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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: lessismore]
    #18883582 - 09/24/13 06:03 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Ok, I'm weeding the garden so to speak.

Mellow: They're prescribed by doctors who know that say, if you can't sleep for days you need a benzo, or that if you have a horrific infection that's making part of your hand go numb and throbbing in pain constantly, that you need some hydrocodone.

Memes: Again, tard.


I won't miss seeing your posts or replies.


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mio said:
Why didn't you sue them for putting you in the ward with schizophrenia?

it's not like ADHD mimics schizophrenia at all

and they put your health at risk with feeding you random pills





It was way worse than that. They'd put me on pills, i'd react badly (i.e. they give me symptoms) throw on more pills in response to that, etc.

I didn't even know I had ADHD at that point... I was hospitalized for "depression and cannabis dependence", left with a schizo diagnosis after a month and a half. It completely ruined my life. I haven't always helped, but does anyone go out of their way to take good care of what's broken?

IDK. My family doctor immediately brought up that this bordered on malpractice what happened. They did the exact same thing the second time I got sent to that hospital following an OD. They put me on all sorts of histaminergics, which i react opposite to (most people get drowsy) but they make me agitated and sleepless. But they don't let you go unless you take the shit.

So, they finally figured this out after I kept telling them and put in my records "NO MORE HISTAMINE ANYTHING", but of course since I was (iatrogenically) hypomanic, they diagnosed me this time with bipolar and had me literally so doped up I was slurring my speech last time. That particular hospital is terrifying. They were doing ECT on a rape victim they thought was hallucinating. I thought she might have actually been schizo too until she had someone bring a news story about it. Somehow, they still couldn't shock that delusion out of her head.




My grandpa's dying which isn't helping my psyche, but more relevantly I don't even have the option of suicide for at least another 8-10 months since my mom will be dealing with losing her father. I'll try to make a point of going out like ripper so at least people like memes and mellow can feel good I guess. I'm going to really do my best next semester though and maybe things will turn around I hope.


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: st1llnox]
    #18883585 - 09/24/13 06:06 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

expert patient isn't an uncommon term, and if applies to anyone it applies to someone whose psychiatrist dropped him to take him on as a research assistant. :tard:



And wut... you mean if you've tried most drugs and you seem to know what ones work and don't, that you're just trying to go to docs for the drugs you think you need?

I apologize if you weren't actually being a douche there; your post was kind of ambiguous but I'm erring on the side of it being mockery.

The marinol thing was a joke. i'll stabilize my own damn mood with some dank ass nugs :awehigh:


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: st1llnox]
    #18883592 - 09/24/13 06:15 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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st1llnox said:
expert patient isn't an uncommon term, and if applies to anyone it applies to someone whose psychiatrist dropped him to take him on as a research assistant. :tard:




Whoa broseph you were dropped by your psych so he could take you on as a research assistant?! :eek: More ego boosting. You haven't done anything yet, stop attempting to use that as some sort of rhetorical.

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And wut... you mean if you've tried most drugs and you seem to know what ones work and don't, that you're just trying to go to docs for the drugs you think you need?




You make a million threads crying about how psychiatrists try to push prescriptions on you, and in the same thread cry that they aren't giving you what you want. You don't see the hypocrisy in that?

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I apologize if you weren't actually being a douche there; your post was kind of ambiguous but I'm erring on the side of it being mockery.




The marinol thing was a joke. i'll stabilize my own damn mood with some dank ass nugs :awehigh:




I'm usually always a douche. :tongue2:


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: Everlong]
    #18883596 - 09/24/13 06:17 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

This thread is full of lols. 

Expert patient lol are you sure your not schizophrenia?


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: st1llnox]
    #18883597 - 09/24/13 06:17 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Pills / weed can often worsen the mood

I never had suicide thoughts before, before I smoked weed everyday, there I had them often(or when I ate tramadol everyday)
they were gone when I quit

My best wishes to your grandpa

I don't believe death is the end, I just lost my grandmom few months ago

What matters is enjoying life while you're living / making others happy
we're all going to die one day

do something good for your grandpa, that will make him happy
and from knowing you are doing well and are healthy

weed everyday made living hard for me, I had to quit
dunno if you smoke everyday, but I couldn't control it


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #18883600 - 09/24/13 06:19 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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st1llnox said:
Mellow: They're prescribed by doctors who know that say, if you can't sleep for days you need a benzo, or that if you have a horrific infection that's making part of your hand go numb and throbbing in pain constantly, that you need some hydrocodone.




No legit doctor is going to prescribe benzodiazepines first time for insomnia that you are faking anyway. They will try a range of milder drugs like mirtazapine, Z-drugs (especially those) etc and when it all fails then they might consider benzos.

And you don't need hydrocodone for an inflamed thumb. You need something with corticosteroids and an antibiotic (say dexamethasone and an orally available β-lactam). I never felt the need to take opiates when I had my wisdom tooth pulled out nor when I had a metal pin screwed inside a broken joint nor when the periosteum had to be scraped with a surgical screwdriver one year later (the periosteum is abundant in nerves). Plus are you that big of a sissy that you can't endure a little pain?

Yes it did hurt like hell but there are viable alternatives to opiates. IMO opiates should be reserved for more serious wounds like getting shot, stabbed or when you get cancer pains.

IMO you have a serious drug problem, are in denial about it and have some psychological pathology which is visible in the myriad of nonsensical threads you're polluting the pub with daily.


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: st1llnox]
    #18883602 - 09/24/13 06:20 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Isn't this like the third or 4th psychiatrist you've visited now?

It seems like there may be a commonality here.


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: mellowparty] * 1
    #18883605 - 09/24/13 06:21 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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i'll stabilize my own damn mood with some dank ass nugs



Also you're a fool if you believe that weed has viable mood stabilizing properties.


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: badchad] * 2
    #18883606 - 09/24/13 06:22 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

badchad said:
Isn't this like the third or 4th psychiatrist you've visited now?

It seems like there may be a commonality here.



He is just probing different docs to see which are most likely to fuel his outta control drug habit. Its pathetic.


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: mellowparty]
    #18883607 - 09/24/13 06:22 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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mellowparty said:
Quote:

st1llnox said:
Mellow: They're prescribed by doctors who know that say, if you can't sleep for days you need a benzo, or that if you have a horrific infection that's making part of your hand go numb and throbbing in pain constantly, that you need some hydrocodone.




No legit doctor is going to prescribe benzodiazepines first time for insomnia that you are faking anyway. They will try a range of milder drugs like mirtazapine, Z-drugs (especially those) etc and when it all fails then they might consider benzos.

And you don't need hydrocodone for an inflamed thumb. You need something with corticosteroids and an antibiotic (say dexamethasone and an orally available β-lactam). I never felt the need to take opiates when I had my wisdom tooth pulled out nor when I had a metal pin screwed inside a broken joint nor when the periosteum had to be scraped with a surgical screwdriver one year later (the periosteum is abundant in nerves). Plus are you that big of a sissy that you can't endure a little pain?

Yes it did hurt like hell but there are viable alternatives to opiates. IMO opiates should be reserved for more serious wounds like getting shot, stabbed or when you get cancer pains.

IMO you have a serious drug problem, are in denial about it and have some psychological pathology which is visible in the myriad of nonsensical threads you're polluting the pub with daily.




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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: badchad]
    #18883614 - 09/24/13 06:24 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

If I went into why he decided he wanted me as a research assistant, you'd only see it as more ego-boosting. And it wasn't ego boosting... you just simply seem not to be able to understand that there are patients that actually know what works and doesn't for them, and also patients that research and fact check extensively and end up becoming experts of sorts.

Refrain from posting useless replies, please. For an example of a useful reply, see Zee007's replies earlier in the thread.


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dark3st said:
This thread is full of lols. 

Expert patient lol are you sure your not schizophrenia?




Hmm... (btw that would be "you're"), I don't think I am or my ex-psycdoc would have probably thought I should be a patient and not a research assistant. Dontchoo think? :strokebeard:
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badchad said:
Isn't this like the third or 4th psychiatrist you've visited now?

It seems like there may be a commonality here.




Nah, I had a really good one for like 2 years, then switched to a dud, and now I've got a dud that's at least gonna pill me up enough to get through my calc review. :shrug:

Word to the wise: if you have any drug history but want or need stimulant meds to help focus, don't see an 8-year-clean oxy addict psychiatrist to start filling your adderall. :ruggedwink:


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st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom
Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: mellowparty]
    #18883616 - 09/24/13 06:25 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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mellowparty said:
Quote:

i'll stabilize my own damn mood with some dank ass nugs



Also you're a fool if you believe that weed has viable mood stabilizing properties.




Your weed is bunk

Seriously though...  Weed does a lot of things, as well as "stabalizing mood" if you know how to dose yourself correctly.


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: lessismore]
    #18883620 - 09/24/13 06:28 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

mio said:
Pills / weed can often worsen the mood

I never had suicide thoughts before, before I smoked weed everyday, there I had them often(or when I ate tramadol everyday)
they were gone when I quit

My best wishes to your grandpa

I don't believe death is the end, I just lost my grandmom few months ago

What matters is enjoying life while you're living / making others happy
we're all going to die one day

do something good for your grandpa, that will make him happy
and from knowing you are doing well and are healthy

weed everyday made living hard for me, I had to quit
dunno if you smoke everyday, but I couldn't control it




Tramadol coulda been getting ya both ways... it's got some sort of classic antidepressant pharmacology to it, norepi IIRC, that could have complicated it.

Thanks and I hope it's not the end. I'm sorry about your grandma... I hope you're doing okay and that she's in a better place.

I don't really smoke weed anymore. Maybe like once a month if it's offered. Not in a financial situation for it. IDK if weed would help or hurt... too many other factors, plus till I get used to it, stims leave me feeling depressed at the end of the day. :shrug:

Thanks for actual good input. I really wonder what poeple's lives are like if they have to go after someone (and who just got hired by a renouned psychiatrist/psychiatry professor) for calling themselves an expert patient :lol:


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Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
:crankey: IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! :awesomenod:
Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here :hug: :sun:


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: zee007]
    #18883627 - 09/24/13 06:31 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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dark3st said:








That is the highest quality post you've made yet! :kaneclap:


Quote:

zee007 said:
Your weed is bunk

Seriously though...  Weed does a lot of things, as well as "stabalizing mood" if you know how to dose yourself correctly.




I agree. Before my parents actually noticed me smoking it once day, they'd been commenting for weeks over the summer when I was using it MODERATELY about how much more they've been enjoying my company.

I swear it even helps (if you just smoke a LITTLE) with focus, although the memory retention thing may be an issue. Like, before I actually had a proper dx and an adderall script, sometimes I'd take my reading assignments out into the woods, hit my battie, and I could just read for an hour or two straight.


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st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom
Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
:crankey: IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! :awesomenod:
Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here :hug: :sun:


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: lessismore]
    #18883635 - 09/24/13 06:34 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

btw I think I got adhd too

when I don't smoke I get an F, unless I can find a place with zero noise to study in (then I can barely pass usually, or if I work 10x harder than everyone else I can sometimes get a B or A, have to read everything over and over about 10 times before I can remember it)

when I smoke I get a A or B always, seems smoking helps me read

the downside is that smoking ruined my life when I did it

you have to pay the price for drug abuse

I would rather drop school if the meds were making me miserable
I've never been able to read a whole book yet in my life, never make it past a few pages

there are more ways in life to be happy than school
having freetime is important too, that you can have with a normal job much easier than with Uni
if you become self-employed you can do anything you always wanted

the most important thing in life is to be yourself
you can't be yourself with stress/pills/constant thoughts(worries) etc.


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: st1llnox]
    #18883637 - 09/24/13 06:38 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

st1llnox said:
If I went into why he decided he wanted me as a research assistant, you'd only see it as more ego-boosting. And it wasn't ego boosting... you just simply seem not to be able to understand that there are patients that actually know what works and doesn't for them, and also patients that research and fact check extensively and end up becoming experts of sorts.

Refrain from posting useless replies, please. For an example of a useful reply, see Zee007's replies earlier in the thread.





It was ego boosting, it had nothing to do with my finding yourself as an "expert patient" funny. You just replied with it because you felt I hurt your ego, so you had to boost it.

I understand there are patients that know what works and what doesn't. Unfortunately from all of your psych shopping posts, I don't think you are one.

Also, this the pub so I don't care what kind of replies you want. If you want serious answers you should post these sorts of threads in Physical and Mental Well-being, that's the point of that forum you know.


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: zee007] * 1
    #18883640 - 09/24/13 06:40 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

zee007 said:
Quote:

mellowparty said:
Quote:

i'll stabilize my own damn mood with some dank ass nugs



Also you're a fool if you believe that weed has viable mood stabilizing properties.




Your weed is bunk

Seriously though...  Weed does a lot of things, as well as "stabalizing mood" if you know how to dose yourself correctly.



I dose my weed by the drop or with a syringe.

Srsly tho just because you "chill" when you're stoned doesn't mean it won't have repercussions when it wears off. Following your logic opiates would be great mood stabilizers.


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: lessismore]
    #18883643 - 09/24/13 06:41 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

mio said:
btw I think I got adhd too

when I don't smoke I get an F, unless I can find a place with zero noise to study in (then I can barely pass usually, or if I work 10x harder than everyone else I can sometimes get a B or A, have to read everything over and over about 10 times before I can remember it)

when I smoke I get a A or B always, seems smoking helps me read

the downside is that smoking ruined my life when I did it

you have to pay the price for drug abuse

I would rather drop school if the meds were making me miserable
I've never been able to read a whole book yet in my life, never make it past a few pages

there are more ways in life to be happy than school
having freetime is important too, that you can have with a normal job much easier than with Uni
if you become self-employed you can do anything you always wanted

the most important thing in life is to be yourself
you can't be yourself with stress/pills/constant thoughts(worries) etc.





Yeah... seems like we got a +1 on weed potentially helping ADHD. (WARNING: EGO BOOST-LOOKING THING AHEAD, TROLLS GO BACK TO OTD, DO NOT PROCEED) I actually hold a certain record at my university academics-wise from a semester where I was stoned a lot of the time... the trick is to stay busy and involved, and find sober things to enjoy too.

Mio, do you ever "hyperfocus"? It's a hallmark of ADHD that comes in handy actually lol.



Not making suggestions here, but have you tried Adderall or something similar? I'm curious how it affected you if so.

I'll keep an open mind on the Adderall thing but frankly, I need all the help I can get keeping my life in order now and I want to be set up for success as much as possible when I return to college next spring.

I can honestly say that if psychiatry had never gotten involved (I was forced into it after I couldn't sleep from K2 withdrawal), I'd still be a super high functioning stoner and probably in grad school by now. Smoking doesn't have to catch up with you if you don't chase it.

Then again, I've overdone it pretty bad a few months ago but frankly I was using anything and everything as an escape/to cope, so I wasn't really on "man I'm doing well in life and this makes it even better!" mode lol


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st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom
Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
:crankey: IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! :awesomenod:
Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here :hug: :sun:


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: Everlong]
    #18883644 - 09/24/13 06:42 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

Everlong said:
Quote:

st1llnox said:
If I went into why he decided he wanted me as a research assistant, you'd only see it as more ego-boosting. And it wasn't ego boosting... you just simply seem not to be able to understand that there are patients that actually know what works and doesn't for them, and also patients that research and fact check extensively and end up becoming experts of sorts.

Refrain from posting useless replies, please. For an example of a useful reply, see Zee007's replies earlier in the thread.





It was ego boosting, it had nothing to do with my finding yourself as an "expert patient" funny. You just replied with it because you felt I hurt your ego, so you had to boost it.

I understand there are patients that know what works and what doesn't. Unfortunately from all of your psych shopping posts, I don't think you are one.

Also, this the pub so I don't care what kind of replies you want. If you want serious answers you should post these sorts of threads in Physical and Mental Well-being, that's the point of that forum you know.




If I went into why he decided he wanted me as a research assistant, you'd only see it as more ego-boosting. And it wasn't ego boosting... you just simply seem not to be able to understand that there are patients that actually know what works and doesn't for them, and also patients that research and fact check extensively and end up becoming experts of sorts.

Refrain from posting useless replies, please. For an example of a useful reply, see Zee007's replies earlier in the thread.


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Re: Fuck I'm frustrated [Re: Everlong]
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st1llnox said:
If I went into why he decided he wanted me as a research assistant, you'd only see it as more ego-boosting. And it wasn't ego boosting... you just simply seem not to be able to understand that there are patients that actually know what works and doesn't for them, and also patients that research and fact check extensively and end up becoming experts of sorts.

Refrain from posting useless replies, please. For an example of a useful reply, see Zee007's replies earlier in the thread.





It was ego boosting, it had nothing to do with my finding yourself as an "expert patient" funny. You just replied with it because you felt I hurt your ego, so you had to boost it.

I understand there are patients that know what works and what doesn't. Unfortunately from all of your psych shopping posts, I don't think you are one.

Also, this the pub so I don't care what kind of replies you want. If you want serious answers you should post these sorts of threads in Physical and Mental Well-being, that's the point of that forum you know.




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