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xbloodwhipx

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Why i am I suddenly terrified of DMT and shrooms?
#18841594 - 09/14/13 04:36 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I started tripping last year, on 3/03/12. I started with morning glories, moved to shrooms and finally did DMT, then shrooms a couple more times.. I had my last trip on 8/19/12. I tripped A LOT last year. I said to myself id trip on new years last year but didnt, dont know why, i ended up doing hydrocodone that day, then alcohol that night, with my buddy.
I havent tripped in a year and a month now. Im admitting it, im scared to try psychedelics now. I feel constantly like im in a semi trip. I feel like i have a invisible wall between inside my mind and the outside world. Im scared that if i trip i may completely lose it and end up stuck in a full on trip or something.
I want to trip again but im scared. I dont have the best mental health anymore. I just smoke weed now and im honestly considering stopping that because i feel like its speeding up any mental disorder i may have.
Idk, should i trip? I want to but its just scary to think about never coming back
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Fuckspice
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Re: Why i am I suddenly terrified of DMT and shrooms? [Re: xbloodwhipx]
#18841620 - 09/14/13 04:46 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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That whole idea of never coming back is basically a myth in most cases. Psychadellics can and do often fuck with your head but thats your call if you want to trip and feel like you can.
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JacksonMetaller
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Re: Why i am I suddenly terrified of DMT and shrooms? [Re: Fuckspice]
#18841677 - 09/14/13 05:09 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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How often did you trip? And how long have you taken off weed at once?
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InTheCosmos
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Re: Why i am I suddenly terrified of DMT and shrooms? [Re: JacksonMetaller]
#18841688 - 09/14/13 05:14 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I have accepted the fact that life really is a big trip itself lol. Really though, I know exactly what feeling you're having when you say that you feel like youre in a semi-trip. Do you catch yourself thinking a lot about things? I feel that over-thinking life in general can make me feel that way sometimes. Get your mind off things and do something productive, things you like. Hopefully you can trip again soon without worry, but dont rush into it at all. Forcing yourself to trip is never a good idea
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Re: Why i am I suddenly terrified of DMT and shrooms? [Re: xbloodwhipx]
#18841715 - 09/14/13 05:24 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Bloodwhip haven't you been quite reckless lately with pharmaceuticals and other drugs? I had a horrible opiate addiction and my desire for psychedelics went out the window. I tripped on a few psychedelics during my addiction and it wasn't pleasant, they just showed me what a pile of shit I was to myself and others. Once I got my shit together they seemed to welcome me with much more open arms and my desire to seek them increased.
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Re: Why i am I suddenly terrified of DMT and shrooms? [Re: xbloodwhipx]
#18841845 - 09/14/13 06:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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xbloodwhipx said: I dont have the best mental health anymore.
That is all I needed to read. I would continue on the break. This shit will still be there in 5 years or 10 years. Did you read about all the 50 year olds getting back into drugs? If your mental health isn't great concentrate on that, that should be your concern. HPPD type symptoms are mostly in peoples heads around here. It's a real syndrome but pretty rare. You wont go on a perma trip but it could worsen depression or anxiety or whatever your issues are. Get your shit together and then consider tripping, despite the hippie advice this stuff doesn't heal your mind. I never trip at bad points in my life, only when things are good. Like I said shrooms aren't going anywhere.
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Re: Why i am I suddenly terrified of DMT and shrooms? [Re: T-Rex]
#18841872 - 09/14/13 06:15 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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judging from a similar past experience (of being afraid to trip again), it might probably be due to bad trip or even a minor inconvenience you experienced in your last trip? i used to eat shrooms for 2 months, every weekend, and then this happened to me, nothing serious, just inconvenienced, and i was just too scared for a while, and then all it took was another trip when the time was right for it and now i cant wait until i get my hands on more.
-------------------- For years on end I have been sitting here, impatiently awaiting potency: some explosive revelatory surge that will carry me away and permit no looking back. But this moment of deliverance has not arrived, and I have done nothing to hasten it. Perhaps it doesn’t matter. Perhaps I wasn’t meant to do anything. In which case, I have succeeded admirably.
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xbloodwhipx

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Re: Why i am I suddenly terrified of DMT and shrooms? [Re: T-Rex]
#18842502 - 09/14/13 09:10 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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T-Rex said: Bloodwhip haven't you been quite reckless lately with pharmaceuticals and other drugs? I had a horrible opiate addiction and my desire for psychedelics went out the window. I tripped on a few psychedelics during my addiction and it wasn't pleasant, they just showed me what a pile of shit I was to myself and others. Once I got my shit together they seemed to welcome me with much more open arms and my desire to seek them increased.
Lately? No, actually lately its been getting much better.
I struggled with a pretty bad vyvanse addiction for awhile (starting last year, ending like this summer) where i was taking up to 180mg a day everyday.
Lately my daily drug has been weed, and just occasional alcohol/pharm use. Plus i took a two month break off weed this summer, ive been smoking again for like a month now.
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xbloodwhipx

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Re: Why i am I suddenly terrified of DMT and shrooms? [Re: xbloodwhipx]
#18842505 - 09/14/13 09:12 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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But im not nessecerially smoking everyday, every now and again ill go 2 or 3 days and before i realize i havent smoked.
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