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Anonymous #1

I feel like a fool
    #18841351 - 09/14/13 03:01 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I got too drunk last night and acted like an idiot. I wasn't "the idiot" - I feel like almost everybody was equal in idiocy, but that doesn't make me feel any better. I did nothing deranged, but I just feel like I wasn't myself at all. I was obnoxious and did whatever the liquor told me to do. I went too fast with a girl whose name I can't even remember and she left.

And then there was this other girl, she was actually really cool. She stayed in my arms for like 20 minutes as we chatted and all. I went for a peck but she said to slow down which I did, she was cool about it and we talked on. Anyway, she slept in my sleeping bag and we just talked for like an hour before passing out. Next day I wake up feeling so shitty that I don't have any idea what to say to this girl and awkwardness commenced. It sucks, she was really cool and funny. Not that I think we had any future or some shit, but I could have done better than that...

Anyway, I just feel like I wasn't being myself for the most part last night. I was screaming, singing, howling, bunch of weird shit. It has me questioning whether I want to continue drinking or not. Everybody was in a similar state of mind as me last night, but I feel like if you put me next to sober people last night, I would have looked like a complete cock. I don't know why but it just makes me feel guilty and low.

I don't have any questions really, I just wanted to vent..


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Anonymous #2

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18841385 - 09/14/13 03:13 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Alcohol tends to make people do stupid things. If you want to quit drinking then quit. You will be healthier and more yourself


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Anonymous #1

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #18841394 - 09/14/13 03:15 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I just don't know where the line is between having fun and being a complete idiot. I like having fun with alcohol, I don't like waking up wondering who the fuck was in my body last night


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Anonymous #2

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18841424 - 09/14/13 03:27 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Don't drink heavily? I never drink to much because I like to be in control of my body and remember things. alittle alcohol and alot of good weed gets me on the level I want to be at. I don't get how people like getting black out drunk


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Anonymous #1

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #18841476 - 09/14/13 03:50 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Yeah. I don't get why people like getting really drunk. I just feel embarrassed. It's not like I did anything horrible, but I did so many things my sober/high/tripping self would not do


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Anonymous #3

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18841505 - 09/14/13 04:01 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Alcohol has led me to do tons of fucked up shit. I mean I don't blame it on the alcohol, I take responsibility for it, but it's stuff I'd of never done if I wasn't drinking. I just lose control. I know this is what happens and I'd still drink anyways, so yeah, it's my fault.

Yelling/screaming over nothing, throwing shit, getting abusive, I've done it all. Then for the next week or two (at least) I'm ashamed that I lost it like I did and just try to avoid being around anyone who witnessed it.

It's just not worth it. I'm an alcoholic, and saying no is difficult, but I don't want to be that person for the rest of my life. I hated alcohol growing up because so many people in my life are an alcoholic and I suffered because of their alcoholism one way or another.. I swore I'd never end up like them and that's exactly what I did. I had my doubts like you but kept drinking until I became a full blown addict.

If you can't regulate how much you drink (I can't, I can never stop at just 1) then you might want to consider just swearing the stuff off for good while you still can. The farther you travel down that road, the bumpier the ride gets.


Edited by Anonymous (09/14/13 04:05 PM)


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Anonymous #4

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #3]
    #18842140 - 09/14/13 07:21 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Lighten up OP, it's healthy to get a good buzz and let some shit out.

If people are coming up to you the next day and suggesting that your behavior was out of line, then you might have a issue.

If you didn't hurt anyone or seriously offend someone, I wouldn't worry too much about it.


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Anonymous #5

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #4]
    #18842468 - 09/14/13 09:02 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Loll

Who cares, the only part where you fucked up is by not talking to the girl that you slept with. maybe you need some more alcohol in you to keep your balls from curling up into your stomach


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Anonymous #1

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #4]
    #18842520 - 09/14/13 09:16 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I know my behavior was out of line, at least by my standards. Trying to hook up with 2 girls that I hadn't known 10 minutes prior to talking to them isn't me, neither is screaming, singing, etc etc.

Then I get back to the dorms today.. This girl I've had feelings for, Sam, comes over and sees that I look pretty shitty. She says "I'll be right back" and returns with some aspirin. Then she tells me to get dressed and that she'll smoke me down a bowl. And if that wasn't enough, she irons my pants before we go.

Fuck, I felt so much guilt then. It isn't like I'm in a relationship with her (at this point at least... we'll see), but I blew her off that night to go get fucked up. I would have been happier next to her sober all night


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Anonymous #5

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18842557 - 09/14/13 09:25 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

You may just be gay, def a beta male. I think that's the first time I've ever said that to someone.

Sounds like you are a freshman in college, judging by saying you just got back to your dorm.

You are in for one hell of a ride if you think what you did that night was bad.


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Anonymous #1

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #5]
    #18842572 - 09/14/13 09:28 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I think one thing I could conclude after last night is that I'm NOT gay lol. It's not like I'm crushed from last night, I just don't find the night productive at all. It was fun, but I just lost control and it's weird to think about.


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Anonymous #5

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18842587 - 09/14/13 09:34 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Alcohol and productivity are polar opposites, remember that and you will be fine.


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Anonymous #4

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #5]
    #18842603 - 09/14/13 09:41 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

OP, put a skirt on and call it a day, I have never heard of such nonsense.

Who the fuck feels guilty for getting fucked up? What kind of standards do you have? 

You're in college for god sakes, get drunk, get high, get laid, and be happy.


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Anonymous #6

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #4]
    #18843086 - 09/15/13 12:59 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

i'm 12 and what is alcohol

:rofl:


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Anonymous #1

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #4]
    #18844269 - 09/15/13 11:48 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous #4 said:


Who the fuck feels guilty for getting fucked up? What kind of standards do you have? 

You're in college for god sakes, get drunk, get high, get laid, and be happy.




I know, I get this. I don't think the problem lies in that night, but the night before. Not a problem per se, but I tripped hard on LSD. It's hard to describe, but to get fucked up and do stupid shit the next night, after having a deep trip for 8 hours the night before, just left me with a bad taste in my mouth. It's thinking so intensely and having so many ideas, revelations, and all sorts of self-discovery, to mindless drunken fun (which is fine - it's just a weird thing to do after tripping 12 hours prior)..
If none of you can identify with this, then I guess I'm out of luck on getting people to see what I mean here. But I digress


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Anonymous #6

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18844866 - 09/15/13 02:48 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

studies have shown decrease in alcohol intake after taking LSD.

perhaps for the very reason it left the so-called "Bad taste" in your mouth


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Anonymous #7

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #6]
    #18847446 - 09/16/13 01:57 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I act worse then that when I drink.


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Anonymous #8

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #7]
    #18852096 - 09/17/13 12:38 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I have almost no interest in drinking as I don't enjoy vomiting or feeling sick the day after.


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Anonymous #6

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #8]
    #18852100 - 09/17/13 12:40 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

soo... don't drink to nausea :confused:

I can get pretty trashed without a hangover, not two days in a row though or it'll get to me.


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Anonymous #7

Re: I feel like a fool [Re: Anonymous #6]
    #18852105 - 09/17/13 12:42 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I drink till the point of getting fucked up as shit, but I don't throw up. I just have a massive hang over the next day. Which I drink a beer


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