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Icelander
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I hope he hits a tree at 100mph. I'd love it in fact.
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Icelander]
#18760808 - 08/26/13 06:18 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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He's a pretty shitty person so I can't say I'd care
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tinfoilhatter
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Memories]
#18761158 - 08/26/13 07:52 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Memories said: Ya, i get that all of the time.
Do you guys ever start thinking about how easily you could kill yourself and others around while driving? I get this weird urge to suddenly twist the wheel on the highway, and this kicks me into survival mode which leaves me with a really high heart rate/anxious.
I get feelings like this whenever i'm doing something dangerous.
Yes I have had this experience a few times. I believe the best way to describe this feeling is cognitive dissonance which explains why a lot people who are afraid of heights don't trust that they wont jump of their own volition
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Fuckspice
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Memories]
#18761208 - 08/26/13 08:04 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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blankk said: depersonalization 
cant stop analyzes and talking to myself in my head about every little thing i experience. I dont see it as a problemQuote:
Memories said: Ya, i get that all of the time.
Do you guys ever start thinking about how easily you could kill yourself and others around while driving? I get this weird urge to suddenly twist the wheel on the highway, and this kicks me into survival mode which leaves me with a really high heart rate/anxious.
I get feelings like this whenever i'm doing something dangerous.
and yes i have gotten that it kinda makes me feel insane thinking about being able to kill all these people and all this shit like all I need to do is jerk my arm and im dead and the people in the car next to me are dead and i just get a sinking feeling and feel worthless. On ketamine i was holding a bowie knife to my chest for a good 5 minutes just so i can feel the power of knowing i could lunge it inside me and kill myself and i had to come back and force myself to put it down. I realized the same effort to put it down and overpower myself i could have killed myself just as easily.
Anybody ever feel that shit isnt real like the people around you are just there to allow your life to exist in a way like it almost makes me feel like a sociopath but its different.
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lolwut
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Fuckspice]
#18761417 - 08/26/13 09:00 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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When walking across a high bridge that goes over a freeway when I'm going to the train station I get the feeling of how easy it would be to end it all, just a quick step over the railings. Feels weird, man.
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: lolwut]
#18761639 - 08/26/13 09:54 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sometimes whhen approaching a crosswalk at a busy intersection I'll imagine a deadly scenario where I get nailed by a car. It's almost like a memory or flashback... very vivid. Used to happen all the time back in the day, not so much anymore.
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lolwut
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Hobozen]
#18761648 - 08/26/13 09:55 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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It seems to me sometimes we romanticize death (eternal peace, the final ending, no more worries etc) yet when it gets too close we are terrified.
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Hobozen


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Re: This crazy place. [Re: lolwut] 1
#18761660 - 08/26/13 09:57 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sounds like my love life
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Repertoire89
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Hobozen] 1
#18761736 - 08/26/13 10:11 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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blankk said: Sounds like my love life 
All about the sluts
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Hobozen


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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Hobozen]
#18761914 - 08/26/13 11:02 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Love is for suckers
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Hobozen


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What if you fall in love with a slut? Are you a sucker then?
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Hobozen]
#18761948 - 08/26/13 11:09 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yup
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Hobozen


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damn, there is no way out of this
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Hobozen]
#18762004 - 08/26/13 11:25 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Just my opinion
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Cactilove
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Re: This crazy place. [Re: Icelander]
#18762127 - 08/27/13 12:06 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I live there.
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