I'm very sorry for your loss, OP.
I was just over at my grandparent's house for a rib cookout last night, and my grandpa was acting strange. He was lying inside on the couch while all of his friends and family where outside having a good time. He said he thought he drank too much, but I should have known better. Before I left, I went in and talked with him about hunting this fall, and about my new job; he said he was proud of me and before I left, he gave me a hug and said "I love you very much, pal." like he always did.
I got a call from my aunt this morning telling me he died a few hours later of a massive heart-attack. 
If you need to talk at all OP, I'm here for you.
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Demonic_Chronic said: Woke up to a bunch of missed calls, last night my dad told me they transferred her to a hospital in Louisville and she refused to be put on life support.( I would do the same) Well this morning at around 9am she passed.. Now shes in the land of the DMT spirits, along with my cousin who died last year in a car accident. He was like my brother, we shared so much in common. My grandmother was literally the nicest person I ever knew, she couldnt harm a fly. She had a heart of gold and would give anything to help someone out. Been crying all day and all day yesterday..
Just bought a dip stick drug test to see If im clean from weed bc. I really wanna smoke a fucking bowl.. Have a probation meeting Thurs. Called my P.O to see if I can reschedule till next thurs. because Ill be down in the most southern part of my state then Ill have to come back and do another 2 hour drive on thursday. Honestly at this point I dont care.. Im prescribed amphetamines and Benzos so they cant say anything about me testing positive for those two. I highly doubt they will throw me in jail for testing positive for weed, prolly just some extra drug classes.. I just need something to take this stress off and I have like 5% body fat. Im pretty good at passing drug tests, dipstick isnt that hard.
At this point I dont care, If they throw me in prison whatever I cant get through this sober and I dont want to eat a bunch of Kpins.
Fuck my life Shroomery...
DC
I feel you OP..my grandmother refused a PACEMAKER and died 4 months later. She was like my mom. It hurts me more than the death of my brother. I certainly know where you are coming from and ill throw some thoughts up to my higher essence for you brother.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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