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st1llnox
dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask



Registered: 11/27/12
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Re: Officially 6 months clean from the addiction that would have killed me :D [Re: psi]
#18812168 - 09/07/13 04:40 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Thanks for those of you that made helpful replies and started this into a conversation.

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koods said:
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You both are terribly sad souls. Why did you even reply, let alone fabricate other apparent addictions I don't have. So you know, using or liking a drug does not constitute addiction.
Don't BS. You are addicted to DXM. Everything you do seems to be a means to justifying your use of it. This thread is saying "see, I can stop if I want. So get off my case about the DXM"
Didn't you throw up forty pills or something the other day?
Stop fighting the tide.
Quitting the DXM is the only way you're going to see any respect from 95% of the peeps around here.
This is... Overly simple. And you're way off base about my reasoning on making this thread.
I feel I'm fairly respected enough on here and when I disappeared for a couple weeks, it came up in multiple threads, a PM, and even a phone call making sure I'm okay(from Kronik0... That dude is such a caring and legit person it's unreal). That said, I'm a love him or hate him kinda person, but better to have an excessive personality than a dearth of personality at all.
And yeah I threw up 40 pills... Shoulda spaced em out cause I forgot I didn't have food on my stomach. 600mg is more than I'd be willing to put thru my body on the regular, but occasionally its fine (lab tests as well as cognitive batteries/"iq" tests have validated that I've handled my shit responsibly, including when I realized I WAS developing an addiction and losing respect for the drug and took it upon myself to take action.
How about this: I'm going to trip DXM tonight and I do not need a reason. I'm going to do it because its fun and also because I often benefit from spiritual and intellectual experiences it can provide. And then I'm probably not gonna touch it for a week or two. 
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psi said: There are a lot of details about my life that I don't share on here. It's not that I'm ashamed though, I just know a lot of people are assholes.
QFT. I'm super open both IRL and on here and you're definitely right: people on here sometimes even relish getting to dig their troll fingernails under other people's scabs when they're having problems, or they try to create problems, etc.
IRL, people can get weirded out but are almost never malicious. The Internet though... Dayumm.
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Nimpo
Big Black


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Re: Officially 6 months clean from the addiction that would have killed me :D [Re: st1llnox]
#18812177 - 09/07/13 04:44 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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st1llnox said:
How about this: I'm going to trip DXM tonight and I do not need a reason. I'm going to do it because its fun and also because I often benefit from spiritual and intellectual experiences it can provide. And then I'm probably not gonna touch it for a week or two

Gotta love that addiction reasoning and denial
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st1llnox
dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask



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Re: Officially 6 months clean from the addiction that would have killed me :D [Re: Nimpo]
#18812229 - 09/07/13 05:04 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Nimpo said:
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st1llnox said:
How about this: I'm going to trip DXM tonight and I do not need a reason. I'm going to do it because its fun and also because I often benefit from spiritual and intellectual experiences it can provide. And then I'm probably not gonna touch it for a week or two

Gotta love that addiction reasoning and denial
No need to be childish. I kept and have been keeping an open mind to the possibility of addiction, but where I'm at right now that really isn't applicable. I use DXM maybe every week and a half to 2 weeks tops... Less often than I drink, so mustn't that mean I'm addicted to alcohol?
Thanks for your concern but it is not needed
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plektheplek



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Re: Officially 6 months clean from the addiction that would have killed me :D [Re: Nimpo]
#18812230 - 09/07/13 05:05 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Good for you!
Welcome to the slightly less psychotic plane in existence
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st1llnox
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Re: Officially 6 months clean from the addiction that would have killed me :D [Re: plektheplek]
#18812255 - 09/07/13 05:13 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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plektheplek said: Good for you!
Welcome to the slightly less psychotic plane in existence 
Thank you so much!
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IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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