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Anonymous #1

I'm fucking miserable
    #18791578 - 09/02/13 07:28 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Please help me :frown:


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18791603 - 09/02/13 07:33 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

..................any details? :lol:


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Psilosopherr]
    #18791608 - 09/02/13 07:34 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

None really, just not a happy person. I don't know why. Just slipping back into depression, it's comfortable.


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18791614 - 09/02/13 07:35 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I can't tell anyone about it. Because there really IS no reason. I'm just tired of living.


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18791623 - 09/02/13 07:37 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Go wank one out.


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: King Klick]
    #18791632 - 09/02/13 07:38 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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Go wank one out.



Done that twice today. Drank some too. I have a Xanax here I was considering, but I'm alone for a few days and don't wanna mix the two.


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18791637 - 09/02/13 07:40 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous said:
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King Klick said:
Go wank one out.



Done that twice today. Drank some too. I have a Xanax here I was considering, but I'm alone for a few days and don't wanna mix the two.



Yeah probly not a good idea.


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18791642 - 09/02/13 07:41 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Man I've struggled with very similar feelings my entire life. You could use some therapy, or try to think happy thoughts.

Psilocybin has been a truly amazing treatment for depression for me in the past. It changed my life, but I still slip back into it.

Maybe try out some anti depressants? If you don't like pills, experiment with kanna and/or St. Jonhs Wort. (haven't personally tried kanna or johns wort, but read about it!)


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18791647 - 09/02/13 07:41 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

What do you do when you decide to not kill yourself? I've been plagued with thoughts of suicide for awhile, and I know it's not that right choice. I will not kill myself. But like...now what? I still want to, you know? The thoughts are still there. The feelings are still there.

It's not like "I want to live" and your life turns around. You have to go back to it.


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1] * 1
    #18791656 - 09/02/13 07:43 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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What do you do when you decide to not kill yourself? I've been plagued with thoughts of suicide for awhile, and I know it's not that right choice. I will not kill myself. But like...now what? I still want to, you know? The thoughts are still there. The feelings are still there.

It's not like "I want to live" and your life turns around. You have to go back to it.



I've had two attempts myself, been in a mental hospital (helped somewhat)

But when I decide not to do it, I try to think about what I'm grateful for, or smoke a lot of weed. Sometimes it just takes time.

I can't think of any good advice for that question :sad:


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Psilosopherr]
    #18791659 - 09/02/13 07:43 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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Man I've struggled with very similar feelings my entire life. You could use some therapy, or try to think happy thoughts.

Psilocybin has been a truly amazing treatment for depression for me in the past. It changed my life, but I still slip back into it.

Maybe try out some anti depressants? If you don't like pills, experiment with kanna and/or St. Jonhs Wort. (haven't personally tried kanna or johns wort, but read about it!)



I tried some 5 htp recently, a few months ago I mean. I ended up getting mild serotonin poisoning. My leg wouldn't stop twitching for a few days. I took the recommended amount (1 a day).

I've been to shrinks before, one was really helpful. I got out of depression, I'm going back into it.


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: King Klick]
    #18791669 - 09/02/13 07:45 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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Quote:

Anonymous said:
Quote:

King Klick said:
Go wank one out.



Done that twice today. Drank some too. I have a Xanax here I was considering, but I'm alone for a few days and don't wanna mix the two.



Yeah probly not a good idea.



Thanks. I'd probably be okay, but I don't wanna black out and do something stupid while alone.


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18791671 - 09/02/13 07:45 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Especially while depressed.


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18791689 - 09/02/13 07:47 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Every awkward moment. Every single mistake and dumb decision I've ever made constantly plagues my mind and won't leave me alone. I can't stop thinking about every single dumb little mistake. Every dumb think I've ever said.

I think I've said more than most people have. I've made an ass of myself so many times.


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18791706 - 09/02/13 07:51 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Pm if you ever need to talk bro.


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18791745 - 09/02/13 07:59 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Everyone has regrets.  But every moment holds the possibility of a fresh start.

It's hard to climb out of depression.  Every step forward you seem to get dragged back two steps.  But eventually you can start to make progress towards the sunlight if you keep at it (apply lifestyle changes, therapy, medication as you deem necessary)


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Sleepwalker]
    #18791820 - 09/02/13 08:16 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

While taking a shit, I realized that I had been neglecting lessons I've learned. It's helped.

That is not the only time I've had realizations on the toilet. I love shitting sometimes. :laugh:


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18791922 - 09/02/13 08:41 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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Please help me :frown:



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I'm right there with you life went from difficult to downright failure for me it would be so easy just to give up.


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #18791928 - 09/02/13 08:41 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I think we all spend too much time reflecting on past mistakes. You've just gotta try to come to terms with what happened I suppose. Try to look at it in a good way, like a learning experience. Something that made you the wonderfully unique person that you are today (and in time, I hope you come to love yourself)


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Re: I'm fucking miserable [Re: Psilosopherr]
    #18791945 - 09/02/13 08:46 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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I think we all spend too much time reflecting on past mistakes. You've just gotta try to come to terms with what happened I suppose. Try to look at it in a good way, like a learning experience. Something that made you the wonderfully unique person that you are today (and in time, I hope you come to love yourself)



Recently it wasn't even focusing on mistakes. It's just that my mind kept on bringing them up. "Hey remember that time ____" "Do you know what you haven't thought about in awhile? Yeah that fuck you"

It was more that the thoughts kept coming up. Thoughts just keep coming up. I don't even really have control over it. Just walking along, thinking of something irrelevant. Then all of a sudden "HEY REMEMBER WHEN", it's totally jarring and takes me out of what I was doing and sucks. The thoughts don't stop.


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