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vandago



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Cracking my skull has improved my overall mood 2
#18883316 - 09/24/13 01:55 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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My weimaranar pulled me full speed on a leash head first into a brick wall. It split my forehead open from the top of my nose, to my hair line, resulting in a concussion, 13 stitches, and a bit of whiplash.
Since then, not only has the bit of NDE shifted my outlook on life to a more positive one, it has also flooded me with childhood memories I've forgot, improved my sense of smell, caused me to lighten up an incredible amount, and overall I feel more HUMAN.
I don't know how to explain it....like shock therapy, only head trauma therapy.
I just feel overall more with it, and reasonable.....that was after the initial 3 days.....those 3 days I was a pissy, painful, bitch.
I apparently have aspergers my doctor diagnosed me with....since I used to bang my head a lot, up until about 3 years ago. I am wondering if my cracking my skull is a good thing lol. Not that I am about to repeat this anytime soon....I don't really enjoy the amount of head trauma I've endured in life....but it's quite interesting I must say.
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claraclairvoyant
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Re: Cracking my skull has improved my overall mood [Re: vandago]
#18884200 - 09/24/13 10:12 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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so you would suggest this method? i need a new outlook...my dog isn't big/fast enough to do this to me. i guess i could figure it out myself.
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Re: Cracking my skull has improved my overall mood [Re: claraclairvoyant]
#18884222 - 09/24/13 10:18 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I have smacked my head numerous times skating. 3 times that were severe as fuck but being a resilient fucker didn't think twice. They all resulted in temporary blackouts. The first time I was about 6-7 and my older brother through a reebar pipe at my head, busting it wide open straight on the top. The second was smacking my frontal lobe on a solid concrete 10ft quarter pipe, and the last was flying into a 20ft bowl and smacking the side of my head...
You just can't tell if it has any effect on you because you can't experience life the other way (not hitting your head) maybe no matter what you would have felt reborn.. who knows.. I do know that most head injuries when your younger aren't as serious because fuck everyone smacks their head when they are little.
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Re: Cracking my skull has improved my overall mood [Re: vandago]
#18884306 - 09/24/13 10:36 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think it lets out the evil spirits.
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Re: Cracking my skull has improved my overall mood [Re: vandago]
#18885119 - 09/24/13 02:00 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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vandago said: My weimaranar pulled me full speed on a leash head first into a brick wall. It split my forehead open from the top of my nose, to my hair line, resulting in a concussion, 13 stitches, and a bit of whiplash.
Since then, not only has the bit of NDE shifted my outlook on life to a more positive one, it has also flooded me with childhood memories I've forgot, improved my sense of smell, caused me to lighten up an incredible amount, and overall I feel more HUMAN.
I don't know how to explain it....like shock therapy, only head trauma therapy.
I just feel overall more with it, and reasonable.....that was after the initial 3 days.....those 3 days I was a pissy, painful, bitch.
I apparently have aspergers my doctor diagnosed me with....since I used to bang my head a lot, up until about 3 years ago. I am wondering if my cracking my skull is a good thing lol. Not that I am about to repeat this anytime soon....I don't really enjoy the amount of head trauma I've endured in life....but it's quite interesting I must say.
lol, i feel like social anxiety and aspergers are related but different.
aspergers you have zero clue about emotional cues. social anxiety you could have zero clue about emotional cues because your going through depression, or some type of trauma that could be healed.
i used to bang my head but i dont think i have aspbergers, i used to be able to talk to people easily now im like fucked up haha - im not sure if its possible to develop aspbergers, but if so maybe i had. but i attribute most of my emotional numbess to drugs and addictions n severe depression
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Re: Cracking my skull has improved my overall mood [Re: itchmynipple]
#18885467 - 09/24/13 03:40 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You successfully lobotomized yourself lol
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Bodhi of Ankou
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Re: Cracking my skull has improved my overall mood [Re: Gorlax]
#18887308 - 09/24/13 11:23 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I wonder if I could recreate this
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Re: Cracking my skull has improved my overall mood [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
#18922214 - 10/02/13 04:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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