So it's 7 and I keep thinking about past memories, I am kept awake due to a stimulant research chem that i might not talk about at all due to this not being ODD, but also took benzos, no sleep coming around yet... so i begin to type.
Anyways, i've been up basically thinking about memories of being a kid. It's kind of beautiful in a sad way, thinking about your old best friends, the elementary school you went to, or maybe didn't, sure some of you were home schooled, probably not many on here that didn't go to school?. All these parts of my life I have already lived through and acted upon, which in no way I can change. None of us can.
The funny thing is there isn't a whole lot I'd want to change, just small things. I wouldn't even call them regrets just my style of character, I just wish I'd shown more compassion and intensity about certain things. It's funny once you really grasp the passion people have on life. How they act, what they say, It makes so much of a difference experiencing someone. I've always had a bit of intuition about things, that I wasn't ever able to put in words until i started experiencing more.
These experiences came from traveling to other places (the farther from home the more of an experience), doing drugs but especially psychedelic drugs, sometimes I lost intuition from other drugs though. What's really turned me on is meeting new people, and getting to know them.the more people you interact with the more humans are easier to deal with.
Picture this, you just meet a guy. He has on sun glasses, it's only mildly sunny out. He is probably self conscious about his eyes or face so he wants to look ...and women do it too. It's so casual we all walk around with big black shields covering our souls....funny that cops do it too. So do celebrities, they obviously need to hide the windows to their soul so people don't notice them as much. It's sad why a lot of people wear shades basically. At least I wear them sometimes for these reasons...
So what can you judge from someone wearing shades, how would you go about confronting a man/or women with shades on? Probably like most people, casually. You act like you are talking to any other person, maybe it's kind of light out, who knows, maybe their eyes are sensitive to light. logical? not too insinuating?
However a lot of the time I think they are uncomfortable with people seeing where their eyes look, where their soul looks and how they react with their eyes. That to them is none of your business apparently, and i find that very disconnecting, and shortly after, disconcerting.
I would probably go about approaching someone a man with shades, hoping they would remove them once we began interacting. However most don't, which is fine with me at most times.
So what do you think about wearing shades and how they affect your human interaction?
september really brings out catharsis in me.
Edited by Everything (09/24/13 08:48 AM)
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