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Anonymous #1
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ive finally lost it
#18889012 - 09/25/13 12:12 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I have mental problems that I just started dealing with and last night I was told that my wife slept with someone else. I fucking lost it and beat her up. I dont know why I did. I am checking myself to a loony bin in an hour or 2. I know I lost her forever and I am loosing my mind right now.
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MrMagicMushroom
Lysergic connoisseur


Registered: 06/28/12
Posts: 360
Loc: United states,Fort collin...
Last seen: 10 years, 29 days
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You beat your now ex-wife. You are going to jail bud,i hope ya know that
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Anonymous #1
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I know and deserve it
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JamesSpawned
Fart smeller! Wait...



Registered: 01/15/13
Posts: 773
Loc: Treasure Coast
Last seen: 7 years, 2 months
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Hope your not in the south, them good ole boys might just beat ya back. On a more positive note, it's just sex bubba. It's not like she left you for him. On a more negative note the positive note is disregardable because you sure fucked that relationship up.
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Kinko
Stranger



Registered: 01/07/11
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Last seen: 5 months, 23 days
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Quote:
Anonymous said: I know and deserve it
how bad was it? did she end up in the hospital? is she pressing charge?
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Anonymous #1
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Re: ive finally lost it [Re: Kinko]
#18890999 - 09/25/13 08:15 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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It wasnt bad no hospital not even bruising, I still did it. And yes I did find out she was leaving me for him till I scared him off the dick contacted me out of the blue to talk shit so I talked shit back and it ended up him telling me things that just made sense so I confronted her about it. She finally told me the truth and I was confused but then I took 4 xanax and a bunch of rum. She was sleeping on the couch and I grabbed her sheets and told her to get the fuck out. She told me to fuck off went to the bathroom and I pushed her. She fell down into the shower got up and slapped her, I drank more rum and passed out. When I woke up I got on here then decided I needed to do something so I checked myself into a loony bin but I wasnt bad enough and told me to go home, I wanted to stay. She picked me up and gave me a kiss, I do not deserve her I think we are done but it just doesnt seem like it right now. I am going to have a hard time breaking it off
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Black_Sunset
Amateur Anesthesiologist


Registered: 11/16/08
Posts: 2,451
Loc: Somewhere California
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Sounds like she may be giving you a chance to apologize and get let off easy
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MystiqueMushroom

Registered: 11/01/11
Posts: 4,737
Loc: PNW
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Clearly not a healthy relationship. Time to move on and learn from the time you had together. Relationships like this are addictive and deep down you know it's not right and should move on. If you can move on and learn about this time in your life you will become a MUCH stronger being. Good luck!
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Global_Roaming
purity of essence



Registered: 06/06/13
Posts: 300
Loc: over the fucking rainbow....
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Dude, I don't think a psychedelic mushroom forum is really the right place for you at the moment. Go camping for a few days somewhere secluded, and don't bring any substances with you - just find some quite time in nature to try and make some sense of it all.
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Anonymous #1
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I know it seems odd and unhealthy but we are talking 25 years together. She is still here and I have nightmares about what happened every night. I am not that person and I would like to blame it on the pills and booze but I am the one that did it. She says its over and we are done but she is still here, we had sex and we sleep together everynight. I want to tell her to hit the road because of it but I cant and when I tryed to leave she hid my keys. I think I am going to have a nervous breakdown and not taking my pills and drinking I am going to serious withdraws. I just want a tab and whiskey right now but I flushed everything. What to do, fuck
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TheOptical
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Registered: 12/10/11
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Last seen: 6 years, 2 months
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I feel for ya dude. I'm going through my own personal issues right now, and while there's nothing that I can say that can actually help you, just know that I wish you the best, and I hope that things get better for you. Good luck, and don't give up!
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Anonymous #1
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Quote:
MystiqueMushroom said: Clearly not a healthy relationship. Time to move on and learn from the time you had together. Relationships like this are addictive and deep down you know it's not right and should move on. If you can move on and learn about this time in your life you will become a MUCH stronger being. Good luck!
How? I would like to do whats right but it is hard.
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MystiqueMushroom

Registered: 11/01/11
Posts: 4,737
Loc: PNW
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Completely separate yourself from the person.
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MoxyOx
Grazin'

Registered: 10/08/10
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You cannot run from this OP. You've shown her a side that she loves, she wants you now. PM me if you would like someone to talk to.
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MystiqueMushroom

Registered: 11/01/11
Posts: 4,737
Loc: PNW
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Re: ive finally lost it [Re: MoxyOx]
#18899901 - 09/27/13 06:15 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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MoxyOx said: You cannot run from this OP. You've shown her a side that she loves, she wants you now. PM me if you would like someone to talk to.
Wtf are you talking about?
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Anonymous #1
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We are done, I had a long talk with her and its over.
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MystiqueMushroom

Registered: 11/01/11
Posts: 4,737
Loc: PNW
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Good for you OP!
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Anonymous #1
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She is still fucking here, I am trying not to get mad but she wont leave.
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MystiqueMushroom

Registered: 11/01/11
Posts: 4,737
Loc: PNW
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Do you share a house/apartment or what? Who's name is on lease/file?
Is it clear to her your DONE?
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Anonymous #1
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Its my house, where she goes isnt my problem but it is mine premarital asset. She can have any of this crap she wants and I will deliver but she is still here telling me she is done but wont leave.
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