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JacksonMetaller
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: pmoseman]
#18824415 - 09/10/13 05:36 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Mind if I ask why you did these things? I'm not trying to judge just understand. You seem aware of the fact that it's "fucked up." You don't sound like you intentionally harm people as you sound regretful. Honestly you can't do a damned thing about the past. You are who you are. That doesn't mean you have to waste the future. I honestly think you should aim for a good trip instead
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TheShroomingAtheis
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: JacksonMetaller]
#18824422 - 09/10/13 05:37 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Have u tried heron?
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pmoseman
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: JacksonMetaller]
#18824998 - 09/10/13 07:50 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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JacksonMetaller said: Mind if I ask why you did these things? I'm not trying to judge just understand. You seem aware of the fact that it's "fucked up." You don't sound like you intentionally harm people as you sound regretful. Honestly you can't do a damned thing about the past. You are who you are. That doesn't mean you have to waste the future. I honestly think you should aim for a good trip instead
Because evil feels fucking great and when you are low it just makes you feel normal and undeserving. He ruined something else in the process so now he wants to destroy himself to give back what has been taken...? Just a guess. I am also curious about his reasoning.
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: oropal]
#18825110 - 09/10/13 08:17 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I love people like you
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: pmoseman]
#18825118 - 09/10/13 08:19 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've lost my faith,my hope,my self respect,I actually did some very fucked up things back when I didn't care about anything and now,suddenly,I started caring and the first thought that crossed my mind is that I need to punish myself for what have I done and this is what I'm going to do by intentionally becoming psychotic
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TheMule73
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18825127 - 09/10/13 08:21 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Maybe you should think this out a bit more man. What terrible things did you even do?
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: TheMule73]
#18825146 - 09/10/13 08:25 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've said them before:I fucked an ill cow and I might have gotten contaminated with rabies,so there isn't much time until I will go crazy anyway and eventually die,I fucked a dog when I was drunk,I raped my exgirlfriend at a party when I was drunk and few other minor things.
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Fuckspice
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18825212 - 09/10/13 08:40 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well the closest i felt to insane was when i once was on a binge of ambiens i got for free and mxe earlier that day and i was smoking wax and after probably redosing on mxe and ambiens which is probably dangerous. I took 6 12mg pills of ambien that night (not at the same time) and took a few bumps of mxe aswell (i had my first IM mxe trip earlier that day) but basically around 2 in the morning i felt super lonely and depressed and i started hearing people talking to me. One person sounded like she was a stereotypical black lady and the rest i referred to as friends. The entire night they kept me company and would talk to me and then when id go to look at them they would disappear and i would look for them in the other room. They told me to do things like get scissors and stuff and to rearrange things.
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ThatKidWithTheFace
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18825215 - 09/10/13 08:41 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Scopolamine.
That is all.
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Fuckspice]
#18825224 - 09/10/13 08:43 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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tomorrow I'm getting Xanax/Valium from a friend(he buys it from a guy that periodically has Xanax,either Valium) and also getting Ambien. Would it be nice to combine them? Will it get me at least close to becoming psychotic?
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themusicofzann
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18825240 - 09/10/13 08:46 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Seriously, see a therapist.
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oropal
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18825267 - 09/10/13 08:51 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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These are obviously horrible actions, that will never leave you or the victims, but as it is, by turning things around, and being truly regretful and compassionate you can go on with your life in a positive manner. And it seems that you have already made the first step, by openly admitting on this forum, of your dirty deeds.
You may expect, and even want abuse for the things that you have done, but my friend, that is not going to help you and neither the beings involved.
You have done something, and you are paying for it, you have to transform your soul, the fibre of your being into a positive sense without lying or masking your past to yourself.
If you can work out your issues with someone with a genuine heart a good ear, and intelligent words, you may find that there is still alot that you can do, (A therapist comes to mind) which does not involve self-induced psychosis.
You cannot turn back the past or remove the scars, from you or the victims, but to continue on your path of darkness, will truly be excruciating depravity.
And you may find, that through genuine transformation, complete and sincere, the power of forgiveness, although, this can never be assured, but trust me, if you really turn yourself around and make actions that counter your negative past, you will understand my words, and be very pleased that you didn't destroy yourself.
But, this process is not simple, requires lots of patience, will, truth, time, assistance, ups and downs, and other obstacles, and may be very difficult to obtain, and is impossible to obtain, if you are not truly sorry, and have no want of forgiveness and redemption, and no impulse to be a truly good and decent human.
Many people have different views on this. Maybe you should seek spiritual advice, from the church or something similar.
I am not in a religion, but its moral structures, and redemption, may be an asset for you in your darkness.
As I am a stupid man, you must take my words at face value, you will have to seek out people to assist you. And you will not find them here.
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: themusicofzann]
#18825268 - 09/10/13 08:52 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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a therapist is going to help me recover,I want to become worse,I want to become psychotic,am I following the right path in order to become psychotic?
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Masked
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18825276 - 09/10/13 08:53 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore said: tomorrow I'm getting Xanax/Valium from a friend(he buys it from a guy that periodically has Xanax,either Valium) and also getting Ambien. Would it be nice to combine them? Will it get me at least close to becoming psychotic?

The new game on the shroomery seems to be how long you can keep a troll thread alive...how long can you masquerade as serious while still being ridiculous.
Pretty sad how much time people have on their hands.
I know for 100% certainty that this is what that is.
deny all you want...you and I both know the truth...

Maybe we should call it ninja trolling?
Or since it's an elaborate game involving finesse...we will call it :finessetrollalert:
or how about... :ihavenolifetroll:
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: oropal]
#18825284 - 09/10/13 08:55 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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no you're not stupid at all I assure you that you're intelligent,what you said is right but I hate myself so much that I can only forgive myself if I make myself suffer for what I've done
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Masked]
#18825300 - 09/10/13 08:58 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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you should get me serious,as other more-wise people that commented on this thread,why do you respond with so much ignorance and distrust? Do you want pictures of me fucking a dog while being drunk,do you want pictures of the ambien and xanax/valium pills that I'm getting tomorrow in order to believe me? What do you want in order to be able to think rationally and not consider me a troll?
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Masked
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18825307 - 09/10/13 08:59 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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why do you respond with so much ignorance and distrust?
soon enough, everyone will know. Your not fooling me
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Masked
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18825315 - 09/10/13 09:00 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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What do you want in order to be able to think rationally and not consider me a troll?
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Do you want pictures of me fucking a dog while being drunk
That'll do troll. That'll do. I, very scarred at the thought, await your offered proof.

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What do you want in order to be able to think rationally
Very ironic
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Masked]
#18825330 - 09/10/13 09:04 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I was being ironic,for the name of Lucifer,why would I take pictures while fucking a dog while being drunk? and also...why fuck a dog while being drunk,just because I have no more inhibitions? well,I'm gonna pay for my mistakes anyway,even if I must be the one making myself suffer.
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Masked
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18825341 - 09/10/13 09:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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so why tease me with that kind of proof?
sigh...I had a hard on already too
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