Hey shroomery, so today I had a fight with my gf. We woke up in the morning, was nice we exchanged massages. We go about our morning, and I mentioned that while she was going to go out I would do ketamine (did it last night.) Now, when I say "do ketamine," I don't mean get fucking blasted on it. I did 100mg over the course of 2 hours or so last night.
This upsets her, and she ends up getting really frustrated, I start arguing with her, she starts arguing, we get mad. After awhile it ends with me in my room watching a movie, her in the living room being quiet.
She left my house almost 3 hours ago, and she said it would be nice if she heard from me today. I'm not sure what to do, whether or not I should talk to her today, or wait until tomorrow.. We were supposed to catch an airplane ride on wendesday to go to my cabin, but anyways.
I know she's just concerned about my drug use (seeing as I am just recently recovering from being a drug addict for 5 years or so, doing them almost everyday.) I've had problems with ketamine before, but I know when I have a problem and now isn't one of them. I just wanted to casually do bumps while she was out. But she says I've been trying to do ketamine to much.
Obviously I'm giving a biased outlook; But I'm not sure what to do today. I want to message her, but I don't want to as well.
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I'm not familiar with your relationship details. But from what I gather from your post it seems like you think she is just concerned for you and cares about you. If it were me I would contact her, even if was something light or nonchalant. Escpecially since your planning a trip together, and plan on being around each other for some time. It seems like ,in my experiences anyways, when people plan on vacationing together they get testy with each other a few days before the event due to nerves or stress or whatnot.
Now I'm in trouble now because my girlfriend is inside waiting on me to watch a movie and I'm out on the porch replying to your post!
-------------------- I like lasagna.
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