Been writing lately, decided some feedback would be cool. I'm bored. reply. please. lol
I'm worn the fuck out Mentally and physically, Stressin' over things no one knows about, Taking all these drugs, don't know what to eat, Nothin' appeals to me, Used to see things brightly, Now they're just there. But I've said all this shit A million fucking times, no one cares. They were never there. Even if they were there for me, They never walked the path set for me, No one will understand this ever, Except for me. Anyways, stuck still. Parents basement, thinkin to myself, about how fast shit is changin'. All I ever do is look back to my past, like I think I can change it, Tryin' so hard to remain static, complacent. My mind has changed so much I wonder all the time If anyone outside can recognize the replacement This shell changing with the thoughts that direct this, A new skin, a new impression, A new mirror keepin' all the people guessin'... ...Calling into question What really stresses him? What's behind those eyes? What's inside, that I don't like? What's inside, that is like what I'm like? People think they are alone The only ones who go, Through this dialouge in their own minds, But we all do it, Burnin down every bridge before we even come to it, Underestimating the power of our thoughts Mine are changing me so by default, Their changing what you thought. Don't ask me what kind of place this is I don't understand the rules and I don't know the laws So between me and you, I'm just as lost. Forgot everything I knew, climbin over walls Trhought it was all true, But now I don't know cause, of what I've gone through, and saw, Guess you would think it wouldn't change much, But I'm livin' in a different world from the one where I grew up.
So detatched from this popular society, Feel like just walkin' down the street, Strangers can see it in me, Even thought I'll be in nice clothes, They recognize places they'd never go Unfamiliar vibes surrounding them consciously, Manipulation at it's finest, A seed of fear in unfamiliarity, Grows into a fucking forest when acknowledged, takin' their power, Givin' it to me, Prolonging their ignorace, allowing fear and assumptions to persist, Want some real friends, Go and start our own world of bullshit, Things to die for, so when we die it will be worth it, so when we're alive we won't be worthless, so we can live not having to ask ourselves, Are We Worth This?
Edited by psychotikfuck (09/10/13 01:02 PM)
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