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A revelation
    #18830350 - 09/11/13 10:19 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

If any of you have read my other posts your probably sick of me bitching about this bad trip I had while foolishly mixing Prozac and shrooms. after it first happened I read about ego death, and the dark night of the soul, but I didn't understand what those things meant. Today I said to myself "I don't know who I am". And knowing that I know nothing about myself is the first thing I've known about myself in a really long time. I'm not crazy, I just don't feel like I have an identity. If art is an expression of self then the reason for my writers block is that I feel I have no self to express. Darkness is the absence of light. I just need to figure out who I am. what a daunting undertaking


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Re: A revelation [Re: stpedro75]
    #18830435 - 09/11/13 10:37 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Maybe give meditation a try. Sam Harris wrote an article describing how to meditate.

http://www.samharris.org/blog/item/how-to-meditate

And here is a guided meditation.



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Re: A revelation [Re: Staplerhead]
    #18830584 - 09/11/13 11:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Go volunteer and help others.
Have a mushroom trip to inspire yourself, and draw/sing or whatever you do afterwards.
Go out and make a few more friends to hang out with.

Good luck!


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Re: A revelation [Re: SomeGuyX]
    #18830960 - 09/12/13 01:44 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

"What makes me happy?"  may be a good question on the path of "who am I".

Maybe go for some paintings meanwhile, really throw yourself into them.  Their catharsis may provide content.


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2)Amanita (urine drank twice)
3)Mushrooms > Achuma 16"+cid(still need higher dose Achuma)> Cid (still need high dose)
4)Morning Glory-HBWR (+cumin, cinnamon aldehyde adducts) > Methyl chavicol (need more activators)
5)Salvia (need to try quid)


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Re: A revelation [Re: flickedbic]
    #18831254 - 09/12/13 05:53 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

who cares who you are

enjoy what you are


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Re: A revelation [Re: Deathcore]
    #18831264 - 09/12/13 06:07 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Know thyself. It sounds so simple, but really its a life long journey. Don't stress about it so much. It's like driving, if you think about it when you're doing it it becomes very difficult. If you are relaxed and taking enjoyment from it, the trip is better and you drive better.


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Re: A revelation [Re: SomeGuyX]
    #18831486 - 09/12/13 08:02 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

SomeGuyX said:
Go volunteer and help others.
Have a mushroom trip to inspire yourself, and draw/sing or whatever you do afterwards.
Go out and make a few more friends to hang out with.

Good luck!



:whathesaid:


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Look Deep Into Nature,and Then You Will Understand Everything Better.

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Re: A revelation [Re: stpedro75]
    #18831867 - 09/12/13 10:08 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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stpedro75 said:... I just need to figure out who I am. what a daunting undertaking




You need to go to the top of a big hill or a mountain, or some beautiful place overlooking a vast landscape and go alone. Smoke some weed and stand at the grandest location and declare to yourself, the sky, and the universe: "I'm me". Just keep saying it - I'm me I'm me I'M ME. It might also help to say "I am a human being" a few times. That addresses the "what am I?" question, which goes hand in hand with "who am I?". Finish it all with "I exist". Also, do this when you're tripping. It will really help.

It looks silly on a computer screen, but the "I'm me" declaration is extremely profound and it has meant a lot to me. It's really the only good answer to the question "Who am I?". I'm me. I am a human being, and I exist.


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Re: A revelation [Re: Universe]
    #18832270 - 09/12/13 12:32 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

if you dont know who you are you must be a follower or something.


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Re: A revelation [Re: stpedro75]
    #18833293 - 09/12/13 04:55 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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stpedro75 said:
If any of you have read my other posts your probably sick of me bitching about this bad trip I had while foolishly mixing Prozac and shrooms. after it first happened I read about ego death, and the dark night of the soul, but I didn't understand what those things meant. Today I said to myself "I don't know who I am". And knowing that I know nothing about myself is the first thing I've known about myself in a really long time. I'm not crazy, I just don't feel like I have an identity. If art is an expression of self then the reason for my writers block is that I feel I have no self to express. Darkness is the absence of light. I just need to figure out who I am. what a daunting undertaking





Writer's block is due to a lack of practice, not having nothing to say.  Huge number of writers have nothing to say and that doesn't stop them.  Writer's block is mostly an amateur affliction, BTW. :thumbup:

Don't mix psychotropics.

:peace:PS


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Re: A revelation [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #18835084 - 09/12/13 11:52 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

trust me man this is some next level shit and i don't believe that writers block is an amateur affliction. theres no way even the greats don't sometimes have creative dry spells


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Re: A revelation [Re: stpedro75]
    #18835158 - 09/13/13 12:17 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Take a break meet new people bounce ideas off them listen to there stories. Take a vacation and get to know yourself get a feel for your likes and dislikes. Try new stuff to get those creative juices flowing.


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Re: A revelation [Re: stpedro75]
    #18835262 - 09/13/13 12:45 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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stpedro75 said:
trust me man this is some next level shit and i don't believe that writers block is an amateur affliction. theres no way even the greats don't sometimes have creative dry spells




Believe it if you need to, a lot of people think that way. :shrug: 

Sounds more like you're just feeling lost.  But there's no map.

:peace:PS


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Re: A revelation [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #18835914 - 09/13/13 07:52 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Who do you think you are



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