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necrobytez
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So what really happend to me?
#18814754 - 09/08/13 11:19 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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So about 6 months ago (feels longer than my entire life) i had an extremely bad trip with LSD, felt like i was having a stroke or something and my jaw and neck were so tight it was crazy and i literally felt melting sensations all over my brain and stuff.
But all these months ive never fully came back down so to speak, i have crazy brain fog, no sense of time, trance-states and mini-blackouts and visions in my head almost absorbing reality, and no short-term memory barely. Also my whole life feels like that was somebody else. Is this just depersonalization or something that changed me forever? I stutter and walk like a drunk sometimes too and i have extremely deep thoughts - I kinda feel like the smartest person alive and so alienated (sounds really narcissistic) but i always try to be the nicest guy you will meet, Please help!!
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theRAPeutic
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: necrobytez]
#18814770 - 09/08/13 11:23 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Did the bad trip cause you to have PTSD? Any flashbacks or times where you feel like your mind state is back in that trip?
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necrobytez
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: theRAPeutic]
#18814782 - 09/08/13 11:25 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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tahp93 said: Did the bad trip cause you to have PTSD? Any flashbacks or times where you feel like your mind state is back in that trip?
My mind always feel like it's in that "trippy-state" so no i don't feel like i go back in time when the trip took place.
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theRAPeutic
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: necrobytez]
#18814812 - 09/08/13 11:31 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Wow, how many tabs did you take? I've yet to exceed two so far, but have some static/snowy vision with slight trails and darkness is not darkness anymore, indescribable colored little beads flashing everywhere, it's quite interesting. Been a week since my most powerful LSD trip.
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necrobytez
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: theRAPeutic]
#18814851 - 09/08/13 11:41 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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It was 500mcg from what the guy ***** had posted but i don't know It was 3 tabs.
Mod edit. No source discussion.
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Into The Woods
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: necrobytez]
#18814968 - 09/08/13 12:06 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Edited by Into The Woods (09/08/13 12:45 PM)
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necrobytez
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Mod edit: No source discussion.
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Lord_McLovin
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: necrobytez]
#18815231 - 09/08/13 01:18 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Did you trip in the meantime?
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necrobytez
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: Lord_McLovin]
#18815439 - 09/08/13 02:25 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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After the horrible trip? Yea ii've tripped twice on shrooms and i actually felt like it wasnt a dream a little while after the trip but it came back.
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Lord_McLovin
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: necrobytez]
#18815454 - 09/08/13 02:29 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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You didn't go back.
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: Lord_McLovin]
#18815596 - 09/08/13 03:20 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Edited by rikuni (03/16/14 04:34 AM)
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necrobytez
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: rikuni]
#18815970 - 09/08/13 05:10 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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So i'm brain damaged for life? I'm not talking about the perspective change, i freaking love it.
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Into The Woods
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: necrobytez]
#18815982 - 09/08/13 05:13 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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It sounds like a heavy case of HPPD, but I wonder what the brain melting thing was all about...
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necrobytez
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The sensations? Yea kinda felt like i was having a stroke or something, seriously felt like popping and melting in my "brain" I get a sliiight "brain" sensation on shrooms but that was crazy.
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: necrobytez]
#18816280 - 09/08/13 06:36 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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You'll be dandy in time man, I ate four drops by accident one time and wasn't okay for nine mounts to a year, wierd stuff like I was always trippin, hppd(static snow, breathing walls, auras), along with panic attacks soaking sweats and wierd tensions in my head( 3rd eye)...
You'll be okay with time Lay off any psychedelics weed, and I found drinking alcohol or other downers help with the anxiety. You'll be okay friend your not damaged, I promise. Try checking up people's auras wile you still have the ability enjoy your hppd I sorta miss mine..
You'll be trippin l soon again friend, best wishes and good vibes brother!
Try having a beer or two when your feeling wierd, it worked for me.
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"The menu is not the meal." Alan watts “Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Heres Tom with the Weather.” Bill Hicks
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: necrobytez]
#18816625 - 09/08/13 08:26 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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necrobytez said: The sensations? Yea kinda felt like i was having a stroke or something, seriously felt like popping and melting in my "brain" I get a sliiight "brain" sensation on shrooms but that was crazy.
How do you know what a stroke feels like? I had one. I had to learn to walk again when i got out of the hospital. You sound like you have some post trip after effects, that will likely lessen or go away. No one can say for sure though. The more you worry about it the worse it will proably get. Stop tripping for now thats what i would do. I highly doubt you damaged your brain but you sound like you might go Syd Barret so give it a long rest.
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: my3rdeye]
#18816937 - 09/08/13 09:47 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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...confused little guy. Its all in your mind.
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necrobytez
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: GreySatyr]
#18817595 - 09/09/13 01:25 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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GreyMorph said: ...confused little guy. Its all in your mind.
People like you make me want to leave shroomery. I thought trippers were more open minded. And to the other post i feel like i have the ability to see through any person. Is that whay u meant too?
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: necrobytez]
#18817611 - 09/09/13 01:36 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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When I have ego death, feels like a heart attack for me. My left arm hurts and I feel like my heart will explode. Then my brain feels like it's searing hot or maybe like that melting thing you speak of? I definitely feel psychotic since but nothing like you. I too feel like I can feel people but it's not me feeling them. I'm feeling the vibes. The psychic trait every human has is to feel vibes. Also maybe what's going on is you're not letting go. Idk how you could except to just accept it for what it is and actually try to dig deeper into anxiety. Just a few suggestions? Maybe just wait and let time go by. They say time heals all wounds.
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Re: So what really happend to me? [Re: necrobytez]
#18817612 - 09/09/13 01:37 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Isn't it closed minded not to question whether this seriously is all in your mind?
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