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Re: Anorexia [Re: volcomstoner]
    #18878872 - 09/23/13 01:06 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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abltsandwich said:
Put your middle finger down your throat and tickle your uvula/very back of the tongue for gag reflex.



I can never trigger my gag reflex, maybe god wanted me to be gay




no thats why he gave you a prostate gland :wink:


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Re: Anorexia [Re: Legend] * 1
    #18878878 - 09/23/13 01:08 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

mmmm prostate stimulation :lol:


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Re: Anorexia [Re: volcomstoner]
    #18878884 - 09/23/13 01:09 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

hey nothing is better than a blowjob by a sex female who's cool enough to give a little bum action.

dont knock it till ya try it!


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Re: Anorexia [Re: Legend]
    #18878890 - 09/23/13 01:11 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Oh I'm not knocking it, I need to find more chicks willing to stick their finger up my ass.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: volcomstoner] * 1
    #18878897 - 09/23/13 01:13 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

or at least give it a lick.


as tabboo as it is, i dont know why it's hated on..

i mean vaginas, are just as "gross" if you wanna go as far as excrement.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: Legend]
    #18878899 - 09/23/13 01:13 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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stillnox, don't ever clarify yourself with me. i totaly understand where you are coming from. and i
do not take offense or anything. i totaly appriciate the person you are. if you have anyq uestions or ever just wanna talk you can always PM me. but i do like the idea of this thread, and shroomery
in general because it spreads awareness. we talk about those things no one IRL wants to admit.

but no thats not me, you can find pics of me in the pics of pubbers threads though.

:smirk:

im pretty skinny, not toned, but i finaly am gaining some weight back. im not really the most in shape guy in the world, but my doctor says i look better with meat on my bones. as i was once BONE skinny. i used to thrive on those compliments "oh man you're losing weight" but eventualy, that turned into "my god, man you need to eat" so im on the path to revovery.

my apologies everyone for spelling errors, and grammer as well. typing fast, and on a phone.




You're a handsome fellow, Legend. (thank you google search parameters for saving me 300+ pages of poking around)

Thanks for understanding and all. I can't imagine the doctor was thinking very well if he's used phrases like "meat on [your] bones". The times beyond a couple years ago when I'd start to be close to where I want to be (abs showing [more, depending on when we're comparing me here], etc.), my mom would say shit like...

"You're getting too skinny!"

I mean, she walked in on me with a toothbrush handle 4 inches down my throat before, but MAN I will have to try VERY hard not to punch her if I ever get close to a decent body again.

I'm gay too, which exacerbates things not cause I'm in any way more "girl-like" in how I view the world and myself, but simply because we're the vainest of vain motherfuckers. Luckily, I'm indistinguishable from the average straight guy (mannerisms, voice, interests, and I have a more squarish/masculine face structure) which apparently makes the average gay guy ravenously horny, or I'd probably be about in my second year of a dry spell :tongue:


You really are attractive, brobeans*. You've got a lot to be happy about and I hope you'll let yourself. It's especially good you're getting to a more "optimal" build as I dare say for men like us, sometimes we ought to think about deferring to what others are telling us.

Except for my mom. Fuck her.

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i never have been able to make myself puke.

how does that even work?




The gag reflex. Following my (main) bulimic era, my body/brain had adapted so much from me puking on the double-daily or whatever that even brushing the back of my tongue would make me puke. Oddly, this went away exactly after I started abusing DXM, which I thought was an interesting aside (and maybe it ~"resets" more of the brain than is currently though).

You're not missing out on much.

Mac n Cheese and Oreo McFlurries are about the only things that taste just as good going the other direction :lolsy:



* I feel like I don't have to say "NOHOMO" with you :shrug: :thumbup:


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Re: Anorexia [Re: Legend]
    #18878908 - 09/23/13 01:15 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Legend said:
or at least give it a lick.


as tabboo as it is, i dont know why it's hated on..

i mean vaginas, are just as "gross" if you wanna go as far as excrement.





I've always been interested in it, but never been close enough with a woman intimately to talk about it. Most of the time I'm in a relationship, the sex is just "meh" at best. I never felt like I connected to any of my partners enough to have an open discussion about it. I'd love for a girl to stimulate my prostate hahaha. It makes the orgasm a hundred times more intense.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: Legend] * 1
    #18878910 - 09/23/13 01:16 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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volcomstoner said:
Oh I'm not knocking it, I need to find more chicks willing to stick their finger up my ass.




I'm gay and I find that gross for some reason... Icky chicky finger. :eww:

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Legend said:
or at least give it a lick.


as tabboo as it is, i dont know why it's hated on..

i mean vaginas, are just as "gross" if you wanna go as far as excrement.





I swear I've had at least a dozen people confide in me that they often, or even usually, masturbate with a couple fingers up their ass after I told them about the prostate gland. As a preacher's kid put it (and very well, I'd say): "it's like an orgasm multiplier".




Don't use the same finger you stick up your ass to make yourself puke until you wash it, okay?!?


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Re: Anorexia [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #18878911 - 09/23/13 01:16 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

i would reply, but i want to say as soon as possible, i HATE the phrase "no homo"

like shit, i wasn't thinking homo anyway, and even if was, lOTS OF FUCKIN HOMO.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: Legend] * 1
    #18878918 - 09/23/13 01:18 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Re: Anorexia [Re: eMpire420]
    #18878919 - 09/23/13 01:18 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

nox, fingers are dirty anyway. always cut fingernails, and clean deeply before inserting into ANY orifice.

i like where this thread is going btw

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or at least give it a lick.


as tabboo as it is, i dont know why it's hated on..

i mean vaginas, are just as "gross" if you wanna go as far as excrement.





I've always been interested in it, but never been close enough with a woman intimately to talk about it. Most of the time I'm in a relationship, the sex is just "meh" at best. I never felt like I connected to any of my partners enough to have an open discussion about it. I'd love for a girl to stimulate my prostate hahaha. It makes the orgasm a hundred times more intense.




have you ever been comfortable enough with a girl to, MAKE LOVE? not fuck, but actually make LOVE. once you get to that point. in that moment, it's only about making each other feel the best possible. and thats when the beauty of sex comes in. when you can get really down and fucking dirty. thats when anal play comes in. usually at least. unless you find a good freak in the bed, it'sgotta get personal first.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: Legend]
    #18878934 - 09/23/13 01:23 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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nox, fingers are dirty anyway. always cut fingernails, and clean deeply before inserting into ANY orifice.

i like where this thread is going btw

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eMpire420 said:
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or at least give it a lick.


as tabboo as it is, i dont know why it's hated on..

i mean vaginas, are just as "gross" if you wanna go as far as excrement.





I've always been interested in it, but never been close enough with a woman intimately to talk about it. Most of the time I'm in a relationship, the sex is just "meh" at best. I never felt like I connected to any of my partners enough to have an open discussion about it. I'd love for a girl to stimulate my prostate hahaha. It makes the orgasm a hundred times more intense.




have you ever been comfortable enough with a girl to, MAKE LOVE? not fuck, but actually make LOVE. once you get to that point. in that moment, it's only about making each other feel the best possible. and thats when the beauty of sex comes in. when you can get really down and fucking dirty. thats when anal play comes in. usually at least. unless you find a good freak in the bed, it'sgotta get personal first.




I've never fucked a girl I've been in love with. I have problems with relationships. I self destruct them the second I fall "in love". Because I'm afraid. When you think about it, relationships only go two ways... you either get married or break up... and when you bring love into the equation, it just makes both options equally frightening. So I subconsciously destroy the relationship, so at least I had control over the demise of it.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: Legend]
    #18878985 - 09/23/13 01:37 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

It's cool you see the issues with "no homo". :highfive:

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nox, fingers are dirty anyway. always cut fingernails, and clean deeply before inserting into ANY orifice.

i like where this thread is going btw

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eMpire420 said:
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or at least give it a lick.


as tabboo as it is, i dont know why it's hated on..

i mean vaginas, are just as "gross" if you wanna go as far as excrement.





I've always been interested in it, but never been close enough with a woman intimately to talk about it. Most of the time I'm in a relationship, the sex is just "meh" at best. I never felt like I connected to any of my partners enough to have an open discussion about it. I'd love for a girl to stimulate my prostate hahaha. It makes the orgasm a hundred times more intense.




have you ever been comfortable enough with a girl to, MAKE LOVE? not fuck, but actually make LOVE. once you get to that point. in that moment, it's only about making each other feel the best possible. and thats when the beauty of sex comes in. when you can get really down and fucking dirty. thats when anal play comes in. usually at least. unless you find a good freak in the bed, it'sgotta get personal first.





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I've never fucked a girl I've been in love with. I have problems with relationships. I self destruct them the second I fall "in love". Because I'm afraid. When you think about it, relationships only go two ways... you either get married or break up... and when you bring love into the equation, it just makes both options equally frightening. So I subconsciously destroy the relationship, so at least I had control over the demise of it




I always just kind of end up going with it. I have gone on dates and decided not to go further, but both of my "real" boyfriends (~6 months each) dumped me, although it was pretty much mutual at that point (but still sad).


Best sex I ever had was at a park at 2 AM with a straight acquaintance who seems to have bicurious episodes, or had at least one (and boy was it an episode :naughty:).

Fucking. Awesome. Awesome. Fucking.

Loved you Garret and Alex, but daaayum.

And fuck condoms. Well, fuck *without* condoms, more accurately.



The kind of affectionate, warm, subtle lust that love brings though... it's complete magic.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: st1llnox]
    #18878997 - 09/23/13 01:43 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

you dont have to be "in love" to "make love"

there is a huge difference between fucking, and making love.

whether it's a girlfriend, or just some girl you met tripping.

the first time i ever made love, was on acid, and it was with a random girl who helped me come down from a bad trip. (was my first acid experience at a festival)

the other times were with my most recent ex, and my only real true love.

the last time we were together she asked me why i never made love to her, so we did.

it was a grand goodbye if i do say so myself. the best 'closure' ive ever had.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: eMpire420]
    #18879001 - 09/23/13 01:45 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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I'm curious, anyone with anorexia feel free to answer.


When you look at yourself in the mirror, can you see your skin and bones? Or are you literally seeing an overweight version of yourself?




Just to clarify, having tangentially-related personal background, as well as some atrophying scholastic knowledge about people's experiences I've read and seen of...

It's not like you're having hallucinations, but it just looks fat and bulgy and unseemly.

Maybe the ribs are or at least could be visible, but they're seeing the curvature of the skin around their ribs and/or they are simply so TERRIFIED of becoming fat that they take this extreme action, or other drastic measures (such as I did, or my IRL friend who takes Adderall to not eat as much).

A lot of times, in the shallower cases of body dysmorphic disorder, it can be that you're NOT seeing what you feel are indications that you're not fat. So, you aren't seeing your abs or some of your ribs and feel fat.


This is a clumsy answer but gets to some of the core of this and I wanted to make sure this was at least addressed somewhere since we're straying (to an admittedly interesting) other topic.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: st1llnox]
    #18879007 - 09/23/13 01:48 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

When i look in the mirror, i see a slob. when i look at pictures of myself i see a somewhat toned up dude. i don't look obese, but "pecs" look like man boobs. "abs" look like bulging rolls of fat.

i honestly dont know how to explain it. it's like having a paranoid sense of vision, or self esteem.

ill try to find a picture to simulate.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: Legend]
    #18879029 - 09/23/13 02:01 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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When i look in the mirror, i see a slob. when i look at pictures of myself i see a somewhat toned up dude. i don't look obese, but "pecs" look like man boobs. "abs" look like bulging rolls of fat.

i honestly dont know how to explain it. it's like having a paranoid sense of vision, or self esteem.

ill try to find a picture to simulate.





This may actually be a better characterization for Body Dismorphic Disorder in general, which is upstream from both bulimia and anorexia, as now that he puts it that way (especially one of his particular examples) that kind of fits better with how I see and saw myself too.

I was even just PMing him that I didn't even know I was skinny back when I was actively bulimic until I saw pictures of myself.

It might be revealing (alluding the the aforementioned example Legend used) that, just as he did, I saw "man boobs" even when I didn't have them and after some reassurance from a few of the DTChat people I've actually started to see my chest as at least proportional to the rest of my fat self :smirk:. Make no mistake though, I wasn't actually fat for most of the time I was actively being bulimic, although I had been 'medicaly obese' before (200lbs at age 14).

Running and a few fingers down the throat and I was in the 150's, 160's in no time :cool:. It just fucking kills me that I didn't get to enjoy it and scares the shit out of me I might never get to (I'm definitely north of 150/160 now and people don't tend to get fit as they age).

I'll fucking IV meth if that's my only option, though. Probably feel like a fatty the whole time too. :shrug:



@Legend there was a great political cartoon in my high school's newspaper of a skinny teenage girl lifting her shirt in front of a mirror to reveal her abdomen, and the girl in the mirror had a bulging belly that spilled over her jeans.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: st1llnox]
    #18879036 - 09/23/13 02:04 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

i think A LOT goes into anorexia, buliema, any of the similair disorders.

this is why i do not beelive in modern psychiatry. they are too focused on singe disorders.

when it's all around life expereince, anxieties, just so many variables.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: Moonshoe] * 1
    #18879092 - 09/23/13 02:29 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

>Have you guys ever known someone who is anorexic?

Yes. Curiously enough there was actually a trend/fashion in an area I lived once toward anorexia. Almost 1 in 3 girls for a time were literally skin and bone. Quite horrifying what people will do in the name of a trend. Thankfully it didn't last too long.


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Re: Anorexia [Re: Moonshoe]
    #18879120 - 09/23/13 02:40 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Being anorexic sounds like my kinda hell.
I enjoy food so much that I have to tell my self,
"you really don't need that 5th bowl of chili"

but in all seriousness I dated a girl who was (self)diagnosed with BDD.
She still got fat. So I dumped that chick for a skinner, yet more round assed vixen.

really did wonders on girl A's psyci.
she got fatter, so I'm clearly the cure.


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