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st1llnox
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: pcplease]
#18835422 - 09/13/13 01:54 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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SeattleBlue said: Im sorry stillnox, but saying your gonna quit something like DXM (which is already very misunderstood and underrated) because you have an addiction to it
...and then posting a thread about relapsing on it (im sorry thats what it is ) is gonna give DXM and its users a much worse reputation
get it together man
 ...DXM is a powerful drug, stop fucking abusing it
Never said I'm quitting, or at least that was after I posted. Not a relapse.
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pcplease said: Thats all I'm trying to say.
All his posts seem to be too "Life or Death" If you know what I mean?? Like its either fantastic, or terrible if he feels he enjoys and wants to use it frequently. I dont think using DXM once a week would be harmful in the slightest. I strongly recommend getting pure HBr for many reasons. Its much more thought-provoking and likely what you want by my guess.
Or smoking spice if you are dosing appropriately which cannot be done with store bought blends They're fun. Stronger than weed but this is not the thread.
I'm not gonna "deal with" the fact that anyone can use any drug if they are in control of his/her self (mainly the psyche). Its a strong conviction of mine. And IMO/IME it helps to overcome "addiction"
But I'm out Night all

Thanks for the comp St1l
You've got the best attitude on addiction I've ever seen. The McKenna quote earlier was fantastic.
HBr is what I use.
Spice is not just about addiction... I have paradoxical reactions to lots of things, like antihistamines, and I seem to be oh fuck it never mind. I'm not going to use spice just because I'm the 1 in a million guy who has trouble controlling his use of it.
You have a great attitude about addiction, but you do need to acknowledge it exists. My lungs are once again lighting up typing this and thinking about it and it's been over 6 months since I touched the stuff.
Gonna have to defer to my judgment on this one. Glad you're staying away from storebought blends though. I will stick to rare indica, rarer DXM, and perhaps the psychedelics I've yet to explore (including K and shrooms).
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835426 - 09/13/13 01:56 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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st1llnox said: and perhaps the psychedelics I've yet to explore (including K and shrooms).
...Ketamine isnt a psychedelic
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835433 - 09/13/13 01:59 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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if you're looking for information, best not to be personally biased. everyone here has got a "taste" of a addiction, save maybe a very sum few.
this is all just more towards the point. cognitive bias. you'll only hear what you wanna hear.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835434 - 09/13/13 02:00 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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You've got the best attitude on addiction I've ever seen. The McKenna quote earlier was fantastic
that was my quote. Have another sip! 
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st1llnox
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Masked]
#18835437 - 09/13/13 02:03 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Masked said:
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You've got the best attitude on addiction I've ever seen. The McKenna quote earlier was fantastic
that was my quote. Have another sip! 

Sorry, I was probably still under the influence when I read it.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835442 - 09/13/13 02:05 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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OR STILL.
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st1llnox
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: SeattleBlue]
#18835443 - 09/13/13 02:05 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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SeattleBlue said:
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st1llnox said: and perhaps the psychedelics I've yet to explore (including K and shrooms).
...Ketamine isnt a psychedelic
Not canonically, but it is a psychedelic of sorts. Also happens to be a dissociative but that's no matter. I may be off base here but look into Karl Jansen's revelations on it and such.
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IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835453 - 09/13/13 02:11 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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it's a psychedelic in the way that it shows you aspects of yourself that you might not see usually, sober; and giving you visual and auditory hallucinations, sure.
nothing wrong with the transcendence of words or a label. as long as it suits the definition of the idea being portrayed.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835489 - 09/13/13 02:34 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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stillnox,
I hope after tonight you quit DXM for at least a month. I'm rooting for you.

You just need to believe in yourself.
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lifeiswhatyoumake said: stillnox,
I hope after tonight you quit DXM for at least a month. I'm rooting for you.

You just need to believe in yourself.
Thanks man! Check out my new title under my name on the left. I'm shooting for *3* months
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IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma] 1
#18835566 - 09/13/13 03:29 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: you give drugs a bad name.
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He's not gonna quit the DXM or any equivalently damaging, indulgent behavior until something knocks him on his ass and forces him to slow down and respect his vessel and that may not come for a long time or ever. It's possible that conditions will arise that motivate him to actually want to behave differently, for instance if his liver were to pry its way out of his abdomen, jump to the ground, give a "See ya later, asshole!" and wriggle away into the night, but until that happens he hasn't sufficient incentive to do anything different. Respect for the wishes of a fellow Shroomerite and their prescription to 'avoid DXM for 2 months minimum' is a laughably insufficient incentive.
Absent sufficient incentive, why would he change when he has no reason to believe that different behavior patterns would be preferable to what he does presently all things considered? It's also not something he can choose because "choice" doesn't exist. He is acting each moment according to a propensity that is a result of every chain of causality that drives humans both individually and as a species to do what they do; there's Sociology in a nutshell.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Viveka]
#18835578 - 09/13/13 03:36 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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teamkiller said:
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akira_akuma said: you give drugs a bad name.
Welcome to my ignore list, teamkiller, not that you were good for anything before.
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Viveka said: He's not gonna quit the DXM or any equivalently damaging, indulgent behavior until something knocks him on his ass and forces him to slow down and respect his vessel and that may not come for a long time or ever. It's possible that conditions will arise that motivate him to actually want to behave differently, for instance if his liver were to pry its way out of his abdomen, jump to the ground, give a "See ya later, asshole!" and wriggle away into the night, but until that happens he hasn't sufficient incentive to do anything different. Respect for the wishes of a fellow Shroomerite and their prescription to 'avoid DXM for 2 months minimum' is a laughably insufficient incentive.
Absent sufficient incentive, why would he change when he has no reason to believe that different behavior patterns would be preferable to what he does presently all things considered? It's also not something he can choose because "choice" doesn't exist. He is acting each moment according to a propensity that is a result of every chain of causality that drives humans both individually and as a species to do what they do; there's Sociology in a nutshell.
Can we get over me already? I'll do whatever the fuck I want to do. Right now, I don't want to do a whole lot in the way of drugs except take Adderall and prepare to start back on research on October 1.
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IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Viveka
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835592 - 09/13/13 03:50 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Can we get over me already? I'll do whatever the fuck I want to do. Right now, I don't want to do a whole lot in the way of drugs except take Adderall and prepare to start back on research on October 1.
Right, that's exactly my point. And if something arises that causes you to believe that not doing DXM is preferable to doing it then you won't use it, otherwise you'll continue to use it. Everything is exactly is it is, the only way it could possibly be.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835593 - 09/13/13 03:51 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I shake my head.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Viveka]
#18835595 - 09/13/13 03:53 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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ok. we want to see it stop. that's the fucking over all point of all eternity in a nut shell.
so will you stop, or are we just gonna keep dancing, OP? oh well, guess we'll leave that up to God? or would you prefer you? mmm?
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma] 3
#18835608 - 09/13/13 04:09 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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how on earth does stilnox's fake ass "i'm addicted to dxm" posts get anything but scorn.
i don't think i've even seen him post a single interesting trip report.
can you image how annoying he'll be when he starts taking acid?
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: teamkiller]
#18835614 - 09/13/13 04:11 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I am the alpha and omega posts will start happening.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
#18835623 - 09/13/13 04:23 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: ok. we want to see it stop. that's the fucking over all point of all eternity in a nut shell.
so will you stop, or are we just gonna keep dancing, OP? oh well, guess we'll leave that up to God? or would you prefer you? mmm?
It doesn't matter in the slightest if we want to see it stop. People only do whatever they are sufficiently motivated to do. Other people on the internet wanting to see a person's behavior change isn't a sufficient motivator. The person in question pondering that maybe another behavior might be a good option isn't a sufficient motivator. Only significant pain, an event that forces change, or, if he's more fortunate, more subtle events and new conditions that lead him to believe that not abusing DXM is the way to go will cause this young fool to do anything else. The way it usually works for this sort of thing is that people have to get knocked on their ass before they'll change their behavior.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Viveka]
#18835626 - 09/13/13 04:28 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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yah, but that neglects the fact that WE WANT it to stop.
see what I did there. I repeated myself, again, to make a point about redundancy.
I just finished the first episode of season 7 Dexter. damn. shit is getting tense!
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