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CidneyIndole
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18823074 - 09/10/13 11:38 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm sure you're just joking. At least, I hope you're just fucking around. Psychosis and schizophrenia are nothing fun, and certainly nothing to be desired. Even if it's just out of curiosity.
And on that note, if that's what you're going for, you're taking the wrong shit. The stuff you're looking for is called MDPV. Considering that's now illegal in most of the world, maybe a-pvp or something similar. You want to lock yourself in a room and start vaporizing it. Perferrably the freebase. But if you want to skip any pretenses of pleasure and head straight for the shadow people, and paranoid hallucinations, then vaporize the HCl salt.
Do this for a number of hours, and I virtually guarantee you'll get your wish.
Good luck with that.
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: GreySatyr]
#18823092 - 09/10/13 11:43 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You know my name,not my story or the reasons that determined me to intentionally become mentally insane.
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st1llnox
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18823122 - 09/10/13 11:49 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore said: This is my fucking dream.Right now I'm overdosing on DXM so I might get a chance to become psychotic,is there anything wrong with me? I love you all,I hope there aren't any spies here,I feel under close surveillance. I'm innocent.
As someone who has dealt with iatrogenic psychosis (what you're aspiring to) and who is also our resident DXM expert, I can tell you you're going about this the wrong way but that you're doing something admirable if you can avoid the trouble it can beset you with.
Amphetamine psychosis is going to be best for this, OR sleep deprivation but luckily you'll have that to enhance the amphetamine psychosis as a direct and nearly-inescapable side effect of administering enough amphetamine.
PM me if you'd like. I may not end up monitoring this thread.
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: st1llnox]
#18823193 - 09/10/13 12:12 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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somebody ban that faggot...
on a brighter note hes making me feel.mentally prepared to trip again.
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18823246 - 09/10/13 12:29 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore said: You know my name,not my story or the reasons that determined me to intentionally become mentally insane.
I'm sorry (well not really) but you sound REALLY stupid. Nobody ASKS to be schizophrenic, that's just retarded and you already sound like you need serious help.
Nobody should be helping him either imo.
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Biodiversity
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Maybe you need a strong ayahuasca experience to help change your tune.
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st1llnox
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mushroom_sandwich said:
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Grigore said: You know my name,not my story or the reasons that determined me to intentionally become mentally insane.
I'm sorry (well not really) but you sound REALLY stupid. Nobody ASKS to be schizophrenic, that's just retarded and you already sound like you need serious help.
Nobody should be helping him either imo. 
No... actually, what he's doing IMHO borders on noble. Plus, how is anyone going to understand what psychosis is like without experiencing it.
Having experienced both psychosis and much of what drugs have to offer, I can tell you this: drugs are sometimes hard to convey the experience of to someone who hasn't taken them and just need to be experienced, but PSYCHOSIS is ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE IN ANY WAY AT ALL to explain to someone who hasn't experienced it.
Conversations seem staged to tell YOU something... TV and Radio broadcasts, are not just addressing you as an audience but are speaking to and about you as an individual... among other very enjoyable and interesting, albeit potentially unsettling/frightening, phenomena.
-------------------- Back, bitches. st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet? st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18823449 - 09/10/13 01:25 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore said: I don't deserve having a good trip,I'm a piece of shit that deserves to die.
That's bullshit OP. why the self hate? We all have our place
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: JacksonMetaller]
#18823566 - 09/10/13 01:55 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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self hate,self mutilation because I did some terrible things in my life and if I can't forgive myself for doing them,NOBODY WILL
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: CidneyIndole]
#18823580 - 09/10/13 01:58 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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it will be too hard to obtain that substance,I'm looking for something that I can buy from the pharmacy maybe or doing something like staying awake for days.(started to do so from today)
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18823627 - 09/10/13 02:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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could you elaborate? few things are as terrible as most people make them out to be
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: JacksonMetaller]
#18823634 - 09/10/13 02:19 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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fucked an ill cow,maybe got rabies,fucked a dog,raped someone,are those enough?
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: st1llnox]
#18823753 - 09/10/13 02:57 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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st1llnox said:
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mushroom_sandwich said:
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Grigore said: You know my name,not my story or the reasons that determined me to intentionally become mentally insane.
I'm sorry (well not really) but you sound REALLY stupid. Nobody ASKS to be schizophrenic, that's just retarded and you already sound like you need serious help.
Nobody should be helping him either imo. 
No... actually, what he's doing IMHO borders on noble. Plus, how is anyone going to understand what psychosis is like without experiencing it.
Having experienced both psychosis and much of what drugs have to offer, I can tell you this: drugs are sometimes hard to convey the experience of to someone who hasn't taken them and just need to be experienced, but PSYCHOSIS is ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE IN ANY WAY AT ALL to explain to someone who hasn't experienced it.
Conversations seem staged to tell YOU something... TV and Radio broadcasts, are not just addressing you as an audience but are speaking to and about you as an individual... among other very enjoyable and interesting, albeit potentially unsettling/frightening, phenomena.
c'mon stillnox, noble? that's a joke. That's like saying it's noble to kill yourself, or noble to want to spend the rest of your life in a mental hospital. 
And the whole, conversations seems staged to tell you something, I've experienced that frequently on mushrooms. Not saying I understand psychosis, because it sounds rather complex and unique, just saying I definitely know what you mean by that.
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Psilosopherr]
#18823774 - 09/10/13 03:01 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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In order for the universe to be balanced up in peace there must be people like OP in the world.
There would be no happiness if it wasn't for op's suffering. Sorry OP its the universe using you as a vessel to create happiness for someone else kinda like matter and antimatter co-exist in the same visible universe.
hows that for a stoned rant
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18823776 - 09/10/13 03:02 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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mushroom_sandwich said: I'm sorry (well not really) but you sound REALLY stupid.
I saw this thread title earlier today and just reading the title the first 3 words to immediately pop into my head "that's fucking stupid"
Didn't care to comment earlier but this just got bumped a second ago, also this:
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Grigore said: fucked an ill cow,maybe got rabies,fucked a dog,raped someone,are those enough?

Trolling is for losers you should be banned for making such a stupid thread. If you aren't trolling, you should still be banned because I think you are already crazy and need a lot more help than anyone here can provide you with.
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Psilosopherr]
#18823805 - 09/10/13 03:10 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: extreme]
#18824000 - 09/10/13 03:47 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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you are insulting me,but that isn't a problem,the thing that I hate the most about people that don't know me is that they don't believe me,if you would meet me in reality,you would realize how fucked up I really am. for the love of God,I am not trolling and I have no intention of doing so.
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: extreme]
#18824005 - 09/10/13 03:50 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I don't have much time to live anyway,I'm not doing well with my overall health and,as I said above,my stupidity might of made get rabies,but I'm still not sure about this. If I'm crazy,does that mean that I have to be marginalized? Can't I be helped by some normal people,do I ask so much?
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18824089 - 09/10/13 04:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I must say, I am struck by some of the inane, and potentially dangerous comments from some of the posters, completely stupid, even if it turns out he is a troll.
I say to you grigore, even if you have done bad things in your life, you can still be redeemed, through various forms. Through therapy, religion, and other sober based methods.
I would recommend you to take no psychotic drugs whatsoever. None.
You have to speak to a human being where you can look to his/her eyes and reveal your troubles.
I would not listen to anyone encouraging psychedelics or other drugs.
If you want psychosis then it will come after you, not you, after it.
You have to deal with what you have done, and in redemption you can change your life, and he will have no affect on you.
I tell you my friend. That you are asking the wrong people for advice. They have shown themselves(not all) to be completely small minded and rather idiotic.
If you wish to do as you will, then you will through your own will.
Regardless of your reasons, true or not, I wish you luck, and honestly hope that you can transform.
With sincerity.
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Re: I want to become SCHIZOPHRENIC/PSYCHOTIC [Re: Grigore]
#18824104 - 09/10/13 04:23 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Grigore said: fucked an ill cow,maybe got rabies,fucked a dog,raped someone,are those enough?
That is all sexual deviance. You can look at it as a part of yourself that needs to be stopped. The other parts of yourself do not deserve to be punished. You need a healthy strong self to control and restrain such tendencies Fucking animals. Sometimes this crosses a person's mind, I will admit. I do not accept this course of action, but you can do much worse things than that. A kot of people who do that shit, give AIDs, and think it is great. You are better than they are. I do not believe in punishment, only in healing people or throwing them into volcanoes. Sexuality and deviance go hand in hand. Move on and do something positive. Destroying yourself would make me suffer as well and you can only do good or bad things from now on. There is nothing you have done that you can change. Do or do not. There is no try.
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