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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma] * 3
    #18834233 - 09/12/13 08:32 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

:facepalm:


'Nox, I just had a decent amount typed and then deleted, I just don't know where to start.

-You are a drug addict

-Your logic is as follows 'I acknowledged I have a problem. But now I am going to stop my problem, not stop all use mind you, but stop abusing the substance.'  .....well, how the fuck do you think you became addicted in the first place? By abusing the shit. How can you justify saying 'I am addicted, but will no longer abuse it, because I will stop doing the very thing which i proved I am not capable of doing--namely: abusing the drug'....ah, yes it's because of that druggie-logic of yours.

-Addicts who really want to stop don't say "I'll stop for a month."

-DXM is not enhancing your mind in any way.

You want to have a serious academic career? Then don't do DXM tonight. Or tmrw, or the next day, or in 2 months.

edit: not saying that academic people can't have a career and do drugs, I'm saying that addicted people can't have successfully pursure an academic career while still doing the drug they are addicted to.

This isn't me being a hater. This is me telling you how it is, because you need to hear it. And how it is, is you are acting like a fool. But now here is the kicker...Do you want to act like a fool? If so, then great, go for it! I don't care what anyone else does with their life, but don't try to pretend like you are being logical. For you are just being completely delusional. Sorry, man, it's the truth...


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: TheMule73]
    #18834251 - 09/12/13 08:36 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I don't have anything to add but DXM sucks


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: TheMule73]
    #18834297 - 09/12/13 08:47 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

TheMule73 said:
:facepalm:


'Nox, I just had a decent amount typed and then deleted, I just don't know where to start.

-You are a drug addict

-Your logic is as follows 'I acknowledged I have a problem. But now I am going to stop my problem, not stop all use mind you, but stop abusing the substance.'  .....well, how the fuck do you think you became addicted in the first place? By abusing the shit. How can you justify saying 'I am addicted, but will no longer abuse it, because I will stop doing the very thing which i proved I am not capable of doing--namely: abusing the drug'....ah, yes it's because of that druggie-logic of yours.

-Addicts who really want to stop don't say "I'll stop for a month."

-DXM is not enhancing your mind in any way.

You want to have a serious academic career? Then don't do DXM tonight. Or tmrw, or the next day, or in 2 months.

edit: not saying that academic people can't have a career and do drugs, I'm saying that addicted people can't have successfully pursure an academic career while still doing the drug they are addicted to.

This isn't me being a hater. This is me telling you how it is, because you need to hear it. And how it is, is you are acting like a fool. But now here is the kicker...Do you want to act like a fool? If so, then great, go for it! I don't care what anyone else does with their life, but don't try to pretend like you are being logical. For you are just being completely delusional. Sorry, man, it's the truth...




It was evident, even before you explicitly stated it, that your reply is in no way you being a hater.

Unfortunately, it is enhancing my mind... I'm just afraid that the VERY APPARENT TO MY CONCIOUS enhancements may carry with them COGNITIVE DEFICITS which I may gloss over owing to the glaring obviousness of the creativity DXM gives me (and it's uniquely telling that the first time I played Tetris, my favorite video game, whilst on DXM, I set broke my all-time high score...).

Please let me know anything further along these lines you may be willing to espouse or at least point me towards further reading. I cannot risk getting sucked into an addiction simply because it's fooling my psyche, and this is especially precarious given the good ideas I've had on DXM and the evidence such as my high score on Tetris being done on DXM... you know? Please help if you can.

That said, you guys may find that you have, amongst yourselves, the Karl S. Jansen of DXM. This is wildly speculative, and given that I hadn't tried DXM until AFTER all of my merits had been manifested (such as a scientific publication), I cannot say that DXM has done anything whatsoever to further myself as an intellectual.

We will see what tonight's experience brings. If it just gets me high, I might be bored of this stuff for good. If it precipitates good ideas as it so often does, though, I will have to keep a toe in the door.

THAT SAID, my addiction to this is at the forefront so I need to have hard-implemented limits, unfortunately. This includes not doing this more than once a month, if I even find evidence compelling me towards (ab)using this substance further.

Whatever the case, I've promised someone I respected 2 months and 2 months he shall have (my deepest apologies if this ought to have read "...she shall have...").


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834315 - 09/12/13 08:51 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Oh my.

Shorty:peace:


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox] * 5
    #18834326 - 09/12/13 08:52 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

st1llnox said:
Quote:

TheMule73 said:
:facepalm:


'Nox, I just had a decent amount typed and then deleted, I just don't know where to start.

-You are a drug addict

-Your logic is as follows 'I acknowledged I have a problem. But now I am going to stop my problem, not stop all use mind you, but stop abusing the substance.'  .....well, how the fuck do you think you became addicted in the first place? By abusing the shit. How can you justify saying 'I am addicted, but will no longer abuse it, because I will stop doing the very thing which i proved I am not capable of doing--namely: abusing the drug'....ah, yes it's because of that druggie-logic of yours.

-Addicts who really want to stop don't say "I'll stop for a month."

-DXM is not enhancing your mind in any way.

You want to have a serious academic career? Then don't do DXM tonight. Or tmrw, or the next day, or in 2 months.

edit: not saying that academic people can't have a career and do drugs, I'm saying that addicted people can't have successfully pursure an academic career while still doing the drug they are addicted to.

This isn't me being a hater. This is me telling you how it is, because you need to hear it. And how it is, is you are acting like a fool. But now here is the kicker...Do you want to act like a fool? If so, then great, go for it! I don't care what anyone else does with their life, but don't try to pretend like you are being logical. For you are just being completely delusional. Sorry, man, it's the truth...




It was evident, even before you explicitly stated it, that your reply is in no way you being a hater.

Unfortunately, it is enhancing my mind... I'm just afraid that the VERY APPARENT TO MY CONCIOUS enhancements may carry with them COGNITIVE DEFICITS which I may gloss over owing to the glaring obviousness of the creativity DXM gives me (and it's uniquely telling that the first time I played Tetris, my favorite video game, whilst on DXM, I set broke my all-time high score...).

Please let me know anything further along these lines you may be willing to espouse or at least point me towards further reading. I cannot risk getting sucked into an addiction simply because it's fooling my psyche, and this is especially precarious given the good ideas I've had on DXM and the evidence such as my high score on Tetris being done on DXM... you know? Please help if you can.

That said, you guys may find that you have, amongst yourselves, the Karl S. Jansen of DXM. This is wildly speculative, and given that I hadn't tried DXM until AFTER all of my merits had been manifested (such as a scientific publication), I cannot say that DXM has done anything whatsoever to further myself as an intellectual.

We will see what tonight's experience brings. If it just gets me high, I might be bored of this stuff for good. If it precipitates good ideas as it so often does, though, I will have to keep a toe in the door.

THAT SAID, my addiction to this is at the forefront so I need to have hard-implemented limits, unfortunately. This includes not doing this more than once a month, if I even find evidence compelling me towards (ab)using this substance further.

Whatever the case, I've promised someone I respected 2 months and 2 months he shall have (my deepest apologies if this ought to have read "...she shall have...").





Quoted in case of editing


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I want to become a sun worshipper, so next time an atheist smugly asks me where god is, I can point smugly at the sun and laugh my ass off.

Then I drive away in my solar powered piece of shit car, cool stuff man.

And then I go kill a bitch because the flaming orb in the sky told me to do so, and I don't know, oppress a few minorities here and there in the name of nuclear fusion?

Religion is fun.


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834342 - 09/12/13 08:56 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Here's the thing, dude. the only way to quit, as to accomplish anything at all in life, is to want to do it. If you want to quit DXM, you dont want to use said drug right now. You don't go "Booooooom, Bitch!" over it. you just don't.

now, that's fine nobody is blaming you for this, but, youre gonna have to get to that level if you want to solve your problem.

you can be an addict, but you can also be smart. DXM withdrawals arent even the worst


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834388 - 09/12/13 09:07 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

st1llnox said:...

"st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, and GABA"





:roulette:  . . . :peace:


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: vinsue]
    #18834392 - 09/12/13 09:08 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

fee said:
Quote:

st1llnox said:
Quote:

TheMule73 said:
:facepalm:


'Nox, I just had a decent amount typed and then deleted, I just don't know where to start.

-You are a drug addict

-Your logic is as follows 'I acknowledged I have a problem. But now I am going to stop my problem, not stop all use mind you, but stop abusing the substance.'  .....well, how the fuck do you think you became addicted in the first place? By abusing the shit. How can you justify saying 'I am addicted, but will no longer abuse it, because I will stop doing the very thing which i proved I am not capable of doing--namely: abusing the drug'....ah, yes it's because of that druggie-logic of yours.

-Addicts who really want to stop don't say "I'll stop for a month."

-DXM is not enhancing your mind in any way.

You want to have a serious academic career? Then don't do DXM tonight. Or tmrw, or the next day, or in 2 months.

edit: not saying that academic people can't have a career and do drugs, I'm saying that addicted people can't have successfully pursure an academic career while still doing the drug they are addicted to.

This isn't me being a hater. This is me telling you how it is, because you need to hear it. And how it is, is you are acting like a fool. But now here is the kicker...Do you want to act like a fool? If so, then great, go for it! I don't care what anyone else does with their life, but don't try to pretend like you are being logical. For you are just being completely delusional. Sorry, man, it's the truth...




It was evident, even before you explicitly stated it, that your reply is in no way you being a hater.

Unfortunately, it is enhancing my mind... I'm just afraid that the VERY APPARENT TO MY CONCIOUS enhancements may carry with them COGNITIVE DEFICITS which I may gloss over owing to the glaring obviousness of the creativity DXM gives me (and it's uniquely telling that the first time I played Tetris, my favorite video game, whilst on DXM, I set broke my all-time high score...).

Please let me know anything further along these lines you may be willing to espouse or at least point me towards further reading. I cannot risk getting sucked into an addiction simply because it's fooling my psyche, and this is especially precarious given the good ideas I've had on DXM and the evidence such as my high score on Tetris being done on DXM... you know? Please help if you can.

That said, you guys may find that you have, amongst yourselves, the Karl S. Jansen of DXM. This is wildly speculative, and given that I hadn't tried DXM until AFTER all of my merits had been manifested (such as a scientific publication), I cannot say that DXM has done anything whatsoever to further myself as an intellectual.

We will see what tonight's experience brings. If it just gets me high, I might be bored of this stuff for good. If it precipitates good ideas as it so often does, though, I will have to keep a toe in the door.

THAT SAID, my addiction to this is at the forefront so I need to have hard-implemented limits, unfortunately. This includes not doing this more than once a month, if I even find evidence compelling me towards (ab)using this substance further.

Whatever the case, I've promised someone I respected 2 months and 2 months he shall have (my deepest apologies if this ought to have read "...she shall have...").





Quoted in case of editing




Thanks, Fee. While I consider myself a person of integrity, addiction can pull the rug out from under this and I think I may have drunkenly espoused points that I may need to see sober tomorrow...
Quote:

vinsue said:
Quote:

st1llnox said:...

"st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, and GABA"





:roulette:  . . . :peace:




I was on the opioid-Kappa agonist, Kratom, as well... I simply haven't yet fixed my signature.


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st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom
Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: fee]
    #18834402 - 09/12/13 09:10 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Look dude if you're addicted and you're really gonna quit, you're gonna have to change a buncha shit in your life and that probably means being completely sober for a while, if not forever. Lest, other drugs will take you right back to your drug of choice. Either that or you'll replace DXM with another addiction. If all you want is a month or two sober, why even bother? Nothing will change.


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: abltsandwich]
    #18834433 - 09/12/13 09:18 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

abltsandwich said:
Look dude if you're addicted and you're really gonna quit, you're gonna have to change a buncha shit in your life and that probably means being completely sober for a while, if not forever. Lest, other drugs will take you right back to your drug of choice. Either that or you'll replace DXM with another addiction. If all you want is a month or two sober, why even bother? Nothing will change.





Thank you for wanting to help, but this seems not to be the case with my (largely paradoxically-brained) self (I'm someone who has responded inversely even to antihistamiens like Dimate[sp?] as a child, according to my mother).

Ever since I've been back on my Adderall, for instance, I've largely lost interest in "feeling" high, althought my frustration tonight led me to drink 4 shots of whiskey and ultimately rationalize a 300mg DXM trip. I'm evaluating this DXM trip in the context of whether its worth using DXM in the future though, so it's possible that this is a good thing.

thanks, whatever the case.

We seem to have opposite solutions to addiction, namely you removing psychoactives (presumably?) and me removing obstacles to intellectual stimulation (namely, widening my attention tunnel with Adderall to let in more stimulation).

Long-term, though, we'll see. The psychiatrist that dropped me so I could research with him (starting Oct. 1) claims a study has shown that ADHD-ers, at least adult ones, abuse rec. drugs less if treated for attention than if their attention is not addressed with Adderall, -finils, etc.

Drunk and speculating though. Take with a grain of salt tonight and with a pound of steel tomorrow if I wake up and find that the alchohol (and, in the last 12 minutes, DXM) hasn't adversely affected my thought-espousing. This last sentence has shown me it's time to do some Karl S. Jansen sensory deprivation and get off the shroomery before I decide the word "been" is weird again.... lol.


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Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834436 - 09/12/13 09:19 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

yeah dont take it if you're drunk...seems like this thread is asking for people to tell you not to get fucked up on DXM.


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: g00ru]
    #18834458 - 09/12/13 09:23 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

using words can be so fucking dumbshit insane, sometimes.


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma] * 2
    #18834466 - 09/12/13 09:25 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I thought you quit?

Junkie.


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: ThatKidWithTheFace] * 1
    #18834476 - 09/12/13 09:28 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Calling DXM addicts junkies is giving opiate addicts a bad name


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Magicman69]
    #18834478 - 09/12/13 09:28 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

he thinks he'll just be fine explaining that away with words, and pull the wool over the eyes of the collective shroomery.

ie, another junkie.
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Magicman69 said:
Calling DXM addicts junkies is giving opiate addicts a bad name



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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Magicman69]
    #18834504 - 09/12/13 09:35 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Magicman69 said:
Calling DXM addicts junkies is giving opiate addicts a bad name




Valid point. Sorry heroin heads.


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834510 - 09/12/13 09:37 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

It's always going to be "just this last time" unless you just decide to stop it all together. You're only fooling yourself if you think you can take it tonight and stop, even for just a month. Is this really what you want for the rest of your life? If it's not, then take a good long look in the mirror and realize that if you don't do something about it now, it may well be what you end up being for the rest of your life.

Of course this entire post is pointless and will be lost on you, as it was lost on me when I was still refusing to do something about my alcoholism.. You'll only change once you decide you've had enough and that you must change. Even then it will be a difficult road to travel and around every corner will be a new excuse/reason to go back to it. All I can promise you is that it gets easier with time. You just need to take the first steps and get your momentum up. A few days sober turns into a couple week sober, and that turns into a month sober faster than the first few days seemed to go by.

You can do it, everyone has the strength in them. You just have to want it bad enough.

Alcohol probably isn't the best idea when you're trying to go sober off anything.. It's more likely to just make you not care as much about using said drug. I honestly think you should give sobriety a shot for awhile, get sober, off everything so you can think clearly for once. If you think you can think clearly while still using all kinds of different drugs, again you're only fooling yourself.


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I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear.


You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Shroomslip]
    #18834668 - 09/12/13 10:12 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

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It's always going to be "just this last time" unless you just decide to stop it all together. You're only fooling yourself if you think you can take it tonight and stop, even for just a month. Is this really what you want for the rest of your life? If it's not, then take a good long look in the mirror and realize that if you don't do something about it now, it may well be what you end up being for the rest of your life.

Of course this entire post is pointless and will be lost on you, as it was lost on me when I was still refusing to do something about my alcoholism.. You'll only change once you decide you've had enough and that you must change. Even then it will be a difficult road to travel and around every corner will be a new excuse/reason to go back to it. All I can promise you is that it gets easier with time. You just need to take the first steps and get your momentum up. A few days sober turns into a couple week sober, and that turns into a month sober faster than the first few days seemed to go by.

You can do it, everyone has the strength in them. You just have to want it bad enough.

Alcohol probably isn't the best idea when you're trying to go sober off anything.. It's more likely to just make you not care as much about using said drug. I honestly think you should give sobriety a shot for awhile, get sober, off everything so you can think clearly for once. If you think you can think clearly while still using all kinds of different drugs, again you're only fooling yourself.






The alcohol was a bad idea period... I don't do well with alcohol, although I was prudent enough to only buy the "4 shot" bottle.



Again, I find myself wondering if I could be DXM's Karl S. Jansen or if I'm a DXM Ben in progress. I'm just going to have to see how this once a month thing goes, but even that adds up and I DO NOT LIKE THAT... I think MXE is more recreational than anything else, so I'm more inclined to move on to Ketamine to further explore the worthy aspects of DXM, which is to say the mind and metaprogramming.


The only last time for anything for me is the last time I smoked K2. That drug would have killed me and I will never touch it again. My problems with the (most intense) variants on that have made me very disinclined to try cocaine, meth, and heroin.


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834674 - 09/12/13 10:13 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

dude, you ARE Benning the fuck out right now.


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18834717 - 09/12/13 10:21 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

akira_akuma said:
dude, you ARE Benning the fuck out right now.




I'm making sure I stay open to this possibility. It will be very telling whether I make it to the month marker or not, but the evidence that this drug has done me some INCREDIBLE good (albeit potentially in the face of EVEN WORSE bad it's done to me...) is unequivocal.

Don't be afraid to call me on it if you keep seeing addiction's teeth marks in my calves, Akira. I understand that addiction will bias me as I proceed.


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st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom
Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
:crankey: IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! :awesomenod:
Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here :hug: :sun:


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