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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox] 1
#18835275 - 09/13/13 12:49 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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i played on your insecurities.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
#18835360 - 09/13/13 01:22 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Jew guys iz funnie.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
#18835384 - 09/13/13 01:37 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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it was funny. still no one has reached a consensus yet. ima take this very seriously until I stop drinking. until then... what makes Stillnox trip? like is it his insecurities about his livelihood, or maybe his lacking in a palette of experience that one could abdicate from?
what is it that makes a red herring out of telling him he's a druggie using drugs to escape from reality?
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
#18835393 - 09/13/13 01:42 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: it was funny. still no one has reached a consensus yet. ima take this very seriously until I stop drinking. until then... what makes Stillnox trip? like is it his insecurities about his livelihood, or maybe his lacking in a palette of experience that one could abdicate from?
what is it that makes a red herring out of telling him he's a druggie using drugs to escape from reality?
Looking through the thread, and at some of your other posts, I don't know if he understands the meaning of that phrase, honestly.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
#18835415 - 09/13/13 01:51 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I know, that's why I asked. ha, either he is actually sure that me and anyone else is confused about his proposed use of drugs to escape from reality, or, of course, he just doesn't want to live up to that fact. it's his choice.
I am (and others) are just the red herring, to him, after all.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
#18835450 - 09/13/13 02:08 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Schmendrick said:
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akira_akuma said: it was funny. still no one has reached a consensus yet. ima take this very seriously until I stop drinking. until then... what makes Stillnox trip? like is it his insecurities about his livelihood, or maybe his lacking in a palette of experience that one could abdicate from?
what is it that makes a red herring out of telling him he's a druggie using drugs to escape from reality?
Looking through the thread, and at some of your other posts, I don't know if he understands the meaning of that phrase, honestly.
This makes me want to rate you 2 or 3 stars, but I'd hate to raise your avg. rating based on my first impression of you.
-------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox] 1
#18835454 - 09/13/13 02:11 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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This makes me want to rate you 2 or 3 stars, but I'd hate to raise your avg. rating based on my first impression of you.
You seem to be laboring under the impression that I give two shits what my rating is on a board full of stoners and junkies. I am here because this place amuses me. When it ceases to amuse me, I will no longer be here. Rate however you wish.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
#18835458 - 09/13/13 02:14 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Schmendrick said:
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This makes me want to rate you 2 or 3 stars, but I'd hate to raise your avg. rating based on my first impression of you.
You seem to be working under the impression that I give two shits what my rating is on a board full of stoners and junkies. I am here because this place amuses me. When it ceases to amuse me, I will no longer be here. Rate however you wish.
You don't understand what this place is. I've found there's little tolerance for being strung out here, and that the community as a whole seems to be helping me and others get their drug use under control to get the most benefit and least harm.
I fear you're here for the wrong reason. Why don't you jump on in with us and see how you like it? I bet you'll enjoy it here if you try it. Lemme send 5 shrooms your way just to encourage you to take up our welcome.
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IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
#18835465 - 09/13/13 02:21 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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your curmudgeonly appropriated post seems to misunderstand his ability to tolerate your strung-outedness.
man, we don't let this shit slide. well actually we do...
you must be doing something right.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
#18835468 - 09/13/13 02:23 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You don't understand what this place is. I've found there's little tolerance for being strung out here, and that the community as a whole seems to be helping me and others get their drug use under control to get the most benefit and least harm.
I fear you're here for the wrong reason. Why don't you jump on in with us and see how you like it? I bet you'll enjoy it here if you try it. Lemme send 5 shrooms your way just to encourage you to take up our welcome.
If you are here seeking help, I hope you find what you are looking for. I almost lost my brother last month to alcoholism (he went out into the desert with a .45 and the intention of killing himself, but called me instead at the last minute. Luckily I was up at 3am to take the call because I could not sleep).
The funny thing is, he had been addicted to painkillers for the last 5 years or so, and was having a hard time getting off of them. I was the one who suggested he "try a beer" to take the edge off (he had never tried alcohol before)... 30 days later, he is 300 miles out in the Arizona desert with 3 empty bottles of vodka laying next to him and a Colt .45 to his temple.
I KNOW!! FUCKING FUNNY, RIGHT??? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

HA!
Anyway, I won't make fun of your addictions... but make no mistake, there are plenty of people on these boards who fit my previous descriptions and are not here seeking help.
Edited by Schmendrick (09/13/13 02:47 AM)
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
#18835470 - 09/13/13 02:24 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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welp, there ya go.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
#18835485 - 09/13/13 02:33 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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welp, there ya go.
Don't know how to read that... I either broke your brain with my post, or you are calling me two-faced.
Oh well, either way is good I suppose
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
#18835496 - 09/13/13 02:40 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I am saying I am at once, brain-broken and un-surprised with your empathetic post, and it's true that despite OP's best efforts, he's still got a long way to go before understanding other people's straddling of the aforementioned "sympathy posts" in his thread's.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox] 5
#18835511 - 09/13/13 02:49 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Except that amphetamine pharmacotherapy is optimal for me, relative to the alternatives (which I explored on my own volition: wellbutrin, straterra, a2 blockers). Don't waste time with posts like these; I don't like ignoring people.
I've finally admitted I am host to a DXM addiction. Amphetamine, however, is my holy grail and actually mitigates most of my inclination and gravitation towards recreational drugs (no joke... save for today, this is the longest I've been sober; I've been taking Adderall and just perusing intellectual endeavors instead of dumbing myself down to complacency with drugs...).
That said, getting between me and psychostimulants for ADHD is the same as getting between me and my path back to being on top of my own life. It's humiliating to say, but it's true.
Black market Adderall until I get a proper psychiatrist it is. It is notable that the psychiatrist that had me on Adderall for 2 years dropped me as a patient so he could take me on as part of his research team, lol...
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st1llnox said: Since I've been taking my Adderall again and doing interesting stuff, I've largely lost interest in drugs.
Man, stop deluding yourself. Adderal is SPEED, IS MOST DEFINITELY a drug. You are just substituting one addiction for another. The fact that you talk so high and mighty of it and the language you are using is telltale that you just straight fiend for it and you are acting like a spoiled little brat that doesn't get his way with the way you are talking about abusing your mental health professional and leaving lame ratings because she won't bend to your will and give you the exact drugs you want
There's no magic pill or drug that will magically solve all of your mental problems and all of life's problems. Becoming dependent on such things just to cope with reality is not a solution at all and will only cause more harm. Blaming your own shortcomings on other people or other things will similarly lead absolutely nowhere. Real growth comes from taking responsibility for your own thoughts and actions and treating yourself and others with respect.
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st1llnox said: I've found there's little tolerance for being strung out here
You're pretty new here. If there's little tolerance for such things, it's because the large number of people we have had to make RIP threads for over the years. The list in the veteran's lounge grows longer and more sad each year. Some people don't even acknowledge they have a problem and downward spiral in front of everyone, others come as more of a shock sometimes. People see the warning signs in advance. You have all the classic symptoms of a hardcore addict who bends reality to fit your personal paradigm, which is whatever supports your own ideas, and everyone else is wrong.
Please, never ever take heroin. I feel you are the type of person that would start shooting up black tar on the second day and OD within a week.
Adderal may be helpful to you in some ways, but don't depend on it. It's fucking speed, dude. And alternatives are never a bad thing.
To whole goal is to be able to function without the dependance of mind bending drugs. You can't blame other people or a lack of drugs for your problems.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Shroomism]
#18835521 - 09/13/13 02:59 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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too bad everyone couldn't one up that post.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
#18835524 - 09/13/13 03:00 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: too bad everyone couldn't one up that post.
Oh well. Such is life.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Schmendrick]
#18835527 - 09/13/13 03:05 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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everyone can sure get down with tits though!1 such is life. no wait... what?
crap, I got distracted.
erm, yeah... one for all, and all for one, right!? or is it... all for one and one for all?
um, who knows.
kismet, maybe...
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: Shroomism]
#18835547 - 09/13/13 03:13 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Shroomism said:
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st1llnox said:
Except that amphetamine pharmacotherapy is optimal for me, relative to the alternatives (which I explored on my own volition: wellbutrin, straterra, a2 blockers). Don't waste time with posts like these; I don't like ignoring people.
I've finally admitted I am host to a DXM addiction. Amphetamine, however, is my holy grail and actually mitigates most of my inclination and gravitation towards recreational drugs (no joke... save for today, this is the longest I've been sober; I've been taking Adderall and just perusing intellectual endeavors instead of dumbing myself down to complacency with drugs...).
That said, getting between me and psychostimulants for ADHD is the same as getting between me and my path back to being on top of my own life. It's humiliating to say, but it's true.
Black market Adderall until I get a proper psychiatrist it is. It is notable that the psychiatrist that had me on Adderall for 2 years dropped me as a patient so he could take me on as part of his research team, lol...
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st1llnox said: Since I've been taking my Adderall again and doing interesting stuff, I've largely lost interest in drugs.
Man, stop deluding yourself. Adderal is SPEED, IS MOST DEFINITELY a drug. You are just substituting one addiction for another. The fact that you talk so high and mighty of it and the language you are using is telltale that you just straight fiend for it and you are acting like a spoiled little brat that doesn't get his way with the way you are talking about abusing your mental health professional and leaving lame ratings because she won't bend to your will and give you the exact drugs you want
There's no magic pill or drug that will magically solve all of your mental problems and all of life's problems. Becoming dependent on such things just to cope with reality is not a solution at all and will only cause more harm. Blaming your own shortcomings on other people or other things will similarly lead absolutely nowhere. Real growth comes from taking responsibility for your own thoughts and actions and treating yourself and others with respect.
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st1llnox said: I've found there's little tolerance for being strung out here
You're pretty new here. If there's little tolerance for such things, it's because the large number of people we have had to make RIP threads for over the years. The list in the veteran's lounge grows longer and more sad each year. Some people don't even acknowledge they have a problem and downward spiral in front of everyone, others come as more of a shock sometimes. People see the warning signs in advance. You have all the classic symptoms of a hardcore addict who bends reality to fit your personal paradigm, which is whatever supports your own ideas, and everyone else is wrong.
Please, never ever take heroin. I feel you are the type of person that would start shooting up black tar on the second day and OD within a week.
Adderal may be helpful to you in some ways, but don't depend on it. It's fucking speed, dude. And alternatives are never a bad thing.
To whole goal is to be able to function without the dependance of mind bending drugs. You can't blame other people or a lack of drugs for your problems.
Adderall has nothing to do with addiction except that it seems to help me get up to stuff that makes drugs seem less important. I don't like how it makes me feel actually and skip weekends. You'll have to take me at face value at this.
Heroin, Meth, etc. I know I can't possibly handle and agree with you, although I think ODing would take a month or two.
It probably is unhealthy to feel psychologically dependent on it to get shit done, but it is a FUCKING EFFECTIVE "get shit done" drug. lol
-------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
#18835557 - 09/13/13 03:23 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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he's just trying to warn you. you won't see this happening for a long while anyways, regardless. *sing song*
but you already know that. so... hey, no need to echo your thoughts, right? i'll just shut up, now.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
#18835565 - 09/13/13 03:28 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: he's just trying to warn you. you won't see this happening for a long while anyways, regardless. *sing song*
but you already know that. so... hey, no need to echo your thoughts, right? i'll just shut up, now. 
The Adderall thing I'm relatively sure of. Years of history I'm going off of here.
Thanks anyway.
-------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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