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Grigore
Young Lunatic


Registered: 06/15/13
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Am I PSYCHOTIC yet?
#18832288 - 09/12/13 12:39 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I avoid my friends and people that I know at all costs,I cross the road to not salute them,enter shops so they won't see me,I feel like they are looking after me,wanting to hurt me and catch me.They stress me out and make me feel very anxious. I spend my time in my room,I call it ''the safe place'',in darkness and without sleeping,on my chair,in front of my computer,waiting for something to happen. I don't hear voices yet,I tried talking to myself but I didn't do this before so it's not easy for me to get used to it. No hallucinations until now,just feelings of anxiety,stress,depression and sometimes,I feel emotionless. How close am I to becoming psychotic/schizophrenic?
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muistrue
Inspired by the mystery


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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: Grigore]
#18832300 - 09/12/13 12:43 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah that sounds pretty bad. I don't see how you could get anything done while in that state. Seek help.
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rulesq
Bad Mogambo



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Posts: 5,317
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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: Grigore] 3
#18832304 - 09/12/13 12:44 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm preetty sure that if you keep posting here, you'll never become truly psychotic&schizophrenic, therefore failing your quest miserably.
Solution?
Stop posting.
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Burke Dennings
baby merchant

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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: Grigore]
#18832305 - 09/12/13 12:44 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Despite what many people here are going to tell you, there's no one that can give you an answer with any kind of certainty.
Based on the symptoms you've described, you might want to consider a therapist/psychiatrist combination. You may need to see several of both before finding ones that are competent or "fit" well with you. But with the right psychological team, you could find some ease for your issues.
Ignore any diagnoses you are given in this thread.
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Fire is Born
wanderer



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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: muistrue]
#18832308 - 09/12/13 12:45 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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How much drugs are you using
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Grigore
Young Lunatic


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hm,it seems like you didn't get the point,the point in this is that I FUCKING WANT TO BECOME PSYCHOTIC AND RUIN MY DAMN LIFE,so,as things are clear now,how much must I struggle until I will end up being psychotic and struggle even harder to maintain myself alive and eventually collapse and commit suicide?
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rulesq
Bad Mogambo



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This dude actually wants to become schizo&psycho..
He made a thread about it couple days ago asking for advice on it 
Although I'm pretty sure that this is a thread
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muistrue
Inspired by the mystery


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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: Grigore]
#18832319 - 09/12/13 12:48 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
Grigore said: hm,it seems like you didn't get the point,the point in this is that I FUCKING WANT TO BECOME PSYCHOTIC AND RUIN MY DAMN LIFE,so,as things are clear now,how much must I struggle until I will end up being psychotic and struggle even harder to maintain myself alive and eventually collapse and commit suicide?
Yeah you're done for.
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Fire is Born
wanderer



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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: rulesq]
#18832320 - 09/12/13 12:48 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Is this all because OP can't handle their shit?
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Grigore
Young Lunatic


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I've got DXM and Zolpidem,gonna combine these two in the following quantities: -800mg of DXM with grapefruit juice(increases and lengthens the effect duration) -20mg of Zolpidem(snorted)
Other drugs that I've tried:(no specific order) -Cocaine,DNJ(unripe mulberries),Salvia Divinorum,Mystiricin,Weed,Opium,Hash,Shrooms,Oximetazoline,Xilometazoline,Diphenhidramine and few others that I eventually forgot.
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Grigore
Young Lunatic


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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: rulesq]
#18832343 - 09/12/13 12:53 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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oh God,I mean,myself,what is wrong with you? I don't get it,people are mentally ill,people are fucking crazy,if you aren't one of them why don't you believe the fact that they exist? I want to become psychotic/schizophrenic and you don't take me seriously,what reason would I have to troll? I actually ruin my life and you find this as a fucking joke. You don't know what problems I've had,isn't it enough to respect my decision and help me if you can?
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Fire is Born
wanderer



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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: Grigore]
#18832350 - 09/12/13 12:54 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Why do you want to go crazy? To give you the ammunition for suicide?
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rulesq
Bad Mogambo



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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: Grigore] 3
#18832356 - 09/12/13 12:55 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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You're trying way too hard dude
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Grigore
Young Lunatic


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Guess who figured it out? YOU did.
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rulesq
Bad Mogambo



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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: Grigore]
#18832365 - 09/12/13 12:58 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Also, evidence behind your trolling:
Quote:
Oh God,I mean,myself,what is wrong with you?
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Fire is Born
wanderer



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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: Grigore]
#18832366 - 09/12/13 12:59 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Any main reason you're depressed? Or can you not say for sure
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Grigore
Young Lunatic


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the reason I am depressed is related to sexuality,the worst thing that I did and later realize about how serious it is,consists in fucking a dead rabbit in his intestines,if this isn't sick enough,then I don't know anything more sick that I could have possible done when I was totally unconscious of what I was doing.
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psi
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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: Grigore]
#18832410 - 09/12/13 01:09 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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That's pretty gross, but it could be worse. At least you didn't harm anything living. You can't change the past, but it doesn't make any sense to try to give yourself new problems on top of the ones you're already living with.
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vinsue
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Quote:
Burke Dennings said:...Based on the symptoms you've described, you might want to consider a therapist/psychiatrist combination... Ignore any diagnoses you are given in this thread.
Pretty good advise. BTW, my shrink just called to conform my appt. next week.. Even Old Farts sometimes need some guidance. Help helps, yo... . . .
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wanderer



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Re: Am I PSYCHOTIC yet? [Re: Grigore]
#18832416 - 09/12/13 01:11 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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 So you're driving yourself mad to kill yourself because you fucked a dead rabbit....and you want to go out like that. Just get some help mang......what turned you on about a dead rabbit?
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