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I tripped so hard. I would love your insights
#18879272 - 09/23/13 05:26 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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So, I am at this psytrance outdoor rave party and I want to buy some LSD. A friend says he only has only two blotters with him at the moment and he'll get some later. So I decide to eat the blotters to test it out so I can buy more later if I like them. The party is really amazing and I smoke a couple of spliffs, dance and generally having lots of fun. After a couple of hours I am tripping ( probably on 100-200ug ) and I meet my friend again, he says that he is able to get some mushrooms. I was amazed cause I was looking for shrooms at the rave parties but noone really had any so that seemed like a good idea to buy some+extra. I say to him I want 7 grams of those cubensis. I buy them and leave the party early morning. It was an amazing night.
Next Friday I get back home from work around 7pm. I decided not to eat that day so I can eat the mushrooms on an empty stomach ( I had some breakfast though ) and I booked some cinema tickets. So, around 9 oclock me and my brother we decide to eat the shrooms and said that around 3am we should be OK to go to the cinema to watch the movie ( it was an early morning screening ) . This would be my first time eating more than 2g. I had done plenty of LSD the past few months and I feel confident I can handle 3.5g.
So we eat the shrooms around 9pm and decide to roll a couple of spliffs. After 10 minutes I could already feel them and after 5 minutes I am unable to finish rolling the joint. I'm already tripping after T+15-20mins more hard than I have ever tripped on acid and I check my eyes on the mirror and my pupils are already huge ! I kinda panicked a bit because it was only 20 minutes since I ate them and I was already tripping so hard than ever before, but I said to myself "whatever comes, I am ready and Im going to enjoy it to the fullest,bring it on!" but I knew it was going to be HARDCORE. I decided to put a nice song and try to relax but it was coming TOO INTENSE so I lay down on my bed and I ask my brother to put another song after this one ended cause I was unable to stand up. A song that I really wanted to hear at this moment, a quite rare song I might add ( it's called "Love is Blue" ) but he said that he should put on some radio because we would both be unable to put another song after it ends , so he put some radio and then he goes to bathroom to vomit. He said he was fine and he did look fine. I kinda laughed at that point cause we are brothers and I didnt have any nausea at all but he said he felt he had to puke and I said "Oh how different we are , although we are brothers , we are so different!" .
T+40 or so : While lying on the bed, I closed my eyes and started to trip so hard it was unbelievable, I couldn't even open my eyes because I would get dizzy from all the visuals and how different everything looked, plus I couldnt make any sense of the external world so I decided to close my eyes and let go, whatever happens.
I was going in and out of the world , when I was in this world I would listen to the music, it sounded MUCH wider and I could feel the music , electric guitars would feel like electricity running through my body. Violins I would say blue/purple visuals like gas expanding, like fume. Hardcore synesthesia. I asked for some water and my brother gave me a bottle of water. I tried to get as comfortable as possible, I would get pretty hot and then cold so I tried to put the blanket that way so as when I am hot or cold I would still be ok without having to adjust it.
I didn't even want to open my eyes because of all the visuals would make me dizzy and when I did it to drink water was so hard to interpret space , everything look like a cartoon , like everything was planar 2d . THe bottle would be like a cut paper in space if that makes sense. The colors were out of this world , mostly orange.
Then I was yawning a lot and I had to remind myself to breath. I didn't know if I was over breathing or under breathing and I didn't know how to be able to tell. I checked the time but it was only numbers that didnt make any sense. That felt great. I also had a not so bad headache and I was like fuck this feels like my brain is friying. It certaintly didnt feel nice although I knew I was physically fine .
Then I felt into this darkness where I had some spiritual epiphanies and also some of my worries came to surface and I dealt with them. Then it was complete darkness that seemed to last for an eternity. Then I felt like dying and I felt ready. I died. Then I woke up and immediately puked but it felt so natural and nothing bad, it felt as natural as eating something. If anything it felt good. I was going backwards so as not to touch the vomit and it felt like a snake was leaving my body, sort of cleansing.
I felt like an animal, like a prehistoric man, I stood up and put my blanket all over me and I felt the most beautiful feeling I have ever felt in my life , like I was born again. Then the song I originally wanted to play on the computer ( "Love is blue" ) was being played at the radio and I couldn't believe it cause it's quite rare and not the song you usually hear on radios and I was so happy like a kid, I couldn't believe it. I didn't care about the vomit on my bed , I would see it and I didn't care at all, in fact I was so happy about the vomit on my bed. I felt like I was a good kid all year working and cleaning my house so I can enjoy this moment of chaos. I was saying to myself "This is why I create order! TO ENJOY CHAOS!". I tried to smoke the joint and I was like "This is the most enjoyable joint I have ever smoked, it is soooo nice SOOO NICE". Having grown organically myself I was very proud and happy to smoke it. Then I though "I dont need to smoke this everyday , I just need to have some shrooms every 6 months and smoke a couple of spliffs , this is it ! The ultimate experience". My brother came back to this world but he looked like an animal to me . My thoughts were coming like crazy. Example : " What is this animal ? Oh this animal is a human , my brother and we live together " . His face looked an alien . So we discussed about some of the problems we had while living together ( lots of empathy at that point ) and then smoked some joints and started to have epiphany after epiphany. Like why the society is like this and mostly philosophical things that made perfect sense and these ideas still live with me. We slept the next afternoon. We had an amazing conversations although it was a bit hard to keep track( short term memory loss).
Although it was a difficult and scary trip it was by no means bad. It was extremely mindfuck-y ( although I dont like this word ). After I was born again I felt the most happy person ever and it is something that I can still recall very vividly. I changed a lot since that trip and I feel very enlightened ( although I dont like this word too ).
What do you think of my trip? Why did I trip so hard ? I would expect to trip so hard on 7-10grams from what I read. For me this was level 5+. What do you think of the headache I had for what it felt like 30 mins ,felt quite horrible. Not like a classic headache but more like frying... What do you think of the extreme yawning that interfered with my breathing? I didn't know if was over or oxygenating my self but that only lasted for what it seemed like 10 mins. Also the trip seemed quite lethargic/catatonic.
I haven't tripped since then and that before 16-18 months. But I did grow shrooms and have more than 40g dried vacuum sealed and some DMT ( that I never found the courage to smoke, although I have tried another batch once, probably 10mg ) and some LSD that it's GC tested at 50~ug . I don't really care about the LSD I feel like giving it away although I had lots of fun on LSD it felt shallow and nothing like the mystical experience I had on shrooms, also I don't like the speedy feeling of LSD. Most I've done are two avatar blotters supposedly 180ug each so thats 360ug and although I was laughing a lot and nice visuals it felt very clear headed that a joint of my homegrown feels more deep and trippy if I haven't smoked for months.
I hadn't had the courage to take more shrooms since then ( as I mentioned I haven't tried my homegrown shrooms ) plus it kinda feels like I don't really need to trip anymore. The main reason is because the trip felt a bit scary and VERY difficult although it was amazing by all means and not bad at all, just not fun until I was born again. But the past couple of months I feel like I want to trip again. I don't have a specific reason why I want to trip but I just feel like doing it. Something like 2g+ I think would be nice. Suggestions ?
Thanks for your time, I really appreciate it! Cheers =)
( Plus we never really watched that movie hehe )
Edited by l33t (09/23/13 05:36 AM)
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: l33t]
#18879303 - 09/23/13 05:50 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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So you didnt go to the cinema?
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: LiquidGlass]
#18879321 - 09/23/13 05:57 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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We didnt really feel like going and also it felt quite a mission cause at the time we felt normal the movie had already started . We made fun though that we did see a movie after all , in our heads.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: LiquidGlass]
#18879331 - 09/23/13 06:00 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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LiquidGlass said: So you didnt go to the cinema?

Welcome to the world of mushrooms. That honestly doesn't sound out of the ordinary at all for a 3.5g experience with no tolerance. My first trip on shrooms was around 4g, and I had a very similar experience. Specifically with the whole going "in and out of this world". There were times when I was on my knees and closed my eyes, I could no longer feel my body and my mind was in another dimension completely.
Your experience definitely didn't sound bad at all, that's about what to expect from a mushroom trip. They're full of mind fuckery. Just gotta embrace it.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: l33t]
#18879334 - 09/23/13 06:01 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah I wouldnt expect anyone to go to the movies in that state lol, sounds like one hell of a trip
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: eMpire420]
#18879339 - 09/23/13 06:03 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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And you mentioned that you wouldn't of expected an experience like this from less than 7-10g? Trust me, when you take a dose like that, this trip will seem like a weak level 3 trip. When you have open eye visuals that involve infinitely zooming fractals overlaying patterns, alien/entities in your house, peoples faces morphing into completely different faces, objects/plants coming to life and communicating with you, etc.. that's the kind of stuff to expect from a 7-10g trip. Imagine alice in wonderland, in real life.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: l33t]
#18879452 - 09/23/13 07:20 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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You used too much, but handled iut well by lying down and closing your eyes. Thats what made it a immensely profound trip not an out of control freakout nightmare.
You took way too much, take less and take them eyes closed in bed in darkness. Then it will show its true magic.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: Asante]
#18879751 - 09/23/13 09:24 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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3.5 grams is "way too much"? Did you mean to say "the perfect dose"?
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: Sleepwalker]
#18879849 - 09/23/13 09:50 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sleepwalker said: 3.5 grams is "way too much"? Did you mean to say "the perfect dose"?
Hes never taken over 2 grams then he leaps forward to 3.5 grams with weed. Thats too big a leap, and just look what happened to him, he almost lost his shit.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: Asante]
#18879909 - 09/23/13 10:08 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Doesn't seem like he lost his shit. He didn't run around naked and get beat up by the police or anything.
Sounded like a pretty standard shroom trip to me.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: Asante]
#18879925 - 09/23/13 10:12 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I didn't smoke weed until I started to come down. My last dose was indeed 2g and I smoked lots of weed then, even during come up. I just think the shrooms were really potent or maybe my friend gave me more than 7g, maybe he eyeballed I'm not sure. Its just my experience feels like reports I've read that consumed 5g or more... I dont think im very sensitive cause 350ug of acid feels ok while all my friends think its too much, dunno. Id love if I can get more opinions about my trip and my questions. Thank you so much.
Edit yeah I wouldn't say I lost my shit, yeah it was difficult and scary but I would expect a trip like that to come of 5g or more
Edited by l33t (09/23/13 10:15 AM)
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: l33t]
#18880084 - 09/23/13 10:57 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Trust me man, you're just new to the substance lol. Your trips always feel bat shit crazy when you have nothing to really compare to. After doing this dose again or doing higher doses, you'll understand.. And this experience will likely feel weaker than you originally thought.
I could be totally wrong, but I have a feeling I'm not. You sound a lot like me after my 4g trip. Then I did almost 100g wet, and I realized how insane this substance can get.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: eMpire420]
#18880402 - 09/23/13 12:31 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Damn, that sounds awesome man. Good trip report, I enjoyed reading.
Question though - I know you said it was scary at times, but was it scary as in like.... too intense and overwhelming for comfort? Or just the thought if having no idea how hard you are or will be tripping. And how did you calm yourself down if it got too intense?
I've been wanting to have this sort of experience for awhile but I've been too nervous to dive into it.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: Saeis]
#18881619 - 09/23/13 06:10 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Saeis said: Damn, that sounds awesome man. Good trip report, I enjoyed reading.
Question though - I know you said it was scary at times, but was it scary as in like.... too intense and overwhelming for comfort? Or just the thought if having no idea how hard you are or will be tripping. And how did you calm yourself down if it got too intense?
I've been wanting to have this sort of experience for awhile but I've been too nervous to dive into it.
If you're nervous, you're going to have a bad time. If you've never tripped before, there's one thing you should know: while tripping, every tiny emotion that pops into your head will be magnified to an extreme extent. So if you get nervous at all, you will go into full blown paranoia. The good new is though, your short term memory is so short, that you're constantly cycling emotions. The only time you'll have a bad time, is if you focus on the bad emotions, this triggers a downward spiral.
Basically, chill out, lay down and let the mushrooms do their job. Inside every trip of mine there has been joy, fear, terror, excitement, love, passion, etc. There's nothing to be scared of, because I promise you no matter what happens, you'll be grateful for the experience when it's said and done.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: Saeis]
#18881696 - 09/23/13 06:32 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Thanks. Glad you enjoyed it.
It was scary as in like too intense and overwhelming for comfort. It wasn't extreme for the whole duration but I think it mostly felt a bit scary and very intense/overwhelming just before I felt like dying because it felt a bit hard to breath and also I felt like dizzy. The whole trip though was very intense but I was able to be comfortable.
When it got TOO intense I would just make sure my eyes were closed and I trusted myself into the universe, tried to feel as comfortable as it gets on my bed. I knew I was on mushrooms and I would be physically fine. I can relate the feeling when you are on a roller coaster and you see the next frightening turn and you just close your eyes and just trust yourself that you are going to be fine. I got this same feeling when I smoked about 10mg ( im not sure exactly ) of DMT. Like traveling too fast, felt very intense again like a roller coaster.
To be honest the feeling you get is very similar to a roller coaster. I think the more scary roller coasters you can handle the bigger the shroom dose you can do I'm the kind of guy that gets easily scared of these things.
I think its an experience that changes you forever and it's one of the most , if not the most amazing thing you'll ever live. But it's difficult and intense and it's one of those things you won't be doing every month , it's more like an once in your lifetime experience or whenever you feel you need those therapeutic qualities . I certainly don't look forward to a big dose again. Low doses are much more friendly and fun but they don't have these therapeutic qualities nor it feels like a mystical experience. And to be honest I think smoked DMT seems like a better option if you are craving this sort of experience although I have tried DMT only once and a low dose so take this with a grain of salt. Although I feel the sort action of smoked DMT is not enough to give you the therapeutic qualities that oral shrooms give you but as I said I am not experienced and I'm only guessing here.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: l33t]
#18881971 - 09/23/13 07:43 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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No one mentioned the headache, is it the usual answer of dehydration? Or could it be in relation to the vasoconstrictive qualities of psilocybin? I just keep seeing these headaches mentioned in trip reports, always mushrooms.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: Sleepwalker]
#18883520 - 09/24/13 05:07 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sleepwalker said: Doesn't seem like he lost his shit.
What part of almost is unclear?
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: Asante]
#18884435 - 09/24/13 11:06 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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It sounds like it was very subjectively intense. At no point does the story seem like it's heading in a dangerous direction IMO.
Shrooms are a crazy experience, and 3.5 grams for one person is not the same as 3.5 grams for another, which is why it is good to slowly ramp up your trips each time until you find a good personal dosage. Which is exactly what OP did.
I just think it is kind of odd to say that he took "way too much", when 3.5 grams is a common dose for a middle-of-the-road sort of trip.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: Sleepwalker]
#18884515 - 09/24/13 11:26 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sleepwalker said: Doesn't seem like he lost his shit. He didn't run around naked and get beat up by the police or anything.
Sounded like a pretty standard shroom trip to me.
Lol. Exactly that happened to a friend of mine on shrooms.
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Re: I tripped so hard. I would love your insights [Re: Q-T]
#18886355 - 09/24/13 07:25 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I agree with Sleepwalker that the trip at no point seemed like it would go in to a dangerous direction, it was just overly intense and difficult.
Today I decided to trip again after 16-18 months of not doing psychedelics, last time is the original post.
I did 0.7g lemon tek with my friends at the beach. It was the first time I tried my homegrown PF Tek B+ shrooms . I would say it was amazing, it felt a bit intense at the peak but it was generally very nice, I really had a good time and it was nice to trip again. My friends also smoked some DMT. I think they liked it In fact I'm still tripping a bit, I just love the "melting" feeling
Thanks again for your insights!
Edited by l33t (09/24/13 07:25 PM)
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