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I hate myself
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I let a guy give me a bj last and I wholeheartedly regret that. I was just wanting to get off and he was willing. This was a huge mistake.
It wasn't even slightly enjoyable. I was just in a rush to get it out of the way and i hate it  Now I feel worthless. I really wanted to die afterwards.
Don't be in a rush to have sex especially if you're young. I feel like I've got nothing to offer anymore... i would do anything to change this.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow] 6
#18785955 - 09/01/13 04:08 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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you experimented.
don't beat yourself up, bro.
there's literally 100000000000 worse things that could have happened to you last night.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18785963 - 09/01/13 04:11 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Didn't you post a fairly similar thread a while ago? 
Anywho, so what. You did it and it can't be erased
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Re: I hate myself [Re: rulesq]
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don't beat yourself up for it man. fuck it, it happened and thats that. now you know what getting a bj from a guy is like. like salomon said, it could have been much much worse.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: zZZz]
#18786009 - 09/01/13 04:20 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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If i go to get std tested will they test/see drugs in my system, and do they care?
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18786032 - 09/01/13 04:25 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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STD tests are confidential and they will not test you for drugs during this. unless you're trying to become a pornstar.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18786037 - 09/01/13 04:27 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18786039 - 09/01/13 04:27 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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it's always good to get checked for STD's but i hope you dont think just because he's a guy you have one. girls have std's as well. however no, they will not care about the drugs. if you dont want your primary physician to know about your drug use, or STD's dont get it done at your regular doc office. but no harm will come of it.
i'd also like to mention, experimenting with the opposite sex is nothing to feel ashamed about. please do not let society influence thoughts that there is something wrong or dirty about it. you are clean, innocent, and any girl would be lucky to suck on that dick of yours. So please dont feel bad about it. it's not worth messing yourself up over, people have done worse. i honestly see nothing wrong with what you did. but at least you know now, you are not homosexual.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: Salomon]
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Okay thanks. Should I wait a week or so to get tested? And have any of you used STDalert.com?
And thanks guys, i feel a little better already.. The tip of my dick is slightly burning today so that's why I'm worried. I did wipe down with alcohol type wipes very vigorously, put hand sanitizer/alcohol in my urethra (somehow didn't burn as bad as I thought it would lol) and took a very long shower using a ton of soap. That probably all seems stupid but I was desperately trying to get 'clean', I was flipping shit last night. So I'm hoping that's where the burning is coming from.. He said he was clean but there's no way for me to know.
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#18786061 - 09/01/13 04:34 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think its a safe bet that vigorously rubbing some of the most sensitive tissue on your body with chemicals could be responsible for the burning.
don't beat yourself up, buddy. You were curious. Nobody got hurt, you didn't break any laws, you are OK
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Re: I hate myself [Re: NWlight]
#18786071 - 09/01/13 04:37 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: I hate myself [Re: g00ru]
#18786073 - 09/01/13 04:38 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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man hard solvents on my dick would be terrible!
i remember jacking off with soap one time when i figured out how to jerk it.
it burnt so bad, i promised mary, joseph, baby jesus, and the god allmighty that i'd never masturbate again.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: Legend]
#18786089 - 09/01/13 04:46 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You'll be alright. Try to learn from the mistake though.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18786098 - 09/01/13 04:49 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Is part of your regret the fact that you took the easy way out (i.e. easier to get with a guy than a girl)?
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Re: I hate myself [Re: s240779]
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That's part of it i guess. I just don't like it being meaningless
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
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success! the shrooms have turned you gay!
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18786917 - 09/01/13 08:35 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18786919 - 09/01/13 08:36 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18786923 - 09/01/13 08:37 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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You want to urinate quickly after sexual activity to force anything out of the penis, the longer you wait, the more likely the bacterial or viral infection has time to invade your body.
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evade my body, hmmm...
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you're the second person to say that today.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: memes]
#18787131 - 09/01/13 09:19 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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dontknow said: put hand sanitizer/alcohol in my urethra (somehow didn't burn as bad as I thought it would lol)

It felt better than the BJ did
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18787139 - 09/01/13 09:20 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Do you identify as bisexual? Or bicurious?
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dontknow said: I let a guy give me a bj last and I wholeheartedly regret that. I was just wanting to get off and he was willing. This was a huge mistake.
It wasn't even slightly enjoyable. I was just in a rush to get it out of the way and i hate it  Now I feel worthless. I really wanted to die afterwards.
Don't be in a rush to have sex especially if you're young. I feel like I've got nothing to offer anymore... i would do anything to change this.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: qman]
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qman said: You want to urinate quickly after sexual activity to force anything out of the penis, the longer you wait, the more likely the bacterial or viral infection has time to invade your body.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18787172 - 09/01/13 09:27 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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dontknow said:
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dontknow said: put hand sanitizer/alcohol in my urethra (somehow didn't burn as bad as I thought it would lol)

It felt better than the BJ did

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Re: I hate myself [Re: NWlight]
#18787203 - 09/01/13 09:31 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Man I could really go for a Bj right now....
OP, serious question. Did you cum?
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OP, serious question. Did you cum?
If he did, is he officially gay now?
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Re: I hate myself [Re: qman]
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No but if he did cum, how could he possibly be disappointed with getting a free bj?
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What about anal sex? That's hardcore gay, no debate about it.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: qman]
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You know, there's this little thing called "bisexuality"...
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Re: I hate myself [Re: Labs4858]
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Yes it is incomprehensible for some to believe that, and I think that's just kinda absurd to be honest.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: qman]
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The5thElement said: For the record, I think you could have sex with a man and still not be gay. Getting a bj from men does not make you gay.
What about anal sex? That's hardcore gay, no debate about it.
anal with a man? That would be the same as what I first said... That having sex with a man doesn't necessarily make you gay.
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The5thElement said: For the record, I think you could have sex with a man and still not be gay. Getting a bj from men does not make you gay.
What about anal sex? That's hardcore gay, no debate about it.
anal with a man? That would be the same as what I first said... That having sex with a man doesn't necessarily make you gay.
Well, I don't know any straight guys that want to take a dick in the ass
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
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Why the heck did you let a guy give you a blow job? Why didn't you just say no? A girl wanted to give me a blow job once behind a building after work. I totally skipped out on it because I thought it was weird and gross. Once a black guy in a van stopped me on the side of the street and offered me a blow job. I said no because it's weird and gross. Even from a woman, that's pretty weird and gross, dude. I'm talking about a stranger wanting to suck your dick in a back ally. I'm glad I didn't let her do it. Stand up for yourself.
You should of just said no. It's obviously something you didn't want to do. I don't think it's something you can just brush aside either. Time heals everything, but you'll have to live with that experience for the rest of your life.
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What about anal sex? That's hardcore gay, no debate about it.
anal with a man? That would be the same as what I first said... That having sex with a man doesn't necessarily make you gay.
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Well, I don't know any straight guys that want to take a dick in the ass 
If a guy wants to be ass banged he's probably Bi or gay. Or maybe just curious. Now If a guy is curious and want's to see if he likes it, and actually does enjoy it I still think he can be considered straight. Maybe he likes the stimulation, but is not attracted to men I mean that shit could literaly happen, it's probably not very common but definatly possible. IF he finds himself attracted to men, not anal sex by itself, then I believe he could identify himself as either gay or bisexual. People are defiantly going to disagree with all that stuff I just said, hell I almost doubted what I said myself, but then I thought about it and I think what I'm saying isn't crazy.
Just defiantly against what most people would draw the line between straight/bisexual/homosexual.
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The vast majority of people are bisexual. You heard it here first, folks.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: Labs4858]
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From the fucking fifties, dude.
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Dr. Crapsghetti said: Why the heck did you let a guy give you a blow job? Why didn't you just say no? A girl wanted to give me a blow job once behind a building after work. I totally skipped out on it because I thought it was weird and gross. Once a black guy in a van stopped me on the side of the street and offered me a blow job. I said no because it's weird and gross. Even from a woman, that's pretty weird and gross, dude. I'm talking about a stranger wanting to suck your dick in a back ally. I'm glad I didn't let her do it. Stand up for yourself.
You should've marketed and sold your cock for money if these people wanted it so bad. I had a gay dude at an office job offer me money once. I got a new job a month later.
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Just sounds like denial to me 
But maybe, idk, I don't have experience with the subject at hand, I've always liked vaginas and never liked things in my butthole
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Re: I hate myself [Re: Adden]
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I hope the new job paid significantly better.
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Just sounds like denial to me 
But maybe, idk, I don't have experience with the subject at hand, I've always liked vaginas and never liked things in my butthole
I've never even kissed a man before, denial as in I've had sex with a man before and I'm trying to make excuses? No.
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Lol you hate yourself because you got some head and werent vibin with it? Who carss dude its okay
Like sal said theres so many worse things that could happen
dont be sad just love yourself
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Alfred Kinsey did a study in the 50's which revealed that the vast majority of responders had had sexual experiences with members of both sexes. People who are purely homo- or heterosexual are outliers.
People are generally bisexual. This is backed up by common sense and science. Hence the nature of this thread is inherently
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18787423 - 09/01/13 10:12 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Better than busting it in a sock, OP. Fuck it, right. Have a beer.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: Adden]
#18787436 - 09/01/13 10:16 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I haven't even heard of the guy, or the study. There's a lot of information out there and not everyone has studied things like sexuality/sociology, ect....
IF I'm correct your studying psychology or something of that nature?
People are generally bisexual. This is backed up by common sense and science. Hence the nature of this thread is inherently
I find this comment to be kinda disrespectful in some sorts, I mean I find that OP is kinda silly for being so upset for what he did, but people discussing a topic that you state is common sense and then using that gremlin dude as if we are all ridiculous just kinda rubs me the wrong way. Not everyone is knowledgable about certain things, even if it is infact common knowledge, people should not be mocked for discussing things; exchanging ideas and views is how people learn and I hate it when people disregard others because they are not as educated in a certain subject as the other person. I'm not saying your doing this; I just have some friends who have got a education and are generally knowledgeable and they've kinda gave me the stupid look or have given remarks that kinda make me feel like I'm a lesser person for asking certain questions, just because I have little or no knowledge in a certain subject. I've just lost a lot of respect for some of those people, and that sucks because we were pretty tight at one point.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: Adden]
#18787613 - 09/01/13 11:04 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think it's just because I used to have to take the bus and work really shitty jobs. Jobs that hire felons like over-the-phone surveys and burger king. Because I'm descent looking, people have offered me blow jobs and even sex before. These people aren't good people though and they are ugly inside and out. From where I am from. Just by being an outcast like I was, I accidentally met some weird people. Would have probably happened to you too if you were there.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: Sheekle]
#18787694 - 09/01/13 11:30 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: Lol you hate yourself because you got some head and werent vibin with it? Who carss dude its okay
Like sal said theres so many worse things that could happen
dont be sad just love yourself
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18787717 - 09/01/13 11:37 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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O well, live and learn, no need to be feeling bad about it. Its your life, your body and your choice, be happy you have learned something. Just don't repeat mistakes.
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Alfred Kinsey did a study in the 50's which revealed that the vast majority of responders had had sexual experiences with members of both sexes. People who are purely homo- or heterosexual are outliers.
People are generally bisexual. This is backed up by common sense and science. Hence the nature of this thread is inherently 
So, someone that has experimental experiences defines them as hetero or homosexual or bi? If a straight guy has his dick sucked by a guy once, is completely disgusted by it, and never does it again, that makes him a Bi to you?
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Why do you think someone would be disgusted by having their cock sucked? Because they're "straight"? Please explain the neurological and psychosocial underpinnings of "straight"ness in such a way that it reduces disgust at having one's cock sucked by a guy to purely biological factors.
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Straight - sexually attracted only to the opposite sex. Pretty simple.
Just because someone experiments with their sexuality doesn't make them one thing or the other. It just makes them open minded enough to try something different. If they don't like it, they don't like it.
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BlindSophist said: Why do you think someone would be disgusted by having their cock sucked? Because they're "straight"? Please explain the neurological and psychosocial underpinnings of "straight"ness in such a way that it reduces disgust at having one's cock sucked by a guy to purely biological factors.
why do you always get so bent out of shape about this stuff?
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18787772 - 09/02/13 12:01 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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dontknow said: I let a guy give me a bj last and I wholeheartedly regret that. I was just wanting to get off and he was willing. This was a huge mistake.
It wasn't even slightly enjoyable. I was just in a rush to get it out of the way and i hate it  Now I feel worthless. I really wanted to die afterwards.
Don't be in a rush to have sex especially if you're young. I feel like I've got nothing to offer anymore... i would do anything to change this.
There's nothing wrong with exploring your sexuality, it's normal, healthy and natural.
Don't live life in regret OP. When you do something that you don't like it's a good thing because you know how to not make the same mistake in the future. You're better off and stronger now than you were yesterday and that's something you should feel good about.
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BlindSophist said: Why do you think someone would be disgusted by having their cock sucked? Because they're "straight"? Please explain the neurological and psychosocial underpinnings of "straight"ness in such a way that it reduces disgust at having one's cock sucked by a guy to purely biological factors.
why do you always get so bent out of shape about this stuff?
Why do I get so bent out of shape? Have you even read this thread?
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Well you said the vast majority of people are bisexual. I disagree.
People experiment with their sexuality to find what they like and don't like. Just because someone busts out some leather cuffs once to experiment.. doesn't make them BDSM / Bondage masters.
On the same token, just because most people experiment with their sexuality at some point and try something with the same sex, does not mean most people are Bi.
Now if they continually try things with the same sex and are comfortable with it, then perhaps they are.
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Shroomism said: Well you said the vast majority of people are bisexual. I disagree.
People experiment with their sexuality to find what they like and don't like. Just because someone busts out some leather cuffs once to experiment.. doesn't make them BDSM / Bondage masters.
On the same token, just because most people experiment with their sexuality at some point and try something with the same sex, does not mean most people are Bi.
Now if they continually try things with the same sex and are comfortable with it, then perhaps they are.
IMO this understanding is purely in the past-tense. It cuts one off to future experiences and it is completely driven by social anxieties, not by one's personal development or best interests.
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BlindSophist said: Why do you think someone would be disgusted by having their cock sucked? Because they're "straight"? Please explain the neurological and psychosocial underpinnings of "straight"ness in such a way that it reduces disgust at having one's cock sucked by a guy to purely biological factors.
why do you always get so bent out of shape about this stuff?
Why do I get so bent out of shape? Have you even read this thread?
Yeah, people are going to be people. I'm not getting upset about it.
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You think I'm "upset" by this thread because I clearly articulated a dissenting opinion to the prevailing wisdom?
Methinks thou doth protest too much!
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BlindSophist said: IMO this understanding is purely in the past-tense. It cuts one off to future experiences and it is completely driven by social anxieties, not by one's personal development or best interests.
I'm not sure I have any idea what you mean.
I had my dick sucked by a guy once. INSISTED.. had to talk me into it really. Didn't much enjoy it. The whole thing disgusted me. It's not in my personal best interest to have sexual relations with things that disgust me. The thought of being with men sexually, absolutely disgusts me. The shape of a women on the other hand. Goddamn.
I then realized I am as straight as an arrow. But hey, I tried.
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Are you calling me a rapist?
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BlindSophist said: IMO this understanding is purely in the past-tense. It cuts one off to future experiences and it is completely driven by social anxieties, not by one's personal development or best interests.
I'm not sure I have any idea what you mean.
I had my dick sucked by a guy once. He INSISTED. Didn't much enjoy it. The whole thing disgusted me. It's not in my personal best interest to have sexual relations with things that disgust me. The thought of being with men sexually, absolutely disgusts me. The shape of a women on the other hand. Goddamn.
I then realized I am as straight as an arrow. But hey, I tried.
IMO people are inherently bisexual. Social conditioning forces us to be "disgusted" with the notion of non-polarized sexual behavior. That's what I mean.
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BlindSophist said: IMO this understanding is purely in the past-tense. It cuts one off to future experiences and it is completely driven by social anxieties, not by one's personal development or best interests.
I'm not sure I have any idea what you mean.
I had my dick sucked by a guy once. He INSISTED. Didn't much enjoy it. The whole thing disgusted me. It's not in my personal best interest to have sexual relations with things that disgust me. The thought of being with men sexually, absolutely disgusts me. The shape of a women on the other hand. Goddamn.
I then realized I am as straight as an arrow. But hey, I tried.
IMO people are inherently bisexual. Social conditioning forces us to be "disgusted" with the notion of non-polarized sexual behavior. That's what I mean.
Why can't people just honestly be straight?
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Because of social engineering that tells us the word "straight" means anything at all.
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No, far from it. At least that's not the case with me.
If it was social conditioning, then everyone would be bi. Because of how open and accepted it is to be Bi or Gay these days, compared to 50 years ago.
I look at it in purely evolutionary terms. Only a woman can use my seed to bring offspring. (Even though I don't even want offspring.. I understand the instinct). On a primal level, I am ONLY sexually attracted to women. This wasn't something that was taught to me. I had to figure it out for myself. Boobs and curvy figure and a vagina. Drives me insane. Purely primal.
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BlindSophist said: Because of social engineering that tells us the word "straight" means anything at all. 
So you don't think there are people who are 100% attracted just to the opposite sex?
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Shroomism said: No, far from it. At least that's not the case with me.
If it was social conditioning, then everyone would be bi. Because of how open and accepted it is to be Bi or Gay these days, compared to 50 years ago.
I look at it in purely evolutionary terms. Only a woman can use my seed to bring offspring. (Even though I don't even want offspring.. I understand the instinct). On a primal level, I am ONLY sexually attracted to women. This wasn't something that was taught to me. Boobs and curvy figure and a vagina. Purely primal.
Society was sex-segregated until very recently, and most of our norms have developed within that culture.
In this light, it should come as no surprise that the end of sex segregation did not come with the end of its social and psychological consequences.
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I am 100% straight, because men do absolutely nothing for me, or even excite me sexually. This is not learned from society.
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huh....
Well, this is an interesting thread.
OP, love yourself and what you do. No regrets, they wont help you grow. Just know what you want to do, and be who you are. Love yourself as sheekle said.
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I think you are just trying to rationalize your behaviors as learned things.
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Sexuality is a personal thing. Everyone has their own tastes. I don't judge anyone based on their sexuality and I expect the same in return. Have respect for my gay and bi friends, but I'm not that way. I hate when people try and project their stuff onto you. Religion, sexuality, whatever. It's like nowadays it's a crime to be a straight person. Surely everyone must be Bi right? No.
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In the form of written word, rationalization is the very best I can do for my behaviors. I'd expect nothing less of anybody else.
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Shroomism said: Sexuality is a personal thing. Everyone has their own tastes. I don't judge anyone based on their sexuality and I expect the same in return. Have respect for my gay and bi friends, but I'm not that way. I hate when people try and project their stuff onto you. It's like nowadays it's a crime to be a straight person. Surely everyone must be Bi right? No.
Nobody's persecuting you for your preferences. I'm just pointing out that they are just that-- preferences.
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Re: I hate myself [Re: dontknow]
#18788251 - 09/02/13 04:03 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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its alright man, youre not a bad person for getting a blowjob. you realized you dont like it, so dont do it again, and move on with your life
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