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Offlinewrestler_az
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not technically "suicidal"...
    #18748707 - 08/23/13 07:49 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

but im definitely starting to tire of the bullshit that is life. would it be so bad if i got hit by a bus or struck by lightening? i dont know about you, but id be ok with it.


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Re: not technically "suicidal"... [Re: wrestler_az]
    #18748913 - 08/23/13 08:35 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I don't think it would be bad as long as you didn't take a long time in the dying process. Your mom would cry, but she'll be dead someday too so her pain would be temporary.


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Re: not technically "suicidal"... [Re: wrestler_az]
    #18754243 - 08/25/13 07:06 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I hear ya. Recently, I've been wanting to live again but I know how you feel. I was suicidal for a while but it's all just too fucking grisly.


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Re: not technically "suicidal"... [Re: wrestler_az]
    #18754743 - 08/25/13 10:44 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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wrestler_az said:
but im definitely starting to tire of the bullshit that is life. would it be so bad if i got hit by a bus or struck by lightening? i dont know about you, but id be ok with it.



This is, for all intents and purposes, solely philosophically speaking, relateable.


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Re: not technically "suicidal"... [Re: Synthe] * 1
    #18755106 - 08/25/13 12:59 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Man that would fucking suck to die. Life is awesome dude. If you're having problems with certain areas thats understandable. What I do is find something that makes me happy, and just focus on that, and start building from there. Start doing some new shit too, something you havent done before. Start reading how to books on shit, learn to surf, whatever there is.

If you're not enjoying life, open your mind up and find some new possibilities for yourself. Theyre nearly endless if you really start searching. And most importantly, get the fuck off your computer and get outside and physically involved in something.


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Re: not technically "suicidal"... [Re: wrestler_az]
    #18756919 - 08/25/13 08:35 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

When I'm feeling this way, I find daily supplements of Vitamin B, 5-HTP, and sometimes even St Johns Wort help to improve my ability to cope til things naturally get better. :peace:


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Re: not technically "suicidal"... [Re: ManianFH]
    #18756953 - 08/25/13 08:41 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I found myself in the same position, but then soon realized that it was boredom of all things monotonous in my life.


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Re: not technically "suicidal"... [Re: philopian_tube]
    #18757437 - 08/25/13 10:11 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

sometimes I pray that someone push me into a train,

My life is going pretty well right now, just graduated from college but yeah it used to be an issue. There was a time where every day I just wanted to die.


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Re: not technically "suicidal"... [Re: EternalCowabunga]
    #18757725 - 08/25/13 11:17 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I'm currently aboard the suicide boat.

I agree with the poster that life is awesome. It's really, really awesome actually.

I think in my case the problem is repressed emotion. Soo much anger.

Fucking so much anger. The energy is in me for rampages. No kidding.

I'm not a true problem though I really respect people, it's just, they wouldn't have to do much... and it's on.

I am in a bit of a social black hole but that's not a problem for me, I have a delicious brain with intense interests.

Life is just great when you're in the right state of mind.

It's just that a) I have this masssssive repression of rage, guilt, disgust and other negativity stemming probably from childhood trauma and b) subsequent trauma from cannabis use which I think my brain turned off during the peak of.

I have these near faints and black outs sometimes I feel like I'm going to fall over when it happens, I think it's some of the experiences trying to reach the conscious mind.

Well best of luck to you guys, don't do it, 'cos it's a state of mind away, to land in paradise. The afterlife is probably really strange going by my out of body experiences.


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Re: not technically "suicidal"... [Re: wrestler_az]
    #18757769 - 08/25/13 11:26 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

for me, its not so much that i want to die... but rather, i dont want to live. maybe boredom is a factor here, but it all just seems a big game to me, and i dont really feel like playing.


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Re: not technically "suicidal"... [Re: wrestler_az]
    #18757921 - 08/25/13 11:57 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

You need to find a deeper perspective. It's all about consciousness. Use your brain to get a different perspective on reality. Most of reality is your creation.

If life is boring, it's 100% your fault. Go easy with this, you made a mistake, just fix it, no one's but your own judgment matters.

Try music my friend. The Future Sound of London is a favourite of mind, as is The Black Angels. Project your energies into the music and create something.


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Re: not technically "suicidal"... [Re: wrestler_az]
    #18758029 - 08/26/13 12:29 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

wrestler_az said:
for me, its not so much that i want to die... but rather, i dont want to live. maybe boredom is a factor here, but it all just seems a big game to me, and i dont really feel like playing.





Most of what I do is to make me feel okay about myself. Which is to say, my natural state is to be depressed, so I work hard at being happy. I exercise, eat healthy, I am self-disciplined and responsible. I have a job.

If I'm not doing anything productive I start to feel like shit. I can't just be living, I have the need to thrive


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Re: not technically "suicidal"... [Re: EternalCowabunga]
    #18758697 - 08/26/13 07:25 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Dying in my sleep would probably be awesome.  That way I wouldn't have to put a bullet through my head.


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