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Ballerium
Little Black Spot on the Sun



Registered: 10/03/10
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Honestly I feel like I just need to step away from the drugs for a while. I feel like they're doing nothing except for changing my attitude toward society for the worst. Every time I trip I become more disgusted with humans and the way things are and it just makes me want to not be a part of it. My trips have shown me what I need to do, now I just have to find something to motivate me enough to do it. I never used to feel this way until I started doing drugs.
-------------------- Beats and waves will take me to my grave and when I go there I know that I won't be alone 'cause I've been spotted, blotted, many many times before.
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Gotlib


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what kind of drugs do you do ?
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Legend
RIP Sasha


Registered: 03/29/10
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if you have a job, and are making money
what else do you need to do besides enjoy life?
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solstice
Hempowered


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Ballerium said: Honestly I feel like I just need to step away from the drugs for a while. I feel like they're doing nothing except for changing my attitude toward society for the worst. Every time I trip I become more disgusted with humans and the way things are and it just makes me want to not be a part of it. My trips have shown me what I need to do, now I just have to find something to motivate me enough to do it. I never used to feel this way until I started doing drugs. 
Oh believe me, I know that feeling. I consider myself a full-fledged misantropist. But see? When you think about it, the fact that you have become increasingly disgusted towards people shows that you have developped a set of personal values that are at odds with what most people hold as normal. This means that you are stepping up. Keep in mind that for some people, you might be one of them, drugs aren't just recreational things, they can even get downright rough and painful. That's not a bad thing though. Pain leads to gain.
I don't want to get all pedantic here but you are right, sometimes you have take a step back and get your life in line with your personal set of values. I just got back into smoking hash after a two year hiatus. Feels better than it used to be. I took a break from all sorts of drugs because I felt it was time for action and it was! I got active and set some new foundations for myself and now I feel much better about myself and my place in the world even though I'm still a misantropic bastard
All that to say that you should go with what feels right. As long as it's about improvement. Keep up the good fight, it's worth it in the end.
-------------------- Man woke up in a world he did not understand and that is why he tries to interpret it - Carl Jung
Edited by solstice (09/21/13 08:02 AM)
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nicechrisman
Interdimensional space wizard



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Good morning. Woke up and did 30 minutes meditation, took a shower. Now I'm having some breakfast and coffee. No need to water the garden this morning as yesterday was cloudy and cool all day. Getting ready for work.
-------------------- "Cosmic Love is absolutelely ruthless and highly indifferent: it teaches its lessons whether you like/dislike them or not." John C. Lily
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the mad machinest
Medicine Man



Registered: 04/18/13
Posts: 4,249
Loc: parallel universe #420
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howdy and good morning to all!!
it is such a beautiful day!!! I'm out here with my tool belt on and a pouch full of nails puttin up boards! I almost have the back wall complete

i am starting to feel hungry so ima take a break ad make some waffles and bacon
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c0exist
last to leave the party

Registered: 09/17/13
Posts: 1,124
Loc: Always Missing
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looks like a fun project. and the weather looks great! hopefully the sun will peek out in a little bit here, and i can go outside and get some exercise.
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TwinEclipse
Psychedelic Alchemist


Registered: 07/06/13
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Re: EMC Ninjas [Re: c0exist]
#18871288 - 09/21/13 09:06 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Great morning!
My hangover is over, and I'm ready to excrete any remaining toxicity through rigorous cardio 
Happy day to all
-------------------- My purpose: to love, to share, and to experience....all while conforming to my psychedelic experiences.
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Gotlib


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Re: EMC Ninjas [Re: c0exist]
#18871297 - 09/21/13 09:09 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm getting my motorcycle on monday !!!
Right now i'm nursing my wisdom teeth holes, they've been pulled out three days ago. Three of them are all healed up but one of them is giving me a hard time. Keeps bleeding and really hurts when I drink water. And the meds the dentist gave me are shit.
Suffer !!! I'll be fine though.
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Ballerium
Little Black Spot on the Sun



Registered: 10/03/10
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Loc: GA
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Re: EMC Ninjas [Re: Legend]
#18871303 - 09/21/13 09:11 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Gotlib said: what kind of drugs do you do ?
Mainly weed. Alcohol a few times a week. LSD about once a month. The weed is the main problem though - it makes me lazy and I just don't care about getting anything done when I'm high. I've just lost all motivation to do anything, even hobbies that I used to enjoy. I could quit the weed but the fact that my boyfriend will continue smoking it anyway in front of me makes it very tempting for me. But I need to quit for a while anyway until I can find a better job.
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Legend said: if you have a job, and are making money
what else do you need to do besides enjoy life?

I do have a job, but it is only part time on the weekends. I had another job also but just lost that one a couple weeks ago so now I'm back to looking again. My problem is finding jobs that actually pay me enough to be able to move out and afford to live. I am living with my mom right now and have been for the past year, trying to pay off debt that I racked up the year before that when I got laid off from a previous job and had no way to pay my rent. So I kind of feel like I'm back at the same place I was last year as far as jobs go. It sucks because I feel like I haven't made much progress at all and living with my mom is starting to become stressful. So yeah I have a job, but it isn't enough and I'm not really at the point yet where I get to "enjoy life".
-------------------- Beats and waves will take me to my grave and when I go there I know that I won't be alone 'cause I've been spotted, blotted, many many times before.
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nicechrisman
Interdimensional space wizard



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Did you let Sheekle talk you into the new avatar?
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SARAtonin
Violent Dreams


Registered: 09/28/11
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Fuck Ninjas!

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Legend said: if you have a job, and are making money
what else do you need to do besides enjoy life?

Look sheeple!
-------------------- God kills indiscriminately and so shall we. For no creatures under God are as we are none so like him as ourselves. Want to join a cult? Click for details…
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nicechrisman
Interdimensional space wizard



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-------------------- "Cosmic Love is absolutelely ruthless and highly indifferent: it teaches its lessons whether you like/dislike them or not." John C. Lily
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memes
Blessed



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Re: EMC Ninjas [Re: Legend]
#18871349 - 09/21/13 09:31 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Legend said: if you have a job, and are making money
what else do you need to do besides enjoy life?

The rest of life? Job making money only facilitates the enjoyment of non-work situations. Gotta have non-work situations to enjoy, first.... unless you'reone of those few people who can be totally content just chillin' out.
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MentalMeltdown
Fuckin Stuckin in the Muckin



Registered: 01/14/09
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Loc: Philly
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I feel ya Ballerium. Im in the same boat, not sure which direction Im goin with my life either.
But hey I have no felonies and no debt so the world is my oyster essentially.
Gotta stop standing in my own way now.
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MentalMeltdown
Fuckin Stuckin in the Muckin



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all day
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SARAtonin
Violent Dreams


Registered: 09/28/11
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Loc: Deutschland
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Ninjas are pussies
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MentalMeltdown
Fuckin Stuckin in the Muckin



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Pirates are dirty, theiving, scabies infested homosexuals.
Ninjas....well do i really need to explain why ninjas are superior?
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jewunit
Brutal!


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I haven't seen anyone play cee-lo since I was skipping class in the halls of my high school.
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TwinEclipse
Psychedelic Alchemist


Registered: 07/06/13
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SARAtonin said: Ninjas are pussies
Ninjas have cat-like reflexes? I agree
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