I dont understand the whole concept of treating a mental disorder entirely. I dont drink at all hardly and when i got evaluated I used to smoke weed to calm the hypomania A.K.A. Self medicating with street drugs. Im more anti drug now then I was before due to the many different medicines Ive been on. The place I went for help only would let me in if I told them I was addicted to a substance. I think they tricked me. Either way i had no income so I told them what they needed to hear. I said I self medicated with mary and rarely drank. My psychologist later wouldnt believe me when I said I quit after I had started taking my meds. I would tell them constantly how much bullshit it is that mary was illegal for medicinal use here when it is legal in colorado (and other places) for even personal use and said to help with the symptoms of many illnesses yet its illegal here and I would go to jail id they catch a fair amount of it on me or buying it! The psych. Said then move to Colorado!
  Its been said that mary helps with bipolar disorder but may increase anxiety and depression which is why I stopped smoking it. However I still believe most docs are full of shit! I mean isnt it in common knowledge that the first doctors were indian medicine men and shamans? Its said that the Amanita Muscaria is actually the reason we have an easter bunny, popes dress like a mushroom, flying reindeer and santa claus. I believe a doctor is just a person who studies and tells. They dont know from experience that often. They just google that shit or look it up in their college books/notebooks and then tell you about it. Its said that psychedelic mushrooms may help people with mental illness yet I would go to jail if I got caught trying to do this! Everything has gone backwards in the medical profession as far as a shaman, medicine man or Wiccan is concerned.:mushroom2:





When I came to Shroomery I was full on enthnobotanicals, but after Katrina I lost my long collected peyote pot and lost a bit of interest.  They used to have cool weird growers here like Una in Amsterdam who grew peyotes in agar in glass cases. You can still search his threads. While you're at it read Chinacat72s piece on getting fingerprinted.  And Maurice at Shaman stuff is full on knowledgeable. And you'll  know that the brain can have too much neurotransmitters as too little, and how those neurotransmitter fire off is all important.  Caapi helps make stomach enzymes allow neuroactive chems and some other things work on every element of the brain. Shamans knew how to treat mental states. Things like muscaria also are more empty states like caapi and aya which clear the mind, sometimes leaving one depleted for days or weeks yet clean and balanced. Not all biochemical are for euphoric states. So yes the knowledge is rare but it's there.


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: eve69]
    #18903191 - 09/28/13 03:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

TY fir the info eve69 I appreciate your reply :mushroom2:I will look into una and others you mentioned :smile:


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    #18905910 - 09/29/13 06:03 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

They were just for your fun. You shouldn't have deleted your post. That makes the rest of this meaningless. Nobody on Earth knows who you are and that you wrote that. Don't be shy.


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Re: My CRAZY dreams [Re: xfsketch]
    #18906398 - 09/29/13 09:59 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Ive been having suicidal thoughts even before taking zoloft for 6 years so it doesnt bother me as much. [...]




Thinking about suicide objectively -- why is it that people think to do it? It's because they're thinking suicide is going to take them out of the suffering they're feeling. But why do they think that? They don't have any evidence that that belief is true. In fact, people who have had near death experiences from trying to commit suicide have reported just the opposite -- they went to a place where their suffering was worse. They said that violence against others, or against yourself, ended up in a worse situation, after death, than what you were trying to get away from.

Who wouldn't kill themselves if it was certain that you'd end up in a better place afterwards?

It seems that we have to find a non-violent way to solve our problems or they're not going to get solved.


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    #18906574 - 09/29/13 10:53 AM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Its a symptom of severe depression. like i dont want to kill myself but I want to die. " Everybody wants to go to heaven, Nobody wants to go to hell! " I have been thinking of ways  out that I have no part in. Either way I want out sometimes so point taken. I always fear i will meet our creator and it will be mad at me for all the times I wanted to give up.


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    #18906580 - 09/29/13 10:54 AM (10 years, 3 months ago)

your rigt if heaven was guaranteed people would kill themselves to go on vacation so to speak lol.


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