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Ooops I did it again!
#18845487 - 09/15/13 05:39 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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So after receiving 1g of MDPV as a favour for some work I carried out, I' laid out my first line on Thursday after work with good intentions. Well.. as I'm sure most of you already know where this one is going, I've not been to sleep since then and I've got myself work tomorrow.
Fuck MDPV! I'm leaving this short acting stimulants well away from now on in. If I keep going the way I'm going, I'll be dying a quick death. My other two options are to hit the nail on the head and quit everything all together, and last but not least, but to switch my drug use from stimulants to the lines of some good cannabis.
The way things are looking, I'm going with option three. The girlfriend is ready to walk out on me and quite rightly so. I've done nothing practical with my time and have hardly left this computer char for good only knows how long.
The worst of it is I'm still wide awake with work tomorrow.
I swear I'm getting too old for this shit. I need to start growing up and getting on with more important things in life. My days of stimulants should be over, and over for good. They've all always been my sweet tooth but the problem is, once I get started, I can''t fight the urge to put it away.
So anyway, I've flushed what I've had left and dont intend on ordering any more, anytime soon. It's just not worth it.
/rant over
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Re: Ooops I did it again! [Re: gENERIX]
#18845522 - 09/15/13 05:47 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Good on you man! I couldn't imagine staying up that many nights in a row. Even after one night with no sleep, I feel gross for a few days. Take some concerta ( or another extended release methylphenidate) or something. Lasts all day, and lets you sleep by the time it wears off. Sure it's not as euphoric as coke or anything, but it's a neat chemical. But in your case, maybe just some weed is a good thing
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Re: Ooops I did it again! [Re: MrHill]
#18845556 - 09/15/13 05:55 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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From the bottom of my heart. Gone and lost it again. OH BABY BABY!!
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The weirdest thing about it is usually after the third day, you begin to hit full blown psychosis - especially on MDPV, but for whatever reason, I've never once encountered it.
I'm going to make myself a smoothie and try get some sleep before work tomorrow.
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Re: Ooops I did it again! [Re: gENERIX]
#18845611 - 09/15/13 06:05 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm getting too damn old for this shit!
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Re: Ooops I did it again! [Re: gENERIX]
#18845640 - 09/15/13 06:10 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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P.S porn will never be the same again!
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Re: Ooops I did it again! [Re: gENERIX]
#18854461 - 09/17/13 05:03 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well.. well.. started on Thursday afternoon and I've only just finished the 1g bag. It really has a rollercoaster of a ride. The craziest thing about it is that is that I've completely forgotten what day it is and I've still been at work.
Finally going to crash now knowing fine well in the morning that I'll be god awful.
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Re: Ooops I did it again! [Re: gENERIX]
#18854631 - 09/17/13 05:45 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I know how stims can fucking grab a hold of me. I've probably IVed mdpv before unknowingly sold to me as meth. Either way they all fuck with me WAY to much and I've vowed to stay away. MDMA is cool on occasions tho
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Re: Ooops I did it again! [Re: Magicman69]
#18854661 - 09/17/13 05:54 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Can someone explain the effects of Vyvanse? Like length of effects and how it feels lets say at a dose of 60mg?
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Re: Ooops I did it again! [Re: gENERIX]
#18854696 - 09/17/13 06:02 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
gENERIX said: Well.. well.. started on Thursday afternoon and I've only just finished the 1g bag. It really has a rollercoaster of a ride. The craziest thing about it is that is that I've completely forgotten what day it is and I've still been at work.
Finally going to crash now knowing fine well in the morning that I'll be god awful.
Damn man, that's five days. I'd be drinking a lot of water right now if I were you, your kidneys are probably in a world of hurt.
I know how tough it can be to stop though, I hope I'm never put in the position of having a large amount of meth or some other similar strong stimulant at my disposal. I've not gone past 2+ nights and I hope to keep it that way, but if you're like me it's insanely hard to control yourself with that stuff. I have a couple friends who can go through it very slowly, I don't know how they do it. I'm cuckoo for meth!
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I tought you had flushed your mdpv 2 days ago. don't be lying to us man that's not cool.
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Synth Ethics said: I tought you had flushed your mdpv 2 days ago. don't be lying to us man that's not cool.
He might just remember doing it even though he didn't, he said that he usually gets psychotic at the three-day mark. Connect the dots. If he wanted to deceive us about his drug habits I don't think he would be making these threads.
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yeah that's probably the case, anyway I just wanted OP to know there's no need to come up with excuses, it might be the pub but it'll probably get replied by ODD'ers so we won't judge him. I know I won't at least, I flushed apvp 2 times now because I couldn't stop my binges and I still have a gram on the way. it's funny how when I'm not under the influence how I think that this time it'll be different, this time I will be able to control myself.
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Synth Ethics said: it's funny how when I'm not under the influence how I think that this time it'll be different, this time I will be able to control myself.
Yeah, it doesn't get any easier. IMO at a certain point you just need to ask someone for help. IE safeguard your drugs for you, help you maintain your intended dose, etc. It's not always easy to find somebody in the position to do that but it's worth it if you do.
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Re: Ooops I did it again! [Re: fee]
#18854838 - 09/17/13 06:35 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Ooops I did it again! [Re: fee]
#18863237 - 09/19/13 02:07 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well after catching up on some well needed sleep and making every effort to drink as much water and eat a healthy diet for the past couple of days, I'm starting to feel semi-normal agaiin. Now I know I've got a long long way to go before I finally get myself back on track to my wicked ways but I'm sure with enough commitment, I'll finally get there.
The days of having the curtains closed for days on end whilst attempting to masturbate furiously to every porno ever made are well and truly behind me!
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