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OfflineDelarge
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Broken Heart. </3
    #18745114 - 08/23/13 12:22 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Girls have jumped me for sex, but i couldn't do it. I felt sick inside. like i wanted to puke. a part of me learned how to stop myself from getting a boner even if i was being ravaged by a girl. The intelligent part. I jack off, but i don't feel anything. I feel paralyzed, made of stone.

3 years ago a girl in high school, my first girlfriend, broke my heart, and i slowly spiraled down until there was nothing left.

I tried really really hard to get back on the horse for the two years, but it didn't seem like anyone wanted to nurture the belief that someone else other than me could care for me. I don't know what the words I love you mean. Sometimes i think its a trick so they can get something out of me. I don't know how to trust a single word anyone says. i don't know how.

now i can't even get out of bed. I havnt seen a girl in all of 2013. I'm standing in front of a broken shattered mirror at the bottom of the world. I can see all of heaven before my eyes, all the magic of sex and rebirth, but i can't bring myself to touch another person, in fact i wish i didn't even have to see my family. I want the end. I want the whole world to die, so i can finally be alone.

what do i do with a broken heart?

and I'm talking some big magic solution i could never think of, not the generic broken heart stuff.


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I will wipe from the earth man whom I have created. Man and Beast, crawling creature and bird of the air as well. For I regret that I made them.  :leaving:


Edited by Delarge (08/23/13 12:29 AM)


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: Delarge]
    #18745185 - 08/23/13 12:43 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

take care of you first, if you havent left the house or got out of bed or seen a female besides your mother or sister...

maybe you should focus on loving yourself, (not with your hand) but just easy things to take care of yourself,.

i ain't one to preach but i hope that helps.


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: SpencerPhillips]
    #18745258 - 08/23/13 01:03 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I think i might be a necrophiliac.


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I will wipe from the earth man whom I have created. Man and Beast, crawling creature and bird of the air as well. For I regret that I made them.  :leaving:


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: Delarge]
    #18745260 - 08/23/13 01:04 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

talk like that tends to win you free alt7 prints around here, you're gonna go places bud.


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: SpencerPhillips]
    #18745277 - 08/23/13 01:07 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)



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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: SpencerPhillips]
    #18745283 - 08/23/13 01:09 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)


necrophilia isn't funny at all.


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I will wipe from the earth man whom I have created. Man and Beast, crawling creature and bird of the air as well. For I regret that I made them.  :leaving:


Edited by Delarge (08/23/13 01:12 AM)


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: Delarge]
    #18745293 - 08/23/13 01:13 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

There's no need to be so insecure. You can't be broken any more than anyone else. Rejection is part of life and the only way to deal with it is to get used to it. Get up, get out there, go do things, meet people, have experiences and live life. It's time to crack the shell of that egg you keep yourself sheltered in.


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: Delarge]
    #18745313 - 08/23/13 01:22 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Delarge said:

what do i do with a broken heart?




Get your shit together :shrug:

Broken hearts are for disney land


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: Delarge]
    #18745317 - 08/23/13 01:23 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

It sounds like you really need some. :hug:

Take a long hard look in the mirror.

Pick up the pieces if it's shattered, or just walk into another bathroom.:wink:

Have you reached the point in your mind when you've decided it's not worth worrying over yet?:shrug:

You've still got a path laid out for you, it's up to you how you decide to walk it.

One of the greatest gifts I can recall is perception.

Form what it is you want in your mind, and let go.

Live your life.

I remember seeing a quote recently.

Something along the lines of: "The tao smiles upon you as wide as you smile upon the tao."

I think that's a great message to keep in mind when it comes to these matters.

Does anyone know the real quote?:shrug:


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: HalluciNate]
    #18745338 - 08/23/13 01:34 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

thanks man  :hug:
that helped more than i thought it would.


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: koraks]
    #18745366 - 08/23/13 01:49 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

When you need to take a shit but you're feeling too lazy and put it off, you force yourself to do it eventually because you gotta' go and you know it needs to be done, right?

Same principle applies to life. You shouldn't hold in your shit, it's unhealthy, and the longer you hold it in, the harder it'll be to push out.

Pick yourself up, force yourself to stop thinking negatively until it stops becoming an effort. Sure, it might take time, but you don't want to stay at home feeling shitty all the time.

Now break out of that cocoon and soar, you crazy butterfly! :heart:


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: Into The Woods]
    #18745379 - 08/23/13 01:58 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Into The Woods said:
When you need to take a shit but you're feeling too lazy and put it off, you force yourself to do it eventually because you gotta' go and you know it needs to be done, right?

Same principle applies to life. You shouldn't hold in your shit, it's unhealthy, and the longer you hold it in, the harder it'll be to push out.




There's no better analogy to love as taking a shit

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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: Repertoire89]
    #18745389 - 08/23/13 02:01 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

thanks again :heart:

i guess since i can't enjoy sex or romantic relationships anymore.

i can dedicate all my time to building a better universe for everyone :christ::discorex::blueangel::aum:


Edited by Delarge (08/23/13 02:03 AM)


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: Repertoire89]
    #18745394 - 08/23/13 02:05 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

if you do your own thing like hobbies,hiking,school and whatnot and just worry about making yourself feel good eventually life will reward you with something that you truly want:thumbup: i've been there man for me it was so bad when i was younger my parents had to send me to the psych ward at the hospital. from then on i was determined never to let myself get that low again :thumbup:
    i met my girlfriend at a library one day just out of the blue then we went on a few hikes and now i have the girl of my dreams.


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: Delarge]
    #18745395 - 08/23/13 02:06 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

idk i don't think i can stomach getting another girlfriend.

but i want to make other people happy in a new universe i will create


What do you guys want in this new universe?
I was thinking we could have like suicide cults based off reincarnation and stuff like inception and groundhogs day. and we could have werewolves as a religion of people who are searching for the void/heaven. or maybe even a mini wormhole to a land where pokemon and candyland is real. (know for the raverz)
what kind of things would you guys like to see when you realize magic is possible?
anyone?


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I will wipe from the earth man whom I have created. Man and Beast, crawling creature and bird of the air as well. For I regret that I made them.  :leaving:


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: Delarge]
    #18745494 - 08/23/13 03:02 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

Magical self improvement where anyone who's stuck in a rut can decide to live their lives in a wholesome and optimistic manner should they choose to discard their negative ways of thinking and get on with life.

But we already have that in this universe. :wink:

Other than that... A universe where I can be captain of a spaceship like in Firefly. I love that show. :thumbup:


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: Into The Woods]
    #18747799 - 08/23/13 03:22 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

The traditional wisdom is that one should not take psychedelics while in a bad emotional state, but taking moderate to low shrooms or acid with a group of friends I know, love, and trust has helped me with heartbreak more than once.  Open yourself up to the universe and the crazy beauty in places you'd never even thought to look!


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Re: Broken Heart. </3 [Re: sonamdrukpa]
    #18748236 - 08/23/13 05:41 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

So have you had gfs and such since last 3 years ago? Interacted with girls that weren't drunk?

Have you tried taking shrooms together with a girl? Same for MDMA? There's a lot of great stuff to try, you just need a girl present.

Then there's EMDR if you actually think you have some severe emotional trauma to process. Most therapists should be capable of delivering a session, shouldn't be too expensive considering the potential gains. Try one session, see if it's worth it. You should see some improvement from the first session if it's done right.


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For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it,
and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.
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