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musicmonger
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Dosed at a festy, Whats everyone know bout MACHINES and Ableton
#18762287 - 08/27/13 01:39 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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hey all folks, i gots me a topic that i have been confused about...
after dosing at a festival that i also was filming, night came in went..still tripping. then at this point im SO cold as i was battling EXTREME cold thru the night as me and my buddy sat there inventing inventions and the sun comes up and i find myself staring into the sun which appeared to be a BLACK HOLE. it had information and shit in it cuz i remember realizing instantly something really important then realized i was killing my eyes.
at this point, i now look back on what happened and figure i had "died" and that i basically got a new brain...but more like some digital, thinking computer where i created my own operating system that runs programs. I believe that all is sound and that sound itself is created by Ableton or these machines or both.
what this also does is makes me connect people together and it helps me realize that happiness should be had and that i should try n entertain entertaining thoughts cuz why not!
at this point, i feel like this is where the US government steps in with the laws they created to disallow this way of thinking, to the point when the entire society seems against you because of the way society is run.
so now I'm at the point when i 1) feel like ive lost an entire portion of myself where i have to be reminded of who i am. 2) i feel like im building myself from the bottom up 3) i wanna just eat more doses, boomers, deemsters, and of course smoke the ganja, but all of these things can be cured by meditating which is something ive been lazy about and haven't done.
its like i dont remember how to function in society
help me
maybe i just need to find a gf who can give me loving....but still this is all happening
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scrapske
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Re: Dosed at a festy, Whats everyone know bout MACHINES and Ableton [Re: musicmonger]
#18762319 - 08/27/13 02:02 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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lol ur fucked
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Re: Dosed at a festy, Whats everyone know bout MACHINES and Ableton [Re: musicmonger]
#18762340 - 08/27/13 02:11 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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If you are still having these paranoid delusions seek medical help man, this is coming from a man who hates western medicine
-------------------- R.I.P Zombi3, Blue Helix Modest Mouse Zappa Slothie That Kid With The face ShLong Le Canard split_by_nine & Big Worm Forever Etched in the sands of time in the shroomery and ever so beloved and deeply missed by many
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cez

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Re: Dosed at a festy, Whats everyone know bout MACHINES and Ableton [Re: Seriously_trippin]
#18762362 - 08/27/13 02:22 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Op sounds like they have been opened to a new way of thinking. Wouldn't say paranoid delusions and also wouldn't advise to seek medical help. I hope you were kidding.
I don't think constantly doing drugs is the right move (perhaps in moderation) but meditation is certainly advisable in the process of understanding who you really are.
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Re: Dosed at a festy, Whats everyone know bout MACHINES and Ableton [Re: musicmonger]
#18762385 - 08/27/13 02:33 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Nah I was jk but if you still think machines control all sounds, you might have triggered something is what I was saying.
To me though you will be fine it sounds like you had an epic ego death and learned a lot of valuable things and that's awesome. Thanks for sharing OP
-------------------- R.I.P Zombi3, Blue Helix Modest Mouse Zappa Slothie That Kid With The face ShLong Le Canard split_by_nine & Big Worm Forever Etched in the sands of time in the shroomery and ever so beloved and deeply missed by many
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