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Beavis91
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7.5 gram penis envy trip
#18762347 - 08/27/13 02:14 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hey all, new to the site just wanted to share what has probably been my most profound trip to date. I'm no stranger to hallucinogens and this was probably my most meaningful. I ate the shrooms and chased em with a little peanut butter and washed em down with some water. It was night time and I like to be outside in nature so as soon as i felt it starting I went out to my back porch. (I lived back in the sticks then so to get to nature all i had to do was go to my back porch lol) The first thing I notice is my mom's hair glowing and morphing and the flame on her cigarette was super bright.(she was my trip sitter haha) She went inside soon after. I then remember leaning against her truck and giggling having all kinds of insightful thoughts about reality, consciousness, what have you. I look out into our big ass yard and the trees are dancing and and the stars are going bat shit crazy moving through the sky. It was pitch black but looked almost day light, and it was super trippy when a car drove by our house, the head lights were amazing, I could see the vibrations from the sound waves of the cars going by, I'm glad it was at night so the ppl in the cars didn't see me standing in my yard looking like a dumbass haha. After this I go back to sit down and for some reason I'm telling the umbrella on the porch to shut the fuck up. Things got really crazy after that, I don't know how long it was exactly but I remember all of my memories of my life coming at me simultaneously in extraordinary detail and it felt like the universe or who or what ever was telling me that everything was cool and not to worry, that this life is only an experience for our souls to grow and that this reality is only an illusion, and that fear and worry are also illusions and that love is the only thing that is real. And then it felt like I died but I wasn't scared, at this point I had gone back inside and laid on my bed and closed my eyes to see how far into this trip I could go. I don't really know how to describe this part, it's like I was dead, but, completely joyful, but humble about it. Like the universe was just giving me a big hug or something and I felt like i was one with all of the consciousness of the universe, (which we are, in my opinion) that the realization really set in that we are all part of one universal consciousness. After however many hours (i think it was around 8 or 9) I finally went to sleep and woke up feeling great and I was in an uplifted mood for days after that, awesome trip
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Shroomarathoner
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Re: 7.5 gram penis envy trip [Re: Beavis91]
#18762377 - 08/27/13 02:29 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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holy shit, I had a very similar trip this weekend, except on MDA.. I'll post a trip report later this week.. I love finding synchronicities like this, it just confirms it even more that we're all one being and that universe or energy or "God" - whatever you want to call it - is in all of us.
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I heard tripping is fun.. so I don't tie my shoes before I go for a run... I'm so special that I'm retarded. Things I've done: San Pedro Cactus(mescaline), Marijuana(smoked, cannabutter, dabs), MDMA, Mushrooms, LSD, Cocaine(insufflated), Crystal meth(insufflated, smoked), DOx blotter, ketamine(insufflated), DMT(smoked), MDA, Pharms (Adderall, Oxycodone, Hydromorphone, Fentanyl, Vicodin, Codeine, Wellbutrin, Tramadol, Prozac, Metoprolol, Nebivolol, Lorazepam)
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Deathcore
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its weird because i had a trip where it seemed like we deceive outselves thinking we have god in us or that we are god or something..
technically god is all...but not in the context we typically view on shrooms or any psych.
what if that "god" we feel on psyches is a soul trap or evil enlightenment, where its really the devil telling you that crap so youll keep getting deeper and deeper into a confused state of belief.
"everything will be fine.. dont you worry"... satan comes in all forms..
ony acid break through i was quick to let go...then i got bored and question what was supposed to happen next..poof descended into a bad trip..
took homegrown shrooms and could of let go again but fought it so my ego stayed intact.. it just seemed like another trap for me to go against faith and accept my 666 carbon self...
who knows? im glad it was positive for you tho.
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Beavis91
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Re: 7.5 gram penis envy trip [Re: Deathcore]
#18765244 - 08/27/13 06:28 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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maybe it was more positive for me since I don't believe in the devil or satan or heaven and hell, it just seems like an ignorant concept to me, but that's just me lol
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Shroomarathoner
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Re: 7.5 gram penis envy trip [Re: Beavis91]
#18768710 - 08/28/13 02:45 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Heaven and hell, God and Satan.. are in all of us. We each have that duality and like the yin yang, each has a bit of the other and can turn into the other at any time... so I've learned to just be okay with things being dynamic and allowing myself to constantly reevaluate things because what is true in one context/moment may be false in another.
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I heard tripping is fun.. so I don't tie my shoes before I go for a run... I'm so special that I'm retarded. Things I've done: San Pedro Cactus(mescaline), Marijuana(smoked, cannabutter, dabs), MDMA, Mushrooms, LSD, Cocaine(insufflated), Crystal meth(insufflated, smoked), DOx blotter, ketamine(insufflated), DMT(smoked), MDA, Pharms (Adderall, Oxycodone, Hydromorphone, Fentanyl, Vicodin, Codeine, Wellbutrin, Tramadol, Prozac, Metoprolol, Nebivolol, Lorazepam)
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Beavis91
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Good point, I just don't like to use the terms "god" or "satan" or "heaven" and "hell" because christianity is just another organized religion that makes you "religious" and not spiritual. Big difference. But yes I do agree with the concept of duality, but like you said, it is most definitely dynamic and depends upon the context and perspective.
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Edited by Beavis91 (08/28/13 11:40 PM)
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Deathcore
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Re: 7.5 gram penis envy trip [Re: Beavis91]
#18771420 - 08/29/13 12:27 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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the rules/laws of nature cant be broken, despite the idea of perception/perspective. God sets the rules, evil follows.
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Beavis91
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Re: 7.5 gram penis envy trip [Re: Deathcore]
#18771691 - 08/29/13 02:53 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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But who's to say evil isn't just a construct of our own minds because of self doubt, fear, anxiety, worry, anger, or insecurity? And once someone is "enlightened" there are none of the above emotions and therefore no evil, not within that individual anyway, Not to say evil doesn't exist, but it only exists within us if we allow it? And shrooms and other psychedelics help us realize this, (if taken with the right set and setting, so far I've been lucky enough to never have had a bad trip on any drug I've taken, shrooms, dmt, salvia, lsd etc.) so therefore they should be legal that's my argument anyway haha.
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Deathcore
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Re: 7.5 gram penis envy trip [Re: Beavis91]
#18772147 - 08/29/13 08:39 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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so killing a baby is just a construct of our own mind? how can anything BUT evil come from that?
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Beavis91
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Re: 7.5 gram penis envy trip [Re: Deathcore]
#18773579 - 08/29/13 03:12 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Evil wouldn't COME FROM killing a baby, it would be because there's evil within the person that's killing the baby. If evil were stopped from entering the killers mind in the first place, then the evil act would have never taken place
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Re: 7.5 gram penis envy trip [Re: Beavis91]
#18773850 - 08/29/13 04:10 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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so evil exists -_-
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Beavis91
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Re: 7.5 gram penis envy trip [Re: Deathcore]
#18774096 - 08/29/13 05:01 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Never said it didn't, I said it only does because we allow it to.
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excalibur127
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Re: 7.5 gram penis envy trip [Re: Beavis91]
#18788150 - 09/02/13 03:14 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ethics are a high-level concept in existence.
Take it lower, and you see it is based on survival: killing someone is bad for the survival of our species, so we try everything to avert this.
But taking it even lower, life and death don't even matter. It are just a bunch of cells, molecules, strings and whatever that collide, stick together and get broken down again.
Whether a computer program is safe or contains a virus is of no matter to the inner architecture of the processor that's really just processing 1's and 0's. It only matters to the user of the higher level.
So yes, evil exists, but only on the higher planes.
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