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Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!!
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I'll see what it brings me.
But given that I either am host to, or have played host to, a DXM addiction in the past (to be sure!!!), I'm not allowing myself to indulge in this substance again for at least one month.
That means it is completely off the table until October 12th, at which point I will be 12 days into my new research gig and we will see if it's worth it to me (although it could very well end up being, as long as I keep it to that one day a month, a nootropic substance--after all, I set my personal high score in Tetris whilst on DXM the first time I played the game on Robo...).
That is all, and let me be the first to welcome my slew of haters into this thread! 
I'm modeling my use of DXM in relation to my addiction based on another prominent shroomerite's who seems to have his DXM addiction in check, just so you all know. This extreme moderation should be conducive to ensuring DXM remains a potent mind-expander, rather than simply a stoned sensation (as it becomes rapidly when overused).
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18834008 - 09/12/13 07:52 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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good luck, have fun
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox] 5
#18834011 - 09/12/13 07:52 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Congratulations?
There's a forum for this, it's called ODD. You know, Other Drugs Discussion
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox] 2
#18834015 - 09/12/13 07:53 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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st1llnox said: I'll see what it brings me.
But given that I either am host to, or have played host to, a DXM addiction in the past (to be sure!!!), I'm not allowing myself to indulge in this substance again for at least one month.
That means it is completely off the table until October 12th, at which point I will be 12 days into my new research gig and we will see if it's worth it to me (although it could very well end up being, as long as I keep it to that one day a month, a nootropic substance--after all, I set my personal high score in Tetris whilst on DXM the first time I played the game on Robo...).
That is all, and let me be the first to welcome my slew of haters into this thread! 
I'm modeling my use of DXM in relation to my addiction based on another prominent shroomerite's who seems to have his DXM addiction in check, just so you all know. This extreme moderation should be conducive to ensuring DXM remains a potent mind-expander, rather than simply a stoned sensation (as it becomes rapidly when overused).
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Sheekle] 1
#18834026 - 09/12/13 07:56 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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wasted life, for wasted minds. lets keep on stupiding.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
#18834029 - 09/12/13 07:56 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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you said you were done yo
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: abltsandwich] 3
#18834032 - 09/12/13 07:57 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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abltsandwich said: Congratulations?
There's a forum for this, it's called ODD. You know, Other Drugs Discussion
I disagree, we don't want this shit posted in there. This is most definitely a pub topic.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: GEncore]
#18834041 - 09/12/13 07:58 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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volcomstoner said:
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abltsandwich said: Congratulations?
There's a forum for this, it's called ODD. You know, Other Drugs Discussion
I disagree, we don't want this shit posted in there. This is most definitely a pub topic.
goddamn
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GEncore said: you said you were done yo
is anyone ever done?
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18834043 - 09/12/13 07:58 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Have fun Noxman!
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: GEncore]
#18834044 - 09/12/13 07:59 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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abltsandwich said: Congratulations?
There's a forum for this, it's called ODD. You know, Other Drugs Discussion
I have ODD on my radar as a possible alternative to drugs-forum.com for my more in-depth pharmacological questions, but something this abstract--even about a drug--is well within the scope of the pub. Thanks anyway! 
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g00ru said: good luck, have fun 
Thanks, especially for sparing the potential shitstorm of "YOU ARE A GOD DAMN JUNKIE" that I may have set myself up for.
It will be a BIG deal if I can stick to this month thing, but that's all the more reason to stick to it, eh? 
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GEncore said: you said you were done yo
No, I said I'm done abusing it. Unfortunately, addiction is in the picture so it has to be a matter of extremely rigid frequency limitations rather than consciously deciding how often to do it. If it has lost it's utility to me as mind-expanding and nootropic, however, I am going to move on to Ketamine or MXE.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: volcomstoner] 7
#18834047 - 09/12/13 07:59 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I don't think this is even Pub-worthy. Maybe if it weren't one of billions of neurotic st1lln0x DXM threads.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox] 1
#18834059 - 09/12/13 08:02 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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st1llnox said: That is all, and let me be the first to welcome my slew of haters into this thread! 
I think the only hater here is yourself.
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/18825345#18825345
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akira_akuma
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this is my favorite type of thread. delusional.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18834063 - 09/12/13 08:03 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I wish I knew you in real life. You are a never ending source of entertainment.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Sheekle]
#18834066 - 09/12/13 08:04 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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OP try to aim for at least 2 months, 3 or more if you can (I know it's hard) I'm a dex head at heart. I've been using it for over 5 years give or take. Usually dosing 600mg - 1g twice a month and as much as 3 to 4 times a week in my binging days.
Recently I took a break for about 2 months then took 600mg and 2/5th of the magic came back.
Your situation could be different depending on your length of your use and your tolerance.
PM me if you have any other questions.
GL!
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luv dat addiction
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18834080 - 09/12/13 08:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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How many mg will you be taking?
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Wait, so you're taking it tonight and then saying you're gonna be done for a month? Or do I have that wrong?
If that is what you are going to do...then how about you start with tonight being the first day of that month without DXM?
Edited by TheMule73 (09/12/13 08:06 PM)
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: TheMule73] 8
#18834087 - 09/12/13 08:07 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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because, druggie logic.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: TheMule73]
#18834091 - 09/12/13 08:08 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: TheMule73] 5
#18834093 - 09/12/13 08:08 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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TheMule73 said: Wait, so you're taking it tonight and then saying you're gonna be done for a month? Or do I have that wrong?
If that is what you are going to do...then how about you start with tonight being the first day of that month without DXM?

Because he's really gonna take more in just a day or two.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: TheMule73]
#18834094 - 09/12/13 08:08 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm gonna quit smoking after this cigarette.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
#18834096 - 09/12/13 08:09 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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yeah its true. but there's no reason he couldn't still manage not to do it for a month. personally i think if it's a serious addiction you should stay away but, if you are going to do it at least do it right.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
#18834098 - 09/12/13 08:09 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Wow. Swim hasn't done DXM in over 7 years. And it didn't really expand his mind, only re-arrange it.
But I know why you want it, you crave it. It's not the same, it's going to mess up a real spiritual experience.
Mind expanding and spiritual are different realms.
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Stillnox I've said it twice, but I'll say it one more time. Seek a way to get some mushrooms, MDMA, LSD, Cactus anything but DXM. It will be better on your body and you will enjoy yourself much more!
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: jewunit]
#18834104 - 09/12/13 08:10 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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jewunit said: I'm gonna quit smoking after this cigarette.
Yeah me too, just this one more and I'm gonna quit. Oh and I'll be buying a new pack just every 2 weeks or so. I never said I was gonna quit smoking, I just said I wasn't gonna be a smoker anymore.
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sVs said: I don't think this is even Pub-worthy. Maybe if it weren't one of billions of neurotic st1lln0x DXM threads.
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abltsandwich said: Congratulations?
There's a forum for this, it's called ODD. You know, Other Drugs Discussion
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akira_akuma said: wasted life, for wasted minds. lets keep on stupiding.
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akira_akuma said: this is my favorite type of thread. delusional.
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akira_akuma said: luv dat addiction 
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MystiqueMushroom said:

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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox] 4
#18834108 - 09/12/13 08:11 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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st1llnox said:... the potential shitstorm of "YOU ARE A GOD DAMN JUNKIE"
Junkies abuse Junk. You are more of a Cough-ie... . . .
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: vinsue] 1
#18834110 - 09/12/13 08:12 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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akira_akuma
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Magicman69]
#18834114 - 09/12/13 08:13 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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nah, Mushrooms will just freak his mind even more, and we'll be seeing more of his delusional threads about his live devolving more into drug use and addiction.
it'll be like "I took mushrooms and it made me realize just how much DXM opens up the doorways of intellect in my mind, man. leads me down roads that i'd never think possible, but mushrooms just made me wanna sit in my own sputum!"
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akira_akuma
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: volcomstoner]
#18834120 - 09/12/13 08:13 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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volcomstoner said:
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TheMule73 said: Wait, so you're taking it tonight and then saying you're gonna be done for a month? Or do I have that wrong?
If that is what you are going to do...then how about you start with tonight being the first day of that month without DXM?

Because he's really gonna take more in just a day or two.
fucking 
PS: this is emoticon version of stillnox, look, it's the same fucking face he's making in his signature.
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Magicman69
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
#18834122 - 09/12/13 08:14 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Not if he took a gram or two he would feel amazing although with all the meds he take who knows
Edited by Magicman69 (09/12/13 08:14 PM)
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I honestly don't even know where to begin with this whole thread.
The title is great for it shows how excited you are to be getting your fix tonight.
And that's just the title. I could go on for hours.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: fee]
#18834134 - 09/12/13 08:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah, I'm done with this thread.


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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: fee] 3
#18834135 - 09/12/13 08:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm sensing a very long response
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akira_akuma
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Magicman69]
#18834141 - 09/12/13 08:17 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Magicman69 said: Not if he took a gram or two he would feel amazing although with all the meds he take who knows
depends on his point of view. from what I can see, he'd be dabbling in something his brain would simply not want to deal with.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Magicman69]
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Magicman69 said: I'm sensing a very long response

Waste of time.
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2Experimental said: Wow. Swim hasn't done DXM in over 7 years. And it didn't really expand his mind, only re-arrange it.
But I know why you want it, you crave it. It's not the same, it's going to mess up a real spiritual experience.
Mind expanding and spiritual are different realms.
LOL, Stillnox's future
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
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lets_drive_around said: OP try to aim for at least 2 months, 3 or more if you can (I know it's hard) I'm a dex head at heart. I've been using it for over 5 years give or take. Usually dosing 600mg - 1g twice a month and as much as 3 to 4 times a week in my binging days.
Recently I took a break for about 2 months then took 600mg and 2/5th of the magic came back.
Your situation could be different depending on your length of your use and your tolerance.
PM me if you have any other questions.
GL!

I will, at your request (as it is very much congruent with my well-being), shoot for not using DXM again until not October 12th but rather November 12th. You have a deal, my friend 
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TheMule73 said: Wait, so you're taking it tonight and then saying you're gonna be done for a month? Or do I have that wrong?
If that is what you are going to do...then how about you start with tonight being the first day of that month without DXM?

That's what I'm saying, although I'm bumping it up to 2 months as that is the healthy side to err on at another shroomerite's request. Tomorrow will be the first, besides the last 2-3 weeks without it (I lost track--I've been indulging in intellectual pursuits, although that may only be 1 week I've been doing that...).
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g00ru said: yeah its true. but there's no reason he couldn't still manage not to do it for a month. personally i think if it's a serious addiction you should stay away but, if you are going to do it at least do it right.
Said perfectly. DXM, as with MJ, is a drug where you lose the mind enhancing effects EXTREMELY rapidly if you overuse it so there is no benefit to be gained from using it more. Possibly once every 3 weeks ish rather than a month, but IDK.
I'm reading a neurology textbook right now and I need to fully grasp the implications of long-term upregulation before I can make a decision about this, so please be patient.
That said, there's nothing DXM has to offer anyone who uses it more than once a month and I'm going to stick to that.
Whoever said I'm going to do this again in 2 days needs to gingerly massage my dick head with his tongue.Quote:
akira_akuma said:
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volcomstoner said:
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TheMule73 said: Wait, so you're taking it tonight and then saying you're gonna be done for a month? Or do I have that wrong?
If that is what you are going to do...then how about you start with tonight being the first day of that month without DXM?

Because he's really gonna take more in just a day or two.
fucking 
PS: this is emoticon version of stillnox, look, it's the same fucking face he's making in his signature. 
What about me making the *datass* face?:

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akira_akuma said:
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2Experimental said: Wow. Swim hasn't done DXM in over 7 years. And it didn't really expand his mind, only re-arrange it.
But I know why you want it, you crave it. It's not the same, it's going to mess up a real spiritual experience.
Mind expanding and spiritual are different realms.
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If I'm wrong, please correct me and help me find the right path. Seriously!
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma] 3
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'Nox, I just had a decent amount typed and then deleted, I just don't know where to start.
-You are a drug addict
-Your logic is as follows 'I acknowledged I have a problem. But now I am going to stop my problem, not stop all use mind you, but stop abusing the substance.' .....well, how the fuck do you think you became addicted in the first place? By abusing the shit. How can you justify saying 'I am addicted, but will no longer abuse it, because I will stop doing the very thing which i proved I am not capable of doing--namely: abusing the drug'....ah, yes it's because of that druggie-logic of yours.
-Addicts who really want to stop don't say "I'll stop for a month."
-DXM is not enhancing your mind in any way.
You want to have a serious academic career? Then don't do DXM tonight. Or tmrw, or the next day, or in 2 months.
edit: not saying that academic people can't have a career and do drugs, I'm saying that addicted people can't have successfully pursure an academic career while still doing the drug they are addicted to.
This isn't me being a hater. This is me telling you how it is, because you need to hear it. And how it is, is you are acting like a fool. But now here is the kicker...Do you want to act like a fool? If so, then great, go for it! I don't care what anyone else does with their life, but don't try to pretend like you are being logical. For you are just being completely delusional. Sorry, man, it's the truth...
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: TheMule73]
#18834251 - 09/12/13 08:36 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I don't have anything to add but DXM sucks
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: TheMule73]
#18834297 - 09/12/13 08:47 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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TheMule73 said:

'Nox, I just had a decent amount typed and then deleted, I just don't know where to start.
-You are a drug addict
-Your logic is as follows 'I acknowledged I have a problem. But now I am going to stop my problem, not stop all use mind you, but stop abusing the substance.' .....well, how the fuck do you think you became addicted in the first place? By abusing the shit. How can you justify saying 'I am addicted, but will no longer abuse it, because I will stop doing the very thing which i proved I am not capable of doing--namely: abusing the drug'....ah, yes it's because of that druggie-logic of yours.
-Addicts who really want to stop don't say "I'll stop for a month."
-DXM is not enhancing your mind in any way.
You want to have a serious academic career? Then don't do DXM tonight. Or tmrw, or the next day, or in 2 months.
edit: not saying that academic people can't have a career and do drugs, I'm saying that addicted people can't have successfully pursure an academic career while still doing the drug they are addicted to.
This isn't me being a hater. This is me telling you how it is, because you need to hear it. And how it is, is you are acting like a fool. But now here is the kicker...Do you want to act like a fool? If so, then great, go for it! I don't care what anyone else does with their life, but don't try to pretend like you are being logical. For you are just being completely delusional. Sorry, man, it's the truth...
It was evident, even before you explicitly stated it, that your reply is in no way you being a hater.
Unfortunately, it is enhancing my mind... I'm just afraid that the VERY APPARENT TO MY CONCIOUS enhancements may carry with them COGNITIVE DEFICITS which I may gloss over owing to the glaring obviousness of the creativity DXM gives me (and it's uniquely telling that the first time I played Tetris, my favorite video game, whilst on DXM, I set broke my all-time high score...).
Please let me know anything further along these lines you may be willing to espouse or at least point me towards further reading. I cannot risk getting sucked into an addiction simply because it's fooling my psyche, and this is especially precarious given the good ideas I've had on DXM and the evidence such as my high score on Tetris being done on DXM... you know? Please help if you can.
That said, you guys may find that you have, amongst yourselves, the Karl S. Jansen of DXM. This is wildly speculative, and given that I hadn't tried DXM until AFTER all of my merits had been manifested (such as a scientific publication), I cannot say that DXM has done anything whatsoever to further myself as an intellectual.
We will see what tonight's experience brings. If it just gets me high, I might be bored of this stuff for good. If it precipitates good ideas as it so often does, though, I will have to keep a toe in the door.
THAT SAID, my addiction to this is at the forefront so I need to have hard-implemented limits, unfortunately. This includes not doing this more than once a month, if I even find evidence compelling me towards (ab)using this substance further.
Whatever the case, I've promised someone I respected 2 months and 2 months he shall have (my deepest apologies if this ought to have read "...she shall have...").
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox] 5
#18834326 - 09/12/13 08:52 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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st1llnox said:
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TheMule73 said:

'Nox, I just had a decent amount typed and then deleted, I just don't know where to start.
-You are a drug addict
-Your logic is as follows 'I acknowledged I have a problem. But now I am going to stop my problem, not stop all use mind you, but stop abusing the substance.' .....well, how the fuck do you think you became addicted in the first place? By abusing the shit. How can you justify saying 'I am addicted, but will no longer abuse it, because I will stop doing the very thing which i proved I am not capable of doing--namely: abusing the drug'....ah, yes it's because of that druggie-logic of yours.
-Addicts who really want to stop don't say "I'll stop for a month."
-DXM is not enhancing your mind in any way.
You want to have a serious academic career? Then don't do DXM tonight. Or tmrw, or the next day, or in 2 months.
edit: not saying that academic people can't have a career and do drugs, I'm saying that addicted people can't have successfully pursure an academic career while still doing the drug they are addicted to.
This isn't me being a hater. This is me telling you how it is, because you need to hear it. And how it is, is you are acting like a fool. But now here is the kicker...Do you want to act like a fool? If so, then great, go for it! I don't care what anyone else does with their life, but don't try to pretend like you are being logical. For you are just being completely delusional. Sorry, man, it's the truth...
It was evident, even before you explicitly stated it, that your reply is in no way you being a hater.
Unfortunately, it is enhancing my mind... I'm just afraid that the VERY APPARENT TO MY CONCIOUS enhancements may carry with them COGNITIVE DEFICITS which I may gloss over owing to the glaring obviousness of the creativity DXM gives me (and it's uniquely telling that the first time I played Tetris, my favorite video game, whilst on DXM, I set broke my all-time high score...).
Please let me know anything further along these lines you may be willing to espouse or at least point me towards further reading. I cannot risk getting sucked into an addiction simply because it's fooling my psyche, and this is especially precarious given the good ideas I've had on DXM and the evidence such as my high score on Tetris being done on DXM... you know? Please help if you can.
That said, you guys may find that you have, amongst yourselves, the Karl S. Jansen of DXM. This is wildly speculative, and given that I hadn't tried DXM until AFTER all of my merits had been manifested (such as a scientific publication), I cannot say that DXM has done anything whatsoever to further myself as an intellectual.
We will see what tonight's experience brings. If it just gets me high, I might be bored of this stuff for good. If it precipitates good ideas as it so often does, though, I will have to keep a toe in the door.
THAT SAID, my addiction to this is at the forefront so I need to have hard-implemented limits, unfortunately. This includes not doing this more than once a month, if I even find evidence compelling me towards (ab)using this substance further.
Whatever the case, I've promised someone I respected 2 months and 2 months he shall have (my deepest apologies if this ought to have read "...she shall have...").
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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Here's the thing, dude. the only way to quit, as to accomplish anything at all in life, is to want to do it. If you want to quit DXM, you dont want to use said drug right now. You don't go "Booooooom, Bitch!" over it. you just don't.
now, that's fine nobody is blaming you for this, but, youre gonna have to get to that level if you want to solve your problem.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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"st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, and GABA"
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: vinsue]
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fee said:
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st1llnox said:
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TheMule73 said:

'Nox, I just had a decent amount typed and then deleted, I just don't know where to start.
-You are a drug addict
-Your logic is as follows 'I acknowledged I have a problem. But now I am going to stop my problem, not stop all use mind you, but stop abusing the substance.' .....well, how the fuck do you think you became addicted in the first place? By abusing the shit. How can you justify saying 'I am addicted, but will no longer abuse it, because I will stop doing the very thing which i proved I am not capable of doing--namely: abusing the drug'....ah, yes it's because of that druggie-logic of yours.
-Addicts who really want to stop don't say "I'll stop for a month."
-DXM is not enhancing your mind in any way.
You want to have a serious academic career? Then don't do DXM tonight. Or tmrw, or the next day, or in 2 months.
edit: not saying that academic people can't have a career and do drugs, I'm saying that addicted people can't have successfully pursure an academic career while still doing the drug they are addicted to.
This isn't me being a hater. This is me telling you how it is, because you need to hear it. And how it is, is you are acting like a fool. But now here is the kicker...Do you want to act like a fool? If so, then great, go for it! I don't care what anyone else does with their life, but don't try to pretend like you are being logical. For you are just being completely delusional. Sorry, man, it's the truth...
It was evident, even before you explicitly stated it, that your reply is in no way you being a hater.
Unfortunately, it is enhancing my mind... I'm just afraid that the VERY APPARENT TO MY CONCIOUS enhancements may carry with them COGNITIVE DEFICITS which I may gloss over owing to the glaring obviousness of the creativity DXM gives me (and it's uniquely telling that the first time I played Tetris, my favorite video game, whilst on DXM, I set broke my all-time high score...).
Please let me know anything further along these lines you may be willing to espouse or at least point me towards further reading. I cannot risk getting sucked into an addiction simply because it's fooling my psyche, and this is especially precarious given the good ideas I've had on DXM and the evidence such as my high score on Tetris being done on DXM... you know? Please help if you can.
That said, you guys may find that you have, amongst yourselves, the Karl S. Jansen of DXM. This is wildly speculative, and given that I hadn't tried DXM until AFTER all of my merits had been manifested (such as a scientific publication), I cannot say that DXM has done anything whatsoever to further myself as an intellectual.
We will see what tonight's experience brings. If it just gets me high, I might be bored of this stuff for good. If it precipitates good ideas as it so often does, though, I will have to keep a toe in the door.
THAT SAID, my addiction to this is at the forefront so I need to have hard-implemented limits, unfortunately. This includes not doing this more than once a month, if I even find evidence compelling me towards (ab)using this substance further.
Whatever the case, I've promised someone I respected 2 months and 2 months he shall have (my deepest apologies if this ought to have read "...she shall have...").
Quoted in case of editing
Thanks, Fee. While I consider myself a person of integrity, addiction can pull the rug out from under this and I think I may have drunkenly espoused points that I may need to see sober tomorrow...Quote:
vinsue said:
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"st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, and GABA"
. . . 
I was on the opioid-Kappa agonist, Kratom, as well... I simply haven't yet fixed my signature.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: fee]
#18834402 - 09/12/13 09:10 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Look dude if you're addicted and you're really gonna quit, you're gonna have to change a buncha shit in your life and that probably means being completely sober for a while, if not forever. Lest, other drugs will take you right back to your drug of choice. Either that or you'll replace DXM with another addiction. If all you want is a month or two sober, why even bother? Nothing will change.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: abltsandwich]
#18834433 - 09/12/13 09:18 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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abltsandwich said: Look dude if you're addicted and you're really gonna quit, you're gonna have to change a buncha shit in your life and that probably means being completely sober for a while, if not forever. Lest, other drugs will take you right back to your drug of choice. Either that or you'll replace DXM with another addiction. If all you want is a month or two sober, why even bother? Nothing will change.
Thank you for wanting to help, but this seems not to be the case with my (largely paradoxically-brained) self (I'm someone who has responded inversely even to antihistamiens like Dimate[sp?] as a child, according to my mother).
Ever since I've been back on my Adderall, for instance, I've largely lost interest in "feeling" high, althought my frustration tonight led me to drink 4 shots of whiskey and ultimately rationalize a 300mg DXM trip. I'm evaluating this DXM trip in the context of whether its worth using DXM in the future though, so it's possible that this is a good thing.
thanks, whatever the case.
We seem to have opposite solutions to addiction, namely you removing psychoactives (presumably?) and me removing obstacles to intellectual stimulation (namely, widening my attention tunnel with Adderall to let in more stimulation).
Long-term, though, we'll see. The psychiatrist that dropped me so I could research with him (starting Oct. 1) claims a study has shown that ADHD-ers, at least adult ones, abuse rec. drugs less if treated for attention than if their attention is not addressed with Adderall, -finils, etc.
Drunk and speculating though. Take with a grain of salt tonight and with a pound of steel tomorrow if I wake up and find that the alchohol (and, in the last 12 minutes, DXM) hasn't adversely affected my thought-espousing. This last sentence has shown me it's time to do some Karl S. Jansen sensory deprivation and get off the shroomery before I decide the word "been" is weird again.... lol.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18834436 - 09/12/13 09:19 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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yeah dont take it if you're drunk...seems like this thread is asking for people to tell you not to get fucked up on DXM.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: g00ru]
#18834458 - 09/12/13 09:23 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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using words can be so fucking dumbshit insane, sometimes.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma] 2
#18834466 - 09/12/13 09:25 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I thought you quit?
Junkie.
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Calling DXM addicts junkies is giving opiate addicts a bad name
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Magicman69]
#18834478 - 09/12/13 09:28 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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he thinks he'll just be fine explaining that away with words, and pull the wool over the eyes of the collective shroomery.
ie, another junkie.Quote:
Magicman69 said: Calling DXM addicts junkies is giving opiate addicts a bad name
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Magicman69]
#18834504 - 09/12/13 09:35 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Magicman69 said: Calling DXM addicts junkies is giving opiate addicts a bad name
Valid point. Sorry heroin heads.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18834510 - 09/12/13 09:37 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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It's always going to be "just this last time" unless you just decide to stop it all together. You're only fooling yourself if you think you can take it tonight and stop, even for just a month. Is this really what you want for the rest of your life? If it's not, then take a good long look in the mirror and realize that if you don't do something about it now, it may well be what you end up being for the rest of your life.
Of course this entire post is pointless and will be lost on you, as it was lost on me when I was still refusing to do something about my alcoholism.. You'll only change once you decide you've had enough and that you must change. Even then it will be a difficult road to travel and around every corner will be a new excuse/reason to go back to it. All I can promise you is that it gets easier with time. You just need to take the first steps and get your momentum up. A few days sober turns into a couple week sober, and that turns into a month sober faster than the first few days seemed to go by.
You can do it, everyone has the strength in them. You just have to want it bad enough.
Alcohol probably isn't the best idea when you're trying to go sober off anything.. It's more likely to just make you not care as much about using said drug. I honestly think you should give sobriety a shot for awhile, get sober, off everything so you can think clearly for once. If you think you can think clearly while still using all kinds of different drugs, again you're only fooling yourself.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Shroomslip]
#18834668 - 09/12/13 10:12 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Shroomslip said: It's always going to be "just this last time" unless you just decide to stop it all together. You're only fooling yourself if you think you can take it tonight and stop, even for just a month. Is this really what you want for the rest of your life? If it's not, then take a good long look in the mirror and realize that if you don't do something about it now, it may well be what you end up being for the rest of your life.
Of course this entire post is pointless and will be lost on you, as it was lost on me when I was still refusing to do something about my alcoholism.. You'll only change once you decide you've had enough and that you must change. Even then it will be a difficult road to travel and around every corner will be a new excuse/reason to go back to it. All I can promise you is that it gets easier with time. You just need to take the first steps and get your momentum up. A few days sober turns into a couple week sober, and that turns into a month sober faster than the first few days seemed to go by.
You can do it, everyone has the strength in them. You just have to want it bad enough.
Alcohol probably isn't the best idea when you're trying to go sober off anything.. It's more likely to just make you not care as much about using said drug. I honestly think you should give sobriety a shot for awhile, get sober, off everything so you can think clearly for once. If you think you can think clearly while still using all kinds of different drugs, again you're only fooling yourself.
The alcohol was a bad idea period... I don't do well with alcohol, although I was prudent enough to only buy the "4 shot" bottle.
Again, I find myself wondering if I could be DXM's Karl S. Jansen or if I'm a DXM Ben in progress. I'm just going to have to see how this once a month thing goes, but even that adds up and I DO NOT LIKE THAT... I think MXE is more recreational than anything else, so I'm more inclined to move on to Ketamine to further explore the worthy aspects of DXM, which is to say the mind and metaprogramming.
The only last time for anything for me is the last time I smoked K2. That drug would have killed me and I will never touch it again. My problems with the (most intense) variants on that have made me very disinclined to try cocaine, meth, and heroin.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
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akira_akuma said: dude, you ARE Benning the fuck out right now.
I'm making sure I stay open to this possibility. It will be very telling whether I make it to the month marker or not, but the evidence that this drug has done me some INCREDIBLE good (albeit potentially in the face of EVEN WORSE bad it's done to me...) is unequivocal.
Don't be afraid to call me on it if you keep seeing addiction's teeth marks in my calves, Akira. I understand that addiction will bias me as I proceed.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
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i like disassociatives on how you can project yourself into reality in a different way (never took DXM though, this is talking about MXE). i definitely see how you can change your personality or yourself for the better indulging once in a long while, but it goes both ways and can make you lose sight of your goals or what really is important.
drugs are weird man. its easier to focus on what you gotta do when you're sober but you have to reprogram yourself every single time you use drugs if you wanna keep your life going smoothly without any problems.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: mr sniffles]
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k3nnyw said: i like disassociatives on how you can project yourself into reality in a different way (never took DXM though, this is talking about MXE). i definitely see how you can change your personality or yourself for the better indulging once in a long while, but it goes both ways and can make you lose sight of your goals or what really is important.
drugs are weird man. its easier to focus on what you gotta do when you're sober but you have to reprogram yourself every single time you use drugs if you wanna keep your life going smoothly without any problems.
Gotta get to that tonight. Shroomery's distracting me, and DXM is going to be rare from here on out.
Post further on this in the "DXM rocks whether you like it or not" thread, our normal go-to place for DXM discussion. See you there, my friend!
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: TheMule73]
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TheMule73 said: edit: not saying that academic people can't have a career and do drugs, I'm saying that addicted people can't have successfully pursure an academic career while still doing the drug they are addicted to
Most people in college are addicted to one drug or another. Alcohol, tobacco, opiates, and amphetamines are the most common.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: nooneman]
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TheMule73 said: edit: not saying that academic people can't have a career and do drugs, I'm saying that addicted people can't have successfully pursure an academic career while still doing the drug they are addicted to
Most people in college are addicted to one drug or another. Alcohol, tobacco, opiates, and amphetamines are the most common.
Absolutely: my motivation in getting addiction out of my way was to clear a path to get on with my academics.
That said, I'm currently addicted to nicotine (e-cig) and am habituated to depend on amphetamine for productivity, but the latter is only a problem if I can't find a doctor who will dole it out since mine dropped me as a patient so I could research with him lol. (changing my story a little bit but I need this bit of ego-stroke)
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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So one of the reasons you think DXM helped you is bc you beat your high score on tetris?
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Sort of. It made me open my mind to the possibility that it might have good attributes (which isn't to say its bad attributes may not outweigh the good ones!) that I had written off is all.
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you give drugs a bad name.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
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akira_akuma said: you give drugs a bad name.
And you make shroomerites look like cannibalistic jerks. So?
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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There's this game on the Google play store that tests your mental ability and it let's you keep multiple profiles, so I've set it up where I got a sober one and a stoned one. Interesting results.
I like keeping tabs on my gaming performances while under the influence of different drugs.
I had a tetris style game back when I had 2C-E and I would get further, it seemed as though I perceived the gameplay slower bc as you know those tetris type games speed up as you go along.
Music with DXM is great, definitely pay a lot of attention to how music changes under the influence of DXM even at low doses, preferably at low doses. High doses are more for laying with your eyes closed and watching and feeling and of course listening to music
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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And you make shroomerites look like cannibalistic jerks. So?
Woa.. wait.. WHAT?
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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remember how you got known as this DXM junkie., it all started after everyone accepted you with open arms. remember that. this has nothing to do with the shroomery being one way or the other. this has to do with you going overboard. the shroomery doesn't like to see their own kind go overboard, and make us counter-culture types or smart-asses, look bad.
think of it this way, if you want... your UBER shroomy and UBER smart-ass, and UBER smart, guy...
*slurp*
stop abusing those god given gifts and act on those attributes instead of constantly nagging at people to be present in them, on the shroomery, of all places; a fucking internet forum!
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
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akira_akuma said: remember how you got known as this DXM junkie., it all started after everyone accepted you with open arms. remember that. this has nothing to do with the shroomery being one way or the other. this has to do with you going overboard. the shroomery doesn't like to see their own kind go overboard, and make us counter-culture types or smart-asses, look bad.
think of it this way, if you want... your UBER shroomy and UBER smart-ass, and UBER smart, guy...
*slurp*
stop abusing those god given gifts and act on those attributes instead of constantly nagging at people to be present in them, on the shroomery, of all places; a fucking internet forum!
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InTiMiDaToRdInO said: There's this game on the Google play store that tests your mental ability and it let's you keep multiple profiles, so I've set it up where I got a sober one and a stoned one. Interesting results.
I like keeping tabs on my gaming performances while under the influence of different drugs.
I had a tetris style game back when I had 2C-E and I would get further, it seemed as though I perceived the gameplay slower bc as you know those tetris type games speed up as you go along.
Music with DXM is great, definitely pay a lot of attention to how music changes under the influence of DXM even at low doses, preferably at low doses. High doses are more for laying with your eyes closed and watching and feeling and of course listening to music
Yes, but at the *highest* of doses one would reasonably ever endeavor to take, music (at least for me) becomes 3 dimensional, almost akin to how I intuitively saw the equations or formulas (not sure which is the right word) for the smoke wafting out of my bong whilst on Nitrous Oxide.
Would you link me the game? I'd be very curious to employ this in my own pursuits, although it's only useful to me if it shows you multiple areas, i.e. maybe his x and y are better on DXM, but his a, b, c and DEFINLTELY his z are way off, etc.
I suspect that the gains to be made by DXM are perfectly mollified or more by its tertiary effects.
I don't think I'm going to use it again enough, and particularly frequently enough, to be able to make any meaningful contribution on this question but it remains to be seen and I'd like to try out that game either way .
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akira_akuma said: remember how you got known as this DXM junkie., it all started after everyone accepted you with open arms. remember that. this has nothing to do with the shroomery being one way or the other. this has to do with you going overboard. the shroomery doesn't like to see their own kind go overboard, and make us counter-culture types or smart-asses, look bad.
think of it this way, if you want... your UBER shroomy and UBER smart-ass, and UBER smart, guy...
*slurp*
stop abusing those god given gifts and act on those attributes instead of constantly nagging at people to be present in them, on the shroomery, of all places; a fucking internet forum!

God damn it Akira, you're perfectly right . My confidence issues were brought to light in another thread, and I think getting a research gig starting this October should be enough for me to shut up (and if it's not I'll do it anyway, but there's no more ontological discomfort than fancying one's self as an intellectual and then finding one's self not only working at McDonalds but being sucked towards the Manger-in-Progress (i.e. Lifer????) track? IDK. I like McDonalds, but I have some personal issues that have been obviously affecting my personality that I will continue to work on.
I'll quit wasting this.
NO DXM FOR 3 MONTHS. Not just 2, but 3 and then when I return, unless I happen to solve whether P=NP over 4oz of Robitussin, I'm done.
Like tonight: I did DXM, but I just got high... didn't have much in the way of revelations or anything as DXM used to sometimes do for me. DXM is not worth doing just to get high.
3 months.
This will be a cakewalk with all the actually-fulfilling and productive distractions from DXM that are upcoming in my life. 
Thank you Akira. I don't fully understand your post but I get the gist.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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No offense, but when when SWIM did DXM, some seven or so years ago, he got the pure pure pills or whatever, and the LAST thing on his mind was posting on the internet. He was in some sort of robotic experiment, which in fact DID expand his mind..
LOL..
But, he knew that DXM caused Limp Dick Syndrome. So he only did it that once.
Even though SWIM still likes Whiskey
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2Experimental said: No offense, but when when SWIM did DXM, some seven or so years ago, he got the pure pure pills or whatever, and the LAST thing on his mind was posting on the internet. He was in some sort of robotic experiment, which in fact DID expand his mind..
LOL..
But, he knew that DXM caused Limp Dick Syndrome. So he only did it that once.
Even though SWIM still likes Whiskey
Are you using the "drugs-forum.com" theme on shroomery.org? It's spilling over 
It's mind expanding but I am starting to think I've gotten all that there is to be had from it and I don't want to waste time and brain cells being stubborn and trying to get it against odds.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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Well, at least you're not huffing gas and going scuba diving and shit. Or doing stupid shit like getting shitfaced and setting off very powerful fireworks,
But YES.
You should listen to yourself and quit fucking around.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Masked]
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misquote I was trying to reply to Sheekle in another thread. what I MEANT to say was
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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Or doing stupid shit like getting shitfaced and setting off very powerful fireworks,
wait a minute. how is this stupid?
getting shit faced and making a fool of yourself and getting into fisticuffs for no reason, that's stupid.
setting off fireworks and shit, drunk, is awesome.
i bet you've gotten shitfaced before and sat alone in your room blubbering for some company, haven't you? now that is some stupid shit.
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BOOM, BITCH!!! MESCALINE this weekend. (I'll see what it brings me...
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
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i bet you've gotten shitfaced before and sat alone in your room blubbering for some company, haven't you? now that is some stupid shit.
Actually no, but it's pretty interesting to see you try and paint your own shortcomings onto me.
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I've never done that, but I've been close. never blubbering though. that was an over exaggeration. i wouldn't call it a short coming either. a minor stipulation of drinking alone. you want some company; it's only natural.
i think you're projecting your shortcomings, however.
people having fun, drunk, is stupid?
i dunno man. seems like you're just lacking in the area of "fun".
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akira_akuma said: I've never done that, but I've been close. never blubbering though. that was an over exaggeration. i wouldn't call it a short coming either. a minor stipulation of drinking alone. you want some company; it's only natural.
i think you're projecting your shortcomings, however.
people having fun, drunk, is stupid?
i dunno man. seems like you're just lacking in the area of "fun".
It is always fun for me to bait, line and sinker a troll.
But actually( true stories) when I drink by myself I want to BE by myself. I don't want to be around anyone else, escept myself, and my awesomeness.
When I am drinking by myself, it pisses me off when people call me up, come over to visit or whatever. I want to be drunk by myself if that's what I'm doing!
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starfire_xes said: BOOM, BITCH!!! MESCALINE this weekend. (I'll see what it brings me... 
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i bet you've gotten shitfaced before and sat alone in your room blubbering for some company, haven't you? now that is some stupid shit.
Actually no, but it's pretty interesting to see you try and paint your own shortcomings onto me.
Akira's far from perfect and has a handshake like sandpaper when it comes to talking to him on here sometimes, but give him some credence when it's deserved, eh? Not that he's necessarily right this time, of course! I anticipate it will be months before people realize I'm not carrying on as I was the last few months, in a drugged up stupor, for instance.
I think you do need some fun though. Why don't you drink alone? It is fun, and you can always hop in tinychat.com/dtchat for some live Shroomery company!
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
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nasty joke of the night...cringe worthy...like SAVAGE. beware.
Q. Why are babies so special?
A. They are the only thing you can fuck and recieve a blowjob from at the same time
Q. Why do black people have white palms?
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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st1llnox said: Why don't you drink alone?
Great post, BTW... and I DO drink alone, ( see above post)
Also, I don't know what kind of DXM you have but when SWIm did it 7 years ago he was hardly able to walk.;
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akira_akuma said: I've never done that, but I've been close. never blubbering though. that was an over exaggeration. i wouldn't call it a short coming either. a minor stipulation of drinking alone. you want some company; it's only natural.
i think you're projecting your shortcomings, however.
people having fun, drunk, is stupid?
i dunno man. seems like you're just lacking in the area of "fun".
It is always fun for me to bait, line and sinker a troll.
But actually( true stories) when I drink by myself I want to BE by myself. I don't want to be around anyone else, escept myself, and my awesomeness.
When I am drinking by myself, it pisses me off when people call me up, come over to visit or whatever. I want to be drunk by myself if that's what I'm doing!
well, you equate having fun drunk as being stupid, so i can only assume that when you're drinking by your awesome self, that you're being incredibly stupid.
hook, line and sinker. 
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Akira's far from perfect and has a handshake like sandpaper when it comes to talking to him on here sometimes, but give him some credence when it's deserved, eh? 
it's not like i was saying he was being sad or anything, if he were to have read my post.
i was just asking why he was so hostile towards having fun.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
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Q. Why are babies so special?
A. They are the only thing you can fuck and recieve a blowjob from at the same time
Q. Why do black people have white palms?
A. There's a little good in everyone 
You should see the real-life datass grin I have on right now... hehehehe 
Masked, think I can do my 3 months of DXM? You really helped me a lot and invested a lot of time and posts in my issues, so I'm really curious. Your encouragement would mean a lot too, although don't lie if you don't think I can do it. 
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Great post, BTW... and I DO drink alone, ( see above post)
Also, I don't know what kind of DXM you have but when SWIm did it 7 years ago he was hardly able to walk.; 
I may be jumping the gun, but DXM was a brief--but *intense*--infatuation for me due to it's quasipsychedlic properties, but those seem to have largely diminished with use, particularly overuse.
And yeah, looks like you got your shit watertight so don't let Akira poke any new holes for ya (although he's a good guy I will now contend, just goes out of his way to play the asshole and sometimes does it when it isn't actually right hehe).
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akira_akuma said: I've never done that, but I've been close. never blubbering though. that was an over exaggeration. i wouldn't call it a short coming either. a minor stipulation of drinking alone. you want some company; it's only natural.
i think you're projecting your shortcomings, however.
people having fun, drunk, is stupid?
i dunno man. seems like you're just lacking in the area of "fun".
It is always fun for me to bait, line and sinker a troll.
But actually( true stories) when I drink by myself I want to BE by myself. I don't want to be around anyone else, escept myself, and my awesomeness.
When I am drinking by myself, it pisses me off when people call me up, come over to visit or whatever. I want to be drunk by myself if that's what I'm doing!
well, you equate having fun drunk as being stupid, so i can only assume that when you're drinking by your awesome self, that you're being incredibly stupid.
hook, line and sinker. 
Also, Akira... shut up and be nice. You two need to hug this out.
In fact, bunnyhug this out.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
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You must know it all. OH WISE ONE!
Notice I never said hook..
Haha. 
Anyways, have fun with that , for now. For I shall return, unless I choke on my own tongue, which is possible.
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ok, you never said hook. i did. because I WIN.

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Also, Akira... shut up and be nice.
no one's ever told me that before.
i ... i think I've had a revelation. i ... am an asshole.
MUAHAHAHAHA edgy
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2Experimental said: You must know it all. OH WISE ONE!
Notice I never said hook..
Haha. 
Anyways, have fun with that , for now. For I shall return, unless I choke on my own tongue, which is possible. 
BUNNY HUG IT OUT GOD DAMN IT
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Masked]
#18835216 - 09/13/13 12:31 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Alcohol will cancel out a lot of the "mind-expanding" (NMDA) effects being as it releases GABA.
Like I said before I don't think you've done all of your homework.
You like to do DXM. Its a drug you find fun. Whether or not you're an "addict" depends on your definition only.
And also, Your troubles with spice could have so easily be in your head. Most cannabinoids are some of the most panic-inducing psychoactives known. Combined with the fact that you have a presumption that the cannabinoids are possibly toxic sounds like a recipe for horror on your psyche to me.
When you don't have the presumption (and it helps to be working with the pure chemical and make your own blend x1000 for dosage issues) you only have to worry about issues with addiction. Which can be caused to a similar, but less extent with weed too. And much easier with strong concentrates like oil. Some are stronger agonists than the naturals but we don't know the effects yet. But negative thoughts perpetuate themselves. As should negative presumptions.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
#18835217 - 09/13/13 12:32 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You win what?
Think about it brah
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pcplease said: Alcohol will cancel out a lot of the "mind-expanding" (NMDA) effects being as it releases GABA.
Like I said before I don't think you've done all of your homework.
You like to do DXM. Its a drug you find fun. Whether or not you're an "addict" depends on your definition only.
And also, Your troubles with spice could have so easily be in your head. Most cannabinoids are some of the most panic-inducing psychoactives known. Combined with the fact that you have a presumption that the cannabinoids are possibly toxic sounds like a recipe for horror on your psyche to me.
When you don't have the presumption (and it helps to be working with the pure chemical and make your own blend x1000 for dosage issues) you only have to worry about issues with addiction. Which can be caused to a similar, but less extent with weed too. And much easier with strong concentrates like oil. Some are stronger agonists than the naturals but we don't know the effects yet. But negative thoughts perpetuate themselves. As should negative presumptions.
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2Experimental said: You win what?
Think about it brah
nothing, i was just being pedantic.

you think i am trolling, buttmunch? then face me!!!11

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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: pcplease]
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pcplease said: Alcohol will cancel out a lot of the "mind-expanding" (NMDA) effects being as it releases GABA.
Like I said before I don't think you've done all of your homework.
You like to do DXM. Its a drug you find fun. Whether or not you're an "addict" depends on your definition only.
And also, Your troubles with spice could have so easily be in your head. Most cannabinoids are some of the most panic-inducing psychoactives known. Combined with the fact that you have a presumption that the cannabinoids are possibly toxic sounds like a recipe for horror on your psyche to me.
When you don't have the presumption (and it helps to be working with the pure chemical and make your own blend x1000) you only have to worry about issues with addiction. Which can be caused to a similar, but less extent with weed too. And much easier with strong concentrates like oil. Some are stronger agonists than the naturals but we don't know the effects yet. But negative thoughts perpetuate themselves. As should negative presumptions.
I said that exact thing literally today. Alcohol is actually NMDA-ergic too, you know... I also did note I think in the DXM thread that I'm going to have to repeat the Zofran/DXM thing without Alcohols influence as alcohol dampens the trip (but can enhance it too... some claim it enhances it, although I suspect those are the ones in it for the high instead of the mind things, ya know?).
You seem to be on to two good points but aren't relating them well, but nor is my cognition where it should be right now (did alcohol and DXM tonight).
I know if I bought spice to smoke, I'd probably smoke some and just throw it away when I remember it's not that great, but I just CANT risk getting a super good one that could addict me again. It's possible that the addiction's totally gone and that I wouldn't pick up where I left off with spice, but the thing is it always gets back to that point quickly.
Not that I'm a glimmering example of responsibility, but for me, the responsible thing to do is to simply categorically rule out all synthetic cannabinoids for myself. My lungs are lighting up as I type this and I'm having trouble not thinking about Cloud 10 Storm brand spice, so I think there's still a dormant addiction after all (interpret this as stream-of-consciousness, given this).
I don't actually think the synth cannibs are necessarily toxic, but they're certainly acutely bad for the brain. Now that I've been mostly off drugs for about a week, I'm back to the point where tonight my mom couldn't understand my sentence structure it got so complex.
I've put THOUSANDS of dollars of K2-type stuff through my body so I think if it was that toxic, there would have been a noticeable long-term dampening in my cognitive faculties.
I really like the flavor of your post. It's positive and encourages personal responsibility, which is how I'm going to manage my DXM addictive tendencies if I do find that it still can offer me benefit.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox] 1
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Masked, think I can do my 3 months of DXM?
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I think I've committed to 3 months of no DXM, or at least 2.
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although don't lie if you don't think I can do it.
Fair enough. I think ANY human can do it. Throughout the century we used words for excessive use of substances, like habit, obsession, addiction, disease. In that order no less.
"Habit. Obsession. Addiction. These words are signposts along a path of ever-decreasing free will. Denial of the power of free will is implicit in the notion of addiction, and in our culture, addictions are viewed seriously--especially exotic or unfamiliar addictions. In the nineteenth century the opium addict was the "opium fiend," a description that harkened back to the idea of a demonic possession by a controlling force from without. In the twentieth century, the addict as a person possessed has been replaced with the notion of addiction as disease. And, with the notion of addiction as disease, the role of free will is finally reduced to the vanishing point. After all, we are not responsible for the diseases we may inherit or develop." - Terrence Mckenna
I strongly believe in some of these ideas. So yes, I do believe you, or any person CAN.
However, if my cheeky beginning to this ramble didn't clue you in , I do not believe you WILL

I wish you the best of luck either way though
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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you're less a document for the properties of a addiction and more a doctrine for being a ...
ok, i was going to be an asshole here. but i thought, "you know what. it's time for me not to be an asshole here"
then a failed at that, and called you a pre-pubescent, scholar of scripts. BUT... BUT but then i... saw the folly of my ways, and took back what i said... and i aim to get a vote of confidence from you... which i will aim to do by saying... you're... just... passing through. what more can i say? you're doing everything right for your time and place. young, in school (the horrid life) potentially abusing drugs from one point to the next... betlittling every authority from doctor to teacher to McDonalds manager... confused about his place in life, and why his potential is being squandered.
there is nothing really much fucking to it.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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Well, yea, cannabinoids (the panic inducing ones) have a very psychedelic headspace.
&GABA blocks NMDA antagonism and alcohol dampens all dissociative experiences. It makes them much more anaestethic.
And again, Store bought blends are shit. You don't know the dosage and they are often laid unevenly (creating hotspots). A gram of a potent cannabinoid can make a few ounces of blend potent enough to get high with a single ~100mg toke. You also get consistent effects from the same cannabinoids, obviously.. some aren't very panicky at all.
And they are much cheaper than weed unless you're paying ~125$ an ounce for very high grade (imo).
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma] 2
#18835293 - 09/13/13 12:55 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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OP should have all his threads redirected to a user created forum designed exclusively to host your threads.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Masked]
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mellowparty said: OP should have all his threads redirected to a user created forum designed exclusively to host your threads.
What a jerk, bro...
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pcplease said: Well, yea, cannabinoids (the panic inducing ones) have a very psychedelic headspace.
&GABA blocks NMDA antagonism and alcohol dampens all dissociative experiences. It makes them much more anaestethic.
And again, Store bought blends are shit. You don't know the dosage and they are often laid unevenly (creating hotspots). A gram of a potent cannabinoid can make a few ounces of blend potent enough to get high with a single ~100mg toke. You also get consistent effects from the same cannabinoids, obviously.. some aren't very panicky at all.
And they are much cheaper than weed unless you're paying ~125$ an ounce for very high grade (imo).
This is good information, especially about GABA necessarily affecting NMDA antagonism... do you have a source for further reading on this?
And also, good to know on spice and it makes sense, but again: the responsible thing for me to do for myself and others is to NOT TOUCH SPICe. I crashed my car on that shit, have gotten psychotic... it's not for me.
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Masked, think I can do my 3 months of DXM?
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although don't lie if you don't think I can do it.
Fair enough. I think ANY human can do it. Throughout the century we used words for excessive use of substances, like habit, obsession, addiction, disease. In that order no less.
"Habit. Obsession. Addiction. These words are signposts along a path of ever-decreasing free will. Denial of the power of free will is implicit in the notion of addiction, and in our culture, addictions are viewed seriously--especially exotic or unfamiliar addictions. In the nineteenth century the opium addict was the "opium fiend," a description that harkened back to the idea of a demonic possession by a controlling force from without. In the twentieth century, the addict as a person possessed has been replaced with the notion of addiction as disease. And, with the notion of addiction as disease, the role of free will is finally reduced to the vanishing point. After all, we are not responsible for the diseases we may inherit or develop." - Terrence Mckenna
I strongly believe in some of these ideas. So yes, I do believe you, or any person CAN.
However, if my cheeky beginning to this ramble didn't clue you in , I do not believe you WILL

I wish you the best of luck either way though 
Good point on the 2 month thing. I'll suck it up and definitely do 3. Normally I'd agree with you, but the fact that DXM seems to be a ghost town regarding the psychedelic aspects I liked so much makes it so I've lost interest in it to such an extent that it's not going to take much in the way of avoidance on my part to stay off the stuff for 3 months. Just saying.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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What a jerk, bro...
Wat? Dude I'm saying you deserve a forum especially for you, isn't that what you're ranting for anyways?
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: mellowparty]
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mellowparty said: OP should have all his threads redirected to a user created forum designed exclusively to host your threads.
What a jerk, bro...
Wat? Dude I'm saying you deserve a forum especially for you, isn't that what you're ranting for anyways?
I actually agree with this. You're not trying to stop, you're looking for attention. I was heavily addicted to DXM for over 4 or so years; posting in here is doing nothing but giving you the attention you're seeking. You aren't trying to quit, you're looking for sympathy. You seem like a good guy, but honestly, just drop it or don't. Posting here is doing nothing but prolonging the issue you're supposedly trying to avoid.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835326 - 09/13/13 01:09 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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It's "not for you" because you overinduldge in improper situations.. I've seen people pass out and go into a tetany seizure (lock-jaw for the entire body) simply from cashing out a ~.3 bowl in a 2 foot nice (2 tree) bong. Several times from taking a giant dab after a 2 week break. Its overindulging.
And I've seen people pass out out of nowhere an hour or two after smoking just weed.
And more-so on spice.
As for furthur reading, google it or use the search engine
And you do post way too many threads on dxm. Mention it in the WCA thread in ODD where people treat you like the drug user that you are, if you feel necessary, or even in the EMC/LNC chatter thread here. Or, your one DXM megadiary.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: pcplease]
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doesn't = doing
You'll see. 3 months from today will likely be my last DXM thread... 
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What a jerk, bro...
Wat? Dude I'm saying you deserve a forum especially for you, isn't that what you're ranting for anyways?
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What a jerk, bro...
Wat? Dude I'm saying you deserve a forum especially for you, isn't that what you're ranting for anyways?
I actually agree with this. You're not trying to stop, you're looking for attention. I was heavily addicted to DXM for over 4 or so years; posting in here is doing nothing but giving you the attention you're seeking. You aren't trying to quit, you're looking for sympathy. You seem like a good guy, but honestly, just drop it or don't. Posting here is doing nothing but prolonging the issue you're supposedly trying to avoid.
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pcplease said: where people treat you like the drug user that you are
WTF, really? And spice isn't for me... deal with it.
If that snipped I quoted is 10% saying what I think it is, I'm having trouble finding a reason not to make you one of my very few ignores.
Yes I use drugs. It's a motherfucking drug forum...
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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not sub-consciously seeking attention, no?
then stop posting. you've got a lot on your plate, so to speak; and you ARE stating from time to time, that posting on the shroomery is like a distraction for you. i can find the post, if you want...
just saying... maybe he's got a point. nothing personal. I've just seen it before. i bet, so has he.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835357 - 09/13/13 01:21 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Most of my posts are in the WCA thread  Nothing wrong with using drugs; my point being its not something to "write home about" and make a new topic
Sticking to your one thread is probably best IMO. You can monitor your progress. Yes, drugs/psychedelics (DXM included) definitely CAN help open your mind tod some crazy occurrences. Psychological/theoretical and even physical: you beating your high score on tetris being one example and Dock Ellis pitching a no-hitter on LSD. Could either of you repeat it?? Probably not when put on the spot. Or relying on it for positive effects 100% of the time.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: pcplease]
#18835377 - 09/13/13 01:31 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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you beating your high score on tetris being one example and Dock Ellis pitching a no-hitter on LSD. Could either of you repeat it?? Probably not when put on the spot. Or relying on it for positive effects 100% of the time.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: pcplease]
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akira_akuma said: not sub-consciously seeking attention, no?
then stop posting. you've got a lot on your plate, so to speak; and you ARE stating from time to time, that posting on the shroomery is like a distraction for you. i can find the post, if you want...
just saying... maybe he's got a point. nothing personal. I've just seen it before. i bet, so has he.
I'll scale that back... this thread in particular, it's hard to see how it is anything beyond just "let's talk about what *I* am doing tonight," so I will keep an open mind. This was productive!
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pcplease said: Most of my posts are in the WCA thread  Nothing wrong with using drugs; my point being its not something to "write home about" and make a new topic
Sticking to your one thread is probably best IMO. You can monitor your progress. Yes, drugs/psychedelics (DXM included) definitely CAN help open your mind tod some crazy occurrences. Psychological/theoretical and even physical: you beating your high score on tetris being one example and Dock Ellis pitching a no-hitter on LSD. Could either of you repeat it?? Probably not when put on the spot. Or relying on it for positive effects 100% of the time.
As the Greeks would say: You speak well.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835388 - 09/13/13 01:39 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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no, no, the what am I doing tonight, is the same BS that people do to get attention. it's the same fucking thing dude. 
either you have some list of awesome shit that you ascribe to have being done by you, or you have dick all. in the case of the latter, you should try posting about some other shit, like what someone else is doing tonight, and just leaving the new DXM thread off the boards. trust me. you aren't the first person to have done this. in my own fucked up way... I am trying to free you from bondage. no one wants to read this shit, except for the same fucked up individuals who'll do this shit all the live long day until they die or melt so hard that their bridge between the shroomery and the internet breaks down. since you seem to take things so personally; again, i'll have to opt for the latter happening.
and it's really not anything personal. I really don't know how to say this without becoming some pretentious jerk wad. but... I feel the same way about myself, and a lot of people. I really like people here who show me what my ideals and personality can become... not people who are just like me. no, that'd just piss me off... and they do. 
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
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Thats all I'm trying to say.
All his posts seem to be too "Life or Death" If you know what I mean?? Like its either fantastic, or terrible if he feels he enjoys and wants to use it frequently. I dont think using DXM once a week would be harmful in the slightest. I strongly recommend getting pure HBr for many reasons. Its much more thought-provoking and likely what you want by my guess.
Or smoking spice if you are dosing appropriately which cannot be done with store bought blends They're fun. Stronger than weed but this is not the thread.
I'm not gonna "deal with" the fact that anyone can use any drug if they are in control of his/her self (mainly the psyche). Its a strong conviction of mine. And IMO/IME it helps to overcome "addiction"
But I'm out Night all

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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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Im sorry stillnox, but saying your gonna quit something like DXM (which is already very misunderstood and underrated) because you have an addiction to it
...and then posting a thread about relapsing on it (im sorry thats what it is ) is gonna give DXM and its users a much worse reputation
get it together man
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: SeattleBlue]
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also, shrooms. how an educated, well off (working at mick Ds ) kinda person, can't find mushrooms, is beyond me.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: pcplease]
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...and then posting a thread about relapsing on it (im sorry thats what it is ) is gonna give DXM and its users a much worse reputation
get it together man
 ...DXM is a powerful drug, stop fucking abusing it
Never said I'm quitting, or at least that was after I posted. Not a relapse.
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pcplease said: Thats all I'm trying to say.
All his posts seem to be too "Life or Death" If you know what I mean?? Like its either fantastic, or terrible if he feels he enjoys and wants to use it frequently. I dont think using DXM once a week would be harmful in the slightest. I strongly recommend getting pure HBr for many reasons. Its much more thought-provoking and likely what you want by my guess.
Or smoking spice if you are dosing appropriately which cannot be done with store bought blends They're fun. Stronger than weed but this is not the thread.
I'm not gonna "deal with" the fact that anyone can use any drug if they are in control of his/her self (mainly the psyche). Its a strong conviction of mine. And IMO/IME it helps to overcome "addiction"
But I'm out Night all

Thanks for the comp St1l
You've got the best attitude on addiction I've ever seen. The McKenna quote earlier was fantastic.
HBr is what I use.
Spice is not just about addiction... I have paradoxical reactions to lots of things, like antihistamines, and I seem to be oh fuck it never mind. I'm not going to use spice just because I'm the 1 in a million guy who has trouble controlling his use of it.
You have a great attitude about addiction, but you do need to acknowledge it exists. My lungs are once again lighting up typing this and thinking about it and it's been over 6 months since I touched the stuff.
Gonna have to defer to my judgment on this one. Glad you're staying away from storebought blends though. I will stick to rare indica, rarer DXM, and perhaps the psychedelics I've yet to explore (including K and shrooms).
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835433 - 09/13/13 01:59 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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if you're looking for information, best not to be personally biased. everyone here has got a "taste" of a addiction, save maybe a very sum few.
this is all just more towards the point. cognitive bias. you'll only hear what you wanna hear.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835434 - 09/13/13 02:00 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You've got the best attitude on addiction I've ever seen. The McKenna quote earlier was fantastic
that was my quote. Have another sip! 
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Masked]
#18835437 - 09/13/13 02:03 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You've got the best attitude on addiction I've ever seen. The McKenna quote earlier was fantastic
that was my quote. Have another sip! 

Sorry, I was probably still under the influence when I read it.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835442 - 09/13/13 02:05 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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OR STILL.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: SeattleBlue]
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...Ketamine isnt a psychedelic
Not canonically, but it is a psychedelic of sorts. Also happens to be a dissociative but that's no matter. I may be off base here but look into Karl Jansen's revelations on it and such.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835453 - 09/13/13 02:11 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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it's a psychedelic in the way that it shows you aspects of yourself that you might not see usually, sober; and giving you visual and auditory hallucinations, sure.
nothing wrong with the transcendence of words or a label. as long as it suits the definition of the idea being portrayed.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
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stillnox,
I hope after tonight you quit DXM for at least a month. I'm rooting for you.

You just need to believe in yourself.
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I hope after tonight you quit DXM for at least a month. I'm rooting for you.

You just need to believe in yourself.
Thanks man! Check out my new title under my name on the left. I'm shooting for *3* months
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma] 1
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He's not gonna quit the DXM or any equivalently damaging, indulgent behavior until something knocks him on his ass and forces him to slow down and respect his vessel and that may not come for a long time or ever. It's possible that conditions will arise that motivate him to actually want to behave differently, for instance if his liver were to pry its way out of his abdomen, jump to the ground, give a "See ya later, asshole!" and wriggle away into the night, but until that happens he hasn't sufficient incentive to do anything different. Respect for the wishes of a fellow Shroomerite and their prescription to 'avoid DXM for 2 months minimum' is a laughably insufficient incentive.
Absent sufficient incentive, why would he change when he has no reason to believe that different behavior patterns would be preferable to what he does presently all things considered? It's also not something he can choose because "choice" doesn't exist. He is acting each moment according to a propensity that is a result of every chain of causality that drives humans both individually and as a species to do what they do; there's Sociology in a nutshell.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Viveka]
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akira_akuma said: you give drugs a bad name.
Welcome to my ignore list, teamkiller, not that you were good for anything before.
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Absent sufficient incentive, why would he change when he has no reason to believe that different behavior patterns would be preferable to what he does presently all things considered? It's also not something he can choose because "choice" doesn't exist. He is acting each moment according to a propensity that is a result of every chain of causality that drives humans both individually and as a species to do what they do; there's Sociology in a nutshell.
Can we get over me already? I'll do whatever the fuck I want to do. Right now, I don't want to do a whole lot in the way of drugs except take Adderall and prepare to start back on research on October 1.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835592 - 09/13/13 03:50 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Can we get over me already? I'll do whatever the fuck I want to do. Right now, I don't want to do a whole lot in the way of drugs except take Adderall and prepare to start back on research on October 1.
Right, that's exactly my point. And if something arises that causes you to believe that not doing DXM is preferable to doing it then you won't use it, otherwise you'll continue to use it. Everything is exactly is it is, the only way it could possibly be.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18835593 - 09/13/13 03:51 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Viveka]
#18835595 - 09/13/13 03:53 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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ok. we want to see it stop. that's the fucking over all point of all eternity in a nut shell.
so will you stop, or are we just gonna keep dancing, OP? oh well, guess we'll leave that up to God? or would you prefer you? mmm?
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how on earth does stilnox's fake ass "i'm addicted to dxm" posts get anything but scorn.
i don't think i've even seen him post a single interesting trip report.
can you image how annoying he'll be when he starts taking acid?
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: teamkiller]
#18835614 - 09/13/13 04:11 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I am the alpha and omega posts will start happening.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: akira_akuma]
#18835623 - 09/13/13 04:23 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: ok. we want to see it stop. that's the fucking over all point of all eternity in a nut shell.
so will you stop, or are we just gonna keep dancing, OP? oh well, guess we'll leave that up to God? or would you prefer you? mmm?
It doesn't matter in the slightest if we want to see it stop. People only do whatever they are sufficiently motivated to do. Other people on the internet wanting to see a person's behavior change isn't a sufficient motivator. The person in question pondering that maybe another behavior might be a good option isn't a sufficient motivator. Only significant pain, an event that forces change, or, if he's more fortunate, more subtle events and new conditions that lead him to believe that not abusing DXM is the way to go will cause this young fool to do anything else. The way it usually works for this sort of thing is that people have to get knocked on their ass before they'll change their behavior.
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akira_akuma
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Viveka]
#18835626 - 09/13/13 04:28 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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yah, but that neglects the fact that WE WANT it to stop.
see what I did there. I repeated myself, again, to make a point about redundancy.
I just finished the first episode of season 7 Dexter. damn. shit is getting tense!
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Viveka]
#18835627 - 09/13/13 04:28 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Just let him robo trip on that nasty syrup we can't change his habits. We've been trying for a while now
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#18835676 - 09/13/13 05:08 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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in which direction
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: SeattleBlue]
#18835700 - 09/13/13 05:24 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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DXM makes you gay
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Fire is Born] 1
#18837095 - 09/13/13 02:02 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Fire is Born said: DXM makes you a gay robot
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: SeattleBlue]
#18837105 - 09/13/13 02:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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SeattleBlue said: in which direction
one direction
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18837108 - 09/13/13 02:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Each new thread from this guy seems like a bigger trainwreck than the last, and I didn't even think that was possible 3 or 4 ago. Damn, man. Stop drinking that shit, simple as that.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: gzuf]
#18837184 - 09/13/13 02:25 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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gzuf said: Each new thread from this guy seems like a bigger trainwreck than the last, and I didn't even think that was possible 3 or 4 ago. Damn, man. Stop drinking that shit, simple as that.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: Fire is Born]
#18837287 - 09/13/13 02:57 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Fire is Born said:
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gzuf said: Each new thread from this guy seems like a bigger trainwreck than the last, and I didn't even think that was possible 3 or 4 ago. Damn, man. Stop drinking that shit, simple as that.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: TwinEclipse]
#18837347 - 09/13/13 03:13 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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TwinEclipse said: Just let him robo trip on that nasty syrup we can't change his habits. We've been trying for a while now
If I didn't get the point already, getting QFT'd about me being a perpetuating tranwreck is suffiecient for me to defer my own judgement to you guys'.
NO DXM FOR AT LEAST 3 MONTHS.
It's already decided.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18837360 - 09/13/13 03:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Good luck
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Thanks Jonny.
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18837367 - 09/13/13 03:17 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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But didn't you say that two weeks ago?
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#18837941 - 09/13/13 05:52 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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So you haven't done any real psychedelics yet have you st1llnox?
What is everything you've done
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So you relapse yet? I could totally picture you right now pacing back and fourth through the medicine aisle
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18841025 - 09/14/13 12:48 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Alright man, Not doing DXM for 3 months should be easy but seriously man stick to it, DXM already is (my opinion) a great chem your gonna make it look even more stupid
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: SeattleBlue]
#18841658 - 09/14/13 05:02 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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SeattleBlue said: Alright man, Not doing DXM for 3 months should be easy but seriously man stick to it, DXM already is (my opinion) a great chem your gonna make it look even more stupid
QFT, and besides that, I may give people an inaccurate impression of quite it's character concerning addictiveness.
This is gonna be way easier than everyone seems to think. My last 4 or 5 experiences were quite frankly not worth the 6 or 12 dollars spent to have them. This leaves me largely uninterested in doing DXM, but just as sometimes on a Saturday night I'll just feel like drinking, I'm quite sure that conditions will align that make me really feel like a trip to the Dextroverse (and I don't mean the cough-syrup website...).
Thanks for your input--it is much appreciated!
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IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Re: Booooom, Bitch! DXM TONIGHT!!! [Re: st1llnox]
#18841913 - 09/14/13 06:27 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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fuck alcohol, weed for me to there own though
have only drank but once ...just felt it was stupid
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