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JacksonMetaller
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Ayahuasca flashback
#18793266 - 09/03/13 06:48 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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So I signed up for another ayahuasca ceremony despite my horrible experience with the first. I feel that I'm at a point in my life and experience that I can handle it a little better this time. Anyways, I was getting super nostalgic last night and playing my favorite icaros on the car ride home all night. Went to bed and everything was normal. Well, I woke up in the middle of the night mid breakthrough, no shit. It only lasted about two seconds, but I was threw the barrier. Every inch of reality inlaid with impossible designs and colors that don't exist. Not refular fractals, but like breakthrough type visuals. Could have been a dream state but it was spot on. The odd part was that I had very little recollection of the experience so it's not like I consciously dreamt it up. But when it happened I knew instantly.
Made my fucking day If that stuff wasn't so amnesic my problems would be fixed for life. So. Damn. Beautiful.
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I've had dmt trips in my dreams. Its so completely out of nowhere, then I jump awake and am like wtf? It so much different than dreaming your tripping on acid. Its a full immerse breakthrough. Like yours it only lasts a brief moment, or at least that's all I can recall. And when i wake up its damn near identical to waking up from a breakthrough. This has happened on a couple of different occasions. Usually its within a few days of heavy use.
On a similar note. Sometimes I will be outside at random places, and I will very briefly get a smell of dmt waft through the air. It brings some fond memories and a nice smile to my face. Its like an instant pick me up. Glad your going back in though. Good vibes and good luck!
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JacksonMetaller
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Kief Ledger said: I've had dmt trips in my dreams. Its so completely out of nowhere, then I jump awake and am like wtf? It so much different than dreaming your tripping on acid. Its a full immerse breakthrough. Like yours it only lasts a brief moment, or at least that's all I can recall. And when i wake up its damn near identical to waking up from a breakthrough. This has happened on a couple of different occasions. Usually its within a few days of heavy use.
On a similar note. Sometimes I will be outside at random places, and I will very briefly get a smell of dmt waft through the air. It brings some fond memories and a nice smile to my face. Its like an instant pick me up. Glad your going back in though. Good vibes and good luck!
Yeah I've gotten the smell too! It's amazing. A lot of people seem to view this chem as less useful than things like LSD, but this one has just done so much more good for my mental health.
I can't tell if I was dreaming or awake when it happened. I know it persisted into my waking state because I was in this room while it was developing and peaked and i exclaimed "whoa!" as it was happening and my gf confirmed that. Just. So. Much. Beauty. And it was directly reminiscent of ayahuasca. Like, fucking spot on. The kind of beauty that's so intense you think your brain is going to collapse (and that is exactly what fucked up my last experience haha). Goddamn I want some changa now.
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Good vibes your way man!
I personally like HPPD, so you're talkin to the right person 
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King how many times have you dropped acid or shrooms to get it? Or was it caused from a terrifying trip?
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JacksonMetaller
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KingKnowledge said: Good vibes your way man!
I personally like HPPD, so you're talkin to the right person 

I don't really have much hppd if any. But them flashbacks are nice. Crazyabout the icaros though. I didn't even remember the breakthrough but somehow my mind associated this long forgotten memory with the songs
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tahp93 said: King how many times have you dropped acid or shrooms to get it? Or was it caused from a terrifying trip?
Apparently some are more prone to it than others. I definitely am; I can also tell because my LSD tolerance is so low, for real man. I can get to a level 4 trip off of like 1.5 or 2 tabs.
I can almost count the amount of times I've tripped on my two hands. However, some of those were pretty strong and have been in close proximity to another. It's not that annoying, HPPD that is. Just looks pretty and reminds you how amazing it is to be alive.
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Wow man that is pretty crazy to have the reemerge after hearing the songs.
You say you signed up for another ceremony, with the same healers? Care to share some of your first experience?
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Re: Ayahuasca flashback [Re: weshroom]
#18795807 - 09/03/13 06:57 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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McKenna spoke about it and I have experienced it - once I had ayahuasca I could think about DMT while dreaming and I generate a dream character who hands me a dream DMT pipe. The result is indistinguishable from DMT smoked while awake. I also experience shorter duration.
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KingKnowledge said: Good vibes your way man!
I personally like HPPD, so you're talkin to the right person 

I don't really have much hppd if any. But them flashbacks are nice. Crazyabout the icaros though. I didn't even remember the breakthrough but somehow my mind associated this long forgotten memory with the songs
So were you listening to the icaros while sleeping? Ivenoticed if I listen to shpongle while trying to sleep, my dreams are crazy and vivid. And at least one dmt dream was while listening to shpongle.
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Re: Ayahuasca flashback [Re: weshroom]
#18798298 - 09/04/13 07:55 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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weshroom said: Wow man that is pretty crazy to have the reemerge after hearing the songs.
You say you signed up for another ceremony, with the same healers? Care to share some of your first experience?
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/18331194. Here you go buddy, its a really good read. Makes me want to try ayauasca even more and at the same time makes me more apprehensive about it. Where's a good shaman when you need one? Lol
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JacksonMetaller
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weshroom said: Wow man that is pretty crazy to have the reemerge after hearing the songs.
You say you signed up for another ceremony, with the same healers? Care to share some of your first experience?
Yeah same healers. They're really amazing people. I wrote my trip report of the first in the trip reports forum. Keep in mind that was written shortly after my experience in a generally confused and frightened state. Also I wrote it as it happened in the moment. So some of the attitude/emotions don't reflect what I'm normally about but were caused by discomfort + "drugs" and lead to doubt, skepticism, etc. I say that because a lot of people called me out for having a shit attitude and I can't seem to get them to realize that I didn't go in with a bad attitude. The people I worked with were really the most beautiful and genuine people I've met. But I was in fight or flight
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KingKnowledge said: Good vibes your way man!
I personally like HPPD, so you're talkin to the right person 

I don't really have much hppd if any. But them flashbacks are nice. Crazyabout the icaros though. I didn't even remember the breakthrough but somehow my mind associated this long forgotten memory with the songs
So were you listening to the icaros while sleeping? Ivenoticed if I listen to shpongle while trying to sleep, my dreams are crazy and vivid. And at least one dmt dream was while listening to shpongle.
No, earlier in the night. I was just listening to my favorite ones. I went to sleep later and that's where it haporned
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Just read through your TR and the thread. Interesting, glad the 4 aco dmt experience helped you put the brain glitch feeling into perspective somewhat.
I had a period of time when I smoked weed, that everytime I would smoke enough my thoughts would deconstruct. SO as soon as I heard myself in my head it would bebAHFBhkjnfn dknd......
One time during a mushroom trip in a "spiritual" setting, a house in a spiritual based community guided by someone who worked with shamans in peru for a while...I met him from the shroomery actually. The house was cleansed first. Had about 3gs PE with alittle cactus powder, smoked some changa during the come up and entered the psychedelic space from there. I definitely felt a hard crash when I came out of the openness of the peak. Like it got me past all my barriers and whatnot, but when I came back and felt the similar "constructs" I had for the situation and myself it kind of amplified and I felt an uncomfortable disconnected crash type feeling. There was this beautiful girl that was into me who I met the week before and at the end of the night we laid next to eachother and even kissed alittle I think but I just felt nothing. At all, except disconnected and this crash that I havent really had with a tryptamine. Usually its an afterglow. I think thats the best I can relate, I havent experienced aya yet and I have limited smoked dmt experience.
Im excited there are ceremonies going on here and you are signed up again.
When are you going to be doing it?
Edited by weshroom (09/04/13 10:44 PM)
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