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squidson
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Do I Have HPPD?
#18805678 - 09/05/13 10:57 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'd like to start off by saying this is not a discussion about RC's okay mods? This is about hppd. Any ways 3 and a half weeks ago i did 25i NBOMe and since then have felt completly out of. I dont feel like going into extremly detail cause ive made many posts cause im simply worried. Anyways i have been expiriencing panic attacks. i am worried I have hppd because my vision is very off and i see visual snow when looking at the sky. and about 2 minutes ago i was seeing flashing colors but i think i might have beeen having a flash back idk. Anyways I dont see halo's, tracers, or have any gohsting, but my vission is just off and i cannot decribe it. Will it get better? is this just anxiety. Would i know if I had hppd? Im just looking for hope people, i wont saay my age but i got a lot of my life a head of me lets put it that way. Anyone???
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azur
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Re: Do I Have HPPD? [Re: squidson]
#18805727 - 09/05/13 11:10 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Reason number 1thousand&fucking1 not to do rc's!
I don't know what you have. 15 years ago I did beyond too much acid. And 11 years ago I did it all over again with mushrooms. I'm definitely a weirdo. As for rc's, I have no experience. A few years ago a buddy of mine took some and he told me it was like trucker meth and mescaline mixed. Fuck that. Mind over matter, right? Try not to obsess over it. I think you'll be better soon. Just be sure to learn from it all. Good luck.
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Fuckspice
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Re: Do I Have HPPD? [Re: squidson]
#18805746 - 09/05/13 11:15 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Just stay off drugs for some time especially stimulants and nbomes just to be sure. Buying a sheet of 25c basically exhausted my brain and the others i shared it with, i feel like i have seratonin disorder and hppd to the max and its getting to be pretty bad. I've done way too much rc's more than i knew even existed a year ago, I have had some pretty amazing experiences on them aswell but im questioning if its worth it.
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squidson
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Re: Do I Have HPPD? [Re: Fuckspice]
#18805783 - 09/05/13 11:26 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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lol I appreciate these responses, but they are both by far the least hopeful and most discouraging words i have heard so far hahahaha Thanks any ways tho.
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Fuckspice
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Re: Do I Have HPPD? [Re: squidson]
#18805807 - 09/05/13 11:37 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I also have 2 friends who took nbomes nearly every week and they claim they are fine. Just taking it once probably wont fuck your head up or very seriously. An erowid search that helped me 12. What aggravates HPPD?
Most subjects find that their symptoms vary. Generally distortions are made worse by: Obsessing about HPPD symptoms (by looking at blank walls for example) Fatigue Alcohol, Cannabis, Psychedelics, or other drugs Sudden entry into dark or light environments Stress Some antidepressants and other psychiatric medications (such as Risperidone)
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azur
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Re: Do I Have HPPD? [Re: Fuckspice]
#18805833 - 09/05/13 11:47 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Distract yourself. Find a new hobby. Go to sleep and wake up tomorrow loving life no matter what.
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