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Offlineclaraclairvoyant
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My brother passed away this morning
    #18738262 - 08/21/13 03:50 PM (10 years, 6 months ago)

hey guys, i'm still in a state of shock right now but my brother passed away late last night/ this morning. i've alluded to his heroin problem here and there on the site when the topic comes up. he was my best friend, i wish i could tell him how much i love him.

he'd been struggling with addiction for several years. over the past year he seemed to get better, he was more active, booking and playing lots of gigs, and our relationship was almost back to normal. i was always suspicious about whether or not he'd been using again though, i know quitting heroin isn't so black and white.. turns out, he was using. . the EMT said this is the third heroin death recently in the area and it's because someone is dealing BAD SHIT. this shouldn't have happened. maybe heroin would have finally go the best of him eventually anyway. but i just can't believe this is real

i just felt the need to tell all my friends here. i love you guys.


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Offlineazinuamid
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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: claraclairvoyant]
    #18738379 - 08/21/13 04:10 PM (10 years, 6 months ago)

I don`t consider myself a friend of yours, since i am new here..but I wanted to give you a big hug :hug: i am really sorry for your loss:( i can't imagine what you are going through:(.......be strong! :hug:


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: azinuamid]
    #18738522 - 08/21/13 04:42 PM (10 years, 6 months ago)

so incredibly sorry to hear about your loss clara.  it's the drug that keeps on taking.  nothing much we can say to help you here, but we love you.

:heart:

:hug:

Good luck on the painful road ahead.  :frown:


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: claraclairvoyant]
    #18738849 - 08/21/13 05:44 PM (10 years, 6 months ago)

I'm sorry, clara :frown:

If you ever need someone to talk to or ramble about anything, PM me.


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InvisibleLe_Canard
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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: claraclairvoyant]
    #18739614 - 08/21/13 08:33 PM (10 years, 6 months ago)

Geeze, that's tough. I've lost both my parents so I know how bad it can be losing a close family member. My condolences.


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: Le_Canard]
    #18739888 - 08/21/13 09:24 PM (10 years, 6 months ago)

That's shit.  Hang in there.


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: happymealplease]
    #18739924 - 08/21/13 09:30 PM (10 years, 6 months ago)

sorry to hear for your loss.
I lost my father to alcohol related complications a few years back, and I can tell you, he knows you love him.

It gets easier :heart::hug:


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: Mr.PhilCybin]
    #18739956 - 08/21/13 09:38 PM (10 years, 6 months ago)

man thats horrible, so sorry to hear about this.

:hug:


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: urbannerd]
    #18740236 - 08/21/13 10:55 PM (10 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

he'd been struggling with addiction for several years.



Technical question - did you guys get proper Ibogaine treatment and it didn't work for him, or nobody bothered with Ibogaine in the first place?


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: Spacerific]
    #18740527 - 08/22/13 12:37 AM (10 years, 6 months ago)

I'm really sorry to hear about this... One of my best buddies and roommate ODed in our house a few months ago on heroin. It was really fucked up and took me along time to come to terms with it. He was a good kid, but that drug latches on to peoples' psyches and drags them down inch by inch. Fuck that drug...

I know that shock that you're going through. When I first heard about my buddy, I was driving home from work... My other roommate left me a voicemail and when I heard those words, I went into some sort of out of body experience.. It was like I was floating outside of my car, looking down at me driving, and then I'd cross back over into my body, where everything seemed surreal and hazy.

It's gonna hurt for a while. I dunno if you're looking for advice here, but here's a few things that helped me: Keep care of yourself, and put yourself around people you love, or spend sometime alone if you need. Give it time, too. Much love, and RIP to your bro


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: Spacerific] * 3
    #18740838 - 08/22/13 03:43 AM (10 years, 6 months ago)

dude, enough with the Ibogaine. Someone just lost a family member and you wanna get on their case about not taking your advice to try some psychoactive substance??? In a word, insensitive.

to the OP, I am really sorry to hear this news. I hope that you're able to be at peace (as much as is possible). and reflect on all the positive memories you have of your brother.

:heart:


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: claraclairvoyant]
    #18740869 - 08/22/13 04:13 AM (10 years, 6 months ago)

im sure he knows you love him, always  remember the good times :thumbup:


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Offlinewoaronun
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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: Mr.PhilCybin]
    #18740944 - 08/22/13 05:17 AM (10 years, 6 months ago)

I don't know you, but still I'm sorry to hear about your loss and wish you strength. :hug:


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: Soularize]
    #18741005 - 08/22/13 06:11 AM (10 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

Soularize said:
dude, enough with the Ibogaine. Someone just lost a family member and you wanna get on their case about not taking your advice to try some psychoactive substance??? In a word, insensitive.





That was exactly my thought


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: claraclairvoyant]
    #18741369 - 08/22/13 09:26 AM (10 years, 6 months ago)

Sorry for your loss. Best of luck in coping.


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Offlineclaraclairvoyant
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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: JesusGoneRogue]
    #18741561 - 08/22/13 10:04 AM (10 years, 6 months ago)

thanks guys. advice is always welcome. i've never dealt with death before (besides my grandpa when i was too young to understand) and it just shouldn't be this way. it's supposed to be me and my brothers through it all. i'm sure someday i'll be able to find strength but for now all i can do is cry and want my brother.


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InvisibleLe_Canard
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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: claraclairvoyant]
    #18741572 - 08/22/13 10:06 AM (10 years, 6 months ago)

It's best to get the all the grief out instead of holding it in, so have a good cry or two. It does get better, with time.


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: claraclairvoyant]
    #18741575 - 08/22/13 10:07 AM (10 years, 6 months ago)

Everybody has a period of grief and that's perfectly natural. But when the tears run out look back on the good times and hold those closest to your heart.:hug:


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: claraclairvoyant]
    #18741837 - 08/22/13 11:04 AM (10 years, 6 months ago)

Clara, I know the feeling. My wife's sister passed away Sunday. We were good friends. Her cause of death was acute alcohol poisoning. Yours and mine are both are in a better place(what ever, where ever that is). Their pain is gone. Get with his/your family and friends what ever. A death hurts a lot of people, but some times it heals things. My condolences...:hug: . . . :peace:


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Re: My brother passed away this morning [Re: vinsue]
    #18742835 - 08/22/13 02:53 PM (10 years, 6 months ago)

Sorry for your loss, how old was your brother?


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