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I'm having anxiety (high on drugs)
#18758231 - 08/26/13 01:36 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I snorted some morphine over the course 1.5 hours. I started at 10pm and now it's 12:30pm. I snorted about 120mg of morphine. It's giving me really bad anxiety. I keep thinking I'm going to OD and any sedating effects are scaring me. I don't know why this is happening right now . I am conscious enough to type this out so reallly I don't think OD is possible but my eyes are getting heavy. I also binged and purged around dinner (I am getting to treatment for bulimia in 9 days I get into the program, so I think this is a contributing factor as well.
This morning I snorted 20mg of hydromorphone + 20mg of morphine. If I was going to snort oxycodone I'd snort ~90mg. I figure that at 120mg of morphine I am probably still safe.
Ugh, has this ever happened to anyone else on opiates? I'm really scarred right now (probably irrationally) and I just need to talk to you peeps.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: withoutawire]
#18758236 - 08/26/13 01:40 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I been there.
I suggest taking a walk and drinking something cold, (not alcohol)
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: withoutawire]
#18758237 - 08/26/13 01:40 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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It does sound like irrational fear to me.
It's weird how shitty opiates can make you feel sometimes. gives me stomach pain and nausea like a mother fucker.
Curios, is this a morphine pill or something? Or morphine salts? Idk anything about morphine itself, i just get heroin. but same thing, no?
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: withoutawire] 1
#18758723 - 08/26/13 07:47 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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You were clean for a long time right? Anxiety can hit like that when you end up doing something you've been opposed to and resisting, whatever it is. Doing it on an empty stomach can't help either.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: withoutawire] 1
#18758748 - 08/26/13 08:05 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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First we need to asses whether or not your anxiety is valid. So you need to consider whether or not it's possible that you are actually overdosing.
From wikipedia:
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The minimum lethal dose is 200 mg but in case of hypersensitivity 60 mg can bring sudden death. In case of drug addiction, 2–3 g/day can be tolerated
You're probably fine, since I assume you know you're not hypersensitive. But, let's consider the signs of an overdose:
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Cold skin Clammy skin Nausea Vomiting Drowsiness Constipation Palpitations Breathing difficulty Slowed breathing Slowed pulse rate Reduced blood pressure Dilated or pinpoint pupils Flaccid muscles Fluid in the lungs Stupor Bluish skin Bluish fingernails Bluish lips
If you start experiencing a handful or more of these, particularly the more alarming symptoms (bolded), then you might be in a little trouble. So, you need to be realistically paying attention to your body and the effects you're having. (Time dilation is probably occurring so if you're going to try to see if your breathing is too slow or your pulse is too slow, make sure you're looking at a timer when you're doing this and not relying on your own sense of time - that'll just increase your anxiety.)
I hope I'm not making your anxiety worse with these symptoms. Usually when I'm anxious it helps to realistically consider the possibility of what I'm anxious about, and then to go about proving that is not actually the case. I don't genuinely think you're overdosing but if it's a possibility in your mind you should do an assessment which should make you feel a little better when you realize you're not likely overdosing.
So, it looks like you're not overdosing, right? Then it's time to calm down and enjoy the experience (while making sure you're still paying attention to your body - like anyone should on any drug really). You should definitely eat something if possible, even if you're not hungry go munch on some crackers or something bland. Then, take some deep breaths and relax. Remind yourself that you are safe, it's just a drug and it will wear off in time. Heavy eyes are completely normal, and alone that is not indicative of any negative side effects. Put on some of your favorite relaxing music and chill out.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: withoutawire]
#18758767 - 08/26/13 08:12 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hope your ok man.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: Sham87]
#18758893 - 08/26/13 09:02 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Stimulate yourself with some coffee
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: withoutawire]
#18758933 - 08/26/13 09:16 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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i'm assuming since you posted 7 hours ago you're either fine or in a hospital somewhere. please be careful, you never know when it's going to be your last high.
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Yes and definitely don't iv if your anxious about overdosing, I know its a tough road it seems like there's no without it. I'm still trying to get over it I'm on suboxone but I still want to get high
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: crimsonking91]
#18759063 - 08/26/13 09:57 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Much love and light to you OP. Been there. Never touching another opiate again. Hope you the best.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: SattvaBodhi]
#18759214 - 08/26/13 10:53 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah, just remember opiates depress your heart rate. And when you goto sleep it slows down even more. When Im nodding so bad that I get this fear, i fight for as long as i can to stay awake... at least until most of the drug has worn off. Stimulants help.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: LSDreams]
#18759243 - 08/26/13 11:07 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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LSDreams said: Yeah, just remember opiates depress your heart rate. And when you goto sleep it slows down even more. When Im nodding so bad that I get this fear, i fight for as long as i can to stay awake... at least until most of the drug has worn off. Stimulants help. 
yeah I'm gonna try mixing H with a little coke 
I used to drink coffee with my H, but now its too harsh on my stomach
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: Psilosopherr]
#18759562 - 08/26/13 01:08 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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120mg of Morphine isn't really enough to make most people OD in my opinion. I was dong doses 3-4 times that when I first started using Opioids and I weigh 128 pounds.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: withoutawire]
#18759581 - 08/26/13 01:16 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Dude's dead.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: Alec_Baldwin]
#18759588 - 08/26/13 01:20 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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If you dont OD right away your probably fine unless your on that line of OD and not OD, then your ok unless you fall out. so stay awake haha. but it sounds like your fine dude.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: LoveYourLife]
#18759591 - 08/26/13 01:21 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I remember I used to eat 100-200 mg's of morphine for awhile. It always had me a little anxious for awhile. Not sure why, just that I remember being aware if my breathing and thinking I may die.
But I kept doing it, because I saw that as a less anxious and less depressing state.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: smack]
#18759608 - 08/26/13 01:30 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hard drugs were always good fun in my case. Obviously it's not like that for everyone but I got so fucking tired of people telling me I was secretly hurting or depressed on the inside
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: Dorian Gray]
#18759618 - 08/26/13 01:33 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I hate people who try to psychoanalyze me with no foundation other than: I like heroin.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: Dorian Gray]
#18759621 - 08/26/13 01:34 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Dorian Gray said: Hard drugs were always good fun in my case. Obviously it's not like that for everyone but I got so fucking tired of people telling me I was secretly hurting or depressed on the inside 
I do hard drugs and I'm not depressed about shit  I have a pretty good life for the most part.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: smack]
#18759623 - 08/26/13 01:35 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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smack said: I hate people who try to psychoanalyze me with no foundation other than: I like heroin.
Haha exactly. You don't have to have had some horrible life to enjoy the fucking amazing feeling of Heroin.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: LoveYourLife]
#18759633 - 08/26/13 01:39 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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dude obviously you need to slow down with that shit, smoke some weed. it doesn't matter if your anxiety is legit or not, you still feel it so chill with the opiates
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: GEncore]
#18759651 - 08/26/13 01:42 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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GEncore said: dude obviously you need to slow down with that shit, smoke some weed. it doesn't matter if your anxiety is legit or not, you still feel it so chill with the opiates
I really don't understand how weed is going to calm somebody's anxiety. If anything it's going to make it worse. Sounds like dude needs a break from all drugs, period.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: LoveYourLife]
#18759663 - 08/26/13 01:46 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah my point wasn't to smoke weed specifically, but to take it easy and dont do more opiates. like, what he already took he already took now he needs to slow down if he feels anxious
weed always helps me with anxiety, drug induced or otherwise but yeah not the same for everyone
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: GEncore]
#18766768 - 08/28/13 12:26 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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This guy died.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: Alec_Baldwin]
#18766798 - 08/28/13 12:37 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ive been there before.Try and get off that stuff.Only in moderation are opiates good.They are quite addicting..i love the high.But i choose to quit that to stay with the love of my life.Sometimes i wish i could snort some oxycodone but i know where it leads me.Best of luck to you man.Im about to trip balls in silent darkness.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: IISkuNkII] 1
#18775784 - 08/30/13 01:00 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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This was dude's last post. He is the died.
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Re: I'm having anxiety (high on drugs) [Re: Alec_Baldwin]
#18775971 - 08/30/13 03:04 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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wtf are you guys talking about. 20mg of morphine gets me feeling good,50mg of morphine gets me pretty high. 120mg is a pretty sizeable dose.
but anyhow, anxiety is a common adverse reaction to opiates.
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