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UPDATED---I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today
    #18826428 - 09/11/13 03:49 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

UPDATE: Didn't steal it from her; I'm not that kind of person, but I couldn't help but indulge the idea of retaliation with how frustrated I've been (below is me indulging in that, although making me seem like an ass too possibly).

I'm going to waste no more time with this doctor. It's a shame, because it might have been really good to have an addiction-conscious doctor, so I'll just have to let my next doctor know from the getgo not to give me more than 2-3 benzos in a shot, etc.




I have a new problem, err... psychiatrist (aren't they similar at the end of the day, though? :wink:), who I started going to because she has personally dealt with addiction.

Adderall is a necessity for me, or at least I think I ought to use it to maintain operating at 110% instead of the 0-90% that my personality, ADHD, and tendency towards problem drug abuse normally dictate I operate at.


So at our first appointment, I had her promise that she wasn't going to yank me off of 2 years of Adderall just because I'm going to be honest about whether I'm using and what I'm using. It's worth noting I've literally never used a stimulant recreationally, including Adderall, despite having abused everything from Benadryl to Whipped Cream cans outside of stimulants...

Anyway, she promises she won't do that.

Stupid, frothing cunt does exactly this at the next appointment and informs me that if she can ever be persuaded into treating my attention needs with stimulants, it would be strictly Vyvanse for it's child proofness and low street value, but I know based on it's silly half life that it would screw up my already volatile sleep.


I've got an appointment with her today and I'm going to give her 1 more chance, but if she isn't moving in the right direction I'm going to absolutely lambast her about wasting my time and setting me back (Prima non nocerum after all, right?) on my recovery and comeback from this drug quagmire I've been in for 2 years. I'm also going to both get a referral from my old doctor on the phone in her office in front of her, and then immediately after that call, phone up a friend and make it very obvious that I get Adderall if I need it period (I.e. I'm going to set up getting enough Adderall for now via phone in front of her, just so she knows she didn't have the influence or say she was under the illusion she had over me).

Also, I need a copy of the Tarascon Pharmacoepia as mine's missing and she has one, so if she's indeed simply wasted more of my time, I'm going to help myself to this and inform her that this is about 1% of what she owes me in order for her to have repaid the waste of my time and my family's money that she is.




That said, she may be the perfect psychiatrist for me, especially with our mutual history of addiction, so pray to the Mushroom Jesus that she's willing to play ball. I know I'm not getting an Addy script tomorrow, but I might be able--with my parents there and on board, get her to give me enough Vyvanse to bridge from now until I talk her into the proper stimulant. Any dopaminergic stimulant will be sufficient, but the precision dosing and relatively short duration of Addy IR allows me to benefit from stimulants without dealing with their secondary effects, such as insomnia.


Anyway, just thought I'd share. Wish me luck.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #18826443 - 09/11/13 04:00 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

:facepalm: so you're going to chuck your toys and steal?


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: Fire is Born]
    #18826450 - 09/11/13 04:05 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Fire is Born said:
:facepalm: so you're going to chuck your toys and steal?




Chuck my toys?


If it's clear there is no possibility of her being adequate as my psychiatrist, then she's essentially fucked me over and set me back. I'm not saying it's right, but acquiescing to my anger/revenge inclination and indulging will help me feel better, and frankly most people on this site ought to own a copy of that book.



My personality is not perfect, but if I can get her to furnish the medication I need, she might be PERFECT:

- she doesn't script benzos period
- she has dealt with addiction herself and will be able to help steer me away from the mines in my comeback and future success that are my drug benders

However, her logic around drugs has undergone a standard 12-Steps Lobotomy so this may cause friction, although I need to keep my drug use so scaled back it may be trivial, and I finally have a lot of other stuff I'm getting real big on that will really crowd out my interest in doing much drugs for the next couple months.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #18826471 - 09/11/13 04:24 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

You're wasting money if you're trying to control your psychiatrist. I understand the thought that they aren't right for you but you just sound angry because she won't give you the drugs you WANT


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: skeet157] * 1
    #18826475 - 09/11/13 04:28 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

So find someone else and buy your own fucking book.
For a super genius prodigy. ...you certainly ask a lot of advice


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: Fire is Born] * 2
    #18826494 - 09/11/13 04:45 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

It was painful reading that. As a medical professional if you came into my office threatening me like that you would not like the game of ball I would be playing. If she lets you step on her thats her own fault :shrug:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: Rewindicus] * 1
    #18826508 - 09/11/13 04:55 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

exactly. sounds to me you are a 'drug seeking patient' and will be labeled as such.
do yourself a favor and try it her way for a couple months. if that doesn't work, then find another psych.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: istandalone]
    #18826602 - 09/11/13 05:47 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

She sounds like an idiot for wanting to put you on vyvanse because it "has no street value," I and many of my friends always sought out vyvanse over adderall specifically for the longer half life when in the midst of a long study session/long poker session. I really don't know too many people who use adderall "for fun" unless they have access to nothing else, and even though i've used it recreationally i've never sought it out for that specifically.

Though I'm fairly sure the tactic of showing her how easy it is to get won't phase her at all, especially if she is a recovering addict she for sure has to know how easy it is to obtain.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: istandalone] * 1
    #18826700 - 09/11/13 06:52 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

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do yourself a favor and try it her way for a couple months.




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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: istandalone] * 2
    #18826723 - 09/11/13 07:13 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

istandalone said:
exactly. sounds to me you are a 'drug seeking patient' and will be labeled as such.
do yourself a favor and try it her way for a couple months. if that doesn't work, then find another psych.



Of course he is.  If you've read any of his threads in the last few months you would know he's a poly-drug addict.  He has serious issues abusing drugs such as alcohol, DXM, and apparently stimulants as well.

This isn't going to work out well for you OP.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: st1llnox] * 6
    #18826783 - 09/11/13 07:52 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

stealing isn't cool.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: VivaLaMushie] * 1
    #18826879 - 09/11/13 08:22 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

By his own admission he is the most influential and amazing scientist the Internet has ever seen


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: Fire is Born] * 3
    #18826904 - 09/11/13 08:32 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

jesus st1llnox, your posts are ridiculous these days.  calm the fuck down with everything.  normalcy needs to prevail


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: memes]
    #18826913 - 09/11/13 08:35 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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jesus st1llnox, your posts are ridiculous these days.  calm the fuck down with everything.  normalcy needs to prevail





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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #18826966 - 09/11/13 08:52 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

This seems like a pretty swell way to get locked up. IMO you should just take what you can get and go with the vyvanse. Take it first thing in the morning and you shouldn't have trouble sleeping.


Edited by Sophistic Radiance (09/11/13 08:57 AM)


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: Rewindicus]
    #18827243 - 09/11/13 10:53 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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It was painful reading that. As a medical professional if you came into my office threatening me like that you would not like the game of ball I would be playing. If she lets you step on her thats her own fault :shrug:



Quote:

Rewindicus said:
It was painful reading that. As a medical professional if you came into my office threatening me like that you would not like the game of ball I would be playing. If she lets you step on her thats her own fault :shrug:



Quote:

Rewindicus said:
It was painful reading that. As a medical professional if you came into my office threatening me like that you would not like the game of ball I would be playing. If she lets you step on her thats her own fault :shrug:




The medical professional mislead me though and may end up having immensely wasted my time.

I don't actually need the book, but I'm going to waste her time. That's kind of quaint how you're puffing out your chest for my psychiatrist.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
    #18827258 - 09/11/13 10:58 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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This seems like a pretty swell way to get locked up. IMO you should just take what you can get and go with the vyvanse. Take it first thing in the morning and you shouldn't have trouble sleeping.




This is how I'm willing to compromise temporarily (and if it was better than addy' I'd go with that).

Rewindicus, maybe you think there's something special about medical professionals but I've corrected way too many of you guys in the field of psychiatry to give anyone any sort of automatic sanctity over that status, although by default and by being a healthcare professional (read: nurse or MD), they certainly do know a lot more than me generally.

I know myself and what I need best though, and have already explored the alternative shes wasting my time on.




I REALLY HOPE her 12 step lobotomy doesn't get in the way of her scripting effective meds, as I think she could really help me keep addiction from derailing me again.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18827277 - 09/11/13 11:02 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

He's been taking ADHD meds for years and has found one that works. I don't see why she won't give you a chance to prove u won't abuse the privledge


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Magicman69]
    #18827587 - 09/11/13 12:30 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Okay, I have to say I can kind of see both sides of this issue.


On the one hand, if I were a prescriber, I might be a little wary of giving addictive controlled meds with "recreational value" to someone with not only a history of poly drug abuse, but who was currently active in such.


However, psychiatrists and nurse practitioners can be supremely frustrating sometimes. Especially when you've already run the gamut, and you've been diagnosed, and you've tried this and that, and you already know what generally does and does not work for you.  I understand they need to account for drug-seekers, and addicts who are just looking to get high, or those who may be somewhat sincere but are still way too risky to give the meds to (because they might slip, or something, despite sincerity)... but IMHO this attitude does block some people who need meds from actually getting them.****(I'll get back to that in a minute)


And I 100% understand nox' point about intelligence. IMHO they need to re-work their formula regarding what constitutes "drug seeking" behavior when they're working with someone who is highly intelligent with extensive knowledge of pharmacology. I have known more about meds than most of my prescribers. In meetings, I've corrected them, or offered them info they weren't aware of. My last prescriber didn't even know bupropion was an NDRI for fuck sake!!!!  "Oh, is it?" she said to me... "well, maybe you're right....."


No, lady, I'm fucking right. And you should know this by now.  (Of course I would never say something so douchey, but believe me when I say I wanted to.)





****Now, I know this, because I fall into this category, myself. I've been told I have all the signs of ADHD. I have two close blood relatives (a sibling and a parent) who are currently medicated for this condition. And my other parent should be. The aforementioned prescriber is even the same woman prescribing these meds to both of my relatives. But I don't get any. Any guesses as to why that is?



It's funny, in a sad way-- that I've gotten further with prescribers by pretending to be stupid and lying to them, than being 100% honest. And that's just not how it should work.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: CidneyIndole]
    #18827622 - 09/11/13 12:37 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I don't know much about you, but from your posts it seems you're just in to deep with medicine and drugs...

I'd suggest sobriety :sun:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: CidneyIndole]
    #18827676 - 09/11/13 12:51 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Okay, I have to say I can kind of see both sides of this issue.


On the one hand, if I were a prescriber, I might be a little wary of giving addictive controlled meds with "recreational value" to someone with not only a history of poly drug abuse, but who was currently active in such.


However, psychiatrists and nurse practitioners can be supremely frustrating sometimes. Especially when you've already run the gamut, and you've been diagnosed, and you've tried this and that, and you already know what generally does and does not work for you.  I understand they need to account for drug-seekers, and addicts who are just looking to get high, or those who may be somewhat sincere but are still way too risky to give the meds to (because they might slip, or something, despite sincerity)... but IMHO this attitude does block some people who need meds from actually getting them.****(I'll get back to that in a minute)


And I 100% understand nox' point about intelligence. IMHO they need to re-work their formula regarding what constitutes "drug seeking" behavior when they're working with someone who is highly intelligent with extensive knowledge of pharmacology. I have known more about meds than most of my prescribers. In meetings, I've corrected them, or offered them info they weren't aware of. My last prescriber didn't even know bupropion was an NDRI for fuck sake!!!!  "Oh, is it?" she said to me... "well, maybe you're right....."


No, lady, I'm fucking right. And you should know this by now.  (Of course I would never say something so douchey, but believe me when I say I wanted to.)





****Now, I know this, because I fall into this category, myself. I've been told I have all the signs of ADHD. I have two close blood relatives (a sibling and a parent) who are currently medicated for this condition. And my other parent should be. The aforementioned prescriber is even the same woman prescribing these meds to both of my relatives. But I don't get any. Any guesses as to why that is?



It's funny, in a sad way-- that I've gotten further with prescribers by pretending to be stupid and lying to them, than being 100% honest. And that's just not how it should work.




QFT, and I've shared a lot of the same experience, even having to teach a med nurse in a psych ward stupidly basic pharmacology ('What? Trazodone isn't histaminergic; it's an antidepressant!' lololol).

And yeah, they absolutely need to make concessions.

I didn't steal from her, but I did set up an Adderall transaction in front of her and then call my old doctor for a referral to an ADHD specialist.

I'm not allowing her to waste any more of my time and productivity.

I'm going to seek out someone who is also involved in research, as I feel an academic rather than just a clinician would be more willing to experiment with me to concoct a proper cocktail that both treats my ADHD and will serve nootropic purposes.

(I'm probably going to end up, under a doctors guidance, on Adderall, an alpha-2 blocker, pirecetam, and possibly armodafinil although I don't trust the latter fully).


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18827684 - 09/11/13 12:54 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Oh, and a low-ish dose of Lithium too, although I need to understand the possible consequences of the downregulation it causes in further depth, although it is this that causes lithium to grow brain cells as your brain tries to compensate for being dampened.

IDK.


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st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #18828467 - 09/11/13 03:55 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

""I REALLY HOPE her 12 step lobotomy doesn't get in the way of her scripting effective meds, as I think she could really help me keep addiction from derailing me again""

oh you mean you're not a trainwreck right now? news to me. get your shit together. at this rate there will be a RIP stillnox thread, and while i won't say that you had it coming, i will say i won't be surprised.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists "Tarascon Pharmacopia" in my appt today [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #18828482 - 09/11/13 04:00 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

^No one wants to see an RIP stillnox thread at all but I agree with this guy that you seem to be getting more destructive. Acknowledging your DXM problem kind of seems like a farce to me. I mean, you then proceeded to say something along the line of "What to do about said problem, idk."  Clearly you need to stop. That's what you need to do. To acknowledge your addiction and then to not know what needs to be done makes it seem to me like your just saying some stuff on this forum to get people to believe that you are realizing the error of your ways when in reality you aren't.

You may in fact be a smart dude, but your posts of lately don't seem too bright.
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I don't actually need the book, but I'm going to waste her time.





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I'm not allowing her to waste any more of my time and productivity.






So you don't like having your time wasted and yet you are about to deliberately waste someone else's?

Come on, man.

What you need to do is step back from everything for a minute. Your plans for any academic research, your plans with this psychiatrist, your drug use...all of it, dude. Just slow down and admit to yourself what seems right. No drug use, no stupid revenge plans, no research that seems as if its being done out of a desire for fame/acknowledgement instead of real interest in the subject.

And for fucks sake, do some meditating.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: istandalone]
    #18828790 - 09/11/13 05:05 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

She wasted mine bro. Contrarily, I'm actually finally getting back on track. Since I've been taking my Adderall again and doing interesting stuff, I've largely lost interest in drugs.

The psychiatrist started it with the time-wasting. Read the update; I was talking out my ass about stealing her book.
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""I REALLY HOPE her 12 step lobotomy doesn't get in the way of her scripting effective meds, as I think she could really help me keep addiction from derailing me again""

oh you mean you're not a trainwreck right now? news to me. get your shit together. at this rate there will be a RIP stillnox thread, and while i won't say that you had it coming, i will say i won't be surprised.




Again, not a trainwreck at all right now. Things are finally coming together, my drug use is down to trivial amounts, and things are improving at home a lot. Me and my dad are really connecting over the sciencey books I've been indulging in with help from my Adderall.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18829616 - 09/11/13 07:55 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Save up some money, find a general practitioner, and explain yourself to him or her.

It sounds like you're reliant on some daffy monolithic health plan provided for by your parents. These guys are universally worthless when it comes to treatments that involve any degree of potential liability. Since they make more money when you don't have health problems, they do anything necessary to avoid potential future expenses on your account. This means they especially don't like prescribing amphetamines, because although they're crucial for people with ADHD, they also can be abused, and abuse can lead to a whole range of terribly expensive ailments, from psychosis to kidney failure.

A general practitioner paid for out-of-pocket, on the other hand, has no financial incentive to assume you're an idiot who needs protection from himself. I would have never gotten on my meds (which are completely essential for my day-to-day functioning) if I was still with Kaiser Permanente. It's always a fucking inquisition with those people.

Have you ever seen those Kaiser ads where they basically say "Laughter prevents health problems so laugh and ThriveTM?" Yo. They read a study proving it and they don't want to ever give you your money's worth.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #18831122 - 09/12/13 03:51 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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This seems like a pretty swell way to get locked up. IMO you should just take what you can get and go with the vyvanse. Take it first thing in the morning and you shouldn't have trouble sleeping.




This is how I'm willing to compromise temporarily (and if it was better than addy' I'd go with that).

Rewindicus, maybe you think there's something special about medical professionals but I've corrected way too many of you guys in the field of psychiatry to give anyone any sort of automatic sanctity over that status, although by default and by being a healthcare professional (read: nurse or MD), they certainly do know a lot more than me generally.

I know myself and what I need best though, and have already explored the alternative shes wasting my time on.




I REALLY HOPE her 12 step lobotomy doesn't get in the way of her scripting effective meds, as I think she could really help me keep addiction from derailing me again.



You have no clue what is best for you. You cant even control your own intake. You're addicted to cough syrup:curbyourenthusiasm:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18831128 - 09/12/13 03:57 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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I didn't steal from her, but I did set up an Adderall transaction in front of her and then call my old doctor for a referral to an ADHD specialist.





Whoa brah, you totally showed her what's up.

I hope she really did hear you and wrote it down in your files, so any future psychs you go to see how you behave and will treat you accordingly.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18831259 - 09/12/13 05:58 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Since I've been taking my Adderall again and doing interesting stuff, I've largely lost interest in drugs.



Yeah, usually when I'm doing drugs regularly it takes my mind off drugs as well.

Wait. wut?


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: volcomstoner]
    #18831883 - 09/12/13 10:13 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

apparently, denial is just a river in Egypt.

stillnox...keep deluding yourself, you seem to be really good at pulling the wool over your own eyes.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: istandalone]
    #18834334 - 09/12/13 08:54 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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st1llnox said:
I didn't steal from her, but I did set up an Adderall transaction in front of her and then call my old doctor for a referral to an ADHD specialist.





Whoa brah, you totally showed her what's up.

I hope she really did hear you and wrote it down in your files, so any future psychs you go to see how you behave and will treat you accordingly.




Except that amphetamine pharmacotherapy is optimal for me, relative to the alternatives (which I explored on my own volition: wellbutrin, straterra, a2 blockers). Don't waste time with posts like these; I don't like ignoring people.

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apparently, denial is just a river in Egypt.

stillnox...keep deluding yourself, you seem to be really good at pulling the wool over your own eyes.





I've finally admitted I am host to a DXM addiction. Amphetamine, however, is my holy grail and actually mitigates most of my inclination and gravitation towards recreational drugs (no joke... save for today, this is the longest I've been sober; I've been taking Adderall and just perusing intellectual endeavors instead of dumbing myself down to complacency with drugs...).

That said, getting between me and psychostimulants for ADHD is the same as getting between me and my path back to being on top of my own life. It's humiliating to say, but it's true.


Black market Adderall until I get a proper psychiatrist it is. It is notable that the psychiatrist that had me on Adderall for 2 years dropped me as a patient so he could take me on as part of his research team, lol...


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834393 - 09/12/13 09:08 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Sounds like you got it all figured out!


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Rewindicus]
    #18834405 - 09/12/13 09:11 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Sounds like you got it all figured out!




Largely... what I need is a mostly-guaranteed fetamine script, but with a compentent MD's knowledge on top of that to make sure I'm going about things in an optimal way. I'll get it taken care of :thumbup:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834425 - 09/12/13 09:15 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I'm telling you dude, vyvanse is good, don't poopoo it just because it's "kid safe". That's what they say about every repackaging of amphetamine until its patent expires, but amphetamine is amphetamine. Dexedrine was the "nonaddictive" replacement for benzedrine, adderall the "nonaddictive" replacement for dexedrine, now vyvanse for adderall. The circle of tweak goes on. Black market adderall is a gigantic waste of money unless you're only using it occasionally, and that's money you could save to go to a GP, where you can afford to be choosy.

Who knows, if you're lucky, they might even prescribe you ritalin. :smirk:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
    #18834684 - 09/12/13 10:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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I'm telling you dude, vyvanse is good, don't poopoo it just because it's "kid safe". That's what they say about every repackaging of amphetamine until its patent expires, but amphetamine is amphetamine. Dexedrine was the "nonaddictive" replacement for benzedrine, adderall the "nonaddictive" replacement for dexedrine, now vyvanse for adderall. The circle of tweak goes on. Black market adderall is a gigantic waste of money unless you're only using it occasionally, and that's money you could save to go to a GP, where you can afford to be choosy.

Who knows, if you're lucky, they might even prescribe you ritalin. :smirk:




Zee007 says Vyvanse is even the least bad amphetamine as regards depression, so I certainly won't poo-poo it. I just can't afford to close myself off to other options. In fact, I may start out with my next psychiatrist with trying this drug (although they're in for hell if they don't script me trazodon and 0.125 xannies so I can sleep as I'm terrified of lysdexamfetamine's super-long-acting attribute...).

I actually think I should have Ritalin on hand as it sounds like its shorter acting, so it amy be a way to focus later in the day without compromising my sleep (which is my aversion to Vyvanse, Dexy spansules, Addy XR, etc....)

thanks! :thumbup:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Everlong]
    #18834713 - 09/12/13 10:20 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Quote:

st1llnox said:
I didn't steal from her, but I did set up an Adderall transaction in front of her and then call my old doctor for a referral to an ADHD specialist.





Whoa brah, you totally showed her what's up.

I hope she really did hear you and wrote it down in your files, so any future psychs you go to see how you behave and will treat you accordingly.



we can only hope.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18834729 - 09/12/13 10:24 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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akira_akuma said:
Quote:

Everlong said:
Quote:

st1llnox said:
I didn't steal from her, but I did set up an Adderall transaction in front of her and then call my old doctor for a referral to an ADHD specialist.





Whoa brah, you totally showed her what's up.

I hope she really did hear you and wrote it down in your files, so any future psychs you go to see how you behave and will treat you accordingly.



we can only hope.




Pulling me off amphetamine is putting me back on Benadryl, whipped cream cans, and anything else I can do to shut off my need for intellectual stimulation.... Adderall is one of the few drugs that is purely of utility to me.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18834734 - 09/12/13 10:25 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Everlong said:
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st1llnox said:
I didn't steal from her, but I did set up an Adderall transaction in front of her and then call my old doctor for a referral to an ADHD specialist.





Whoa brah, you totally showed her what's up.

I hope she really did hear you and wrote it down in your files, so any future psychs you go to see how you behave and will treat you accordingly.



we can only hope.




Although I did take the liberty of ensuring that she went from 5/5 to 2/5 on healthgrades.com and related sites so patients know what they're getting into.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #18834765 - 09/12/13 10:33 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

you have a very twisted set of ethical boundaries.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18834782 - 09/12/13 10:35 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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you have a very twisted set of ethical boundaries.




She has a very insolent set of clinical understandings. I attribute it to the 12-step lobotomy that saved her life from Percocet :shrug:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834797 - 09/12/13 10:40 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

and you are very insolent, who also knows all too well the trials of addiction and whom vouches for seeking professional help.

ssssoooooo, perfect fit, really...


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834840 - 09/12/13 10:50 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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st1llnox said:
I didn't steal from her, but I did set up an Adderall transaction in front of her and then call my old doctor for a referral to an ADHD specialist.





Whoa brah, you totally showed her what's up.

I hope she really did hear you and wrote it down in your files, so any future psychs you go to see how you behave and will treat you accordingly.



we can only hope.




Pulling me off amphetamine is putting me back on Benadryl, whipped cream cans, and anything else I can do to shut off my need for intellectual stimulation.... Adderall is one of the few drugs that is purely of utility to me.




fucking excuses for your drug addiction, thats all that is.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: The Vapor]
    #18834852 - 09/12/13 10:53 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I'm not addicted to amphetamine. Amphetamine actually makes me lose much of my penchant for getting high, believe it or not. That said, I do need amphetamine to function at the level I want to and I'm not toing to let a doctor get between me and that (and certainly not my parents).

Now quit wildly speculating as to the nature of my addictive tendencies. I think I'm a lot less fascinating that you seem to think...


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: The Vapor]
    #18834855 - 09/12/13 10:53 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Childish really.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
    #18834863 - 09/12/13 10:55 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Childish really.




There are a bit over 30 replies since this would have been relevant. Thanks anyway though!


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834875 - 09/12/13 10:57 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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I'm not addicted to amphetamine. Amphetamine actually makes me lose much of my penchant for getting high, believe it or not. That said, I do need amphetamine to function at the level I want to and I'm not toing to let a doctor get between me and that (and certainly not my parents).

Now quit wildly speculating as to the nature of my addictive tendencies. I think I'm a lot less fascinating that you seem to think...




i was saying you are addicted to other drugs, and because you aren't getting speed you are throwing a fit and saying you are just going to go use other drugs anyways.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834912 - 09/12/13 11:04 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Childish really.




There are a bit over 30 replies since this would have been relevant. Thanks anyway though!



can you just ... stop? please?


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18834922 - 09/12/13 11:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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I'm not addicted to amphetamine. Amphetamine actually makes me lose much of my penchant for getting high, believe it or not. That said, I do need amphetamine to function at the level I want to and I'm not toing to let a doctor get between me and that (and certainly not my parents).

Now quit wildly speculating as to the nature of my addictive tendencies. I think I'm a lot less fascinating that you seem to think...




i was saying you are addicted to other drugs, and because you aren't getting speed you are throwing a fit and saying you are just going to go use other drugs anyways.




I'm probably over-leveraging this, aren't I?

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Childish really.




There are a bit over 30 replies since this would have been relevant. Thanks anyway though!



can you just ... stop? please?




You're a red herring everywhere I see you. I'm not willing to put someone as established as having 30k posts on ignore, so please try to work with me here.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18834924 - 09/12/13 11:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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st1llnox said:
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Bodhi of Ankou said:
Childish really.




There are a bit over 30 replies since this would have been relevant. Thanks anyway though!



can you just ... stop? please?




yeah, dont make threads like these and you wont get all the same responses.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: The Vapor]
    #18834935 - 09/12/13 11:08 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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The Vapor said:
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akira_akuma said:
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st1llnox said:
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Childish really.




There are a bit over 30 replies since this would have been relevant. Thanks anyway though!



can you just ... stop? please?




yeah, dont make threads like these and you wont get all the same responses.




Why don't both of you not do this henceforth, eh?


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834949 - 09/12/13 11:10 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

:nonono:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #18834971 - 09/12/13 11:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Why don't both of you not do this henceforth, eh?



no one else is spamming and talking shit all the fucking time. god, damn it all it for fucking Christ. Jesus LORD.. just get lost. stop being such a tard. you're apparently smart. stop wasting your time spamming on the shroomery. let your life devolve without us.

I can't stress this enough, YOU'RE PERSONALITY SUCKS MONKEY FARTS. just kill it and be free. stop doing drugs. get your academia reamed up your asshole, and just live the good life. have a car, have a wife, have a child, be a good Christian. just PLEASE STOP SPAMMING ABOUT DXM, you freaking Tylenol shaman.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18834983 - 09/12/13 11:18 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Why don't both of you not do this henceforth, eh?



no one else is spamming and talking shit all the fucking time. god, damn it all it for fucking Christ. Jesus LORD.. just get lost. stop being such a tard. you're apparently smart. stop wasting your time spamming on the shroomery. let your life devolve without us.

I can't stress this enough, YOU'RE PERSONALITY SUCKS MONKEY FARTS. just kill it and be free. stop doing drugs. get your academia reamed up your asshole, and just live the good life. have a car, have a wife, have a child, be a good Christian. just PLEASE STOP SPAMMING ABOUT DXM, you freaking Tylenol shaman.




I'm not sure what you're getting at here. I think I've got maybe 2 or 3 DXM threads left in me, lifetime-wise, beyond the DXM megathread.

The character of your post confirms to me that I ought not ignore you though. Why must you make this difficult :sadyes:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18834994 - 09/12/13 11:21 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

because I am the self-aggrandizer of truth and well-being.


the shroomery is probably an addiction, you can't handle. especially if you're already on so many other drugs, and you're looking for academia instead of distraction. i'm fucking trying to do you a favor, god-slam the Heroin.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18835056 - 09/12/13 11:44 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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I'm not addicted to amphetamine. ... That said, I do need amphetamine to function at the level I want to and I'm not toing to let a doctor get between me and that  .




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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18835063 - 09/12/13 11:46 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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because I am the self-aggrandizer of truth and well-being.


the shroomery is probably an addiction, you can't handle. especially if you're already on so many other drugs, and you're looking for academia instead of distraction. i'm fucking trying to do you a favor, god-slam the Heroin.




Your communication seems to be a bit disjointed tonight, but contrary to the ire you invoke in me, you've had a lot of good, important things to say. why don't you think I can't handle shroomery of all things? It was noted in at least 2 thread when I was gone for over 10 days, and I even had a voicemail over the matter. I think the addiction is mutual, in a very weak way? :wink:

I think what you're getting at though is that I can't resist indulging in DXM threads. Not true, but I see where I've gone overboard. Frankly, my intuition tells me that DXM isn't going to be relevant to my life for very long, and I think that if I keep knocking at its door, I'm just going to end up wasting 1 day a month even if my addiction to it is under control.

Probs time to try ketamine, but I don't have a reason to now. As I said in the other thread, 3 months. Doin' this.


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    #18835098 - 09/12/13 11:59 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

honestly, I just hate redundant over use of drugs and talking therefore about said overuse of drugs.

I am disjointed today. I have no drugs. plus I am using this stupid laptop which makes using the shroomery hard to enjoy. hence, I am just sorta letting my wild cards fly.

plus, i (and you) gotta remember the fact of cognitive bias. i mean, you're a smart cookie, no doubt about it. i feel silly just stating this to you; as it seems like coddling and or appeasement.

it's not, though. your potential and seemingly good posterity seems unwieldy for the usual shroomery member. i'd hate to see this usefulness fall to wayside over DXM threads and rambling about doctors and who'll help you and school and shit. i mean, can you just settle for a random conversation? hell, maybe that's what chat's for but i don't use chat damn it.

plus, i dunno, for some reason... i kinda doubt even those discussions are much different.


this is me trying to be objective instead of crotchety.

your qualms with DXM and doctors and whatever, are really really redundant. worse then mundane.

because it's all this shit that we already know, PLUS is entirely independent of anything anyone else wants to discuss. that is, unless they are the same type of flailing, trippy-hippy wannabe kinda people who love to BS about drugs and brain chemistry all day.

i used to do that to... then i realized it was absolutely retarded.

oh and on another side note, it's nothing personal. you're a genuine kinda dude. good for you. don't want to see it squandered over this samey same crip crap. you want improvement. gotta look past drugs and shit. personal experience... outside of drugs and school and your personality? do you have any?

i'd like to see it. i won't though. i guarantee that.

prove me wrong though.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18835148 - 09/13/13 12:15 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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honestly, I just hate redundant over use of drugs and talking therefore about said overuse of drugs.

I am disjointed today. I have no drugs. plus I am using this stupid laptop which makes using the shroomery hard to enjoy. hence, I am just sorta letting my wild cards fly.

plus, i (and you) gotta remember the fact of cognitive bias. i mean, you're a smart cookie, no doubt about it. i feel silly just stating this to you; as it seems like coddling and or appeasement.

it's not, though. your potential and seemingly good posterity seems unwieldy for the usual shroomery member. i'd hate to see this usefulness fall to wayside over DXM threads and rambling about doctors and who'll help you and school and shit. i mean, can you just settle for a random conversation? hell, maybe that's what chat's for but i don't use chat damn it.

plus, i dunno, for some reason... i kinda doubt even those discussions are much different.


this is me trying to be objective instead of crotchety.

your qualms with DXM and doctors and whatever, are really really redundant. worse then mundane.

because it's all this shit that we already know, PLUS is entirely independent of anything anyone else wants to discuss. that is, unless they are the same type of flailing, trippy-hippy wannabe kinda people who love to BS about drugs and brain chemistry all day.

i used to do that to... then i realized it was absolutely retarded.

oh and on another side note, it's nothing personal. you're a genuine kinda dude. good for you. don't want to see it squandered over this samey same crip crap. you want improvement. gotta look past drugs and shit. personal experience... outside of drugs and school and your personality? do you have any?

i'd like to see it. i won't though. i guarantee that.

prove me wrong though.





I think we should both VEHEMENTLY agree on the cognitive bias front; in fact, I may have already proven you wrong--what about my thread where I offered to answer questions in my capacity as a McDonalds employee? That said, I can't think of much outside of that, so that does--on the other side of this coin--validate your point.

I think school is a good and encompassing experience, but I'm not in it right now. This research gig will help fill that void though.

Perhaps it's time to just say I got all there was to get out of DXM and leave it at that... it could save me a lot of samey same knocking at the same door the same way at potentially varying intervals, ya know?

I will continue to use the Shroomery as a resource for things I'm unclear on, like the figuring out my doctor thing you mentioned. That said, multiple threads over related topics does put a disproportionate amount of St1llnox out on the boards I now realize thanks to you, so I won't indulge in threads like this any more (in favor of ones like my Psychiatrist vs Neurologist one, not that anything to do with doctors is necessarily going to be relevant at any given point... abstract this as I mean it more generally).



Sorry you're disjointed and things are going... suboptimally for you. Now that I've seen a bit of the light, I'd like to know a bit more about you as a person Akira. You should PM me :wink:



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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18835186 - 09/13/13 12:24 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

yah, i liked your McDonalds thread. i had no questions, personally, but i read it and thoroughly enjoyed it.

i should have remembered that before i judged you. for that i apologize.













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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18835259 - 09/13/13 12:44 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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yah, i liked your McDonalds thread. i had no questions, personally, but i read it and thoroughly enjoyed it.

i should have remembered that before i judged you. for that i apologize.













now, for more about me. i graduated from Yardale and i've got a 4.0 grade point average. skate with me Wendy!




Really? Making me google just to confirm this is a south park meme? :frown:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #18835275 - 09/13/13 12:49 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

:gameover: i played on your insecurities.


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    #18835360 - 09/13/13 01:22 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Jew guys iz funnie.  :popcorn:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
    #18835384 - 09/13/13 01:37 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

it was funny. still no one has reached a consensus yet. ima take this very seriously until I stop drinking. until then... what makes Stillnox trip? like is it his insecurities about his livelihood, or maybe his lacking in a palette of experience that one could abdicate from?

what is it that makes a red herring out of telling him he's a druggie using drugs to escape from reality?


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    #18835393 - 09/13/13 01:42 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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it was funny. still no one has reached a consensus yet. ima take this very seriously until I stop drinking. until then... what makes Stillnox trip? like is it his insecurities about his livelihood, or maybe his lacking in a palette of experience that one could abdicate from?

what is it that makes a red herring out of telling him he's a druggie using drugs to escape from reality?




Looking through the thread, and at some of your other posts, I don't know if he understands the meaning of that phrase, honestly.



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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
    #18835415 - 09/13/13 01:51 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I know, that's why I asked. :shrug: ha, either he is actually sure that me and anyone else is confused about his proposed use of drugs to escape from reality, or, of course, he just doesn't want to live up to that fact. it's his choice.

I am (and others) are just the red herring, to him, after all.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
    #18835450 - 09/13/13 02:08 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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it was funny. still no one has reached a consensus yet. ima take this very seriously until I stop drinking. until then... what makes Stillnox trip? like is it his insecurities about his livelihood, or maybe his lacking in a palette of experience that one could abdicate from?

what is it that makes a red herring out of telling him he's a druggie using drugs to escape from reality?




Looking through the thread, and at some of your other posts, I don't know if he understands the meaning of that phrase, honestly.






This makes me want to rate you 2 or 3 stars, but I'd hate to raise your avg. rating based on my first impression of you.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #18835454 - 09/13/13 02:11 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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This makes me want to rate you 2 or 3 stars, but I'd hate to raise your avg. rating based on my first impression of you.




You seem to be laboring under the impression that I give two shits what my rating is on a board full of stoners and junkies.  I am here because this place amuses me.  When it ceases to amuse me, I will no longer be here.  Rate however you wish.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
    #18835458 - 09/13/13 02:14 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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This makes me want to rate you 2 or 3 stars, but I'd hate to raise your avg. rating based on my first impression of you.




You seem to be working under the impression that I give two shits what my rating is on a board full of stoners and junkies.  I am here because this place amuses me.  When it ceases to amuse me, I will no longer be here.  Rate however you wish.




You don't understand what this place is. I've found there's little tolerance for being strung out here, and that the community as a whole seems to be helping me and others get their drug use under control to get the most benefit and least harm.

I fear you're here for the wrong reason. Why don't you jump on in with us and see how you like it? I bet you'll enjoy it here if you try it. Lemme send 5 shrooms your way just to encourage you to take up our welcome.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18835465 - 09/13/13 02:21 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

your curmudgeonly appropriated post seems to misunderstand his ability to tolerate your strung-outedness.

man, we don't let this shit slide. well actually we do...


you must be doing something right. :shrug:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18835468 - 09/13/13 02:23 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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You don't understand what this place is. I've found there's little tolerance for being strung out here, and that the community as a whole seems to be helping me and others get their drug use under control to get the most benefit and least harm.

I fear you're here for the wrong reason. Why don't you jump on in with us and see how you like it? I bet you'll enjoy it here if you try it. Lemme send 5 shrooms your way just to encourage you to take up our welcome.




If you are here seeking help, I hope you find what you are looking for.  I almost lost my brother last month to alcoholism (he went out into the desert with a .45 and the intention of killing himself, but called me instead at the last minute.  Luckily I was up at 3am to take the call because I could not sleep). 

The funny thing is, he had been addicted to painkillers for the last 5 years or so, and was having a hard time getting off of them.  I was the one who suggested he "try a beer" to take the edge off (he had never tried alcohol before)... 30 days later, he is 300 miles out in the Arizona desert with 3 empty bottles of vodka laying next to him and a Colt .45 to his temple.

I KNOW!!  FUCKING FUNNY, RIGHT???  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA



HA!

Anyway, I won't make fun of your addictions... but make no mistake, there are plenty of people on these boards who fit my previous descriptions and are not here seeking help.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
    #18835470 - 09/13/13 02:24 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

:jimcarreysplit: welp, there ya go.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18835485 - 09/13/13 02:33 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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:jimcarreysplit: welp, there ya go.




Don't know how to read that... I either broke your brain with my post, or you are calling me two-faced.

Oh well, either way is good I suppose :thumbup:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
    #18835496 - 09/13/13 02:40 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I am saying I am at once, brain-broken and un-surprised with your empathetic post, and it's true that despite OP's best efforts, he's still got a long way to go before understanding other people's straddling of the aforementioned "sympathy posts" in his thread's.


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    #18835511 - 09/13/13 02:49 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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st1llnox said:


Except that amphetamine pharmacotherapy is optimal for me, relative to the alternatives (which I explored on my own volition: wellbutrin, straterra, a2 blockers). Don't waste time with posts like these; I don't like ignoring people.

I've finally admitted I am host to a DXM addiction. Amphetamine, however, is my holy grail and actually mitigates most of my inclination and gravitation towards recreational drugs (no joke... save for today, this is the longest I've been sober; I've been taking Adderall and just perusing intellectual endeavors instead of dumbing myself down to complacency with drugs...).

That said, getting between me and psychostimulants for ADHD is the same as getting between me and my path back to being on top of my own life. It's humiliating to say, but it's true.


Black market Adderall until I get a proper psychiatrist it is. It is notable that the psychiatrist that had me on Adderall for 2 years dropped me as a patient so he could take me on as part of his research team, lol...




Quote:

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Since I've been taking my Adderall again and doing interesting stuff, I've largely lost interest in drugs.




Man, stop deluding yourself. Adderal is SPEED, IS MOST DEFINITELY a drug. You are just substituting one addiction for another.
The fact that you talk so high and mighty of it and the language you are using is telltale that you just straight fiend for it and you are acting like a spoiled little brat that doesn't get his way with the way you are talking about abusing your mental health professional and leaving lame ratings because she won't bend to your will and give you the exact drugs you want :rolleyes:

There's no magic pill or drug that will magically solve all of your mental problems and all of life's problems. Becoming dependent on such things just to cope with reality is not a solution at all and will only cause more harm. Blaming your own shortcomings on other people or other things will similarly lead absolutely nowhere. Real growth comes from taking responsibility for your own thoughts and actions and treating yourself and others with respect.


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I've found there's little tolerance for being strung out here




You're pretty new here. If there's little tolerance for such things, it's because the large number of people we have had to make RIP threads for over the years. The list in the veteran's lounge grows longer and more sad each year. Some people don't even acknowledge they have a problem and downward spiral in front of everyone, others come as more of a shock sometimes. People see the warning signs in advance. You have all the classic symptoms of a hardcore addict who bends reality to fit your personal paradigm, which is whatever supports your own ideas, and everyone else is wrong. 

Please, never ever take heroin. I feel you are the type of person that would start shooting up black tar on the second day and OD within a week. 

Adderal may be helpful to you in some ways, but don't depend on it. It's fucking speed, dude. And alternatives are never a bad thing.

To whole goal is to be able to function without the dependance of mind bending drugs. You can't blame other people or a lack of drugs for your problems.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Shroomism]
    #18835521 - 09/13/13 02:59 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

too bad everyone couldn't one up that post.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18835524 - 09/13/13 03:00 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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too bad everyone couldn't one up that post.




Oh well.  Such is life.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
    #18835527 - 09/13/13 03:05 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

everyone can sure get down with tits though!1 such is life. no wait... what?

crap, I got distracted.

erm, yeah... one for all, and all for one, right!? or is it... all for one and one for all?

um, who knows.

kismet, maybe...


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Shroomism]
    #18835547 - 09/13/13 03:13 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Shroomism said:
Quote:

st1llnox said:


Except that amphetamine pharmacotherapy is optimal for me, relative to the alternatives (which I explored on my own volition: wellbutrin, straterra, a2 blockers). Don't waste time with posts like these; I don't like ignoring people.

I've finally admitted I am host to a DXM addiction. Amphetamine, however, is my holy grail and actually mitigates most of my inclination and gravitation towards recreational drugs (no joke... save for today, this is the longest I've been sober; I've been taking Adderall and just perusing intellectual endeavors instead of dumbing myself down to complacency with drugs...).

That said, getting between me and psychostimulants for ADHD is the same as getting between me and my path back to being on top of my own life. It's humiliating to say, but it's true.


Black market Adderall until I get a proper psychiatrist it is. It is notable that the psychiatrist that had me on Adderall for 2 years dropped me as a patient so he could take me on as part of his research team, lol...




Quote:

st1llnox said:
Since I've been taking my Adderall again and doing interesting stuff, I've largely lost interest in drugs.




Man, stop deluding yourself. Adderal is SPEED, IS MOST DEFINITELY a drug. You are just substituting one addiction for another.
The fact that you talk so high and mighty of it and the language you are using is telltale that you just straight fiend for it and you are acting like a spoiled little brat that doesn't get his way with the way you are talking about abusing your mental health professional and leaving lame ratings because she won't bend to your will and give you the exact drugs you want :rolleyes:

There's no magic pill or drug that will magically solve all of your mental problems and all of life's problems. Becoming dependent on such things just to cope with reality is not a solution at all and will only cause more harm. Blaming your own shortcomings on other people or other things will similarly lead absolutely nowhere. Real growth comes from taking responsibility for your own thoughts and actions and treating yourself and others with respect.


Quote:

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I've found there's little tolerance for being strung out here




You're pretty new here. If there's little tolerance for such things, it's because the large number of people we have had to make RIP threads for over the years. The list in the veteran's lounge grows longer and more sad each year. Some people don't even acknowledge they have a problem and downward spiral in front of everyone, others come as more of a shock sometimes. People see the warning signs in advance. You have all the classic symptoms of a hardcore addict who bends reality to fit your personal paradigm, which is whatever supports your own ideas, and everyone else is wrong. 

Please, never ever take heroin. I feel you are the type of person that would start shooting up black tar on the second day and OD within a week. 

Adderal may be helpful to you in some ways, but don't depend on it. It's fucking speed, dude. And alternatives are never a bad thing.

To whole goal is to be able to function without the dependance of mind bending drugs. You can't blame other people or a lack of drugs for your problems.





Adderall has nothing to do with addiction except that it seems to help me get up to stuff that makes drugs seem less important. I don't like how it makes me feel actually and skip weekends. You'll have to take me at face value at this.

Heroin, Meth, etc. I know I can't possibly handle and agree with you, although I think ODing would take a month or two.

It probably is unhealthy to feel psychologically dependent on it to get shit done, but it is a FUCKING EFFECTIVE "get shit done" drug. lol


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18835557 - 09/13/13 03:23 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

he's just trying to warn you. you won't see this happening for a long while anyways, regardless. *sing song*

but you already know that. so... hey, no need to echo your thoughts, right? i'll just shut up, now. :whistling:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18835565 - 09/13/13 03:28 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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akira_akuma said:
he's just trying to warn you. you won't see this happening for a long while anyways, regardless. *sing song*

but you already know that. so... hey, no need to echo your thoughts, right? i'll just shut up, now. :whistling:




The Adderall thing I'm relatively sure of. Years of history I'm going off of here.

Thanks anyway.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18835573 - 09/13/13 03:33 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I know you're trying to stick on topic. no, I meant, that he's saying that using drugs, in general, will get the better of you.

considering how much you regard your brain, you'd figure you'd want to do less drugs considering the fact that drugs ALWAYS get the best of somebody.

well, that is, when you're using drugs in a routine, constantly, and ... well, what's the point of using my brain any further.

you're just gonna conclude that I am another faceless puppeteer trying to vanquish your gift of gab. i'll just shut up for now. we'll all just be repeating ourselves, anyways, right?


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
    #18835586 - 09/13/13 03:43 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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Adderall has nothing to do with addiction except that it seems to help me get up to stuff that makes drugs seem less important.




Except that:
1. Adderall itself IS A DRUG
2. It is addictive

It just seems to me, from a completely outside perspective that you have a severely addictive personality with regards to the way you praise so highly of your current drug of choice of the week.

Retaliation and "getting even" isn't going to help anything either because there's nothing to get even with.

Of course speed is an effective "get shit done" drug. Why do you think millions of college students take that shit to do all night crams, fuck.. some people take it just to clean or paint the house.

The point is that it's not going to solve all your problems like you seem to think. All things in moderation.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Shroomism]
    #18835591 - 09/13/13 03:50 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

including "mind".


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Shroomism]
    #18835594 - 09/13/13 03:51 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

what a fucking joke this is turning out to be.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: istandalone]
    #18835607 - 09/13/13 04:08 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

You agree and answer people like a tactic. Like a strange system of cold steriltity and machine like selection. .....are you a sociopath bra?


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Fire is Born]
    #18835615 - 09/13/13 04:13 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

no, just wordiness gets the best of him. he's one of those "I am too much of an Alien to cope with natural communication" types.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18835661 - 09/13/13 04:57 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I'm way smarter than him. I mean way smarter. Probably the smartest guy on the internet:popcorn:


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Fire is Born]
    #18835677 - 09/13/13 05:08 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

seems you have a natural inclination for not letting that get in the way of communication, though. I guess some people just find it a trait of omission, to their smartness.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18835694 - 09/13/13 05:20 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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seems you have a natural inclination for not letting that get in the way of communication, though. I guess some people just find it a trait of omission, to their smartness.



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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Fire is Born]
    #18835698 - 09/13/13 05:23 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

i'm going to sleep soon, plus I have a headache. I hold no stock in what I am saying right now.


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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18835703 - 09/13/13 05:27 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

I was being ironic :fuckinawesome:
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Fire is Born]
    #18835737 - 09/13/13 05:45 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

fuckin thank you. ooh, my head is gonna be sore tomorrow. I can only hope I don't toss my cookies, too.

night! :hi:



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