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jamal123
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Baaaaad TRIP couldnt get any scarier!!
#18750321 - 08/24/13 06:51 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ok so this is like my 8th time doing shrooms and i have always had amazing trips and an amazing time on them till yesterday. It was the perfect setting too, my parents left the house to go to a wedding so we had the house to our selves. Me and my 2 brothers and a friend who have all tripped together before decided to eat 4.5gs each and just have a amazing time at my house with music playing and all that. Alright to i start tripping in a good way everything was the way it was supposed to be on shrooms having a blast. Than i see my brother having a bad trip hes crying for his heart as if it gunna blow up. My friend and my older brother who was sober decided to go for a smoke so i was left with my bro that having a bad trip. I started to get scared seeing him that way and than BAMMMMM all of a sudden i feel like im fking dying. I started tasting blood in my mouth , my body was giving up , my eyes started to sink into my skin, my brain felt like it was bleeding, i started to feel like puking but nothing came out. I was literally sure im going to die and just the thought of me and my bro both dying had me tripping so hard. I envisioned how my family is going to react , my dad screaming , mom crying and 9 year old bro that i love losing me and my brother. My sober brother was trying to calm me down but nothing can calm me down from thinking im litterally dying. I started yelling out i need to go the ER THESE SHROOMS ARE F***KING POISONED. like usually i can tell my self its all just the shrooms playing with my head but how can i tell myself that when my whole body and bones feel like their collapsing. I felt like i got down syndrome and was either going to die or be mentally retarded for life. I wanted it to wear off but it just woudnt and i tried sleeping but maaaan i was scared i wont wake up or go in a coma! hour passes by of me litterally scaring everyone and my other bro still scared to death him self as he also thought he was dying and that we got poisoned. My sober bro finally convinced us to get into the car and go for fresh air and baaam finally im feeling myself getting back to normal.
It pretty much ended once we got out and settled down. Now im honestly scared of shrooms and really dont want to do em for a couple years if anything as that feeling was as bad as it can get for me as i invisioned death and my parents losing 2 sons due to an overdose on drugs ...
I just had to share this .. Any1 else felt like this?? like thier body is shutting down? i literally felt my brain as if it was bleeding , neck collapsing, sweaty af and dying for hours!
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Into The Woods
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Re: Baaaaad TRIP couldnt get any scarier!! [Re: jamal123]
#18750393 - 08/24/13 07:40 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I once had a terrifying experience too, but I know it was because I didn't handle my fear and I let it get the best of me to the point that it completely overwhelmed me. It taught me the respect I needed to learn for such a molecule and how to handle difficult experiences to come. It hasn't happened again and I don't see that it could because I've learnt that it was all just part of the trip and I shouldn't have fought the feelings, I shouldn't have encouraged my fear. In hindsight, I should have let myself "die". I'm sure it would have been quite the experience.
I can imagine how hard it would have been to see your brother in such a state while tripping yourself, but you should have remained calm and comforted him, let him know that he's perfectly okay, nothing is wrong, it's just fear and to let go and float downstream.
Stay strong next time, you're not going to die.
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Into The Woods
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Re: Baaaaad TRIP couldnt get any scarier!! [Re: Into The Woods]
#18750398 - 08/24/13 07:43 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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And you can't overdose on shrooms.
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jamal123
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Re: Baaaaad TRIP couldnt get any scarier!! [Re: Into The Woods]
#18750404 - 08/24/13 07:45 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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yeah man i let the fear get to me to much. Now that im fully sober and have slept i really wish i can redo it and fight myself out of that but it is what it is lol shieeet.
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jamal123
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Re: Baaaaad TRIP couldnt get any scarier!! [Re: jamal123]
#18750407 - 08/24/13 07:47 AM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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lol yeah i kno but thats what my shroom mind had me thinkin and man its the fact i started to think they were posioned mushies so i thought i got the wrong type this time and might actually die from poisoning
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