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This crazy place.
#18750430 - 08/24/13 08:03 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ever just find yourself noticing the little innocuous minutia of your everyday world. Like a picture on a label or something and all of a sudden realize this place is totally weird? I mean totally?
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Icelander]
#18750458 - 08/24/13 08:15 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Have you ever heard of jamais vu?
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: viktor]
#18750520 - 08/24/13 08:32 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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nope, but I just looked it up and it's something very much like that.
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Edited by Icelander (08/24/13 08:34 AM)
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Icelander]
#18750550 - 08/24/13 08:40 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I used to get it heaps, especially when meeting friends who I knew very well but hadn't seen for a while.
I think a solid jamais vu hit is like a ten second psychedelic experience, sometimes a bit longer. I reckon the reason why I took to psychedelics without resistance is because I'd been primed by jamais vu.
Often I'd look around in a classroom at everyone with their heads down and just think "What the holy fuck is this place?"
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: viktor]
#18750606 - 08/24/13 08:58 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Icelander]
#18751380 - 08/24/13 12:48 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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"How strange it is to be anything at all.."
You ever listen to these guys? If you can get past the singer's voice (and, I guess, too, if you like trumpets) then this is a complimentary album to the thread. Reminded me of it, anyway.
I never really get that feeling. Maybe it's a reason I haven't had a controllable lucid dream. I mean, like the example given in the wiki article on jamais vu, I will start to feel that a word is unreal after writing or saying it repeatedly. I've vaguely felt that way when visiting NYC or on acid.
What made you start the thread? I can only imagine something funny, in the sense of Kafka or Murakami, sparked it.
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Icelander]
#18751798 - 08/24/13 02:27 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Everyday...
This is a point I like to drive as often as possible in everyday conversation, especially when people are taking things a little too seriously.
Feeling and seeing the bizarre nature of the circumstances we have found ourselves in really helps me embrace and express who I am too, which is very much at odds with what culture thinks I should be.
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Icelander]
#18751938 - 08/24/13 03:02 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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depersonalization
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Icelander]
#18751948 - 08/24/13 03:05 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Get that feeling fairly often, makes me feel like a ghost
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i also get that feeling quite a bit
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: viktor]
#18753823 - 08/25/13 01:48 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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viktor said: Have you ever heard of jamais vu?

Had that sort of thing occur a fair bit during my psychotic breaks for example when looking in the mirror or looking around at things I owned in my room.
I get the impression it happens to everyone but no one knows what to call it so instead of being like "Oh jamais vu" they say they zoned out or lost focus or something of the sort.
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Icelander]
#18753836 - 08/25/13 01:58 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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All the time buddy.
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Yesterday, I was outside doing an open-eye meditation, and I thought of this thread. The longer I looked into the forested hillside that was in front of me, the more it became something strange.. like it lost its identity. It was like there was no longer any depth, if that makes sense.
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The more you dose 2C-E, the deeper your own forest gets. 
Craziness does not exist, I am home.
Until several bumps later heart and mind starts burning.
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Quote:
Penelope_Tree said: Yesterday, I was outside doing an open-eye meditation, and I thought of this thread. The longer I looked into the forested hillside that was in front of me, the more it became something strange.. like it lost its identity.
Reminds me of how repeating a word over and over for a few minutes will make it lose all meaning. Semantic derealization FTW!
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Quote:
liquidlounge said: The more you dose 2C-E, the deeper your own forest gets. 
Craziness does not exist, I am home.
Until several bumps later heart and mind starts burning.
Man fucking 2ce, you do too much of that shit and the owls will come for you
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: deCypher]
#18758685 - 08/26/13 07:17 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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win.. win what? what does win even mean really?.. win..
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Icelander]
#18758717 - 08/26/13 07:39 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ya, i get that all of the time.
Do you guys ever start thinking about how easily you could kill yourself and others around while driving? I get this weird urge to suddenly twist the wheel on the highway, and this kicks me into survival mode which leaves me with a really high heart rate/anxious.
I get feelings like this whenever i'm doing something dangerous.
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Memories]
#18758752 - 08/26/13 08:06 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah, that's why it really pisses me off when someone I'm riding with will pull out their phone or iPod or whatever and start flipping through their music, not paying attention to the road.. It's like they forget that they're in a situation in which they could kill me, themselves, and others around them in an instant.
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Penelope_Tree said: Yeah, that's why it really pisses me off when someone I'm riding with will pull out their phone or iPod or whatever and start flipping through their music, not paying attention to the road.. It's like they forget that they're in a situation in which they could kill me, themselves, and others around them in an instant.
An old roommate of mine used to drive through parking lots while looking under or behind his seat for CDs, literally looking nowhere near the steering wheel for 10+ seconds at a time. Would do the same shit at high speed on the highway. One thing I'll give him credit for is driving on dozens of hits of acid, I would barely be able to talk and this guy would be going 100mph down the highway
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I hope he hits a tree at 100mph. I'd love it in fact.
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Icelander]
#18760808 - 08/26/13 06:18 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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He's a pretty shitty person so I can't say I'd care
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Memories]
#18761158 - 08/26/13 07:52 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Memories said: Ya, i get that all of the time.
Do you guys ever start thinking about how easily you could kill yourself and others around while driving? I get this weird urge to suddenly twist the wheel on the highway, and this kicks me into survival mode which leaves me with a really high heart rate/anxious.
I get feelings like this whenever i'm doing something dangerous.
Yes I have had this experience a few times. I believe the best way to describe this feeling is cognitive dissonance which explains why a lot people who are afraid of heights don't trust that they wont jump of their own volition
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Memories]
#18761208 - 08/26/13 08:04 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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blankk said: depersonalization 
cant stop analyzes and talking to myself in my head about every little thing i experience. I dont see it as a problemQuote:
Memories said: Ya, i get that all of the time.
Do you guys ever start thinking about how easily you could kill yourself and others around while driving? I get this weird urge to suddenly twist the wheel on the highway, and this kicks me into survival mode which leaves me with a really high heart rate/anxious.
I get feelings like this whenever i'm doing something dangerous.
and yes i have gotten that it kinda makes me feel insane thinking about being able to kill all these people and all this shit like all I need to do is jerk my arm and im dead and the people in the car next to me are dead and i just get a sinking feeling and feel worthless. On ketamine i was holding a bowie knife to my chest for a good 5 minutes just so i can feel the power of knowing i could lunge it inside me and kill myself and i had to come back and force myself to put it down. I realized the same effort to put it down and overpower myself i could have killed myself just as easily.
Anybody ever feel that shit isnt real like the people around you are just there to allow your life to exist in a way like it almost makes me feel like a sociopath but its different.
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Fuckspice]
#18761417 - 08/26/13 09:00 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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When walking across a high bridge that goes over a freeway when I'm going to the train station I get the feeling of how easy it would be to end it all, just a quick step over the railings. Feels weird, man.
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: lolwut]
#18761639 - 08/26/13 09:54 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sometimes whhen approaching a crosswalk at a busy intersection I'll imagine a deadly scenario where I get nailed by a car. It's almost like a memory or flashback... very vivid. Used to happen all the time back in the day, not so much anymore.
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Hobozen]
#18761648 - 08/26/13 09:55 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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It seems to me sometimes we romanticize death (eternal peace, the final ending, no more worries etc) yet when it gets too close we are terrified.
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: lolwut] 1
#18761660 - 08/26/13 09:57 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sounds like my love life
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#18761736 - 08/26/13 10:11 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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blankk said: Sounds like my love life 
All about the sluts
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Hobozen]
#18761914 - 08/26/13 11:02 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Love is for suckers
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What if you fall in love with a slut? Are you a sucker then?
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Hobozen]
#18761948 - 08/26/13 11:09 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yup
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damn, there is no way out of this
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Hobozen]
#18762004 - 08/26/13 11:25 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Just my opinion
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Icelander]
#18762127 - 08/27/13 12:06 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I live there.
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