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Anonymous #1

Would you really want to know if you were molested as a kid?
    #18851982 - 09/16/13 11:54 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I just kept digging and digging into my bio parents... And eventually hit the mother load of family secrets from a disgruntled ex bro in law.  Confirmed by none other than bio eldest sis and of course the queen of whores herself: bio lady.

I've always been able to remember being interested in older men, from way to young of an age. But I dunno. I mean 4-5yo boy it all started, and kept going and going.  I would like to say I just like dick just because. But come to find out my bio pops molested my oldest bio sis... And there was a kid, given up for adoption... That all took place after me and my sis were given up. But these different signs indicate sooo much more.  Also bio mom was like the regional mngr for whore houses. So you know....

I should of quit digging. There's soooo much more to say...


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Anonymous #2

Re: Would you really want to know if you were molested as a kid? [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18852077 - 09/17/13 12:33 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I don't think I would want to know unless I was already starting to remember anyways


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Re: Would you really want to know if you were molested as a kid? [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #18855848 - 09/17/13 10:23 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I know I got shit I don't remember that causes my addictions and I'm trying to figure it out.

I remember the first time I realized I had PTSD and a memory came back in therapy because my sister discussed witnessing it. Then all the sudden the memory came bursting back like it had always been there.

Makes you wonder what else is being blocked out. Must be some reason for these feelings.


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Re: Would you really want to know if you were molested as a kid? [Re: Anonymous #3]
    #18856055 - 09/17/13 11:13 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

The Perks of Being A Wallflower sort of deals with the mechanics of repressed memories. I won't spoil anything, but OP, you may find it therapeutic to read.

I'll admit I got kind of sexually assaulted during a hookup turned drug
deal with other people that decided they wanted in on the hooking up.

I feel guilty that I'm not upset about it, but it makes you wonder. Like, thinking about it doesn't bother me much at all but a couple of times on one of my OTC trips, it FLASHED to the forefront of my mind and I started crying and I just couldn't get over the fact--not necessarily the experience, but maybe this is denial--that I have now been sexually
assaulted.

OP I don't know who you are or if you fall into my fan club or hater posse or neither (which is 95% I think, maybe fewer in favor of the hater posse) but whatever misgivings we've had in the past, feel free to PM me. I'll be as an open book to you, and an open ear if you need it.

Regarding what dictates your sexuality, I think it's much less stochastic than we want to think. There's a very long thread I made detailing how I figured out if I'm gay or straight (which was very confusing and not linear at all) in the S&R forum that I'll dig up for you if you'd like.


I'm so sorry to hear of what went on.



Having once been fairly encyclopedic on human sexuality (I hit the books to help me understand my own sexuality), I can say that there doesn't seem to be a consensus by any means that childhood molestation necessarily affects your sexual orientation and where it settles (or if it ever does :shrug:).


I can tell you though that I was never mollested as a child and similarly, starting around age 4 or 5, I really got interested in naked older men and would look for pictures of nude men any time I was in a bookstore when my family would go out to the mall or the Plaza.

Even in the Elementary School I went to's library, I still recall this book called "oceans" that had a picture of a boat in a storm manned only by nude men. Me and my friend initial M were both infatuated by this and had many a pre-honry talk about how awesome that would be to get to be naked with a bunch of men on a ship.

I'm gay, he seems to be straight. Curiously, me and this same fellow later were the first friend's dicks we got to see, along with another friend who declined to share his. Again, he's a breeder, I just breed (gay sex term, used only for the play on the word "breeder").



Don't read too much into that you were interested in dicks at such a young age. Even heteros sometimes are, or perhaps even oftentimes.


Guess you can't not be anonymous here. But PM the infamous DXM poster, who still knocks where he's unwelcome if that's a hint (I'm afraid if outing yourself here is against the rules).


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