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akira_akuma
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
#18834797 - 09/12/13 10:40 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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and you are very insolent, who also knows all too well the trials of addiction and whom vouches for seeking professional help.
ssssoooooo, perfect fit, really...
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
#18834840 - 09/12/13 10:50 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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st1llnox said: I didn't steal from her, but I did set up an Adderall transaction in front of her and then call my old doctor for a referral to an ADHD specialist.
Whoa brah, you totally showed her what's up.
I hope she really did hear you and wrote it down in your files, so any future psychs you go to see how you behave and will treat you accordingly.
we can only hope.
Pulling me off amphetamine is putting me back on Benadryl, whipped cream cans, and anything else I can do to shut off my need for intellectual stimulation.... Adderall is one of the few drugs that is purely of utility to me.
fucking excuses for your drug addiction, thats all that is.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: The Vapor]
#18834852 - 09/12/13 10:53 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm not addicted to amphetamine. Amphetamine actually makes me lose much of my penchant for getting high, believe it or not. That said, I do need amphetamine to function at the level I want to and I'm not toing to let a doctor get between me and that (and certainly not my parents).
Now quit wildly speculating as to the nature of my addictive tendencies. I think I'm a lot less fascinating that you seem to think...
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: The Vapor]
#18834855 - 09/12/13 10:53 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Childish really.
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Bodhi of Ankou said: Childish really.
There are a bit over 30 replies since this would have been relevant. Thanks anyway though!
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
#18834875 - 09/12/13 10:57 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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st1llnox said: I'm not addicted to amphetamine. Amphetamine actually makes me lose much of my penchant for getting high, believe it or not. That said, I do need amphetamine to function at the level I want to and I'm not toing to let a doctor get between me and that (and certainly not my parents).
Now quit wildly speculating as to the nature of my addictive tendencies. I think I'm a lot less fascinating that you seem to think...
i was saying you are addicted to other drugs, and because you aren't getting speed you are throwing a fit and saying you are just going to go use other drugs anyways.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
#18834912 - 09/12/13 11:04 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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There are a bit over 30 replies since this would have been relevant. Thanks anyway though!
can you just ... stop? please?
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
#18834922 - 09/12/13 11:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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st1llnox said: I'm not addicted to amphetamine. Amphetamine actually makes me lose much of my penchant for getting high, believe it or not. That said, I do need amphetamine to function at the level I want to and I'm not toing to let a doctor get between me and that (and certainly not my parents).
Now quit wildly speculating as to the nature of my addictive tendencies. I think I'm a lot less fascinating that you seem to think...
i was saying you are addicted to other drugs, and because you aren't getting speed you are throwing a fit and saying you are just going to go use other drugs anyways.
I'm probably over-leveraging this, aren't I?
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can you just ... stop? please?
You're a red herring everywhere I see you. I'm not willing to put someone as established as having 30k posts on ignore, so please try to work with me here.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
#18834924 - 09/12/13 11:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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can you just ... stop? please?
yeah, dont make threads like these and you wont get all the same responses.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: The Vapor]
#18834935 - 09/12/13 11:08 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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can you just ... stop? please?
yeah, dont make threads like these and you wont get all the same responses.
Why don't both of you not do this henceforth, eh?
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IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
#18834949 - 09/12/13 11:10 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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akira_akuma
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox] 1
#18834971 - 09/12/13 11:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Why don't both of you not do this henceforth, eh?
no one else is spamming and talking shit all the fucking time. god, damn it all it for fucking Christ. Jesus LORD.. just get lost. stop being such a tard. you're apparently smart. stop wasting your time spamming on the shroomery. let your life devolve without us.
I can't stress this enough, YOU'RE PERSONALITY SUCKS MONKEY FARTS. just kill it and be free. stop doing drugs. get your academia reamed up your asshole, and just live the good life. have a car, have a wife, have a child, be a good Christian. just PLEASE STOP SPAMMING ABOUT DXM, you freaking Tylenol shaman.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
#18834983 - 09/12/13 11:18 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Why don't both of you not do this henceforth, eh?
no one else is spamming and talking shit all the fucking time. god, damn it all it for fucking Christ. Jesus LORD.. just get lost. stop being such a tard. you're apparently smart. stop wasting your time spamming on the shroomery. let your life devolve without us.
I can't stress this enough, YOU'RE PERSONALITY SUCKS MONKEY FARTS. just kill it and be free. stop doing drugs. get your academia reamed up your asshole, and just live the good life. have a car, have a wife, have a child, be a good Christian. just PLEASE STOP SPAMMING ABOUT DXM, you freaking Tylenol shaman.
I'm not sure what you're getting at here. I think I've got maybe 2 or 3 DXM threads left in me, lifetime-wise, beyond the DXM megathread.
The character of your post confirms to me that I ought not ignore you though. Why must you make this difficult
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
#18834994 - 09/12/13 11:21 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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because I am the self-aggrandizer of truth and well-being.
the shroomery is probably an addiction, you can't handle. especially if you're already on so many other drugs, and you're looking for academia instead of distraction. i'm fucking trying to do you a favor, god-slam the Heroin.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
#18835056 - 09/12/13 11:44 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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-------------------- “I read somewhere that 77 per cent of all the mentally ill live in poverty. Actually, I’m more intrigued by the 23 per cent who are apparently doing quite well for themselves.” ~ St. Jerome of Marin
the bus come by & i got on, that's when it all began
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st1llnox
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
#18835063 - 09/12/13 11:46 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: because I am the self-aggrandizer of truth and well-being.
the shroomery is probably an addiction, you can't handle. especially if you're already on so many other drugs, and you're looking for academia instead of distraction. i'm fucking trying to do you a favor, god-slam the Heroin.
Your communication seems to be a bit disjointed tonight, but contrary to the ire you invoke in me, you've had a lot of good, important things to say. why don't you think I can't handle shroomery of all things? It was noted in at least 2 thread when I was gone for over 10 days, and I even had a voicemail over the matter. I think the addiction is mutual, in a very weak way? 
I think what you're getting at though is that I can't resist indulging in DXM threads. Not true, but I see where I've gone overboard. Frankly, my intuition tells me that DXM isn't going to be relevant to my life for very long, and I think that if I keep knocking at its door, I'm just going to end up wasting 1 day a month even if my addiction to it is under control.
Probs time to try ketamine, but I don't have a reason to now. As I said in the other thread, 3 months. Doin' this.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox] 1
#18835098 - 09/12/13 11:59 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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honestly, I just hate redundant over use of drugs and talking therefore about said overuse of drugs.
I am disjointed today. I have no drugs. plus I am using this stupid laptop which makes using the shroomery hard to enjoy. hence, I am just sorta letting my wild cards fly.
plus, i (and you) gotta remember the fact of cognitive bias. i mean, you're a smart cookie, no doubt about it. i feel silly just stating this to you; as it seems like coddling and or appeasement.
it's not, though. your potential and seemingly good posterity seems unwieldy for the usual shroomery member. i'd hate to see this usefulness fall to wayside over DXM threads and rambling about doctors and who'll help you and school and shit. i mean, can you just settle for a random conversation? hell, maybe that's what chat's for but i don't use chat damn it.
plus, i dunno, for some reason... i kinda doubt even those discussions are much different.
this is me trying to be objective instead of crotchety.
your qualms with DXM and doctors and whatever, are really really redundant. worse then mundane.
because it's all this shit that we already know, PLUS is entirely independent of anything anyone else wants to discuss. that is, unless they are the same type of flailing, trippy-hippy wannabe kinda people who love to BS about drugs and brain chemistry all day.
i used to do that to... then i realized it was absolutely retarded.
oh and on another side note, it's nothing personal. you're a genuine kinda dude. good for you. don't want to see it squandered over this samey same crip crap. you want improvement. gotta look past drugs and shit. personal experience... outside of drugs and school and your personality? do you have any?
i'd like to see it. i won't though. i guarantee that.
prove me wrong though.
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
#18835148 - 09/13/13 12:15 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: honestly, I just hate redundant over use of drugs and talking therefore about said overuse of drugs.
I am disjointed today. I have no drugs. plus I am using this stupid laptop which makes using the shroomery hard to enjoy. hence, I am just sorta letting my wild cards fly.
plus, i (and you) gotta remember the fact of cognitive bias. i mean, you're a smart cookie, no doubt about it. i feel silly just stating this to you; as it seems like coddling and or appeasement.
it's not, though. your potential and seemingly good posterity seems unwieldy for the usual shroomery member. i'd hate to see this usefulness fall to wayside over DXM threads and rambling about doctors and who'll help you and school and shit. i mean, can you just settle for a random conversation? hell, maybe that's what chat's for but i don't use chat damn it.
plus, i dunno, for some reason... i kinda doubt even those discussions are much different.
this is me trying to be objective instead of crotchety.
your qualms with DXM and doctors and whatever, are really really redundant. worse then mundane.
because it's all this shit that we already know, PLUS is entirely independent of anything anyone else wants to discuss. that is, unless they are the same type of flailing, trippy-hippy wannabe kinda people who love to BS about drugs and brain chemistry all day.
i used to do that to... then i realized it was absolutely retarded.
oh and on another side note, it's nothing personal. you're a genuine kinda dude. good for you. don't want to see it squandered over this samey same crip crap. you want improvement. gotta look past drugs and shit. personal experience... outside of drugs and school and your personality? do you have any?
i'd like to see it. i won't though. i guarantee that.
prove me wrong though.
I think we should both VEHEMENTLY agree on the cognitive bias front; in fact, I may have already proven you wrong--what about my thread where I offered to answer questions in my capacity as a McDonalds employee? That said, I can't think of much outside of that, so that does--on the other side of this coin--validate your point.
I think school is a good and encompassing experience, but I'm not in it right now. This research gig will help fill that void though.
Perhaps it's time to just say I got all there was to get out of DXM and leave it at that... it could save me a lot of samey same knocking at the same door the same way at potentially varying intervals, ya know?
I will continue to use the Shroomery as a resource for things I'm unclear on, like the figuring out my doctor thing you mentioned. That said, multiple threads over related topics does put a disproportionate amount of St1llnox out on the boards I now realize thanks to you, so I won't indulge in threads like this any more (in favor of ones like my Psychiatrist vs Neurologist one, not that anything to do with doctors is necessarily going to be relevant at any given point... abstract this as I mean it more generally).
Sorry you're disjointed and things are going... suboptimally for you. Now that I've seen a bit of the light, I'd like to know a bit more about you as a person Akira. You should PM me 
Taking the pacifier out of my mouth now...
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: st1llnox]
#18835186 - 09/13/13 12:24 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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yah, i liked your McDonalds thread. i had no questions, personally, but i read it and thoroughly enjoyed it.
i should have remembered that before i judged you. for that i apologize.
now, for more about me. i graduated from Yardale and i've got a 4.0 grade point average. skate with me Wendy!
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Re: I may steal my new psychiatrists [Re: akira_akuma]
#18835259 - 09/13/13 12:44 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: yah, i liked your McDonalds thread. i had no questions, personally, but i read it and thoroughly enjoyed it.
i should have remembered that before i judged you. for that i apologize.
now, for more about me. i graduated from Yardale and i've got a 4.0 grade point average. skate with me Wendy!
Really? Making me google just to confirm this is a south park meme?
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IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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