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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
#18834722 - 09/12/13 10:23 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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i like disassociatives on how you can project yourself into reality in a different way (never took DXM though, this is talking about MXE). i definitely see how you can change your personality or yourself for the better indulging once in a long while, but it goes both ways and can make you lose sight of your goals or what really is important.
drugs are weird man. its easier to focus on what you gotta do when you're sober but you have to reprogram yourself every single time you use drugs if you wanna keep your life going smoothly without any problems.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: mr sniffles]
#18834777 - 09/12/13 10:34 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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k3nnyw said: i like disassociatives on how you can project yourself into reality in a different way (never took DXM though, this is talking about MXE). i definitely see how you can change your personality or yourself for the better indulging once in a long while, but it goes both ways and can make you lose sight of your goals or what really is important.
drugs are weird man. its easier to focus on what you gotta do when you're sober but you have to reprogram yourself every single time you use drugs if you wanna keep your life going smoothly without any problems.
Gotta get to that tonight. Shroomery's distracting me, and DXM is going to be rare from here on out.
Post further on this in the "DXM rocks whether you like it or not" thread, our normal go-to place for DXM discussion. See you there, my friend!
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: TheMule73]
#18834807 - 09/12/13 10:42 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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TheMule73 said: edit: not saying that academic people can't have a career and do drugs, I'm saying that addicted people can't have successfully pursure an academic career while still doing the drug they are addicted to
Most people in college are addicted to one drug or another. Alcohol, tobacco, opiates, and amphetamines are the most common.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: nooneman]
#18834859 - 09/12/13 10:54 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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TheMule73 said: edit: not saying that academic people can't have a career and do drugs, I'm saying that addicted people can't have successfully pursure an academic career while still doing the drug they are addicted to
Most people in college are addicted to one drug or another. Alcohol, tobacco, opiates, and amphetamines are the most common.
Absolutely: my motivation in getting addiction out of my way was to clear a path to get on with my academics.
That said, I'm currently addicted to nicotine (e-cig) and am habituated to depend on amphetamine for productivity, but the latter is only a problem if I can't find a doctor who will dole it out since mine dropped me as a patient so I could research with him lol. (changing my story a little bit but I need this bit of ego-stroke)
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18834910 - 09/12/13 11:03 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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So one of the reasons you think DXM helped you is bc you beat your high score on tetris?
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InTiMiDaToRdInO said: So one of the reasons you think DXM helped you is bc you beat your high score on tetris?
Sort of. It made me open my mind to the possibility that it might have good attributes (which isn't to say its bad attributes may not outweigh the good ones!) that I had written off is all.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox] 4
#18834980 - 09/12/13 11:17 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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you give drugs a bad name.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
#18834987 - 09/12/13 11:19 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: you give drugs a bad name.
And you make shroomerites look like cannibalistic jerks. So?
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18834998 - 09/12/13 11:23 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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There's this game on the Google play store that tests your mental ability and it let's you keep multiple profiles, so I've set it up where I got a sober one and a stoned one. Interesting results.
I like keeping tabs on my gaming performances while under the influence of different drugs.
I had a tetris style game back when I had 2C-E and I would get further, it seemed as though I perceived the gameplay slower bc as you know those tetris type games speed up as you go along.
Music with DXM is great, definitely pay a lot of attention to how music changes under the influence of DXM even at low doses, preferably at low doses. High doses are more for laying with your eyes closed and watching and feeling and of course listening to music
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835005 - 09/12/13 11:25 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: you give drugs a bad name.
And you make shroomerites look like cannibalistic jerks. So?
Woa.. wait.. WHAT?
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835006 - 09/12/13 11:25 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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remember how you got known as this DXM junkie., it all started after everyone accepted you with open arms. remember that. this has nothing to do with the shroomery being one way or the other. this has to do with you going overboard. the shroomery doesn't like to see their own kind go overboard, and make us counter-culture types or smart-asses, look bad.
think of it this way, if you want... your UBER shroomy and UBER smart-ass, and UBER smart, guy...
*slurp*
stop abusing those god given gifts and act on those attributes instead of constantly nagging at people to be present in them, on the shroomery, of all places; a fucking internet forum!
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
#18835020 - 09/12/13 11:31 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: remember how you got known as this DXM junkie., it all started after everyone accepted you with open arms. remember that. this has nothing to do with the shroomery being one way or the other. this has to do with you going overboard. the shroomery doesn't like to see their own kind go overboard, and make us counter-culture types or smart-asses, look bad.
think of it this way, if you want... your UBER shroomy and UBER smart-ass, and UBER smart, guy...
*slurp*
stop abusing those god given gifts and act on those attributes instead of constantly nagging at people to be present in them, on the shroomery, of all places; a fucking internet forum!
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InTiMiDaToRdInO said: There's this game on the Google play store that tests your mental ability and it let's you keep multiple profiles, so I've set it up where I got a sober one and a stoned one. Interesting results.
I like keeping tabs on my gaming performances while under the influence of different drugs.
I had a tetris style game back when I had 2C-E and I would get further, it seemed as though I perceived the gameplay slower bc as you know those tetris type games speed up as you go along.
Music with DXM is great, definitely pay a lot of attention to how music changes under the influence of DXM even at low doses, preferably at low doses. High doses are more for laying with your eyes closed and watching and feeling and of course listening to music
Yes, but at the *highest* of doses one would reasonably ever endeavor to take, music (at least for me) becomes 3 dimensional, almost akin to how I intuitively saw the equations or formulas (not sure which is the right word) for the smoke wafting out of my bong whilst on Nitrous Oxide.
Would you link me the game? I'd be very curious to employ this in my own pursuits, although it's only useful to me if it shows you multiple areas, i.e. maybe his x and y are better on DXM, but his a, b, c and DEFINLTELY his z are way off, etc.
I suspect that the gains to be made by DXM are perfectly mollified or more by its tertiary effects.
I don't think I'm going to use it again enough, and particularly frequently enough, to be able to make any meaningful contribution on this question but it remains to be seen and I'd like to try out that game either way .
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akira_akuma said: remember how you got known as this DXM junkie., it all started after everyone accepted you with open arms. remember that. this has nothing to do with the shroomery being one way or the other. this has to do with you going overboard. the shroomery doesn't like to see their own kind go overboard, and make us counter-culture types or smart-asses, look bad.
think of it this way, if you want... your UBER shroomy and UBER smart-ass, and UBER smart, guy...
*slurp*
stop abusing those god given gifts and act on those attributes instead of constantly nagging at people to be present in them, on the shroomery, of all places; a fucking internet forum!

God damn it Akira, you're perfectly right . My confidence issues were brought to light in another thread, and I think getting a research gig starting this October should be enough for me to shut up (and if it's not I'll do it anyway, but there's no more ontological discomfort than fancying one's self as an intellectual and then finding one's self not only working at McDonalds but being sucked towards the Manger-in-Progress (i.e. Lifer????) track? IDK. I like McDonalds, but I have some personal issues that have been obviously affecting my personality that I will continue to work on.
I'll quit wasting this.
NO DXM FOR 3 MONTHS. Not just 2, but 3 and then when I return, unless I happen to solve whether P=NP over 4oz of Robitussin, I'm done.
Like tonight: I did DXM, but I just got high... didn't have much in the way of revelations or anything as DXM used to sometimes do for me. DXM is not worth doing just to get high.
3 months.
This will be a cakewalk with all the actually-fulfilling and productive distractions from DXM that are upcoming in my life. 
Thank you Akira. I don't fully understand your post but I get the gist.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835057 - 09/12/13 11:45 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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No offense, but when when SWIM did DXM, some seven or so years ago, he got the pure pure pills or whatever, and the LAST thing on his mind was posting on the internet. He was in some sort of robotic experiment, which in fact DID expand his mind..
LOL..
But, he knew that DXM caused Limp Dick Syndrome. So he only did it that once.
Even though SWIM still likes Whiskey
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2Experimental said: No offense, but when when SWIM did DXM, some seven or so years ago, he got the pure pure pills or whatever, and the LAST thing on his mind was posting on the internet. He was in some sort of robotic experiment, which in fact DID expand his mind..
LOL..
But, he knew that DXM caused Limp Dick Syndrome. So he only did it that once.
Even though SWIM still likes Whiskey
Are you using the "drugs-forum.com" theme on shroomery.org? It's spilling over 
It's mind expanding but I am starting to think I've gotten all that there is to be had from it and I don't want to waste time and brain cells being stubborn and trying to get it against odds.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835080 - 09/12/13 11:51 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well, at least you're not huffing gas and going scuba diving and shit. Or doing stupid shit like getting shitfaced and setting off very powerful fireworks,
But YES.
You should listen to yourself and quit fucking around.
This is your ONE LIFE. Don't LIVE A LIE
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835089 - 09/12/13 11:56 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Masked]
#18835094 - 09/12/13 11:57 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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