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Blue Mantis Registered: 05/28/04 Posts: 27,202 Loc: Iceland |
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Have you guys ever known someone who is anorexic?
I am watching a documentary about it right now. Its quite a horrifying illness. Apparently it has a higher fatality rate than any other psychiatric illness. Its so bizarre that something that has such a simple solution (eating) can kill so many people. Are doctors not allowed to force feed or feed the patient through a drip? I am at a loss to understand this condition. I guess I am just curious if anyone has any insights, personal experiences or thoughts on it.
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Happy Mushrooming Registered: 09/27/09 Posts: 18,757 Loc: Funkotron |
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I met some girl in rehab who was thin as could be and thought she was over weight.
-------------------- Live by the mushroom, die by the mushroom ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() This is a trap! A trap! You are all busted! Busted! You fools! If a time comes where I fail to appear I've been abducted and I will miss you all Please smile and pet puppies as often as possible Be happy Be nice (<3);}
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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Yes anorexia lead to my amphetamine addiction
It started back when I was 13, I have trouble viewing my body objectively. --------------------
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Your local stranger Registered: 12/17/12 Posts: 1,145 Loc: New York, United Last seen: 3 years, 3 months |
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I don't think they are allowed to force feed, unless they have a court order saying that the person cannot make rational decisions based on mental illness... but I can't see how that wouldn't simply be delaying the inevitable... If someone doesn't THINK they are sick, then FORCING them to go to a hospital or clinic, even with the court order is simply unenforceable...
However, I have no experience with anorexia, so take everything I say with a pinch of proverbial salt. Cheers! -------------------- My trade list malicom said: "Banana's emit radiation. In fact banannas are the standard in detecting solar radiation. The radiation read from a bananna tells scientists how active the sun was during the growing season. Make sure to steer clear of bananas too." seekaytea said: "I need to stop spending all my money on plants and take up a cheaper hobby, like heroin." Wiccan_Seeker said: "Your knowledge on male-on-male rape and willingness to engage in fantasy regarding the matter is commendable." eminemvs.slimshady said: "I want to know if they are active and magic or not. And if they are not active, can i pick them before they are active and then they will become active or do they have to grow till they activate?"
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dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask Registered: 11/27/12 Posts: 7,312 Loc: 913 KANSAS CITY Last seen: 5 years, 1 month |
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Quote: I don't even think they can do it then, save for knock you out and give you IV nutrition and hope you're doped up enough to eat when you get up before you remember you are and will always be a fat fuck. I used to be bulimic actually... I think theirs is a lot less messy, but much more horrifying. Here's why you can't force feed ANYONE that you haven't called a terrorist: You'd have to imply some sort of Al Quaida(sp?) involvement. Marijuana is often used to treat anorexia but this is in its own way cruel. You feel awful about your body and are afraid to eat cause of it? We're going to make food IRRESISTABLY GOOD, especially fatty, salty food. Quote: U bein srs mang? I know a couple friends with Eating Disorder NOS since doctors haven't named "using appetite suppressants in lieu of sufficient shame in Anorexic mindsets". If you are being serious, I kind of want to talk to you. -------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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Anorexia isn't really something i, nor anyone should joke about. Im nothing but serious.
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dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask Registered: 11/27/12 Posts: 7,312 Loc: 913 KANSAS CITY Last seen: 5 years, 1 month |
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Quote: Body Dysmorphic Disorder. There's a good book called the Adonis Complex supposedly about it. What's special about that is it was--and may still be--the only one addressing body image issues in men. Surprise, bitches, we have feelings too. Eating Disorder is a misnomer. It implies the problem is mechanical and about if foods not going down enough or if foods going down and back up. It's a disorder of perception, people. I was 5'11, thin (I practicaly now see my old self as skinny in photographs from my cross country days), and hot as fuck (for a computer geek). But I didn't get to enjoy it or feel good, or even comfortable, entombed in the particular host I inhabit because it looked fat to me. GYNECOMASTIA is another killer problem that nobody wants to talk about. Thank you for your candor, Legend. I'm tempted not to PM you in the hopes others might see this (which I might have just PMed to you if only to vent) who could benefit from it. Then again, if you can show me something that makes people instantly comfortable in their own skin, I'll gladly take a look. Problem is I am actually fat now Anyway, sorry to thread hijack. Anorexia in particular is SUPER FUCKING MORBID... your body EATS itself. But you can fit into a size negative whatever dress it looks like:
-------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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i'd say Body Dysmorphic Disorder plays a part in my eating disorder, or my past eating disorder. I
still can't really see my bod objectively. but most days i have to force myself to eat, and set reminders. if it wasn't for killer stomach pains, i wouldn't ever eat. --------------------
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A psilly goose Registered: 02/15/12 Posts: 12,278 Last seen: 1 month, 10 days |
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i go through rare eating binges. Sometimes I'm just not hungry.
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dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask Registered: 11/27/12 Posts: 7,312 Loc: 913 KANSAS CITY Last seen: 5 years, 1 month |
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Quote: At least you're thin/toned, if that's you taking a shit in your profile pic. As you can see, I'm balding and have ginger dreadlocks ![]() Just trying to lighten shit up. Not saying shit isn't (potentially dead) serious. -------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
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Suicide Is Bliss Registered: 07/10/12 Posts: 2,595 Loc: The Fucking Moon |
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I'm curious, anyone with anorexia feel free to answer.
When you look at yourself in the mirror, can you see your skin and bones? Or are you literally seeing an overweight version of yourself? I ask, because the mind is a powerful thing. While tripping (which basically temporarily induces/emulates various mental illnesses), I'll look in the mirror and sometimes see an old version of myself, or a fat/skinny version. I'm just curious if the mental condition anorexia actually warps your perspective of your image, or if you can actually see your ribs and bones yet still feel fat. Edited by eMpire420 (09/23/13 12:48 AM)
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Your local stranger Registered: 12/17/12 Posts: 1,145 Loc: New York, United Last seen: 3 years, 3 months |
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^ Yeah, kind of like looking into mirrors during lucid dreams. You (allegedly) see what you see yours self as... not as things are... Sometimes it can be quite startling...
-------------------- My trade list malicom said: "Banana's emit radiation. In fact banannas are the standard in detecting solar radiation. The radiation read from a bananna tells scientists how active the sun was during the growing season. Make sure to steer clear of bananas too." seekaytea said: "I need to stop spending all my money on plants and take up a cheaper hobby, like heroin." Wiccan_Seeker said: "Your knowledge on male-on-male rape and willingness to engage in fantasy regarding the matter is commendable." eminemvs.slimshady said: "I want to know if they are active and magic or not. And if they are not active, can i pick them before they are active and then they will become active or do they have to grow till they activate?"
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I'll have just one more xanax Registered: 07/20/09 Posts: 11,231 Loc: Minnesnowta |
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Quote: I'm not anorexic but I have a bit of body dysmorphic disorder, even when I was on steroids and people would tell me I was completely ripped and complimented on how good I looked, I always saw myself as being fat and out of shape
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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stillnox, don't ever clarify yourself with me. i totaly understand where you are coming from. and i
do not take offense or anything. i totaly appriciate the person you are. if you have anyq uestions or ever just wanna talk you can always PM me. but i do like the idea of this thread, and shroomery in general because it spreads awareness. we talk about those things no one IRL wants to admit. but no thats not me, you can find pics of me in the pics of pubbers threads though. im pretty skinny, not toned, but i finaly am gaining some weight back. im not really the most in shape guy in the world, but my doctor says i look better with meat on my bones. as i was once BONE skinny. i used to thrive on those compliments "oh man you're losing weight" but eventualy, that turned into "my god, man you need to eat" so im on the path to revovery. my apologies everyone for spelling errors, and grammer as well. typing fast, and on a phone. --------------------
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JFK = Jelly Donut Registered: 06/16/09 Posts: 11,537 Loc: Dildoville |
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I've known bulimics and anorexics alike.
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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i never have been able to make myself puke.
how does that even work? --------------------
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I'll have just one more xanax Registered: 07/20/09 Posts: 11,231 Loc: Minnesnowta |
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Quote: I think for most you can see the difference in how you look, but it just doesn't quite register. And your just too focused on how much more different/skinnier you can look.
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JFK = Jelly Donut Registered: 06/16/09 Posts: 11,537 Loc: Dildoville |
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Put your middle finger down your throat and tickle your uvula/very back of the tongue for gag reflex.
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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I'll have just one more xanax Registered: 07/20/09 Posts: 11,231 Loc: Minnesnowta |
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Quote: I can never trigger my gag reflex, maybe god wanted me to be gay
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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Quote: no thats why he gave you a prostate gland
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I'll have just one more xanax Registered: 07/20/09 Posts: 11,231 Loc: Minnesnowta |
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mmmm prostate stimulation
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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hey nothing is better than a blowjob by a sex female who's cool enough to give a little bum action.
dont knock it till ya try it! --------------------
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I'll have just one more xanax Registered: 07/20/09 Posts: 11,231 Loc: Minnesnowta |
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Oh I'm not knocking it, I need to find more chicks willing to stick their finger up my ass.
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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or at least give it a lick.
as tabboo as it is, i dont know why it's hated on.. i mean vaginas, are just as "gross" if you wanna go as far as excrement. --------------------
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dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask Registered: 11/27/12 Posts: 7,312 Loc: 913 KANSAS CITY Last seen: 5 years, 1 month |
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Quote: You're a handsome fellow, Legend. (thank you google search parameters for saving me 300+ pages of poking around) Thanks for understanding and all. I can't imagine the doctor was thinking very well if he's used phrases like "meat on [your] bones". The times beyond a couple years ago when I'd start to be close to where I want to be (abs showing [more, depending on when we're comparing me here], etc.), my mom would say shit like... "You're getting too skinny!" I mean, she walked in on me with a toothbrush handle 4 inches down my throat before, but MAN I will have to try VERY hard not to punch her if I ever get close to a decent body again. I'm gay too, which exacerbates things not cause I'm in any way more "girl-like" in how I view the world and myself, but simply because we're the vainest of vain motherfuckers. Luckily, I'm indistinguishable from the average straight guy (mannerisms, voice, interests, and I have a more squarish/masculine face structure) which apparently makes the average gay guy ravenously horny, or I'd probably be about in my second year of a dry spell ![]() You really are attractive, brobeans*. You've got a lot to be happy about and I hope you'll let yourself. It's especially good you're getting to a more "optimal" build as I dare say for men like us, sometimes we ought to think about deferring to what others are telling us. Except for my mom. Fuck her. Quote: The gag reflex. Following my (main) bulimic era, my body/brain had adapted so much from me puking on the double-daily or whatever that even brushing the back of my tongue would make me puke. Oddly, this went away exactly after I started abusing DXM, which I thought was an interesting aside (and maybe it ~"resets" more of the brain than is currently though). You're not missing out on much. Mac n Cheese and Oreo McFlurries are about the only things that taste just as good going the other direction ![]() * I feel like I don't have to say "NOHOMO" with you -------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
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Suicide Is Bliss Registered: 07/10/12 Posts: 2,595 Loc: The Fucking Moon |
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Quote: I've always been interested in it, but never been close enough with a woman intimately to talk about it. Most of the time I'm in a relationship, the sex is just "meh" at best. I never felt like I connected to any of my partners enough to have an open discussion about it. I'd love for a girl to stimulate my prostate hahaha. It makes the orgasm a hundred times more intense.
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dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask Registered: 11/27/12 Posts: 7,312 Loc: 913 KANSAS CITY Last seen: 5 years, 1 month |
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Quote: I'm gay and I find that gross for some reason... Icky chicky finger. :eww: Quote: I swear I've had at least a dozen people confide in me that they often, or even usually, masturbate with a couple fingers up their ass after I told them about the prostate gland. As a preacher's kid put it (and very well, I'd say): "it's like an orgasm multiplier". Don't use the same finger you stick up your ass to make yourself puke until you wash it, okay?!? -------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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i would reply, but i want to say as soon as possible, i HATE the phrase "no homo"
like shit, i wasn't thinking homo anyway, and even if was, lOTS OF FUCKIN HOMO. --------------------
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JFK = Jelly Donut Registered: 06/16/09 Posts: 11,537 Loc: Dildoville |
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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nox, fingers are dirty anyway. always cut fingernails, and clean deeply before inserting into ANY orifice.
i like where this thread is going btw Quote: have you ever been comfortable enough with a girl to, MAKE LOVE? not fuck, but actually make LOVE. once you get to that point. in that moment, it's only about making each other feel the best possible. and thats when the beauty of sex comes in. when you can get really down and fucking dirty. thats when anal play comes in. usually at least. unless you find a good freak in the bed, it'sgotta get personal first. --------------------
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Suicide Is Bliss Registered: 07/10/12 Posts: 2,595 Loc: The Fucking Moon |
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Quote: I've never fucked a girl I've been in love with. I have problems with relationships. I self destruct them the second I fall "in love". Because I'm afraid. When you think about it, relationships only go two ways... you either get married or break up... and when you bring love into the equation, it just makes both options equally frightening. So I subconsciously destroy the relationship, so at least I had control over the demise of it. Edited by eMpire420 (09/23/13 01:24 AM)
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dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask Registered: 11/27/12 Posts: 7,312 Loc: 913 KANSAS CITY Last seen: 5 years, 1 month |
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It's cool you see the issues with "no homo".
![]() Quote: Quote: I always just kind of end up going with it. I have gone on dates and decided not to go further, but both of my "real" boyfriends (~6 months each) dumped me, although it was pretty much mutual at that point (but still sad). Best sex I ever had was at a park at 2 AM with a straight acquaintance who seems to have bicurious episodes, or had at least one (and boy was it an episode ).Fucking. Awesome. Awesome. Fucking. Loved you Garret and Alex, but daaayum. And fuck condoms. Well, fuck *without* condoms, more accurately. The kind of affectionate, warm, subtle lust that love brings though... it's complete magic. -------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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you dont have to be "in love" to "make love"
there is a huge difference between fucking, and making love. whether it's a girlfriend, or just some girl you met tripping. the first time i ever made love, was on acid, and it was with a random girl who helped me come down from a bad trip. (was my first acid experience at a festival) the other times were with my most recent ex, and my only real true love. the last time we were together she asked me why i never made love to her, so we did. it was a grand goodbye if i do say so myself. the best 'closure' ive ever had. --------------------
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dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask Registered: 11/27/12 Posts: 7,312 Loc: 913 KANSAS CITY Last seen: 5 years, 1 month |
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Quote: Just to clarify, having tangentially-related personal background, as well as some atrophying scholastic knowledge about people's experiences I've read and seen of... It's not like you're having hallucinations, but it just looks fat and bulgy and unseemly. Maybe the ribs are or at least could be visible, but they're seeing the curvature of the skin around their ribs and/or they are simply so TERRIFIED of becoming fat that they take this extreme action, or other drastic measures (such as I did, or my IRL friend who takes Adderall to not eat as much). A lot of times, in the shallower cases of body dysmorphic disorder, it can be that you're NOT seeing what you feel are indications that you're not fat. So, you aren't seeing your abs or some of your ribs and feel fat. This is a clumsy answer but gets to some of the core of this and I wanted to make sure this was at least addressed somewhere since we're straying (to an admittedly interesting) other topic. -------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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When i look in the mirror, i see a slob. when i look at pictures of myself i see a somewhat toned up dude. i don't look obese, but "pecs" look like man boobs. "abs" look like bulging rolls of fat.
i honestly dont know how to explain it. it's like having a paranoid sense of vision, or self esteem. ill try to find a picture to simulate. --------------------
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dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask Registered: 11/27/12 Posts: 7,312 Loc: 913 KANSAS CITY Last seen: 5 years, 1 month |
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Quote: This may actually be a better characterization for Body Dismorphic Disorder in general, which is upstream from both bulimia and anorexia, as now that he puts it that way (especially one of his particular examples) that kind of fits better with how I see and saw myself too. I was even just PMing him that I didn't even know I was skinny back when I was actively bulimic until I saw pictures of myself. It might be revealing (alluding the the aforementioned example Legend used) that, just as he did, I saw "man boobs" even when I didn't have them and after some reassurance from a few of the DTChat people I've actually started to see my chest as at least proportional to the rest of my fat self . Make no mistake though, I wasn't actually fat for most of the time I was actively being bulimic, although I had been 'medicaly obese' before (200lbs at age 14). Running and a few fingers down the throat and I was in the 150's, 160's in no time . It just fucking kills me that I didn't get to enjoy it and scares the shit out of me I might never get to (I'm definitely north of 150/160 now and people don't tend to get fit as they age).I'll fucking IV meth if that's my only option, though. Probably feel like a fatty the whole time too. ![]() @Legend there was a great political cartoon in my high school's newspaper of a skinny teenage girl lifting her shirt in front of a mirror to reveal her abdomen, and the girl in the mirror had a bulging belly that spilled over her jeans. -------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
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RIP Sasha Registered: 03/29/10 Posts: 28,336 Loc: TX |
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i think A LOT goes into anorexia, buliema, any of the similair disorders.
this is why i do not beelive in modern psychiatry. they are too focused on singe disorders. when it's all around life expereince, anxieties, just so many variables. --------------------
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Jolly African Potato Registered: 06/09/10 Posts: 4,935 |
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>Have you guys ever known someone who is anorexic?
Yes. Curiously enough there was actually a trend/fashion in an area I lived once toward anorexia. Almost 1 in 3 girls for a time were literally skin and bone. Quite horrifying what people will do in the name of a trend. Thankfully it didn't last too long. --------------------
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Jai guru deva om Registered: 02/26/10 Posts: 3,665 |
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Being anorexic sounds like my kinda hell.
I enjoy food so much that I have to tell my self, "you really don't need that 5th bowl of chili" but in all seriousness I dated a girl who was (self)diagnosed with BDD. She still got fat. So I dumped that chick for a skinner, yet more round assed vixen. really did wonders on girl A's psyci. she got fatter, so I'm clearly the cure. -------------------- ![]()
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well oiled machine Registered: 05/24/09 Posts: 7,802 Last seen: 6 years, 6 months |
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Quote: i went through a phase in highschool where i starved myself, and i would see my bones when i looked in the mirror, affirming my thinness, BUT it's like i was seeing a 'stretched' version of myself. i always looked bigger than i really was. --------------------
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RIP LS :( Registered: 07/23/12 Posts: 15,711 Loc: Switzerland |
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There's a woman at my gym who is all skin and bones. Tiny as hell. One day she wore a tank top and you could see all the bones in her back. It was actually really Scary looking.
Idk why a woman would want to look like a little girl. But I hope she gets help if she does have a eating problem. I used to care too much about all that back in junior high, but not anymore. Don't have time for that lol --------------------
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JFK = Jelly Donut Registered: 06/16/09 Posts: 11,537 Loc: Dildoville |
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Don't have time to not eat?
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dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask Registered: 11/27/12 Posts: 7,312 Loc: 913 KANSAS CITY Last seen: 5 years, 1 month |
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Quote: I quit caring about looks for a little bit in high school when I figured out the career I wanted (professor) is concerned more with your mind. Then I found out you have to be smart AND pretty to get anywhere in life . Or asian. Asian works too.Quote: I just want to say this is more than a little bit "in poor taste" here. It's not too bad either though... fuck fatties. And if they come back after you? You say "PARK IT PORKY!!!" and you leave that bitch for good. ![]() Then again, her quality of life is probably through the floor you jerk. When the gaypocalypse comes remind me not to date you
-------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
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. It just fucking kills me that I didn't get to enjoy it and scares the shit out of me I might never get to (I'm definitely north of 150/160 now and people don't tend to get fit as they age).

When the gaypocalypse comes remind me not to date you

