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Grigore
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SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS 1
#18881051 - 09/23/13 03:27 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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It's the 5th day of the ambitious experiment that has currently ''helped'' me achieve my first psychotic episode. I haven't slept one second in these 5 meaningful days and ate ONE apple per day. (to keep the doctor away xD) I'm mentally exhausted,irrational paranoid thoughts consume me,using other words,I feel supervised,haunted by other people conscious. When I walk I'm very dizzy,patterns constantly move in front of me. Theoretically,I'm alone in my own house,but,today I've heard the first terrifying scream from the kitchen that chilled my bones. Oh,forgetting my sluggish thinking,I must mention that I hear my voice very loud,I hear it like I hear it when I talk with myself,also,I argue with myself about my paranoid thoughts,I NEVER WIN when I argue,I start hating myself,I look in the mirror,my grimaced face reveals the hate flowing through my veins,I hate who I become but I never accepted who I was before,I'm lost,I can't control my thoughts. Weird close eye visuals,no inhibition,starting to like screaming with no reason,it relieves my pain,just cut myself out of boredom with my kitchen knife,hurting myself to exhibit the fact that I'm still here,forgetting everything for a moment,more hallucinations,a couple is laying in my bed telling me to leave them alone,I feel ALONE,I'm expelled from my own house,I hear voices of people that I hate,I feel the presence of entities,my oblivion is the fuel of my childish curiosity,being lost in my darkest chambers of my own mind was never more intriguing. But I can't go on,this is not the life that I'm used to,I'm going to stop this madness,I'm going to fix this mess and go to sleep... Good night or better said,embrace reality,wish you good life.
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: Grigore]
#18881063 - 09/23/13 03:30 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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that shit is super unhealthy.... go to bed sketch
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Shroomism
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: Grigore] 1
#18881145 - 09/23/13 03:54 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Go to sleep dude.
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: Shroomism]
#18881164 - 09/23/13 03:57 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You're going to waste the next week catching up on sleep.
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: Grigore]
#18881171 - 09/23/13 03:58 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Nighty night
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microdotty
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Amphetamines usually do that to ya.. night pal!!!
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: microdotty]
#18881198 - 09/23/13 04:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Go for another 5 days if you really want things to get interesting.
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: volcomstoner] 2
#18881250 - 09/23/13 04:24 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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By the way, the pictures in your sig are hardly scary at all.
I'm so tortured that I have eyeballs in my hands and whole arms growing out of my eyeballs.
When I go to the dentist the hygenist asks me to close my mouth because she can't stand the darkness inside of me.
My skin is so pale and my tears are so black that my friends call me Poodle.
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: Me_Roy] 2
#18881258 - 09/23/13 04:26 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Me_Roy said: By the way, the pictures in your sig are hardly scary at all.
I'm so tortured that I have eyeballs in my hands and whole arms growing out of my eyeballs.
When I go to the dentist the hygenist asks me to close my mouth because she can't stand the darkness inside of me.
My skin is so pale and my tears are so black that my friends call me Poodle.
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Quote:
volcomstoner said: Go for another 5 days if you really want things to get interesting.
i endorse this statement
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tarponio
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: P-O]
#18881459 - 09/23/13 05:23 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hahaha this dude is making me lol.
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rulesq
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: Grigore]
#18881494 - 09/23/13 05:34 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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It appears that OP wasn't serious about becoming a schizo&psycho. Otherwise he would've stayed up for at least another five days or so.
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Grigore
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: rulesq]
#18885288 - 09/24/13 02:49 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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For fuck's sake,I was almost totally detached from reality and you are encouraging me to exaggerate even more,to go even more beyond the limit,you,sir,you are the person that determines me to stay 5 more days awake for your amusement.
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: Grigore]
#18885300 - 09/24/13 02:51 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You must be really fucking bored to wasted a whole week on this.
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Shroomism
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: Grigore]
#18885307 - 09/24/13 02:52 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You wouldn't have been able to go 5 more days anyway. Your body would shut itself down way before that.
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rulesq
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: Grigore]
#18885317 - 09/24/13 02:55 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Whatever, try-hard
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rulesq
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: Grigore]
#18885338 - 09/24/13 02:59 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Besides, do you really expect me to take you seriously? You claimed in the other thread that you became a schizo after your 5 day "session", yet you're here on a fucking internet msgboard making fucking ridiculous posts(which btw make way too much sense assumin you'd be a schizo).
Please stop trolling
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: rulesq]
#18885582 - 09/24/13 04:03 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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OP should start a web cam show.... how long can this guy dumbass stay awake for... and the chat room is allowed to hit a buzzer anytime he starts to drift to sleep.
...... fuck im stoned
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: P-O]
#18885660 - 09/24/13 04:18 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I found the OP extremely painful to read. It sounds like your brain is having trouble coping with the stress you've put on it, and is releasing it in such fascinating ways.

If you're trolling op good job
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Re: SLEEP DEPRIVED for 5 DAYS [Re: Grigore]
#18885694 - 09/24/13 04:26 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Seriously though, did you cut yourself or was that a delusion?
Take it easy, take some weeks off stimulants to recover.
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