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MarkostheGnostic
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Re: I'm going to hell [Re: stpedro75]
#18829447 - 09/11/13 07:20 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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You really are having a problem with over-inflation. It seems you are already in a Hell of your own making. Get some help to get out of it if you need it. I am not an atheist, but please don't entertain any medieval thoughts, like a Hieronymous Bosch painting. 'Mortal sins,' even from a Catholic position are forgivable, and in fact, contrition means forgiveness. Of course, in this case, it's your own ego that's condemning you, not God. Don't presume you know what God has in store for you. It is unlikely that what you conceive yourself to be, a soul, like some immortal entity that must undergo reward or punishment through interminable duration is completely wrong. Hell isn't a temporal condition and eternity does not equate with endless time.
What you've done is fuck up your biochemistry for a while, not perpetrate unforgivable sins against Heaven. Relax. Hey, I forgive you +++In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti. Amen+++ Now go and forgive yourself for being human and fucking up like the rest of us hairless apes.
-------------------- γνῶθι σαὐτόν - Gnothi Seauton - Know Thyself
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eve69
--=..Did Adam and ...?=--



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A big mistake is that people take antidepressants because they are confused about depression. If you sense your depressive then the doctor gives you antidepressants for it,
without determining whether you are clinically depressive or just situationally depressive (which includes drug induced depression - at least in its first stages)
Problem is if you're not clinically depressed you can induce clinical deprtession through antidepressants, and also even worse states like hellish anxiety.
I agree that you fucked up by staying on Prozac like it was some sort of miracle cure. You might have tried any number of other medications with lighter profiles. Prozac is an emotion killer. Celexa is much lighter.
Have your doc switch you off that shit. You can't go on like this. Take your path to yourself and guide your own feet. I spent five years on those meds and I used to tell the doc what I wanted and why and after all that time I discovered I wasn't depressed - just situationally depressed from watching the aftermath of Katrina 9/11 and other fucked up shit (yes I am from New Orleans).
But there is no God. There is no Hell. Because right now, there isn't. There is you.
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stpedro75
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Re: I'm going to hell [Re: eve69]
#18830370 - 09/11/13 10:23 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I stopped taking it the next day. I had only been on it for about a week when this happened. I think what happened is that the fear I felt during that trip (and one other which is a whole nother story) was so insanely intense that I am disturbed by it. it was the most intense thing I've ever felt and its burned into me. sorta like PTSD
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g00ru
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Re: I'm going to hell [Re: stpedro75]
#18830640 - 09/11/13 11:31 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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im sure you'll be fine man. read some Bible
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