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cez

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#18839005 - 09/13/13 09:38 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Its sickening.
I don't like what I am right now. I feel uncomfortable in my body.
My social structures don't give a fuck.
Ill get some pity responses from this post but save your pity for the asshole that needs it.
All I'm saying is life is a struggle man. And you can be strong, but when you're world is falling apart, its real fucking hard to look in the mirror and admire what is staring at you.
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Re: This is all so stale [Re: cez]
#18839092 - 09/13/13 10:07 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I hear ya. Although sometimes I revel, in a way, the moments that are the hardest. It's duration that really makes 'em start to be a serious burden. I don't mind feeling like shit, a real lump of turd... temporarily.
-------------------- Why shouldn't the truth be stranger than fiction? Fiction, after all, has to make sense. -- Mark Twain
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azur
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Re: This is all so stale [Re: Kickle]
#18839213 - 09/13/13 10:49 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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C'est la vie
I feel ya though. Sometimes you get through all the shit and say, "ya mother fucker. Throw another dart at me.". Then you get hit with a really big dart.
I've taken my life to some pretty grand points, and I've watched it all crumble many times over. Like now, everything's been groovy and I had been 3 months ahead on bills. But....today I had to call the power company and beg em not to turn me off with a promise to pay on monday (soon to be a broken promise) so I can cast these projects and hopefully squeeze enough money to pay child support.
Usually when I feel beat down it's because of financial bullshit. I hate it. But, as I said in the beginning, such is life. The sun will shine tomorrow.
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cez

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Re: This is all so stale [Re: azur]
#18839367 - 09/13/13 11:27 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I at myself a lot and that helps turn it around.
As I reread this I'm thinking, "what kinda emo bullshit is this?"
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Re: This is all so stale [Re: cez]
#18839624 - 09/14/13 12:26 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
cez said: Its sickening.
I don't like what I am right now. I feel uncomfortable in my body.
My social structures don't give a fuck.
Ill get some pity responses from this post but save your pity for the asshole that needs it.
All I'm saying is life is a struggle man. And you can be strong, but when you're world is falling apart, its real fucking hard to look in the mirror and admire what is staring at you.
Okay, so you don't need pity, but what do you need and what direction will it come from?
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
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Re: This is all so stale [Re: cez] 1
#18840521 - 09/14/13 09:45 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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My dad always said "People get angry at things bigger than them when they can't laugh at themselves"
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cez

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Re: This is all so stale [Re: CosmicJoke]
#18840847 - 09/14/13 11:47 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
CosmicJoke said:
Quote:
cez said: Its sickening.
I don't like what I am right now. I feel uncomfortable in my body.
My social structures don't give a fuck.
Ill get some pity responses from this post but save your pity for the asshole that needs it.
All I'm saying is life is a struggle man. And you can be strong, but when you're world is falling apart, its real fucking hard to look in the mirror and admire what is staring at you.
Okay, so you don't need pity, but what do you need and what direction will it come from?
Good questions to reflect on.
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Re: This is all so stale [Re: azur]
#18842072 - 09/14/13 06:59 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
azur said: C'est la vie
I feel ya though. Sometimes you get through all the shit and say, "ya mother fucker. Throw another dart at me.". Then you get hit with a really big dart.
I've taken my life to some pretty grand points, and I've watched it all crumble many times over. Like now, everything's been groovy and I had been 3 months ahead on bills. But....today I had to call the power company and beg em not to turn me off with a promise to pay on monday (soon to be a broken promise) so I can cast these projects and hopefully squeeze enough money to pay child support.
Usually when I feel beat down it's because of financial bullshit. I hate it. But, as I said in the beginning, such is life. The sun will shine tomorrow.
Feelin' Groovy. Life I Love You. All is Groovy.
-------------------- Anxiety is what you make it.
Edited by LunarEclipse (09/14/13 07:01 PM)
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azur
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Hell yea. Groovy is where it's at!!
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Icelander
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Re: This is all so stale [Re: cez]
#18854957 - 09/17/13 06:57 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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cez said: Its sickening.
I don't like what I am right now. I feel uncomfortable in my body.
My social structures don't give a fuck.
Ill get some pity responses from this post but save your pity for the asshole that needs it.
All I'm saying is life is a struggle man. And you can be strong, but when you're world is falling apart, its real fucking hard to look in the mirror and admire what is staring at you.
Well I admire your depth of feeling. Not much you can say beyond that imo.
-------------------- "Don't believe everything you think". -Anom. " All that lives was born to die"-Anom. With much wisdom comes much sorrow, The more knowledge, the more grief. Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC
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