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st1llnox
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Niffla]
#18733852 - 08/20/13 07:29 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'll bet I could really enjoy spending more time with my aging parents as long as I can be subtle about drug use and not traumatize them too much lol. (but really heh)
By the way, I'm glad you brought this up. Odds are our folks will be gone before us. Don't take the time you spend with them for granted. And I'm not just telling you this but speaking to myself as well.
Terrorizing my parents, holding them emotionally hostage (being open about suicidality), etc. is something I regret a hundred times more than I knew you could regret something a year ago.
My dad just turned 65 too.
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox]
#18733861 - 08/20/13 07:31 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I have loads of regret when I think about some of the stuff I put my folks through. I'm not gonna get into it now (just too much stuff, it would take me all night if I tried to explain), maybe at some point down the road, but I think about it almost daily.
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st1llnox
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Niffla]
#18733876 - 08/20/13 07:35 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Niffla said: I have loads of regret when I think about some of the stuff I put my folks through. I'm not gonna get into it now (just too much stuff, it would take me all night if I tried to explain), maybe at some point down the road, but I think about it almost daily.
Dwelling on it's worse. IDK about you but I've come to realize I do not forgive myself. How can we move past this kind of stuff if we don't let ourselves off the hook?
Maybe when things are wonderful it won't seem like it was such a big deal. As my mom said once, "someday never comes". Hard to avoid the pitfall of pessimism too.
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox]
#18733904 - 08/20/13 07:41 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Dwelling on it's worse. IDK about you but I've come to realize I do not forgive myself. How can we move past this kind of stuff if we don't let ourselves off the hook?
Easier said than done I guess. My wife tells me this all the time but I don't know, I guess I'm just the type that holds regret longer and deeper than others. IDK.
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Violent Dreams


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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Niffla]
#18733962 - 08/20/13 07:53 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ugh today has been sooooo boring... My girlfriend is in Denver and now I'm left in Fort Collins feeling bored and lonely as fuck.  Tomorrow I'll probably make the journey down to Denver because I really can't take much more of this. But tonight I'm gonna drink with my room mate a but and see if she'll let me do anything with her.
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: SARAtonin] 1
#18734097 - 08/20/13 08:17 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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pics pics pics
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Legend
RIP Sasha



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: memes]
#18734142 - 08/20/13 08:27 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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waiting on my vyvanse to kick in, been a while since i've done this stuff. probably been at least a year. took 80mg's 40minutes ago, should be feeling it in the next half hour, give or take. Trying to stay off the stimulants but i've got a test tomorrow. and i really need to study tonight.
dropped out of college, so im going back so they need me to take this placement test. not too difficult i know, but we'll see how that all goes. excited to be going back to school.
thinking of cleaning my room sometime tonight as well, test is at 8am so imma just pull an allnighter instead of getting 4 hours of sleep. Hope you guys are all doing well. whats everyone up to?
i've also got a case of newcastles waiting for me after my test.
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dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Legend] 1
#18734181 - 08/20/13 08:35 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Legend said: waiting on my vyvanse to kick in, been a while since i've done this stuff. probably been at least a year. took 80mg's 40minutes ago, should be feeling it in the next half hour, give or take. Trying to stay off the stimulants but i've got a test tomorrow. and i really need to study tonight.
dropped out of college, so im going back so they need me to take this placement test. not too difficult i know, but we'll see how that all goes. excited to be going back to school.
thinking of cleaning my room sometime tonight as well, test is at 8am so imma just pull an allnighter instead of getting 4 hours of sleep. Hope you guys are all doing well. whats everyone up to?
i've also got a case of newcastles waiting for me after my test. 
OMG newcastles... plug one for me!
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox]
#18734681 - 08/20/13 10:16 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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ill drink em all in your name brother.
It's the blood red or whatever the darker one is. Haven't had it before. But it's in bottles, I much prefer the draft new castle for some reason
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FREE BURKE



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Legend] 1
#18734691 - 08/20/13 10:17 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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get this 2 hour old lnc outta here what's going through your brain right now legend it wasn't even late when this one was made
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Sheekle]
#18734698 - 08/20/13 10:18 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: get this 2 hour old lnc outta here what's going through your brain right now legend it wasn't even late when this one was made
well look what you done did
wait for it...wait for it...
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st1llnox
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Sheekle]
#18734703 - 08/20/13 10:19 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: get this 2 hour old lnc outta here what's going through your brain right now legend it wasn't even late when this one was made
He's plugging Newcastles for me; give him a break, sheekle, or it's the spray bottle again!
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Sheekle]
#18734721 - 08/20/13 10:22 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: get this 2 hour old lnc outta here what's going through your brain right now legend it wasn't even late when this one was made
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Sheekle said: get this 2 hour old lnc outta here what's going through your brain right now legend it wasn't even late when this one was made
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Sheekle said: get this 2 hour old lnc outta here what's going through your brain right now legend it wasn't even late when this one was made
You were the only thing on my mind sheekle
It's always been you! Always!
Jst luv mi plz
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Legend]
#18734735 - 08/20/13 10:24 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Legend said:
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Sheekle said: get this 2 hour old lnc outta here what's going through your brain right now legend it wasn't even late when this one was made
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Sheekle said: get this 2 hour old lnc outta here what's going through your brain right now legend it wasn't even late when this one was made
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Sheekle said: get this 2 hour old lnc outta here what's going through your brain right now legend it wasn't even late when this one was made
You were the only thing on my mind sheekle
It's always been you! Always!
Jst luv mi plz
Sheekle only loves you if you rub his ears just so.
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox]
#18734757 - 08/20/13 10:28 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well that's peculiar.
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st1llnox
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Niffla]
#18734817 - 08/20/13 10:38 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Niffla said: Well that's peculiar.
So back to LNC, Niffla do you think I could jack off to your sig?
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox]
#18734829 - 08/20/13 10:41 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Niffla said: Well that's peculiar.
So back to LNC, Niffla do you think I could jack off to your sig? 
As of this moment right now, you do indeed have the green light to stroke your penis at will.
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st1llnox
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Niffla]
#18734844 - 08/20/13 10:43 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Niffla said:
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st1llnox said:
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Niffla said: Well that's peculiar.
So back to LNC, Niffla do you think I could jack off to your sig? 
As of this moment right now, you do indeed have the green light to stroke your penis at will.
I've already fapped 3 or 4 times today, plus I'm gay, so to have the optimal shot of success at fapping to your sig I better wait until I've had a few hours of sleep and a couple tabs of Adderall.
I will do this though.
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TwinEclipse
Psychedelic Alchemist


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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox]
#18734854 - 08/20/13 10:45 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ewwwwww
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Niffla



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox]
#18734856 - 08/20/13 10:45 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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alright keep us posted
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